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i would really super duper love it if i could not spend all my time wanting to starve myself like that ever worked

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why can nothing ever be easy

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long time no see, i’m so afraid i’m going to fuck this up

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and all of the sudden, every single post on this blog was a little too much for him

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sometimes february 15th hits a Little too hard yknow?? yknow????

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i just want to be wrapped in a hug

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i’m sorry i can’t be a better boyfriend

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i’m sorry i’m not a better friend i’m sorry i don’t put in enough effort

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everything is falling and i can’t tell if it’s falling into place or falling apart

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im sorry

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im sorry for every time ive hurt you

every time i was selfish

every time i lied

every time you tried your best

and i expected more from you

every time we tried to talk and i Couldnt

every time i didnt talk

im sorry you thought you were manipulating me

i’m sorry you have to guilt trip me to make me eat

i’m sorry i can’t find a reason to eat

i’m sorry i have such high expectations for you

i’m sorry and i hope you never see this

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he’s shouting into the void

waiting for a response

i don’t know how to tell him

the void can’t respond right now

im sorry