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Someone help.

I read a BTS fanfic a while back about them being the seven deadly sins and the reader being Satan’s granddaughter and she’s sent to control them on All Hallows’ Eve but I can’t find it.

Does anyone else recognise this ?

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Game of thrones Masterlist:

Robb Stark:

-Being Robb Stark’s elder twin would include

-Growing up with and dating Robb Stark would include:

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Jon Snow:

-Being Jon Snow’s elder twin 

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Being Jon Snow’s elder twin would include

witch-of-letters said

:Hello there! 😀 Can I requests two sets of headcanons? One about being Robb's and another one being about Jon's older twin sister.

I hope I do this justice xx

-So if you’re Jon’s elder sister that would make you the true heir to the throne...damn, exciting. Anyway.

-Growing up with the Stark’s was actually harder for you than it was for Jon. Naturally Lord Stark had tried to keep you and Jon hidden for as long as he could when he brought you both into Winterfell but news started to spread and people assumed that your mother was a whore by the fact of how loyal Lord Stark was.

Because of this you got attacked more by words like “I bet she’s a slut, just like her whore mother” and “How bout I put a few bastards into you huh?” Of course you being a girl meant a bit more abuse, sexually, than your brother but Jon was always close by to ward away the people that said this about you.

-I bet you didn’t think it would be possible but Lady Stark actually hated you more than Jon. Whenever she saw your face she couldn’t help but think that you looked like the person her husband cheated on her with and she despised you for it.

-The bright side is that because you were a bastard you didn’t have to spend the day in embroidery lessons as no one really cared what you did so you spent a lot of time with your brother, Robb and Theon by sparring. Lord Stark always told you that you reminded him of his elder sister, Lyanna, and that you must have taken resemblance from your Aunt than father.

-The only problem was what to do in the future. The Stark children all had their futures laid in front of them and your brother had just declared he was going to the Nights Watch. A place where you couldn’t follow. You knew the Starks, the ones that liked you anyway, couldn’t help you forever and without Jon’s protection you wouldn’t last very long anyway. You knew that you needed to leave Winterfell soon but you were a bastard girl and you knew your options were very limited in future plans.

-Staying in the North was dangerous but you didn’t want to risk going down South. You didn’t know how to live down there and you knew you wouldn’t last very long either. So you decided to do either the smartest thing you could or the dumbest. You decided to travel East. 

-Growing up, you’d heard stories about the East. About the bloodthirsty Dothraki horselords who slaughtered whoever crossed her path but you also heard about the luxury. How bastards could become royalty and live a life of luxury because of a rare chance of luck. A land of opportunity where no one would recognise your name or judge you for it. It was a risk but it was your only chance at a life.

-Saying goodbye to your family was hard. You’d grown close to people like Robb and Arya. Sansa not so much. She was too much like her mother in that aspect but Winterfell was still your home and saying goodbye was difficult. Especially to your brother. You knew you couldn’t hide behind him forever and he had trained you the best he could to fight for yourself but he was your other half and you probably wouldn’t see him again. You both hugged as long as you could before you both started to look weak in the eyes of the people surrounding you and went your seperate ways with reassuring smiles on their faces.

-You were to accompany Lord Stark to the Neck where you would then split from the main party and start to travel East. You were accompanied by six guards that Eddard had made you take with you and when they assured you were safely on the boat they would continue the travels to Kings landing. Your father had given you plenty of money to start yourself off across the ocean but you would need to find your own means of work and that scared you. You felt as prepared as you would ever be but it was the world and you had only seen such a small part of it.

-Seeing the Stark colours fade away from you for, quite possibly, the last time made you sad but also excited. You were fed up of being known as “Winterfell’s slut”. This was your chance of a fresh start. You took one more look at the scenery around you before turning around and walking onto the boat.

Not sure if this was what you were looking for but here it is lol. Pretty sure I’ll carry this on but I’ll see what people think about it first.

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Growing up with and dating Robb Stark would include Part 3

(This won’t follow the correct storyline of the show)

(Requests are open so just look at my profile to see what I wrote for and send requests if you want to)

Part 1

Part 2

-You could sense a new feeling of hope once the army had gained a hostage that mattered to the opposing side alongside the fact that Robb’s army had no lost a battle yet. Any Lords that doubted Robb’s ability to act as the leader of an army had soon turned around their opinions as your husband continuously demonstrated signs of great warlike strategy. Battle after battle led to more and more hostages being taken and the army getting closer and closer to Kings landing.

As Robb’s wife, you had clearance to sit in and listen to the war meetings held daily by Robb and his fellow bannermen but they sometimes went on for the full day and you understood next to none of what they were saying so you spent time with either Catelyn or your personal handmaiden, Johanna, that refused to stay in Winterfell and followed you into the middle of nowhere.

-On this current day you found yourself chatting with Johanna about a young soldier who had stolen her eye when a young boy that the army used as a spy and messenger ran up to you with a letter in his hand. The seal had already been broken so you knew that someone had already read it and as you opened it yourself you immediately knew who had.

You murmured a quick apology to Johanna before running as fast as you could to the other side of the camp where yours and Robb’s tent lay. The messenger boy stopped you, however, before you made it a few steps and pointed in the direction of the woods that stood to the East of the camp. With a small smile thrown his way you hurriedly changed course and slipped across the mud, trying to make it to your husband as fast as possible.

Walking through the camp led to a few soldiers giving you sympathetic looks. Word must spread fast in a camp as closely knit as this one. You felt tears started to well up in your eyes but you kept your head up high. You needed to stay strong for your husband and for the men that were looking at you in the absence of your husband. You needed to be strong. It was just too unreal to be true.

Eddard Stark, Lord of Winterfell and Wardon of the North was dead.

-As you get closer to the treeline you can hear Robb from within. You pause and stand beside the first few trees to catch your breath. You had just found out that your husbands’ father had died and trying to walk to Robb gasping for breath would not help you comforting him. You had never seen Robb fully upset, you never had a reason to, so nervousness built inside of you as you walked closer to where Robb currently was. You had no idea how he would react to being disturbed but you were wife and to hell with him if he wanted you to leave him alone when he was this vulnerable.

-You walked past a close cluster of trees into a small clearing where you found Robb, sword in hand, violently attacking a tree. You moved to your left, so you were in his peripheral vision and he was aware that you were there and slowly started to walk towards him. He didn’t stop hitting the tree which caused you to stop a couple metres from his person. He took a few more swings at the tree before throwing his sword on the ground and turning towards you.

You stared at each other for a few seconds. You could tell him a never-ending speech about how sorry you are, but you know that wouldn’t help in the slightest. He knew that you were close to his father also and so you simply walked up to him and put your arms around him. He stood completely still for a fraction of a second before grabbing onto you and putting his head into your neck. It only took a few more seconds for him to start crying.

Over the course of knowing Robb you had never seen him cry, yet alone break apart in front of you like he was now, and it terrified you. All you could do in that moment was wrap your arms tightly around him to assure him that you were still beside him. You stayed like that for a couple of minutes. The both of you standing there, silently mourning a father figure to the both of you and assuring yourselves that you were both there.

Robb straightened up which caused you to release him and turn to look behind you and your face dropped even lower. You turned back to Robb, gave him a small smile and squeezed his hand before walking over to his mother who was watching the both of you with a smile on her face. Robb gave you a small smile back before you walked over to your mother in law, hugged her and walked back towards the camp. You wanted to be there for your husband but at the same time you knew that the person who could comfort him the most was his mother. You wiped away the singular tear that fell before heading back to your tent.

-The next few days were tense. The army had lost its spirit and its main cause for fighting. They trudged between the tents like the dead and the gleam and fire in their eyes was gone. Your husband still fought on though. In the presence of his soldiers, he couldn’t show any weakness for fear of even more doubt spreading through the camp and so the only true Robb you saw was in private and even then, talk was hardly exchanged. You could see the fight slowly leaving him also and with no word yet to be heard about Arya or Sansa you could understand why.

-The men had decided to throw a little party of sorts to try and lighten everybody’s spirits. Sure, it was just a group of men drinking together but it would have been one of the best things they’ve done since leaving their homes to fight this war.

Everyone was laughing and joking together as the night was young. Even Robb let loose and drank and smiled with his friends, just the sight of his smile gave you hopes for the future you both had together but as the night grew older the talk, as it always did, turned to more serious topics and debates.

-The men were planning their course of action on who to team up with against the Lannister’s-Stannis or Renly. You knew that Stannis was the legitimate heir to the throne and yet rumours had started to spread into your camp at how Stannis ruled his followers with a red woman beside him who worshipped the ‘lord of light’. Renly was nice enough, apparently, but had only seen wealth and comfort with slaves answering to his every will, not to mention that he was the younger sibling. This debate was what Robb’s men were arguing about.

-The men were saying that Robb’s armies should pledge fealty to Renly and yet Robb voiced your opinions about the problems that came with us supporting Renly. This left the army with a dilemma. The army didn’t want to side with Renly or Stannis and Joffrey was an obvious decision to avoid so the men were starting to get restless.

“My lords” Lord Umber made his presence known by standing up and walking to the centre of the group.

“Here is what I say to these two Kings” He said before spitting on the ground. You playfully rolled your eyes at his stereotypical behaviour but smiled none the less.

“Renly Baratheon is nothing to me, nor Stannis neither” From the corner of your eye you saw Robb straighten. You understood his curiosity on what Lord Umber was going to say next.

“Why should they rule over me and mine from some flowery seat in the South? Even their Gods are wrong” and laughter rose from the people surrounding him. You leaned forward slightly in your chair, not entirely sure where this point was going to end up.

“It was the dragons we bowed to and now the dragons are dead” He pull his sword from its sheath, the noise of metal slicing through the air, before pointing it at Robb.

“There sits the only King I mean to bend my knee to. The King in the North”. Voices broke out around the camp as your eyebrows raised considerably. You didn’t know a lot about Northern history, that is true, but you knew that there hadn’t been a King in the North for centuries.

Beside you, Robb stood up and looked, almost challengingly, into the crowd that had grown suddenly quiet.

“Ill have peace on those terms” Another bannerman stood up to agree.

“They can keep their red castle and their iron chair too. The King in the North” From beside you you felt Catelyn tense up. You could see where this was leading to and you could tell that it frightened her as much as it did you.

You turned to your left to see Theon approach Robb.

“Am I your brother, now and always ?” He asked your husband to which he responded “Now and always” and Theon joined the first two men at Robb’s feet.

Lord Umber shouted from his kneeling position “The King in the North” and the night was filled with the responding shouts of every man at the scene. Swords were taken from their sheaths and everyone bowed down towards your husband as they crowned him the first King in the North in centuries.

He slowly looked around at all of them before turning to look at you and holding out his hand to you. You realised with a jolt that if he was King in the North, you were his Queen. You turned to Catelyn with worry and nervousness but she simply took your hand and smiled before gesturing back to Robb. You could see the worry in her eyes but you both knew that you couldn’t stop or change what had just happened so you looked back up at your husband, let him take your hand and stood up beside him and the cheers changed:

“The King and Queen in the North”

@icouldbeyourpatronus for being my n1 fan so far and @tsuupa just because

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Growing up with and being with Robb Stark would include part 2

(This won’t follow the correct storyline of the show)

(Requests are open so just look at my profile to see what I wrote for and send requests if you want to)

Word count-2,487

Part 1

Part 3

-This was the bit you were nervous for. You’d never had sex before but you were pretty sure that Robb had and that made you nervous alongside the fact that your main job, as his wife, was to provide him with children and if you couldn’t do that than you would be looked down on by everyone. What if you couldn’t provide ? You didn’t have a lot of time to figure that out as Theon and an army of other boys were heading your way, getting ready to whisk you off to your chambers whilst undressing you while also having to watch random girls undress your husband. Something you never wanted to see. However, this was northern tradition so you stood up, ready to accept whatever was about to happen when Robb grabbed your hand, pulled you back down to your seat and stood up himself.

-“There will be no bedding ceremony” was all he said before taking your hand and walking you out of the room. It was obvious you two were going to have to consummate the marriage but apparently Robb wanted it to go at his own pace which you thought was really kind and sweet of him. You knew that his father, Eddard Stark, had done that for Cat on the night of their wedding but it still made you warm inside when you realised that he broke northern tradition for you. The walk to your chambers was silent but not awkward. It was just full of nerves. Walking into your new room and seeing how large it was took your breath away. Around six of your previous rooms could fit inside of this one but you didn’t really have time to be worrying about that at the moment. Robb, at this point, was in his undershirt and loose fitted trousers and was looking at you with what you could only describe as arousal and lust.

-That night, even though it was your first time, was one of the best nights of your life.

-Robb was gentle with you but definitely not boring and his stamina was out of this world. You were still going during the early hours of the morning and by the time he finally let you rest you went straight to sleep-cuddled up to the love of your life. Quite frankly, the best feeling in the world.

-Right now you were lying on Robb’s chest after spending the best part of the mourning continuing your marriage night. Greywind was lying across yours and Robb’s legs whilst you lay there in comfortable silence...until Robb’s stomach rumbled. Even Greywind looked up in alarm which cause you to snicker at his embarrassed expression.

-Being married to Robb was like being married to one of your best friends and you loved it. You didn’t see him that much, during the day, because he was busy with lessons and training but (after marrying the future lord of Winterfell) you also had lessons everyday as you were no longer Catelyn’s ward. Your lessons mainly consisted alongside Sansa (and Arya when she turned up) and were filled with things like sewing, knitting and music playing along with one hour a day of political learning, like the different houses in the seven kingdoms, and what duties you would have to perform when you became the lady of Winterfell. Most of it you already knew from being Cat’s ward but you still had to sit through them. The only time you properly saw Robb was at night but you didn’t really talk whenever you were in bed (if you know what I mean).

-You’re life was great...until Bran was pushed out of the tower and someone tried to kill him just a couple of days after. This stressed everyone out to the point that no one trusted anyone and there were guards everywhere. Since you were now a Stark you had already been given guards to protect you wherever you went but now the guard was almost tripled. However, you could see how stressed Robb was with the situation and you knew you shouldn’t add anything else onto the list so you didn’t question it. To make matters worse the King was heading back to Kingslanding along with Robb’s father and best friend (Jon) so he was more stressed out than ever. Moreover, several days later Catelyn headed for Kingslanding which left Robb in charge and the only person to talk to being you (and Theon but let’s be real. When is he properly serious and reasonable).

You tried to help him with his stress but most of the time you just had to let him vent out whatever he had to say and then comfort him when he was finished. To be fair, isn’t that the main job of a wife around here-even if you were a Stark.

-But if you thought things were bad then ? They were catastrophic now.

-Your mother in law had captured the Imp, Tyrion Lannister, when she discovered that it was his knife the assassin used to try to kill Bran, Ned was taken prisoner after his men were butchered and Robb had gathered his bannermen to march against the Lannisters-especially since the King was dead and that stupid prince Jeoffrey was now on the throne. It was going from bad to worse and you knew that the romantic and fantastical part of your marriage was now over and the real world was beginning.

-Robb told you to stay at Winterfell with Bran and Rickon but you knew that you would be more useful by your husbands side than at Winterfell not knowing what to do. Your job as Robb’s wife was to stay by his side so that’s what you intended to do, no matter how much he told you to do otherwise so three weeks later you were sitting at a meeting table surrounded by the heads of the great houses of the North. With Robb only being the leader of this army for a limited amount of time you thought that he would be careful about how he talked to his men and yet here you were-watching Greywind attack the leader of one of he houses which resulted in two of his fingers being bitten off. You watched in horror at what would happen and you swear you could’ve heard a pin drop but everyone started laughing. You breathed a sigh of relief and rolled your eyes which Robb noticed and lifted his eyebrows up in question.

“You crazy bloody northerners” You chuckled into his ear which caused him to release a deep belly laugh of his own.

“Well you’re one of us now darling. Get used to it” was what he said before he started kissing you quickly on the mouth and carrying on the meeting promising that the kiss would be continued later.

-The battles were the worst bit. Robb always assured you that he would come back but at times of battle nothing was certain. The anticipation of it all was what killed you. Being a woman you were allowed no where near the fighting. You had to sit there, clutching onto Cat’s hand for dear life and strain your senses for any kind of change. Any kind of shout or clash of steel made your heartbeat jump into your throat and a new wave of fear flush through your veins.

“We should go my ladies” said a man to the left of Catelyn but you couldn’t respond. It was almost like you were frozen. Luckily Cat disagreed with him and you squeezed her hand in thanks to which she squeezed back. You weren’t allowed any closer to the battle but no force on this Earth would get you further from it.

-A horse broke through the tree line followed by many others. You slightly relaxed when you saw the wolf on the banners instead of a lion but you knew you couldn’t relax until you saw Robb but they were too far away at the moment. Cat was holding onto your hand so hard it was going numb and yet you knew you were clinging onto her all the same.

-Then you saw him and you breathed the biggest sigh of relief possible and a smile split across your face. You swore you faintly saw him smile back but it could have been a trick of the light. He was covered in mud and caked in sweat but you didn’t see any sign of blood on him so you didn’t care about the rest. You wanted to jump off his horse and tackle him into a hug but he had just won a battle and he needed to uphold a strong image in front of his bannermen so you stayed on your horse and smiled at him in happiness and reassurance.

-You expected the men to be slightly relaxed as they’ve just won a battle but as they all stopped in the clearing you were already at you quickly saw why.

-You quickly dismounted your horse and went to stand by your husband who took your hand and gave it a quick squeeze (silently promising more later) before letting go and turning back to his newly acquired prisoner. Jaime Lannister.

-You stood on the right side of Robb and his mother stood on the other side of him. Jaime was placed on his knees directly in front of Robb and yet he looked directly at you.

“The new Lady Stark. The last time I saw you you were walking down the aisle as a shy little girl” You saw Robb shuffle slightly in front of you and you mentally smiled at his protectiveness. Jaime then turned to address Cat as well as yourself and said “I would offer you my sword but I seem to have lost it” with a slight hint of humour which made your blood boil. Catelyn seemed to think the same thing as she quickly snapped back “it is not your sword I want”

-Jaime was hauled away as the men cheered and Robb stepped forward as you moved next to Catelyn who gently took your hand into hers to which you gave an encouraging squeeze. She smiled back at you. You could tell that all this fighting was taking a toll on her and all she wanted was for Nedd and her daughters to be home but that couldn’t happen immediately. You did now have a massive advantage with the Kingslayer as your prisoner though.

“One victory does not make us conquerors. Did we free my father and sisters ? Did we free the North from the people who want us on our knees ? This war is far from over “ He said before walking to his tent. You weren’t sure if you should follow him but Cat quickly shoved you in the side and motioned to Robb so you nodded at her and quickly followed after him.

-Running seemed to be a difficult feat, especially wearing the dress you were currently wearing, and the amount of feet that had stamped on the ground beneath you had reduced the grass to a slippery death trap of mud. You could feel the mud staining your dress but you carried on walking, slipping occasionally, but regaining yourself quickly. You cursed Robb and his long legs and armour for making sure he could walk fast without falling over. You saw him, in the distance, go inside his tent and close it behind him and you slowed to a stop. Maybe he just wanted to be left on his own.

No, wait a minute. You were his wife and that was your tent as well as his so with that thought in mind you carried on walking with a new sense of vigour. This was your job as his wife and the future Lady of Winterfell.

-You quickly opened the tent, so as not to disturb him, and closed it gently behind you. Your tent was bigger than the others. There was a big bed at the back of the tent along with several chairs and an enormous table in the center that was covered in maps. You had woken up many times in the night to see him fawning over those maps and you practically had to drag him back to bed.

-At this moment he was standing in front of the small mirror you both had and he was slowly pulling off his armour. You weren’t sure if he knew you were there so you slowly started walking towards him so as not to startle him. You could tell he was tense as he was struggling to take off his armour so you gently placed your hands on his shoulders to let him know you were there. You felt him tense up slightly but he quickly relaxed before he flashed you a weak smile to you through the mirror. You pushed his shaking hands away from the straps and started undoing them yourself.

-It was quiet between you two and you internally debated what to say. Your husband had just come back from fighting and all you wanted was to feel his arms around you but you weren’t sure how he would react if you did hug him. He might hug you back or he might strike out against you out of instinct. You placed a small kiss on his shoulder once his shoulder pad was off and saw his lips curl upwards slightly which made you smile. You moved your hand to undo the rest of his armour but he gently grabbed your hand and pulled it across his chest. You placed your head on his back and wrapped your other arm around him so you were gently back-hugged him.

-You didn’t say anything but you didn’t need to. He had to uphold this strong image in front of his men but you saw through that. You saw how scared he was. Scared of looking weak, scared of failing and leading his men into the slaughter house and scared of losing his father and sisters. He moved slightly so you pulled away but he pulled you back as soon as he turned himself around. His arms engulfed your waist and pulled you to him. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pushed his head into the crook of your neck. You’d noticed that he always relaxed the most in this position because he feels calmer when he can smell something familiar. He was sure that you were safe, in his arms, and vice versa so you just stayed like that. Even when he pulled away long enough for you to remove the rest of his armour and for him to remove your outer dress. You knew that nothing was going to happen tonight but nothing needed to. After the event of today, the two of you just needed each other.

@tsuupa @icouldbeyourpatronus love you two so much 💜💜💜💜💜

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Request

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Heyyy girl! I love you so so much, you deserve the whole world and I hope you are having a wonderful day ❤️

Thank you honey !!!! You have no idea how much you mean to me even though you live so far away 😭😭 I love you 💖💖

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Growing up and being with Robb Stark would include part 1

(This won’t follow the correct storyline of the show)

(Requests are open so just look at my profile to see what I write for and send requests if you want to)

Word count-2,949

Part 2

Part 3

Credit to richard-madden for the gif

-Being given to the Starks family as Lady Stark’s Ward when you were nine years old.

-You were part of a lower class family that lived nearer the South than the North but your family owed the Starks, for protecting them against the Targaryens, but they didn’t have near enough money so they offered you instead. It must have been an easy choice for them as you were the fifth child born into the family and the third girl. Because of this you were of no major importance.

-Since you were used to warmer weather and different customs you were in no way shape or form prepared for the North. You had no clothes suited for the weather and had no experience with being a ward. Many of the children your age laughed at you as they watched you slip on the mud around Winterfell and mocked your accent whenever you uttered a single word. Because of this you kept to yourself which made them tease you more. Saying you were unsocial and ungrateful of what the Starks had given you.

-That was when Robb came in.

-You were walking across the courtyard, carrying a basket of Lady Starks clothes. Clothes that you had gotten up to wash before the sun had. Clothes that you had just spent the last four hours washing and drying and making sure looked pristine. Lady Stark was nice to you and treated you like her own daughter so you weren’t afraid of doing something wrong. It was the fact that she was so nice to you that made you nervous. She had treated you so well and you didn’t want to disappoint her.

-Anyway, you were walking across the courtyard when you saw a flash of something in front of you. You saw it a second too late, however, as your foot caught on it and caused you to fall flat on your face. The basket of clothing that you had spent hours on now lay in the mud. Covered in it. Turning your face away, from what was now a waste of your morning, you looked to see what had cause you to fall but the sound of familiar laughter answered that question for you. The girls were now standing over you, still laughing their stupid laughs, and spitting words of hatred at you.

“Do you really thing the Starks love you ?”

“Maybe you’ll die in this weather that you southerners hate and do the Starks a mercy “

“The Starks only keep you as a generosity. I bet they can’t wait to get rid of you”

-By this point you’re frantically wiping the tears from your face, but only smearing the mud on your face even more, and trying to put all the clothes back in the basket but they keep ascending on you and you start to prepare yourself for a physical attack this time instead of a vocal one when a voice stops them.

-Robb Stark was 12 at this point but he already had the strong look of his father and stood taller than the girls mocking you which caused you to fall entirely into his shadow. His head was full of curls, the colour of the Tully’s, that bounced whenever he took a step and his eyes were icy blue but full of fire when he looked at the girls. Without saying anything the girls quickly curtsied before running off to where they came from.

-You breathed a sigh of relief and carried on collecting the fallen clothes when a hand reached for them first. You looked up into the future Lord of Winterfell’s eyes and found you couldn’t look away. He smiled gently at you and you quickly realised what you had been doing and looked down bashfully.

“Thank you my lord but you didn’t have to do that” you quickly muttered before standing upright which the dirtied basket in your hands.

“But I did” He smiled at you and in that moment you had finally found a friend in this cold, bleak place.

-After the incident with Robb your time at Winterfell was a lot easier. Robb was always by your side whenever either of you were free and the girls that had previously haunted you, never bothered you again.

-You were finally happy in Winterfell and as the years went by you started growing feelings for the eldest Stark boy, no matter how many times you tried to deny or repress them. He was to be the future Lord of Winterfell and you were just...you. His mothers ward.

-You were now adults and the King was coming to Winterfell to ask Lord Stark to be the hand of the King and you could tell it was affecting Robb. Knowing that he might not see his father for years. You would see him in the courtyard, slicing into straw dummies, a lot more than usual.

-Right now you had managed to get him away from the training grounds and into the Godswood to calm him down and it was, at that moment, working. The Godswood was a holy place and yet it was also your place. You always came here whenever either of you had a problem or merely feeling upset. No matter how many times Robb said he wasn’t upset, he was and after nearly half an hour of trying to get him to talk he finally spoke to you.

“I don’t think I’m ready to be Lord of Winterfell with father gone”

“They want me to be strong but I don’t think I can be”

“I don’t know when or if I’m ever going to see Jon again. I don’t care if he’s a bastard. He’s my bloody brother”

“And on top of all of that, my mum thinks I should start thinking about marriage”

That last one filled you with dread and yet you knew realistically, it shouldn’t have been such a surprise to you. It was his job to marry and have as many children as possible to carry on the Stark line. However, contrary to these thoughts you couldn’t stop a couple of tears from escaping. You tried to hide them but he noticed and grabbed ahold of your hand.

Usually you wouldn’t have minded. You two normally held hands when you weren’t in public and yet now it seemed different. It seemed meaningless now. You pulled away, stood up and started to walk away quickly, making up an excuse that his mother needed you for something but he knew you too well and grabbed your arm to stop you.

“(Y/N), if I’ve done something to offend you I’m sorry” You turned to him and looked him in the eyes. You could see concern but also confusion.

“It’s not your fault you can’t be with a low-born like me” you said to him before walking away.

-It had been two weeks since then and you had been avoiding Robb everywhere. You hadn’t spoken to him or have any indication that you knew he was there. He tried approaching you and even got people like Jon and Theon to try to talk to you, you just told them you didn’t know what they were talking about and walked away.

-Nothing changed until the King came.

-You stood in the second row, behind the Starks, when the King arrived. Theon was to your left and Jon to your right. You kept seeing Robb glance in your direction yet you managed to avoid it. It was for the best.

-The King arrived with what seemed to be half of Kings Landing. He exchanged niceties with the Stark family before heading into the crypts with Lord Stark. It was then that you could go back to your daily tasks and when you moved out of the way of the Starks, you saw the Prince looking at you with an almost lustful look and it filled you with disgust. He looked like a pompous git who was used to getting everything he wanted and yet you knew Sansa was obsessed with him. From the corner of your eye you saw Robb looking at the Prince also and he did not look happy about the glances being sent your way.

-You smiled politely at the Prince before starting your daily chores, however Robb grabbed your arm and started dragging you to the Godswood no matter how many times you tried to get him to stop. By the time you got there you could see that he was angry and it scared you slightly because you knew that you were the one that had made them mad.

“What was that !?” He aggressively shouted at you but you didn’t answer. You knew that at this point there was nothing you could do or say to calm him down so you just let him ride it out.

He carried on pacing in front of the Godswood tree, muttering under his breath. You picked out things like “pompous prick”, “first Sansa and now this” and “thinks he can take what’s mine”. That was what confused you immensely. You knew that what he was he was saying was more than likely said in the heat of the moment but the hint of possessiveness in that statement made your heart flutter with just the possibility of him feeling for you the way you did for him. You had to know.

“What do you mean what’s yours ?” He looked at you then. With a look that made you feel hot and cold at the same time and made simple things like breathing difficult to do. Then he started walking towards you with a sense of urgency, grabbed your face in his hands and pulled your lips onto his. It took your body a couple of seconds to get over the shock of the man you have loved for years, kissing you but when you did you wrapped your arms around his neck to pull him closer to you and ensuring that he couldn’t get away from you. Your lips meshed together over and over again as his hands moved from your hair to your waist to pull your hips into his ensuring that you were both as close as you could be. He pulled away and started kissing down your neck-occasionally biting down so that everyone would be able to see- and then he moved his mouth to tour war and whispered one word that sent a wave of arousal straight down your spine.

“Mine”

-It was a few days later and it was just under a week now that the King and his company left Winterfell to head back home along with Jon who was heading North to castle black.

You had grown quite close to Jon, considering how he spent most of his time in the courtyard training and you spent a lot of time in the courtyard doing jobs for Lady Stark. You weren’t outcasted as much as he was (being a bastard) but you knew what it was like to not fit in so you two usually spent most of your time talking with each other. It was upsetting that you wouldn’t have those days anymore and wondered who you would spend time with since Robb was usually busy with his lessons.

-Speaking of Robb.

-It had been three days since you two declared your feelings for each other, by kissing, in the Godswood. You had no idea how long you spent in there but when you realised, fully, what you were doing and where you quickly pulled away. The Godswood was a sacred place-meant for praying and marriage in front of the gods. However, when you voiced this problem he simply chuckled before saying “The Gods choose what happens to us and when. It’s not a coincidence that we have come together in a holy place. This is the gods way of saying we are meant to be together. And we will. I will have no one else. No one but you”

-At first you worried about what his parents would say when he told you. However, he quickly dismissed these worries, telling you that his parents already loved you and looked at you like some sort of daughter. He knew that it would be difficult as he was the future Lord of Winterfell but the Starks weren’t in desperate need of any new alliances and Robb didn’t want to marry someone he hardly knew. You were surprised at how relaxed he was about the situation whilst you were scared to death. The worst thing was you couldn’t even be there when Robb talked to his parents. You had to carry on with your daily work for Lady Stark but you got to midday when you realised you were too nervous to do anything properly.

-All in all, Robb’s parents were sceptical, at first, but they weren’t exactly surprised. According to Robb they claimed that it took you both long enough and that, by the end of the conversation, they were both smiling with satisfaction so it could have gone a lot worse. It was just nice that you got Lord Starks permission and blessing a week before he left for who knows how long. However, he did have one request before he left for Kingslanding.

-You two had to be married...in four days.

-In the four days leading up to the wedding you hardly saw your husband to be. Only passing each other in the courtyard and at meals. However, Lady Stark (who told you to call her mother since she would be in a matter of days) insisted that you and Robb should spend time apart. She said it would make the day of the wedding more special when you two saw each other.

-You were excited. Hells, you were ecstatic. But also deathly afraid. The wedding wasn’t given enough time for many families to attend since the North was such a massive place but the most important person in the seven kingdoms was there. The King along with anyone of importance that was with him. That was nerve-racking enough as you were not important but when you come to think of it-it was unlikely that you were going to see any of them again and the King couldn’t judge you on who you decided to be with considering his previous affairs with whores.

-You spent the next three days being pampered and prodded by many handmaidens. It was very odd. Usually you were the one helping Lady Stark and now you had three girls just doing your hair. However, when joking about it to Robb, in the split second you saw him one day, he simply said “Get used to it my Lady” before placing a burning kiss on the back of your hand and walking away.

-Today was the day. Today was the day you were becoming (Y/N) Stark; the future lady of Winterfell. The only downside to the wedding was walking down the aisle. There was no way your father would be able to get here for it and besides, you were pretty sure they had forgotten who you were by now anyway. However, you weren’t exactly upset by this factor. You just didn’t want to walk down the aisle, in front of the royal family, on your own. You were standing around the corner to Robb-two steps away from seeing him and here you were...all alone. Until you felt an arm loop through yours. You looked to your left and saw Jon with a smile on his face. A smile that you hardly see from him or anyone for that matter.

“Don’t know why you look so surprised (Y/N). After tomorrow I’m not going to be seeing you for quite a while but at least one of the last memories I have of you will be handing you to my brother to become (Y/N) Stark”

-Walking down the aisle and seeing Robb waiting for you at the other end made all of your worries disappear instantly. You walked past the happy faces and the judgemental ones without a care in the world. All you saw was him and knew that in less than ten minutes, he would be yours. If that wouldn’t make your nerves disappear, what would ?

-The rest of the ceremony went by in a blur. A cloak with the Stark similarity was placed around your shoulders and before long you were facing each other and saying the words.

“Father, Smith, Warrior, Mother, Maiden, Crone, Stranger. I am his/hers and he/she is mine. From this day, until my last day”

And then he was kissing you and there was applause surrounding you and rice being thrown at you but in that moment you didn’t care. All you cared about was that Robb was now, officially, yours and you were now (Y/N) Stark of Winterfell.

-For once in your life, everyone’s attention was on you. You were constantly being called beautiful and how much you looked like a princess. You had gone from nobody caring to everybody being ‘memorised by how stunning you were’.

-That night was the best night of your life. The people you love around you, food by the tonne and the love of your life sitting next to you.

-You and Robb were talking about the day you met, funnily, when Theon banged his mug on the table (silencing the room) and stood up. You saw Robb roll his eyes when he noticed this also and you both turned to look at Theon.

“A wedding is made up of many components. Our happy couple have completed all but one. It’s time for the bedding ceremony”

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I got tagged !

Thank you @leaverekaalone for tagging me in this lol. It gives me something to do.

Name: Shannon

Star sign: Taurus

Middle name: Cora

Put your music on shuffle. What are the first four songs that come up ?

State line-The Shires

Wolves-Selena Gomez and Marshmello

Mercy-Shawn Mendes

Lego house-Ed Sheeran

Grab the book closest to you and turn to page 23. What is line 17 ?

“It took Ned a moment to comprehend her words, but when the understanding came, the darkness left his eyes”-A game of thrones, George.R.R Martin

Ever had a song or poem written about you ?

Not that I know of

When was the last time you played air guitar ?

Don’t know but I played air drums yesterday 😂

Who is your celebrity crush ?

Anyone from BTS, Tom Holland and Elizebeth Olsen

What’s a sound you hate and a sound you love ?

I hate the sound of people chewing frozen things like ice cream but I love the sound of water. Like a river in a forest.

Do you believe in ghosts ?

Yeah, I guess so

Do you believe in aliens ?

100%

Do you drive ?

Nope

Have you ever crashed ?

Nope

Do you like the smell of gasoline ?

Eh, sometimes

What was the last movie you saw ?

Black panther (WAKANDA FOREVER !!)

Do you have any obsessions right now ?

Anyone from BTS lol

Do you hold grudges against people who have done you wrong ?

Yeah, but how long depends on what they have done to me

In a relationship ?

In my mind I must be dating about 30 people 😂

I tag my good friend @tsuupa even though it will take her forever to reply to it

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100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself

1. We would miss you. 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again… 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don’t even know you and I love you. 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is. 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life. 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you’re proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. Sherlock season three. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

IF that isn’t enough:

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Requests

Just saying that I am now doing requests. I do things like preferences, imagines and series if I think that I could make them good enough so if you want an imagine just get in touch and I’ll see what I can do.

Fandoms include:

BTS

Marvel

Star Wars

Game of thrones

The walking dead

Youtubers

Celebrities

Teen wolf

Riverdale

Doctor who

The Maze Runner

5 seconds of summer

If something you like isn’t on this list just let me know because what I’ve mentioned are the fandoms that I know quite well. If you want something else tell me and I’ll see what I can do, but just be aware it might be rubbish.