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good dynamic: character who’s too deeply rooted to a fault + character who’s never been able to form roots anywhere before

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The Weave

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I’ve had a couple people ask for prints so I made a preorder! I’ll have prints with me at c2e2 as well but the shop will be stocked next week! Shop link is in my bio.

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Do you have games on your orb

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- one with the weave -

I... went a bit insane with this one.

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My brother in Mystra, that is a row house, let's get fucking real for a minute.

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can aaron yishmir give me a free surgery please!! i can bear with this abhorrent healthcare system no longer!! i shall buy him a very nice dinner afterward!!!

im going out today but this poll question came to me like a vision from god

FURTHER INFO

vote regardless of their marital status. if theyre married just assume their spouse is perfectly welcome to having you as a third. yes, that means celestine's husband and aaron's wife is happy to let you fuck their beloved. love and peace on the planet earth

i picked the non-LI characters who ive personally seen people thirsting after, so if i missed a non-LI character that youve been feral over, my deepest apologies. feel free to scream at me about that in the tags while introducing me to the non-LI character you need carnally

if you personally do not like fucking, you are free to vote based on romantic attraction instead. who would you wine and dine, babbyyyyyyy

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i’m starting a collection

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uh Shar? your favorite princess just finger gunned in the Shadow Cursed Lands. yeah it was dorky af

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(minthara voice) ah yes...the famed slumber parties of menzoberranzan. we waged great wars of pillow fights in the name of lolth. the gossip...legendary. no boys allowed, of course.

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he'd like to go home now, pls

(insp by @tadpole-apocalypse )

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might be obsessed with him

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Figuring out how to draw again after 300+ hours of bg3

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see his nice kindness. his friendly boy swag

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in the woods freakin it in a sensitive style

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“Ready and willing”

Tested a new pack of brushes and who else to sketch if not our wicked?

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hello, it’s been a while!

I had a surgery scheduled for a while back but woke up on the morning of only to receive a call saying the surgeon was sick and couldn’t make it, which was a complete letdown. I’m now waiting until tomorrow morning for Surgery: Take Two, where they’ll remove some bone and mess around with my stem cells, etc etc… 🦴 So I’ll be in bed/in a wheelchair for Christmas and beyond, but after that they’ll see if I can gradually come off crutches in the following months. (Forearm crutches are so superior for long-term btw. Also I would like to make some complaints about insurance but if you’ve heard any discussion surrounding a certain death in New York, just know I have all the same issues about billing and coverage.)

I am so incredibly scared that something will go wrong during the procedure or that I’ll mess it up further in the recovery period, but luckily this surgery is considered a first step and there are always different options. I still really miss running around. But wish me luck and I hope to bring good news of joint stability for the future!

My bone died and now I can’t walk!

here’s the story of how my skeleton betrayed me and how people’s reactions have inspired my upcoming villain arc.

Since the beginning of the year I’ve had some trouble with my hip, which made walking painful and gradually more difficult. I assumed I’d pulled something, but when things didn’t improve, I went to a doctor. Multiple X-rays, an MRI, and a CT scan later, I was diagnosed with avascular necrosis (AVN; also called osteonecrosis). I don’t know why I, as a 19 yr old female, developed a rare condition usually found in middle aged men with a history of steroid use and alcoholism, but I’m being passed around doctors who are looking into procedures to lessen the damage. Basically there wasn’t enough blood getting to my bone and the tissue died, fracturing in the process. I’m on two crutches and can’t walk for more than a few steps without leaning on the wall or something.

One of the most significant things I’ve noticed outside of my body, though, is the way people treat me. I work for a small company, and customers new and old have all had something to say about a young woman having to use a crutch. (I use one at work so my other hand is free.) I’m not kidding when I say that the day after I started using them, a man came in and asked, “why’re they making you work if you’re a cripple?” and he laughed. You’d be surprised the number of people who’ve called me that. Most people assume I broke something doing sports. I get “what’s wrong with you?” on the regular, which is *such* a strange thing to ask someone! I tried responding with ‘I don’t know’ or ‘broke my hip’, which were true, but didn’t seem to satisfy people. If you joke and say ‘bear attack’ they demand the real story. Once I knew what it was I had, I simply told the really insistent customers that I have a bone disease. (People don’t like that either! One woman asked my full legal name so she could write a letter to her priest about me, then came back weeks later to tell my coworker she sobbed in her car because of me!)

Coworkers aren’t much better: my boss and another coworker, both women around their 60s, were looking at me and laughing, so I asked what was up. They said I should tell everyone I got injured having the roughest, craziest sex of my life. That I found a sex shop that sells the perfect handcuffs and I could recommend them to customers who asked. My response to that was just to stand there like 🩼���‍♀️.

So! Yeah! People should stop assuming that they’re close enough to strangers to joke about their conditions or grill them for information. No, I don’t know when I’ll be able to walk. No, I don’t know why I developed this problem. No, you can’t walk into the store and call me a cripple, you don’t know me, you’re not funny, my bones have literally degraded and you’re laughing about how I’m ‘hobbling around’?

(Nobody get me started on doctors. I have one really great one but I’m currently in a new hospital where a nurse explained that they may or may not have lost the file for my CT scan… Plus the RMV had no idea where my handicapped placard went and told me just to keep calling them until they had it.)

That’s all folks! I might have updates about walking or surgery eventually but that’s my story :’)