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[wh1tewidcw]

I pretend to be offended at him statement. “Sorta?? Wow, I’m offended.” I scoff, sarcastically.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

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“Just.. give it some time. He’ll eventually understand.” I say, sipping my drink. “And you won’t lose us. You’re stuck with us loser for the rest of your life.” I give him a grin and I stick out my tongue.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

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“We’re all pissed at him, don’t worry.” I say, pushing myself back. “But, he has good morals. I get his point of view. Like, imagine a team of delinquents get named the Avengers and their.. working for the government. What makes it even worse.. is that your best friend is there as well.” I lean forward and I put my elbows on my knees. “Of course you would feel a bit betrayed. But, he has to understand that.. we weren’t in control of.. how this works. None of us, not even Bob, knew what was going to happen. And honestly.. Valentina should’ve went with Thunderbolts.. sounds cooler.” I say, raising my eyebrows.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

“Sam.. we was a type of therapist wasn’t he? Like- for the VA? I guess that’s where he gets his talent from.” I look over at Bucky. “And.. Raynor couldn’t have been that bad, maybe she just.. cared but had a hard time showing it. I was the same way for a while before I met you guys.” I smile at him and I tilt my head a bit.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

“See? I’m a great fuckin’ cook if you guys didn’t ban me from the kitchen all the time.” I laugh as I sip my drink again. “But yeah, numbing is probably the best way to put it. It was.. one of the more.. unhealthy ways to cope.” I say, leaning back in my chair.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

I finish the grilled cheese and I plate it. “Mm.. here.” I hand him the plate and I sit across from him. “At least you can handle your liquor.” I say, sipping my drink. “I was a lightweight. I had no idea why I decided to start drinking.” I chuckle.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

I stare at the bottle, considering how sober I’ve been lately, I eventually give in. “Yeah.. it won’t hurt to have one. Just- make sure I don’t have too many.” I say as I place some cheese on the piece of bread.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

“The incident wasn’t even that bad.. and yeah, you can rant to me whenever. It doesn’t bother much. I do the same thing with Bob.” I put some oil into the pan and I place a piece of bread there. “I’m making you a grilled cheese because we ran out of mac n cheese.” I say, laughing a bit.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

“You need to go to your therapy appointments because I’m not doing this everyday. I’m a busy person.” I laugh before I tug his arm so he can follow me to the kitchen. “C’mon, I’ll make you something. Just as long as you guys don’t ban me from the kitchen again..” I give a small pout and I grab a pan.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

“It’s not stupid, Bucky. It matters.” I say, firmly. “It doesn’t matter if you’ve been dealing with this for years, what matters is how you’re dealing with it. Everyone has.. different ways to cope. It’s normal. No one will make fun of you or baby you, this is exactly why Valentina gave us each our own therapists.” I say, chuckling a bit on that last sentence. “But, you don’t have to dumb yourself down because you think that you deserve it. No one does.” I look at him with sympathy in my eyes. I know Bucky’s been through a lot, but I don’t want him to suffer in silence. I give Bucky’s hand a light squeeze to help him relax.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

Big update please read

So I may be getting kicked out. As of right now, I have about 114 dollars to my name. Some in the bank, GoFundMe, Cash App, and some real cash. That's all I have.

In about 30 minutes my phone will have no service. My bank app isn't working because we have a big outage so I won't be able to pay for my phone. And by Tuesday I will have 100+ dollars in debt for my medical bills. (Probably more)

Idk what to do. My GoFundMe is still up. If you can donate I'd appreciate it.

Again if you can't donate that's ok. I'd appreciate it if you would reblog this post here on Tumblr.

[wh1tewidcw]

I sit next to him. “Thought you had all that fixed up.” I say “I guess some things stay.” I place my hand on Buckys to both reassure him and for him to stop picking on his skin. “Everyone struggles. Doesn’t mean we have to do it alone though. But, if you don’t mind.. could you tell me how your brains being cruel to you?” I say, raising an eyebrow.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

“Yo- dude. Calm down. Do you wanna talk about it? Seems like you do. ..Plus, if you keep it bottled up, it’ll just get worse.” I walk up to him behind the couch and I put a hand on his shoulder. “We’re all friends here, aren’t we?” I give him a reassuring nod.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

“Yeah- uh I was a bit hungry. But ignore that, what’s wrong with you? Thought the mission went well.” I say, furrowing my eyebrows. It isn’t everyday when you see Bucky Barnes have a mental breakdown.

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

Bucky quickly walks into the living area of the tower, he doesn't even see Yelena, He thinks he's alone as he falls against the couch breathing heavily as leaning forward gripping his hair. "Stop being stupid- Stop being stupid!"

@buckybuck-barnes

I look at hin from the kitchen counter, mouth full of a ham and cheese sandwich. “Barnes, you good?” I say, clearly concerned.

[wh1tewidcw]

I look at him back and I let out a small sigh. “Alright, fine. You got me there. Let’s go before the rest of ‘em start yelling at us.” I say as I put my drink down

I head over to the ladder and I hop into the pool. “Holy shit- that’s freezing!” I say as I shiver. I start rubbing my arms with my hands.

OPEN RP

(mun is very bored 🙂)

I’m resting on a pull out chair while everyone else is swimming. “Y’know this was a good idea.” I say, looking over to you. “It was getting too hot in the tower. Valentina said she would fix the damn A/C unit but still hasn’t.” I groan, clearly still frustrated about that. “We’re so lucky we have a pool at the roof of the tower. We woulda been dying inside.” I start to laugh as I adjust my sunglasses on my face.

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“You should join ‘em, Bob. Unless, you don’t know how to swim. Bucky could probably teach you, considering how long he’s been around.” I chuckle, sipping on my drink. I know Bob hasn’t done a lot of things, but I’m not so sure if he knows how to swim, considering what he’s been through.

“But, seriously, go have fun, dude. We’re your friends. And.. you’re an adult so you can do whatever you want. As long as it isn’t illegal.” I say, a small smirk appearing on my face.

OPEN RP

(mun is very bored 🙂)

I’m resting on a pull out chair while everyone else is swimming. “Y’know this was a good idea.” I say, looking over to you. “It was getting too hot in the tower. Valentina said she would fix the damn A/C unit but still hasn’t.” I groan, clearly still frustrated about that. “We’re so lucky we have a pool at the roof of the tower. We woulda been dying inside.” I start to laugh as I adjust my sunglasses on my face.