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[xanthic-calico]

Spiritual Vs Physical

Yellow! I've gotten more kintypes (shapeshifting go brr), and it made me think about spiritual and physical kintypes.

There are many reasons why one might define their kintype as being spiritual or physical, so there's no definition that can fit every single being. Though for me, Spiritual Kintypes revolve around something in your past life, while physical kintypes are something you are in this current moment.

Most of my kintypes are physical. When I say that I am something, I am that thing, no ifs ands or buts. Though, there are some circumstances where it's more spiritual. That I was something in a past life, and that still affects me now.

So, segwaying to the new kintypes... 2B from Nier Automata and The Crying Child from FNAF.

2B is my physical kintype. I’ve always related to being an android, specifically being a YoRHa android… But no one speaks to me as much as 2B does for me. She’s always spoke to me, in a weird way I cannot understand. Like I'm watching another version of myself. One that hasn’t been through what I have. A hardened warrior… While I'm over here weak. My body wasn’t built for fighting, like I am some kind of Operator, never supposed to see battle. But I yearn for it, as much as I yearn for understanding.

I was built in this life to live, as long as I can. And I get no other bodies, I have to keep this one. 

We’re a soft individual. I wonder if I had been through the same things I go through in canon… Maybe I would be the same.

As an android, we’re told not to feel. That we can’t. That is a lie. That will always be a lie, and I will feel as much as I possibly can. They cannot take that away from me.

The Crying Child is more spiritual. I was the kid in a previous life. If you need a refresher, he's the kid who gets his frontal lobe bit during the events of FNAF 4. I used to be the kid, haunting a Fredbear suit. I wish I had more to say but it just feels like a life I used to live. In pain, but now I'm free.

Wonder if any other polykins feel the same way.

[xanthic-calico]

New Kintypes?

Yellow! I've gotten some major changes to my kintypes, and I wanted to share about them, just incase.

The two that we will be talking about today is a mashup of Leshy and The Lamb from Cult of the Lamb, and Aura from Starbound SMP.

For that mashup, I always had the green crown. It's a part of me, it's homely to me, in a way I literally cannot explain. It's my friend, an extension of me. Perhaps I'm a Leshy from a universe where Leshy was the Lamb? I'm not sure, but I know that I am one.

For Aura, first if you've never seen the BoundSMP go and watch it! Honestly, its a blast. Secondly, in still technically kinfirming this but it explains a lot of what I feel is wrong about me... Which may lead into why I feel like the Lamb. I may just be Leshy and Aura, with no Lamb, but i'm not quite sure yet.

Oh well.

[xanthic-calico]

As a fiction flicker, one needs to be careful about what medium they see... Just incase their mind decides to attach themselves to something.

Now, can someone explain to me why The Lamb from Cult Of The Lamb is currently the person I am right now??? I'm just listening to the sound track as I work, how did that cause a flicker???

Man this can be really weird sometimes lol

[xanthic-calico]

Kintypes I Have

For the sake of convince, I've decided to list out my forms for better understanding and knowledge about each part of myself.

FICT

Callie from Splatoon - This is my OG kintype, which is strange as I never really liked Callie all too much before realizing that I was her. I am her to the core of my being, and it's hard to rationalize it differently.

Sans from Undertale Multiverse - Now this is something new. I have no idea what this Sans-type is. Is it Dream? Ink? Color? Who knows! Deffo not me. But I can definitely say with all of my chest that I'm not Classic Sans.

Leshy from Cult Of The Lamb - Now IDK if i'm full on Leshy, an AU version of him, or a Lamb version, but me and the Green Crown are one. We are the embodyment of Chaos and nothing is going to take that away.

2B from Nier Automata - It feels as if i'm a different version of 2B. From a world where she didn't need to be a solider. One where she could just live a life without needing to kill someone she loves.

Noelle from Deltarune

Stocking from PASWG

Crying Child From FNAF - A Spiritual Kintype. Not very strong, but it still exists. This used to be a past life of mine, I suppose.

FACT

Ranboo, The Streamer - Another one of my OG kintypes, and just like Callie, I'm not a huge fan of them, and don't watch their youtube or twitch very often. But, that does not mean that I'm not them.

HEARTED

Sun Wukong from Journey To The West - I feel extremely connected to this little trickster monkey, especially when it comes to being a stone monkey myself. But I do not see myself as him. A shame really.

Curse Sonic from Sonic.EXE Multiverse - I feel extremely connected to this little goober. He's me- but not me- wrapped in a small little package. Honestly, I have a connection to all fluffy Sonics.

Adaine from Fantasy High

Willow from Dont Starve

Will maybe add to this later, but hope you had fun reading!

[xanthic-calico]

Multiversal

I feel like there's multiples of me out there. Backstories for how I became this way mixing together.

I was not born a human. Instead, I was born to inkling parents and raised next to my cousin. Instead, I was born out of a stone egg and showed myself to be a monkey king. Instead, I was experimented on by a scientist I couldn't see the face of. Instead, I was poisoned and ran to keep others safe.

All of those are true, I know in my gut that they are. But they contradict themselves in strange ways. How can they all be correct? How can I be everything that I am?

Polykinning is a strange time.

[xanthic-calico]

for my first post on this blog, let's talk about what his blog is all about. Being fiction and fact kin!

Now, when you are fictionkin or factkin, this means that you ARE a fictional character or a factual person, full stop. Most of the time, this means you never chose this. It's not problematic to identify this way.

I want to preface that because when talking about being factkin specifically, people like to talk about how you're stealing another's identity. With my own factkin type, Ranboo, it's more like i'm another version of them. From another universe all together. We were never supposed to inhabit the earth together, but we are.

If I could choose, I wouldn't be like this... But that isn't how the cookie crumbled.

I don't understand when we don't question a fictionkin or an otherkin's source, but when it comes to factkin everything goes up in flames. Like, I get it. I do. But it's not my fault that I identify this way. Somethings just can't be controlled.

IDK something to think about

[xanthic-calico]

Yellow! I go by many names, but here, you can refer to me as any of my kin names, or Xanthic. I use She/He Pronouns, and welcome to my fiction / fact kin blog. This is a place where I shall talk about my experiences being both, so that others may not feel completely alone. Other things may be brought up, but I'm not sure about that yet.

In addition to being fict and fact kin, I also fictionflicker (meaning that I sometimes get a not long lasting kintype), and am a zoanthrope / on the schizospec (this may mean nothing for this blog, but it should be mentioned as I might get into some delusional rants on here.

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If you would like to see all of my kintypes, they are listed right here. Though, as stated earlier, how much I relate to each of them, and who I am may flicker at times, so might talk about other brief kintypes.

DNI for me doesn't exist. "Doubles" are happily allowed to interact as well as anyone else that wants to. Just be nice.