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doesn’t mean i’m not coming back! just means i need to work on time management.

it also doesn’t help that i have the new pokemon........ WOOF

ooc ;;

sorry guys. i’ve been trying to work out a whooole bunch of stuff right now.

i still haven’t really worked out my work/life balance so i’m kind of behind. i’ll be back soon though.

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ooc ;;

sorry guys. i’ve been trying to work out a whooole bunch of stuff right now.

i still haven’t really worked out my work/life balance so i’m kind of behind. i’ll be back soon though.

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still around, work is just destroying my motivation and when I'm not working I'm sleeping. wuuuffff.

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ooc ;;

sorry, ive been working and reading the song of achilles  for the past three~four days.

i have never cried over any other piece of media than shiki. tsoa is the second thing i’ve ever indulged in that has ever made me cry.

( i blame the natsutohru parallels. )

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ooc ;;

i have been thinking about tsoa and shiki so much that i had to do something about it.

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I am made of memories.

TSOA, Madeline Miller (via quotablyours)

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𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒: share five songs / pieces of music that represent your muse!        

     repost, don’t reblog

𝑭𝑬𝑩𝑹𝑼𝑨𝑹𝒀. - 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄.

𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑛𝑜 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔, 𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒

𝑴𝑶𝑶𝑵 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹. - 𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐑.

𝐿𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 ; 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝐼𝑓 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝐵𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 ; 𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠. 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆.

𝑺𝑰𝑪𝑲, 𝑺𝑨𝑫 𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑻. - 𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑𝐒.

𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑝𝑒 𝐼𝑛 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑤𝑛𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑖𝑛' 𝑢𝑝 𝑚𝑦 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑊𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 / 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 / 𝑏𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑝𝑖𝑡 𝑇𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝? 𝑁𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒

𝑨𝑮𝑵𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑨. - 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐘𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓.

𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝑇𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙 𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑜

𝑫𝑬𝑽𝑨𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑻𝑬 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑹𝑬𝑪𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑩𝑹𝑨𝑻𝑬. - 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐍.

𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑖𝑔𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑧𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝐼'𝑚 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝐴𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑙, 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝐼 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑆𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑡 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑝, 𝑠𝑜 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘

𝐼'𝑚 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜

𝑆𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑘 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑

Tagging ; you. 

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@micsmasmuses​​​:‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍

 ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍｢ …  ｣

‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ “ I’m not pretty. ”

‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍( Says you. )

‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍“ I don’t know how you got teasing out of that. ” His voice dipping into a whisper, he mutters,  “ it was mostly just a candid thought that slipped. . . ” ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍

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CULTURE SCARS lyric prompts. | part ii.

‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍| ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍THE “FUN” IN DYSFUNCTION.

1. “Nix that moment of love ; earning your trust – tear it apart for us.” 2. “My vision is rough… It isn’t love. Tear it apart for us.” 3. “Tainted flesh is all over the room… Toxic fumes make them nauseas.” 4. “But I need it ; craving dysfunction and violence… Perfectly reacting as one.” 5. “Don’t let us die alone.” 6. “Don’t you like to feel this way?” 7. “Destructing all of the pictures of everything closely resembling us.” 8. “Destructing triggers of everything.” 9. “Romance ; a lacerated myth.” 10. “I see it every night… While feeding off the fights…” 12. “A reckless cycle of – get out! Come back!” 13. “Always keeping hope… Tugging at your soul…” 14. “Parasitic love lines… Barricade us in…” 15. “Give me something I can hold onto. Something that loves to destruct as I do.

‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍| ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍THE PEOPLE THAT PROTECT US.

1. “There’s always a motive we can’t get around.” 2. “Forcing the pieces ; framing the needed agenda ; choosing how to stun – these are the ones paid to protect us!” 3. “This is my cry for redemption! You owe me this! You owe me this!” 4. “When we call them out and sort through the fiction – they silence it! It’s over with!” 5. “Appointed crooks never get caught.” 6. “Justice system fabricated – “ just us ” system!” 7. “They’re swearing on a book of verses – that’s supposed to make it true!?” 8. “They’re lying and the devil was the state’s design!”

‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍| ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍BURN NICE AND SLOW.

1. “Feeding off of my cold insides was the doubt instilled around me ; second guessing… Not impressing… Silence will hide it…” 2. “My existence is subpar when pity’s obsolete.” 3. “Bracing the insecurities, you stayed, nudging me gently… Thank you, truly, for the love.” 4. “Fuck the feeling I get when ( she / he / they / you ) ( try ) / tries to comfort me. What could ( she / he / they / you ) do?” 5. “This was not the way I wanted it to be.” 6. “This was not the way you wanted it for me.” 7. “Take your feelings and cleanse yourself of mine.” 8. “Slip away. Toss my things.” 9. “Fuck the feeling I felt when ( she / he / they / you ) finally had enough.” 10. “To my chagrin, I watched ( her / his / their / your ) love for me begin to… Burn nice and slow…”

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ooc ;;

so i write this fic on ao3, and it’s basically a never - went - wrong scenario where everyone grew up and went on with life, and the main focus of the story is on tohru and how he deals with.... A LOT OF SHIT BASICALLY but because of how i’d been writing that, i actually wanted to bring that version of tohru here, if only just so i can work up more muse to get back to the fic?? timeskip in the fic doesn’t apply to him but general gist is there.

anyway ive rambled enough here’s a fresh boy HOT off the oven. @midsvmmerdream

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ooc ;;

theres a lot of things from the novel i wish were translated to the anime.

for example, natsuno spent way more time with tamotsu than he actually did tohru, so their relationship was actually much more buddy - buddy than the anime showed. they even at times exchanged dirty jokes and dark jokes. more below.

megumi also wasnt ENTIRELY brainless, and masao.... wasn’t actually COMPLETELY insufferable. sure, both werent good people at all, and out of the two megumi makes MUCH more sense as a character, but the manga and the anime both are very exaggerated versions of the novel.

i will always find it a shame. the anime is a masterpiece, but anime watchers were so robbed of all the juicier development that was present in the novel.

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if no one else was gonna do it. i’ll do it.

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ooc ;;

the trio but its the misery meme w natsuno in misery, akira going on about reese’s puffs, and kaori in need of cpr

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‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ “ There’s only one thing worse than a Shiki. ”

‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯

‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯

‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ “ A furry. ” ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍ ‍‍‍‍ ‍‍

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ooc ;;

i’ve talk about the double meaning behind natsuno’s “i’ve been dead for some time now” plenty of times, but it still leaves this profoundness when you think deep on it. you could take it literally ; he died when tohru killed him. in his eyes, he should have stayed dead. there’s nothing natural about someone dead walking around still. or you could take it to a very figurative sense. and i think in the figurative sense, natsuno died the moment he was born.

[wolfofpvrgatory]

INTERACTION CALL !

♡ for a short starter!

[wolfofpvrgatory]

ooc ;;

jinrou natsuno ; spends every second disassociating and detached from every scenario bc he literally can not mentally take anything more