whenthenightfallsagain

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hate it when I put on sunscreen and instantly feel it melting off my face 🙃

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The Queen of Nothing: a summary

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Just called in sick at school purely because i did not want to leave at 6:30 in the morning again today.

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I just realized again how crazily LONG fanfiction can be. This person whose video i'm currently watching is talking about the book they're writing, which is gonna be 75k words long. I'm reading a fic rn that is 998 HUNDRED THOUSAND words long...that is 13× as much😳

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I've misplaced the pen to one of my favourite notebooks and i cannot find it anywhere :(

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How am i already feeling nauseous on an hour long car ride, wearing a slightly too tight sports bra, when there are people out there surviving in binders all day long

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Lately i've been feeling like a side character. That one person, who's not useful for the plot, basically useless, but is fun to hang out with sometimes. Just not worth being remembered. That's me.

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Today i've been chosen last in p.e. and i forgot how painful that was

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And yes i now will freeze at every sound i hear in fear of my mother coming downstairs to yell at me

Why does it feel so illegal to go downstais in the middle of the night? I legit just stood in front of my bedroom door for 10 minutes, scared about my parents being awake and only waiting to call me out once i stepped out of that room.

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Why does it feel so illegal to go downstais in the middle of the night? I legit just stood in front of my bedroom door for 10 minutes, scared about my parents being awake and only waiting to call me out once i stepped out of that room.

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time is so fucking scary. because it does not care if you are happy. you will think I wish to stay like this, right here in this moment. i have found my place. but then time comes like a wave and pushes you forward. you cannot stay. and neither can the people you love. forward forward forward. time has ripped the claws from my hands, and the teeth from my mouth, as I have tried to cling to yesterday. but you must move forward forward forward. Forward forward forward. Forward forward forward. Forward forward forw—

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My aunt has a black cat who in my mind, naturally, is just Regulus Black. Everytime i spot her somewhere around the house i scoop her up and bring her into my room. She is my everything

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Did I just watch Cars purly because James Potter would love it? Yes, yes I did. And now what?

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4 hours into a 20h bus journey; i've been watching random interviews for about an hour now and i can say, i am slowly becoming obsessed with Austin Butler. I really need him to start a podcast or smth.

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I have now forgotten to get chopsticks with my takeout twice already...in the two times i've gotten takeout this year🫠

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boobs are like clouds

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Just got a new phone and i've just noticed that all of my 56 ao3 tabs are gone😀