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i wish i had the opportunity to physically beat the absolute shit out of myself. like i want to actually walk up to myself and just beat the living shit outta her. i so so so wish i could for so many reasons. it’d feel so good and i genuinely deserve it. cutting just isn’t enough

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one of my fave songs atm <3

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cringe isnt real therefore me unironically posting this emo drawing that looks like it was made in 2009 is in fact the exact opposite of cringe, it’s super freakin cool

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something i saw

the other day i was curious, feeling down and melancholy as i usually do when i'm not stuffing my mind full of brain-rotting content and insanely toxic men. i decided to search up the best way to k1ll urself w a sh0tgun and to my surpriseeee, an entire thread of helpful tips, diagrams, and statistics pulled up!

it was interesting to say the least. i think what was the most surprising about the entire experience wasn't the fact that it was so easy to find, but it was the way people who wrote the advice and commented on the posts spoke. and how people replied to others borderline encouraging the other person to go through with it? its a weird thing to see for sure!!! def made me feel icky

// i think im going to attach the images here for anyone interested

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writing prompts for beautiful ppl

all credit to the amazing @sixxstarrr on tiktok, i just wanna share these ideas, mainly cuz i know ill end up forgetting them and never do them unless i see them somewhere i keep coming back to, but also bc i think the world would be somewhat of a better place if ppl truly asked themeselves questions like this, but maybe I'm wrong and these questions mean nothing in the grand scheme of life, oh well. this is my account so ill post what i please, thank you :)

a piece on why you are best, and a comparative piece on why you are the worst. this ones interesting to me bc of course we all have an ego, and we all generally can see ourselves from an outsiders perspective, so allowing your mind to run with each prompt in either end of the spectrum is such a cool idea. maybe ill write one of these and post it for all to see, maybe i won't.

letters to your future children/people you don't know anymore. this one is kinda simple, and can be taken and used to fit so many other scenarios if you so choose, instead of old friend replace it with "dead dad", and bam! whole new prompt.

analyzing songs you like verse for verse. totally optional, you could just do the song as a whole, or do individual lines that mean something to you and explain to the best of your ability what those words mean, it doesn't matter. the idea itself i think, is so cool and is such a good way to encapsulate your memories and feelings.

who are you and what do you want? the famous question that could go on forever if you're open enough to answer.

do you believe in god or anything at all? if so why or why not? easily another question that could go on for literal days, so just be creative. remember, cringe isn't real!!!! totally made up in our little brains so just be and whoeverrrrr and do whatever you want man, nobody's gonna remember u anyways

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first note :)

i've literally never had one of these accounts before, never used tumblr, but mainly never had an account on any platform that i don't use to compulsively post pictures of myself when i need an ego boost. i plan on being as transparent on here as i can be, which might come back to haunt me later on, but who cares? if you're seeing this its probably for a reason, whether it be potential employers or future ex boyfriends stalking whatever social media posts they can find, you're both entitled to know the person you're considering for any sort of position comes with a plethora of complex problems that are bound to cause some sort of problems in the relationship. welcome to my page, don't know exactly how far ill be delving into my innermost thoughts on here, but its something i definitely wanna explore :)