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I realized that I could be the problem in the relationship, not just him. It's my attitude in situations that I feel like I don't feel needed, heard, or ignored.

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Even the bare minimum can't be given

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You make me feel alone. Like I don't even matter. How cruel.

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Describes how I feel lately...

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Never will I be able to comprehend why and how a person can say you mean so much to them yet show it oppositely.

"I care for you" *doesn't give an update*

"You are my bestfriend" *barely opens up about himself*

"I'm sorry" *repeats the mistake made*

"I love you" *can't even show it, never heard of ACTIONS speaks louder than words???*

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Never ever

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It's been a while

Hi. It's been a while. I've missed you. I've missed pouring out my thoughts to you. I hope that nothing has changed. But for real, we both know A LOT has happened and A LOT has changed. But I'm glad you're still here. I'm glad you stayed the same after all these years. I'm excited to share my story to you. So here it goes.....

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I wonder how it feels to be truly sure of someone.

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I am fond of you. Will you ever notice me too?

3.22.19

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Can we just go back to where we used to drive anywhere and hold hands...

11.19.18

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My love, you still break me in every way.

10.12.18

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how am i simultaneously too much and also not enough

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You used to be my beautiful memory.

9.24.18

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It's been a while since I posted. I was just trying to move on and catch up with life. Time is running. It's been a year since I last saw you. But I can't fully say that I have completely moved on from the pain. It has scared me. You scared me. But all I can ever do is continually heal myself. Forgive and let that forgiveness give me peace in my heart, in my in most being.

9.23.18

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I like you. You like me. But we were not meant to be together.

7.5.18

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Take note, my dear. Your time will come in God’s perfect time.

1.25.18

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Remember the rose you gave me, my love? It has now withered. Just like your love for me.

1.22.18