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it's time for april receiptify! can't believe i actually forgot about doing it so thank you @cosmicdreamgrl for reminding me 😚

tagging the usuals @cordiallyfuturedwight @raplinenthusiasts @satellitemp4 @natarsenic and @yoon-dowoon!

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i know we always talk about stigmatization and discrimination, but i wanted to tell you my story: back in 2012 i had my first severe psychotic episode, it lasted an entire year, i didn't know i was ill and didn't seek for help. after the end of that year i had to chose a major and i told myself "i'm probably schizophrenic, i can't chose my dream career: being a psychologist". so i didn't, i studied two majors and i hated both of them, then, out of nowhere i said "fuck it, i'm gonna be a psychologist" and changed major at my same university. i kept to myself for years. but my professors always made jokes like "i HOPE none of you has psychosis hahaha" and i felt exposed, because i did. years passed with no problems, but one specific time my psychiatrist was ill and i desperately needed to talk to someone and i chose a professor who was also a neuropsychologist, i trusted and confided in her, but she told what i told her to everyone, my head professor called my mom and they wanted me out of my major. they didn’t let me chose clinical psychology, which was what i always wanted but i had to settle with educational psychology. after my internship was over, my professor lowered my grade because, and i quote, i have "emotional problems". i ignored it because i passed anyway. now, there's my degree exam, i failed it, because, and i quote again "she lacks something", very vague, very suspicious, i know. i don't think they're gonna let me be a psychologist and if they do, i'll have to move to another city because stigmatization is this big. they let people with no compassion graduate, they let people who chose psychology because it was "easy" and thinks "suicide it's ok because it's less stupid people on earth", they all graduate, but me, who knows a lot of stuff, who didn't fail anything, they won't let me, solely because i have bipolar disorder type 1, psychosis and borderline personality disorder, but all controlled and i'm highly functional. they don't care though, they just want to watch you fail. all of my years studying, dreaming, all wasted.

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brown color is back to earth with a dash of wholesomeness thrown in. In many western cultures, the color brown has taken back its original meaning of earthy. it's used to depict sustainability, health, nurturing, and dependability.

for my dear and lovely friend @wonpiris, i love you!

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ROTK ANNIVERSARY WEEK | Loss + Despair [5/7]

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he's so extra asdfdgfghjkl

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TAESAN: 'EARTH, WIND & FIRE' STUDIO CHOOM

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<3

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prettiest hanie

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"make the biggest heart you can for myday" well we love you back more 💟

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seokjin + iconic solo performances for @cordiallyfuturedwight ♡ [cr. namuspromised]

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Mothman Teddy Bear Plushie!

A cute little harbinger of doom cryptid, lol. Perfect size to watch over you from your desk or shelf.

Use code JUSTBECAUSE for 20% off!

Check out the shop: https://teashopcrafts.bigcartel.com/

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yoongi colouring in tiny

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jungkook x hyundai: goal of the century

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pink mimo!!!!!!!!!

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LILACS BY THE SEA a music collection curated for @cordiallyfuturedwight Lilacs (Kayla) Playlist • Sea (Seokjin) Playlist song notes

cr. mahoneysuga, rawpixel, bts-trans, Diana Zviedrienė

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i just wanted to remind you you're one of the best friends i've met here and you're such a beautiful person inside out and i cherish you and love you so much 🩷

WILL HUG!!!! TIGHTLY AND NEVER LET GO!!!!! you're my treasure, nat dearest 😚😚😚