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I just remembered a post I saw sometime ago about how john gets more hate from the fandom for things he supposedly did to dean (that have no real basis in canon) than for things he canonically did to sam and yeah, I agree 100%, but it also made me think about something else: the way the fandom views bobby

the majority of the fandom glorifies bobby as this Perfect Parental Figure, who’s so much better than john and deserves the boys much more than john and would punch john for the way he treated the boys. even tho…

- in 4x20 and 4x21, he helps dean trick sam and force him into an awful torture-detox, acknowledges that they were killing him and yet does nothing to actively stop it and when sam was escaping, he even tries to take him back inside

- in 5x20, he tells sam that he’s not strong enough to beat lucifer and that he can’t control himself (where tf did that even come from. literally in that exact same episode, he stopped himself from killing his almost-fiancée’s murderer, but sure, he can’t control himself)

- in 5x21, he says to dean that sam is full of character defects and has a ~~darkness~~ in him or whatever (like WHERE is this darkness he’s supposed to have???)

- again in 5x21, he suddenly decides than sam can beat the devil and says that to dean. why on earth couldn’t he say that to sam (preferably leaving out the character defects and darkness bullshit) who spent two seasons getting beaten down by everyone and their mom and probably needed a little appreciation and encouragement???

- in 6x06, he tells dean that he’s his favourite

- in 7x02, sam tell him and dean that he’s full-on hallucinating lucifer, that he can’t tell what’s real and what’s not and that he thinks he’s still in the cage and bobby basically goes “yikes! anyway I’m done with shit lol I’m going back to work” and then proceeds to ask dean how dean is dealing with sam’s trauma like wtf

- in 8x19, sam rescues his ungrateful ass from hell and he thanks him by berating him for following his agreement with dean (an agreement he taught them) and not looking for him when he was in purgatory and settling down, even tho that’s exactly what he wanted for dean in 6x01

- this isn’t something he did to sam per se, but I think it says a lot about how he views him: in 5x21, he acts all ~~surprised~~ when he sees sam rushing in and out of the warehouse saving people, as if it’s something new for sam and not something he does literally everyday. as if just one season ago, sam’s primary motivation for drinking demon blood wasn’t to SAVE PEOPLE by exorcising demons without harming the host AND by trying to stop the apocalypse

I’m sure there’s more but these are the first things that come to mind (side note: I’ve seen people say that bobby’s bias against sam is understandable because soulless!sam tried to kill him, but that doesn’t really hold since only two of the things I’ve mentioned happened after 6x11)

in conclusion, bobby is fucking awful to sam and barely tolerates him and yet… since none of these actions are directed towards dean, then who care! he’s the best dad the boys could’ve asked for!!!!!!!!! even tho I’m willing to bet that if he did to dean any of the shit he did to sam, he’d be hated by the entire fandom

my point is: john getting more hate for invented things he supposedly did to dean than for things he canonically did to sam and bobby being glorified despite being awful to sam and despite his blatant favouritism towards dean are two sides of the same coin

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we literally see dean say "my brother could give you this puppy dog look and you'd just buy right into it" to some strangers having dinner while his brother was very much alive and easy to reach. imagine the absolutely deranged speeches he'd have given to poor innocent people across the states if sam had actually stayed dead

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dean was in purgatory killing and torturing monsters and sam was pregnant.

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dunno how to make animations but i did it anyway

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Sam sprawled on the hood of the Impala (1x08)

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when John is alone with Sammy

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bad lesbian rep evil and toxic samruby moodboard

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unhinged christian lesbian samruby moodboard

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moodboard: samruby

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Another day, another White Lotus episode, another insane sex monologue.

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Sam being so wound up and needy that he starts regressing when he’s with Dean. Calling him De and Big Brother. Pawing at him and trying to drag him closer and closer. Whining and pouting if Dean pulls away even a teeny tiny bit because he wants his big brother on him, over him, and in him right now. Suddenly becomes teary eyed and scared Dean is gonna leave him. Better believe Dean eats that up like a starving man

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happy pride month

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you need to jerk it to morally repugnant things. You need to get worse kinks. Bc i said so

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(for @exaggeratedspecificity, with love ♡)

 Sammy makes girl sounds.

High, fluttery things that can go from giggle to gurgle and never lose their sweet.

When he’s harmed, when he’s napping, when he’s being held open by a cock four years and four months older than him.

Dean Winchester discovers each of these tender little brother secrets very early on: toddler-sniffing at the kiddie park, child-whining in a backseat sleep, preteen-moaning one trailer park summer when they’re left alone too long.

Sammy wears tiny ponytails.

Simple, stringy messes held back by little rubberbands. There’s only just enough to pull through but after three struggles he gets it all scooped up.

The first night he tries this, he gets his face fucked.

“What, uh,” Dean says when he sees him, choky like Sam is something pretty.

Sam’s still in his school clothes, his yard sale shoes, but Dean looks at him like he’s already on his back and spread wet around a couple of trigger-fingers. 

From his upside down world, Sam can see Dean’s bare toes curling in the motel carpet, watches a baby roach skitter back into the wall. Sam’s head is hanging off the side of the bed and Dean’s riding his mouth like he’ll marry it.

Sam’s nose runs and his eyes sting and his shiny soft hair stays nicely in place.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” Dean says, jerky hipped and gone still, emptying against Sam’s pink tonsils. Sam breathes deep. Cock smell. “Sammy.”

It sounds like ‘baby’. It feels like he could be Dean’s babygirl.

Sammy likes red things.

Silky, vulgar, wet-blood colors that catch his devil’s eye and make ‘em cloudy.

He likes princess panties and thieved cherry chapstick. Whore red is his favorite.

Dean zones out watching fuzzy Aerosmith videos, getting lazily hard over Liv and Alicia. Sam is watching too. Lipstick pouting, long long locks. He touches the flippy ends of his girlish hair and thinks maybe he just won’t cut it ever again.

Sammy has jealous tendencies.

He knows his brother looks like a truckstop boy, that his hands look like they know how to finger a girl good.

It doesn’t matter if they’re big rig drivers or sophomore sweethearts – Dad’s lifework has been in making sure his boys know how to take out things bigger than them, how to do it clean. 

Sam likes red stuff, but he loves Dean more. He never leaves behind a mess when he’s done.

Sammy says fucked up shit.

He talks about death and psychosis and deformed babies. 

Dean’s inside him when he asks, “What if I was your sister instead?” His eyes are open and his mouth is trembling and he’s only twelve years old but he knows more about anatomy than high school Health class instructors. “What would you do?”

“Sam,” Dean says, like a warning. But he doesn’t stop fucking him.

“Would – would you still love me?”

Dean’s hips jerk rough and Sam’s ankles bounce against his summer-spotted shoulders. 

Sam slides up the tiny twin bed, slides his arms around Dean’s sweaty pink neck, and he says, “Say it. Tell me.”

Dean tries to smother him out with a teenager kiss, tonguefucks him wide and sloppy the way Sam likes, like brother-boyfriends. But it doesn’t stop Sam from saying, after, panting all funny, “What if you didn’t pull out in time?”

An overwhelmed face flees into Sam’s neck and Sam can feel Dean’s silent sigh, feel the quick misstep of breath-wet air when Sam whispers like a small town scandal, “What if you made me pregnant, Dean?”

Dean yanks his cock out, holds it away, and for a moment Sam’s savagely hurt. 

It’s better, though, when he’s flipped to his kid knees and his prom-date red lace thong is shoved to the side and Dean’s in him again, rocking deep, holding his ass and turning him out. Sam decides that this is making love.

He licks heart shapes into the skin of his own wrist and thinks of child brides. 

They won’t make a baby but he still smiles little girl soft when Dean wets his red insides and makes sure nothing trickles out.

Sammy is a rose and thorn boy. Dean cuts his heart on him every time.

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All he do is fuck a demon in the pussy and be in love with his big brother and Eric kirpke wanted him to burn in hell eternally for it

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I miss when Sam would correct people calling him Sammy