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oof hi guys been a while. i just wanna kind of apologize, i know that i had said i’d be back and be a little more active on the weekends but it’s no shock i’ve not posted anything in a month here. but uh, tl;dr: this blog is officially on a full hiatus and i may or may not come back. for now you can find me at @dreamdevcur and if we’re mutuals, you can add me on dis/cord at  ✧Fairy Fucker✧#6189

but anyway i’ve been kind of out of touch with the overwatch fandom for a while now. the only reason i even found out about jack being gay is because several people sent me messages about it with the confirmation. i love jack, he’s always going to be a very personal muse to me, but honestly i have not had the time or patience to dedicate any kind of effort to keeping up with overwatch as a game or as a fandom. i ran into this issue a while back when i left warcommanded and honestly not much has changed. I had a splurge in muse for him but i can tell interest in the fandom has died out, and more so i’ve just really lost touch with my own muse. i don’t imagine that i’m going to be coming back, and if i do it’s goign to be super lowkey. 

so yeah this blog is probably goign on a permanent hiatus status cause i just can’t see myself swinging my way back over here, especially now that kh3 has dropped over in my other fandom. that being said i do still roleplay jack a bit on discord if you’re interested, or if you just wanna talk, you can add me @  ✧Fairy Fucker✧#6189 if we’re mutuals (just shoot me a message when you add me and let me know ). i miss my boy but i can’t see myself coming back for a while, so catch me over at dreamdevcur.

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little update

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so let me say outright that i have no intention of abandoning jack. i love him and what he’s done for me, and the people he’s brought to me

that being said though, i’ve been having an ongoing problem with this fandom since the whole lena issue, and now jack is being impacted by the same stuff. i’m... uncomfortable, with the say the news has been treated -- not just in the rpc but like, as a whole. it’s hard for me to be here when it’s my muse being impacted by a lot of negative stances that i’ve seen, or worse his sexuality erased. 

fandom aside, i personally am just in a really shitty place with my mentality. i have had 3 meltdowns and 2 relapses, and an increase in suicidal ideation that i haven’t had in MONTHS, and frankly i’m in no mental state to be able to do much here or really talk with anyone, which sucks because i really want nothing more than to roleplay my boy in peace and enjoy him as a character and celebrate the confirmation of a long-held headcanon. 

but my depression is spiraling hardcore, i’m uncomfortable with the fandom, and in general i’m having a hard time getting my life together. until further notice this blog is on hiatus. you can still find me over on @dawncoded, and mutuals can add me on discord at  ✧Fairy Fucker✧#6189 but i understand for those who want to unfollow me and choose to do so, since i’ve just kinda been whining and promising shit i can’t live up to.  but frankly i’m just uncomfortable and the best thing i can do for myself is to put some distance from this blog until the jack hype dies down.

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hey guys   !!    i have a slew of doctor appointments happening this month and no way / no money to get to them. a lyft to and from cost me about $22 for a round trip. i have three appointments and only $20 at the moment. if anybody could possibly help out ( even a little goes a long way ) i’d be massively appreciative. i can’t offer much in turn other than my thanks. my paypal ( the easiest for me ) is here and my ko-fi is right here. thank you so much.

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Anyway sticking with the changes going on on this blog: I AM DROPPING ALL THREADS. i have lost 98% of them and i know you guys are tired of waiting on my lazy ass for this shit anyway. I’ll post a starter call later and queue those up to disperse through the week but any current threads i have going will be dropped.

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In regards to shipping

With the confirmation of Jack being GAY ( not bi or pan ), I really am so sorry to the female muses that are going to impacted by this, but I AM DROPPING ALL M/F SHIPS WITH JACK. there were only a few to begin with and i was really already writing jack gay as it was, but it is with a heavy heart that i do so. i had a lot of work put into one ship in particular, and that’s the most heartbreaking part about this, but i cannot justify keeping any m/f ship with jack due to the circumstance because i condemned lena rpers that wrote her bi. it would be hypocritical and wrong for me to do that to him, too. i hope my partners that i shipped with understand, and if anyone wants to unfollow me over this, by all means do so, but i will not write any m/f ships on this blog or in private with jack going forward.

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Anyway sticking with the changes going on on this blog: I AM DROPPING ALL THREADS. i have lost 98% of them and i know you guys are tired of waiting on my lazy ass for this shit anyway. I’ll post a starter call later and queue those up to disperse through the week but any current threads i have going will be dropped.

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Sluuuuuuuuurp

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I can't believe I woke up today and jack Morrison is still gay

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In regards to shipping

With the confirmation of Jack being GAY ( not bi or pan ), I really am so sorry to the female muses that are going to impacted by this, but I AM DROPPING ALL M/F SHIPS WITH JACK. there were only a few to begin with and i was really already writing jack gay as it was, but it is with a heavy heart that i do so. i had a lot of work put into one ship in particular, and that’s the most heartbreaking part about this, but i cannot justify keeping any m/f ship with jack due to the circumstance because i condemned lena rpers that wrote her bi. it would be hypocritical and wrong for me to do that to him, too. i hope my partners that i shipped with understand, and if anyone wants to unfollow me over this, by all means do so, but i will not write any m/f ships on this blog or in private with jack going forward.

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         The boy’s breath came in CHATTERS come the morning, drawing the blankets tighter around himself as he struggled to fight the cold that bit against his limbs. Briefly his eyes opened to the barn floor, dead leaves and mildewed earth before he closed them again and curled into frigid blanket. Jesse snapped up from the ground with a screech, swiftly stopped by his head SLAMMING into the surface above him—immediately sending him back down with his mind spiraling and hisses cut through his teeth.        He could hardly remembered the last several hours but it didn’t stop the sudden rush of panic as he flattened to his back and pat across his chest. Somehow he was still in his clothes, looking at tatters of a white t-shirt and dingy hoodie; CLOTHES he doesn’t remember wearing though they felt like his? The other addition was the rusted stain of blood that smeared across his shirt. Jesse touched the stain, feeling it still slightly damp; either from the wet snow or the remnants of blood and felt his hands UNCONSCIOUSLY reached across his chest. The pat across the tense pull muscle of his torso, moving up to his collar where he felt small patches of wounds that healed over, crawling to his neck where blood flaked across his palm.     ( what the hell ? )     He didn’t know what happened in the night, brief MEMORIES of teeth and limb kicking flashed in his mind before they went empty. He went from the stillness of the snow to the sudden shelter of the barn without any idea how. Jesse crawled himself from underneath the small crawlspace of the work bench; fingers still pressed against the tack of his BLOODIED neck and leaned to yank the blanket up from the dirt and around his limbs. There was a strange tension between everything that seemed to ache and shift, his senses more aware of some slight change in the ANATOMY he hadn’t be familiar with before.     Standing openly within the barn it took him a moment to hear the slight crunch of snow from outside the barn; his head jerking toward the doors and the suddenly feeling the inspiration of panic. Yanking the blanket tighter around him, he frantically looked between the small feasible hiding spaces—old sunken containers that had long ROTTED and a rusted, out of use broken half of farming equipment. Jesse stumbled against the ground, bare feet kicking across the slick leaves as he squeezes behind the small space between the rusted metal skeleton and the wall; tucking the blanket over his shoulders as the doors creaked open.      Silently he clamped his hands over his mouth, breaths huffed from his nostrils in a CONTROLLED fear of what to do next.      ( where the hell am I ? )

               the boy struggles with the door, much as he did the night previous, as shoulder rams it, and in similar fashion, he ends up nearly face first back on the barn floor -- it’s by miracle ( and by muscle memory ), that he catches himself on bent knee, while the plate of food ( now held unceremoniously over his head in PANIC ) remains intact. a breath of relief releases in a cloud of cold air, back straightening as he beelines for the spot the wolf last had lain. 

         when he’d come back some minutes later last night, blankets in tow, the wolf still lie there, UNBOTHERED by jack’s presence and of the world around him; he had checked and ensured the beast still LIVED, breathing shallow but breathing nonetheless, as the wool his grandmother had knitted for him was thrown across the wolf’s body. it was the biggest blanket he could manage, and still barely covered the beast, but it was better than the open air, FRIGID cold biting and gnawing everything around it, and the least jack could do was ensure the wolf was comfortable. it hadn’t so much as flinched when the new weight came upon it, and jack had found himself sitting by its side, fingers slipping easily through thick fur, as he sat with it for some time. it was only when eyes grew heavy, and sharp SHIVER wracked his spine, that jack decided to leave the beast, a prayer on his lips that it might survive. 

               but he’s not sure what he expects, soft smile on his face, and hope in sweet cornflower eyes, as he goes to lean down where once a wolf had been, he only knows he wasn’t expecting to the wolf to be GONE. it doesn’t dawn on him, as he sighs and moves to sit atop the bench the wolf had curled up under, that the doors had been closed when he came in, nor that the blanket is gone, there’s simply DISAPPOINTMENT, as he sinks back against the siding of the rotting barn wall.  ❝  i really thought you might be here...   ❞  he says to open air, the plate of food ( steak he stole from the fridge, and bacon he made himself ) sat to his side eyes he sits in the the echo of his own melancholy. he knows why the beast needed to take its leave, understanding that it’s WILD, and a barn is no place for it, though he worries, still, for the injuries it sustained, and wonders if it might have crawled elsewhere to die. 

         it’s as he’s ready to take his leave, standing back up again with plate in his hand, that he hears the slight clatter; something small, that he might have overlooked as barn settling, but he’s keen to the shift, and a small flicker of hope flares in his chest that it might be the beast. ❝ hello...?  ❞  he calls, plate set back down slowly as anxiety joins the fray, and he swallows hard against the nervousness. maybe it’s something else, he thinks, as his steps fall slow, CAREFUL, as to not jar whatever has found its home here.  ❝  is someone there?  ❞

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lmao i’ve lost 6 followers since the news dropped

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                                                      *RECONNECT.

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anyway until tumblr stops being a giant cunt and lets me update my shit, please disregard the shipping portion of my rules as well as his orientation status in his bio

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so anyway tumblr is breaking and won’t let me update my fucking rules because of some “your custom theme references non https assets” bullshit so i can’t even update my shit apparently

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In regards to shipping

With the confirmation of Jack being GAY ( not bi or pan ), I really am so sorry to the female muses that are going to impacted by this, but I AM DROPPING ALL M/F SHIPS WITH JACK. there were only a few to begin with and i was really already writing jack gay as it was, but it is with a heavy heart that i do so. i had a lot of work put into one ship in particular, and that’s the most heartbreaking part about this, but i cannot justify keeping any m/f ship with jack due to the circumstance because i condemned lena rpers that wrote her bi. it would be hypocritical and wrong for me to do that to him, too. i hope my partners that i shipped with understand, and if anyone wants to unfollow me over this, by all means do so, but i will not write any m/f ships on this blog or in private with jack going forward.

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like there’s a lot of cool revelations from this thing that i still haven’t read fully but i’m just??? so happy that jack has been (at least sorta) confirmed queer to some extent. I don’t care if he’s gay, bi, pan, whatever, the fact that he’s queer and that TWO of the main titular characters to this series are queer is fucking phenomenal and i am so happy