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Very hot n cool when ppl can come back to conflicts later on, acknowledge stuff and continue to work together for the better of our interconnected communities.

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smth about how in madeline’s memory of claudia in the yellow dress her hair is the same as her hair when she killed those people in front of her. smth about how she still sees her as beautiful even when she was covered in blood. smth about how she changed the memory so claudia didn’t have the stupid baby lu hair and makeup she so hated. smth about how she views her as an adult and thinks she’s beautiful and all the things claudia had been longer for as long as we’ve known her.

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They’re happy and traveling the world and growing their flowers and nothing bad ever—

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"is it romantic?" "not yet" she was on a MISSION

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they tried to punish claudia with being abandoned by madeleine right before killing her!!! they hypnotised her for the whole show!! they offered to spare her!! they tried to make SURE claudia knew she would never be anyone's first choice before she died!! but they FAILED. fuck these vampires

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We've been burying our meals outside Saint Denis. Flowers are starting to pop out of the ground. Lavender, sweet iris, peony. Flowers growing from the dead. Cold things becoming warm.

claudeleine for @queerhoodies !

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Get yourself a girl who look at you like this while reading your diary with your victims last words

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Healthy relationships really have no place in the vampire world.

The healthiest relationship we've seen so far is claudiline, and it was it's own demise. Madeline cares for Claudia. Not in a possessive way but truly. She wants her to be happy and have as much good as the world is willing to give her. She doesn't want to stop Claudia from killing herself (re: the conversation with Armand) She wants Claudia to WANT to live.

Where lestat and Armand locked Louis in to "protect him from himself", Madeline went away with Claudia and showed her around. Where Armand dressed Louis in drab black, Madeline made Claudia sunshine yellow dresses.

Where lestat tried to distance Louis from everyone who cared about him (his sister, miss Lilly...etc), Madeline sensed how much Louis cared about Claudia, and suggested they all meet up in a bar on a double date because yeah, she'll endure Armand's company for an evening, she bet it would make Claudia happy.

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I wanted to see them happy one last time before the trial episode 💔

It’s a bit hurried but I hope you enjoy

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The gentle, encouraging nod Claudia gives Madeline when Santiago offers her the chance to renounce Claudia and join the coven just breaks me – not just because Claudia’s used to not being someone’s first choice and expects Madeline to take the offer, but because she loves Madeline and wants her to save herself. Claudia is a little older than Madeline, and has much, much more experience of horror and violence, and better understanding of what is about to happen to them. She gives her lover permission abandon her and save herself and smiles when she does it. When it comes down to it, nothing to be done and no way out, Claudia is willing to let the person she loves, the one person that’s hers, go and leave her.

Which makes her a stronger person and much better partner than Lestat, Louis, or Armand. For what it was worth (nothing and everything) in that moment, right and the end, she broke the cycle. Claudia loves better and truer than any of them — and I hope it fucking haunts all three of them forever.

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That part where Louis talks about how his making of Madeline allowed him to see Claudia as Madeline saw her-

That part took my breath away.

What a beautiful thing to observe, to witness.

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something so awful to me how when the sunlight hit claudia and madeline madeline immediately flinched and fell to her knees because she had never felt the touch of the sun before because she, unlike claudia and louis, had a teacher who was gentle with her and kind and never let her feel that pain lestat let louis walk into the sun knowing he’d come back in pain and suffering louis and lestat knew of claudia’s fascination with burning herself and did nothing to stop it or help her but claudia was so kind and so gentle with madeline the first time she felt the sun’s burn was also her last

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doodled claudia (and madeline) to get through the day…

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The reason why we don't have Claudia's pov on the few(I hope) months that she spent with Madeline is because she stopped needing to talk to her diary once she had someone hear her

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the difference between these scenes is killing meeeeee

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How this really went:

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*taps mic* is this thing on? Yeah okay so every vampire in the vampire chronicles is turned at critical a moment in their lives and beyond just the body they are in when they are turned, their mentality stays at that standstill for their entire immortality, Lestat was turned against his will, he was clinging onto Magnus begging him to be freed, so he’s constantly seeking freedom and only finding loneliness and thus turning back to people again and again, however he can’t STAND being told what to do, since he desires agency in his life so desperately, Armand was turned after years and years of abuse and lack of control but such a desire for genuine love, by a man he ‘loved’ so wholly who he felt was barring his love from him, he needs control in his life, he needs a ‘master’ but he does not desire it, it does not fulfill him, he is trapped in a room but the door is unlocked! Louis was mourning his brother, he felt like an utter failure and so he’s always seeking family, seeking people he can care for, he can coddle, he can prove he is good too, but he loves people who either cannot stand coddeling and need a sense of looseness to live (Lestat) or people who grow out of coddling who prove to Louis he will always fail the people he loves (Claudia), Claudias turning, in many MANY ways mirrors lestats in that it was against her will, she was stolen from her home, and in her immortality she desires freedom but unlike Lestat does not have the agency/ form to get it, she will always be small, she will always be looked down on, even by Lestat who cannot deny how much she is just like him *taps mic* ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!! NONE OF THEM CAN BREAK THE CYCLE!!! TO BREAK IT WOULD BE TO UNDO THE VERY FIBER OF THEIR IMMORTAL SELVES!! THE CYCLE IS THE BLOOD THEY DRINK IT IS THE HEART IN THEIR CHEST AND IT ROLLS AND ROLLS DOWN THE MOUNTAINS AND VALLEYS OF THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER AND IT CAN NEVER BE STOPPED BECAUSE THEY WILL NEVER STOP LOVING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!