xdr3am3r

[xdr3am3r]

i'll inject myself into your veins, darling, and flow through your body, mind, and heart. i'll occupy space in every part of you, so you can never get rid of me.

[xdr3am3r]

I could drown in everything you are and I'd never try to come up for air

[xdr3am3r]

i want to be your pretty little wife and clean up the house while i wait for you to be back or to wake up, i want you to lock all the doors and windows so there's no way out for me, i want you to isolate me from society because you're the only person worthy to look at me.

[xdr3am3r]

Before I am anything, I am Yours.

[xdr3am3r]

i would let you bite me, choke me, hit me, slap me, spit on me,

just please do something please

[xdr3am3r]

please look at me please please please only look at me

[xdr3am3r]

I want to be the thoughts that you think.

I want to be the air that you breathe.

The blood that you bleed.

The meat that you eat.

I want to be the only thing you’ll ever need.

[xdr3am3r]

You’ve got no idea the sick and depraved things I’d do for your attention and validation, all you have to do is ask.

[xdr3am3r]

Sometimes I think that I’ve healed and moved on from you, and then I see you again and fuck, I fall for you all over again. Will the torture never cease? Will I forever be yours even if the cost is my soul?

[xdr3am3r]

I hate this!! How dare they try and take your attention away! Please don't look at them! Just look at me! You don't need them! They don't love you like I do, love! How much do they even know about you? I know you better than they ever could! And I'd love even the parts you keep hidden away!

[xdr3am3r]

> if i can't have you, no one can. ♡︎

[xdr3am3r]

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

JENNIE MOODBOARD

Mine, mine, mine, if you're not mine, you're nobody's.

[xdr3am3r]

i only want the ones who never want me

[xdr3am3r]

I'll worship u & ruin u at the same time

[xdr3am3r]

We could be worshiping each other, but whatever.

[xdr3am3r]

[xdr3am3r]

debating whether to try to live a happy and healthy life or to just completely fuck it up