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Decinding to watch all of the X-files was not the best idea for me, because I am really easily scared.

I am dedicated but also really scared, I cannot watch it by night or else I think it will definitely give me a heart attack.

So scared that I keep on spamming @amazalina because she's seen it all, and she can tell me what's going to happen if I ask.

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Decinding to watch all of the X-files was not the best idea for me, because I am really easily scared.

I am dedicated but also really scared, I cannot watch it by night or else I think it will definitely give me a heart attack.

So scared that I keep on spamming @amazalina because she's seen it all, and she can tell me what's going to happen if I ask.

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watching the start e.b.e. with my sister and a friend who has been introduced to the x files two days ago. she just asked if scully and mulder will get together soon

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Okay so for 2023 I'll be obsessed with:

□ Romeo and Juliet

□ Epic, the Troy Saga

Will I recover from this ? I am not sure...

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Yess indeed, best answer ever

If you think I'm short now you should have seen me when I was a baby. All things considered I think I've done quite well for myself

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I'm obsessed with the choreographies in Bollywood movies, but honestly these two are living rent free in my head since I've seen Bajirao Mastani. Like, I'll be eating, reading, are talking to someone, and suddenly Ranveer Singh will be there dancing with the rest of my thought.

Tattad Tattad vs. Malhari

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I’ve runned out of words tonight...

As It Was by Harry Styles

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When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy~! Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity~!

Happiness is such a strange thing. So here are the 5things that make me happy:

1- Dancing. I could go on and on about how I feel like when I'm dancing. It's such a great joy to be able to move my body in space. My body is not only the what holds my bones and organs, by dancing he becomes this motion. I feel like touching the air that surrounds me. A lot of times my friends asked me 'How can you dance alone in your living room?' or 'How do you create your solos?', the answer is that I'm never alone when I'm dancing. I imagine the movement of air that my body's creat, I'm dancing with the wind. I'm creating with every little emotions that I can find inside of me. It's like every shrade of sadness, anger, grief, grudge, anxiety goes out of my body and my mind when I'm dancing, and the happinness stays. It stays, even when I'm crying because I am dancing so many emotions, I'm crying because by dancing I let go of emotions that are destroying me from within. But oh girl, does it feels good to let them go, to feel them get out by the end of my fingertips, to set them free of my body. But I do not believe that you must be a good dancer in order to dance your feelings away. Nop, on the contrary, dance like an idiot in your living room, with the music as loud as possible, and let it all out.

2- A good and big summer storm. I love them and they instantly make me happy. They give me so much memories of when I was younger with my sister on our parents balcony. I see comfort in summer storm. They have this special smell, the smell of summer rain, they bring fresh air to the city. They make me feel human. Why should I be angry, or sad, or any bad feelings, when the sky is himself being mad. When I was a kid, I liked to thing that if I was really calm and happy, maybe the sky would calm himself. I guess I kept that from my childhood and now I'm always happy when a big storm hits (and the good memorie of Saucisson).

3- Big camp fire at the end of camp. I always liked fire, it's so scary and yet so fun. Those big camp fire cary with them all the memories of camp. They are just really really beautiful. I do not know what is it about them that makes me happyreally! Maybe it's because they're so big and kind of dangerous. But they're also warm andthey bring hapinness to everybody who came to camp.

4- Family dinner. I think they make me happy because I am with people who love me unconditionally, and they do not care if I'm weird or if I say strange things. Even when I do not speak a lot, or when I'm stressed out because I do not know who to answer, I'm happy because I love seeing all my family. Because family is a very precious thing.

5- Taking an afternoon snack with my sister. When we were young we used to take this snack while readind, sometimes we did not even talked to each others. Now that we are olders, we still take this afternoon snack even if we're not hungry, and we watch a serie. We talk so much while looking at the serie, that sometimes our parents just come and ask us if we are really watching the serie. Yess of course we are. I like this so much, because it's just me and her (and the TV), I always look forward to this moment when we're both at our parents house. I don't think either one of us eat this snack when we're alone. It's our sister time, and I love it and I'm so happy when we're sitting on the sofa, with the famous 'TaDaM!' from Netflix.

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Reminder that this was said about tomorrow’s episode

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Hook this pettiness to my fucking veins.

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Loki cries for Thor in this scene

Loki cries for Frigga in this scene

Loki cries for Odin in this scene

Loki does not cry for himself. He laughs. 

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Harry Styles full performance at the 63rd Grammy Awards, March 14th, 2021

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i think we ALL lost a year, phoebe.

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It gets me every damm time 🥺

You can’t keep on doing this, Potter.

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oh my god spanish destiel killed maradona