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i'm feeling so dysphoric today, it's really fucking with me. I feel gross and too large and masculine. I just want to feel small and dainty and pretty :(

it's so unfair. i wish so badly that the past could be changed.

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In regards of the Trump government scraping all trans inclusion in its queer information portion of its websites I have made this thing. Spread the word. Don't let them pretend we never existed.

P.S: Don't like! Reblog! <3

EDIT: Well this got a lot of attention! I got a few users asking to print or repost my art and I am unimaginably grateful to everyone's interest, especially since it's a really simple drawing I made on a whim haha! Anyone who is looking to print these out to hang or hand out or repost on another platform is free to do so, although I ask you to credit me and let people know it's from my Tumblr profile! If anyone wishes to do anything else with my art or post and wants to clarify what I consent to then they can message me privately and I'll explain! <333 all my love to my queer siblings

EDIT: I made an LGBTQIA+ version with a focus on trans and intersex folks, it's on my pinned if you prefer this version of the acronym.

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probably the only person. but every time I read agp my brain says "agitprop" not "autogynophilia"

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people talk about "indoctrinating" the kids with LGBTQ propaganda. but if I was told what being transgender was, what gender dysphoria felt like, when I was younger. I would have known that was me. and I wouldn't have spent the formative years of my life going through testosterone puberty. I wouldn't have cried because boys like camping, why don't I? I wouldn't have cried everyday before gym class, not knowing why I felt so wrong using the boys changing room. I wouldn't have panicked every time my mom wanted to take my picture. I wouldn't have my body twisted beyond recognition by the wrong puberty. it isn't propaganda. it isn't grooming. it's letting kids not be terrified and disgusted with their own bodies.

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Look at that, another @degenerate-mystery-inc-whore cameo! This will happen a lot. I love that purple-haired kitten. She’s like my literary foil.

My egg-cracking occurred from a mixture of drugs, suddenly knowing a bunch of trans people, and finally getting blackout drunk at a baseball game. It was a three month process, I was on HRT less than 3 months after that.

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mods asleep post hulk pussy

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It really really ought to be standard practice to assume the transfeminine people you meet are NOT okay with being "guy"d or "dude"d or "bro"d until proven otherwise instead of placing the onus on the minority to speak up. Really not that hard.

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What is your Hogwarts house?

the world would be a better place if someone put a bullet through jk rowling’s head

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as a trans man, i don't think i have any clue what it's like to grow up as a cis girl being treated like a cis girl. i have no "female socialization." people tried to beat "girl-ness" into me and it didn't work. i mostly know what it was like to be a weird little gay boy that most adults avoided talking to or about on principle and most people hesitated to assign any gendered terms to out of raw discomfort. i overheard people using "it" towards me on a regular basis.

i spent time with and befriended a lot of other young weird or gay girls and boys because they were the only people who were kind to me, at the time.

nobody's ever fought me on those points.

so... when a trans woman in your life tells you that she's never been a boy, never been a man, that "male socialization" is a malicious lie... believe her too, please, okay? treat girls like they ask you to treat them.

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Hey. You. Trans girl who's had quite a bit of breast growth but feels insecure because of the way they sit. Most cis women's breasts don't sit naturally with perfect squished together cleavage. All cis women whos breasts do sit like that will not sit like that naturally for longer than a decade or two. It's all in the bras. Most good bras don't make your breasts sit like that because they're made to support the weight, not to display them perfectly. Get a push up bra. Trust me. If you wanna maximize the squished together eye candy factor you need to get a push up bra. There are many options to choose from because millions if not billions of cis women have that same insecurity you do. Your body isn't incorrect. Your body is perfect. You were just fed an unrealistic ideal like every other woman

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just a little teensy weensy bother that i have, is its always “trans girls” or “trans women” but never transfems as a whole, or all of yall fellow nb umbrella transfems

just a little thing that kinda bothers me, makes me feel left out when someone says “shoutout to trans women/girls”

so idk here it is: SHOUTOUT TO YALL NOT EXPLICITLY TRANS WOMEN TRANSFEMMES, YALL ANDROGYNOUS TRANSFEMMES, YALL MASC TRANSFEMMES, YALL NON-BINARY TRANSFEMMES, AND ANY OTHER NONTRADITIONAL TRANSFEMMES! YALL COOL AS HELL AND DESERVE RECOGNITION!!

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how is being a trans woman not feminist as hell. what isn't feminist about someone who wants to be a woman, someone who desires womanhood, someone who views womanhood in a positive light, someone who views womanhood as a blessing, someone who wants to fight to be a woman in a society that tells us that being a woman is bad because women are stupid, weak and defenseless.

how is it not feminist as hell to say no to that and to want to uplift one's self and other women by proving that's not the case. how is it not feminist to want to encourage other people who view womanhood as a positive and welcoming thing to walk that path. in a world where we tell people being a woman is a bad thing, someone who still fights to be that gender despite everyone trying to hold them back and to tell them nobody WANTS to be a woman, this is one of the most feminist things you can do.

to stand tall and say that you're a woman despite what people tell you, that you're a woman despite how you look, sound, and act, to correct other people when they say that nobody wants to be a woman or that being a woman is a bad thing or a tragedy, to be there for other women and to remind them they're not stupid, weak, sex toys, or useless... this is all feminism. this is all passion for womanhood and making sure women are taken care of... trans womanhood is quite literally the peak of feminist ideals and behaviors- don't get it twisted.

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whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

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Anyone tying their queer Identity or Culture to a brand is an evil spirit that must be excised at any cost. Suffer not the influencer to live

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The trans girl you have a crush on is literally never going to get the hint, you gotta fucking tell her, now, go do it.