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Friendly reminder that asking your lycan partner to turn you is incredibly insensitive! Seriously can we retire this trope already? Not only is it just offensive, but no one would ever actually choose this life! Lycanthropy is a curse. Full stop.

🐾 superhowllock69 Follow

Ok user "moon-moon" as if that original meme wasn't created to mock pack nomenclature 🙄

Anyway I'm not gonna touch that internalized lycanphobia with a ten foot pole. Being turned by your partner is something that can be incredibly intimate as long as both parties are consenting and the one being turned is 100% sure they want it. Literally the only downside to transforming once a month is the pain, but midol works just fine. No one with these "lycanthropy bad" takes ever wants to discuss the legitimate positives that come with this "curse" lmao.

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I'm literally reclaiming moon moon but go off I guess. Anyways turning your partner is absolutely disgusting and morally reprehensible and anyone who does it should be muzzled permanently.

🌜 impawssible Follow

lmao my wife literally saved my life when she turned me but i guess she should be muzzled huh? we run through the woods hunting deer together and can each haul in groceries in one trip now, but nooo she's obviously a danger to society because she cares enough about me to help me when insurance wouldn't cover my medicine

also it was confirmed that the creator of that meme literally makes and sells silver bullets so if you still wanna use moon moon for yourself that certainly is a choice. source: (X)

🦴 pupperoni Follow

I love that instead of naming the more common benefits of lycanthropy, you mentioned that you and your wife can carry all the groceries in one trip. I think that's definitely a positive that gets overlooked far too often and I commend you for speaking your truth, sir

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lol thanks but I'm a woman 😅

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Plus werewolf blood tastes way better and is as filling as 10 humans 👍

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Oh my GOD you vampblr freaks will just flock to anything. It clearly says "vamps DNI" in my bio!

🐾 superhowllock Follow

lmaoooo of course you're a vampire exclusionist

🌕 daddy-fenris Follow

wasn't OP the same guy who said fursuits were offensive to lycanthropes and doxxed a werewolf fursuiter?

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They ARE offensive and harmful to this community and I'm tired of pretending they're not. They perpetuate harmful depictions of what a humanoid wolf is actually like.

🌜 impawssible Follow

me when I dox someone for making candy colored animal costumes that look nothing like what a real werewolf does

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K

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Many say “oh youre higher needs higher lv autism? you just communicate differently n that valid!!”

but, often see ppl often walk around or boil down to “if communicating At All then good”, what if cant? what if when Yom isnt thinking, communicating differently, or expressing At All?

unable to communicate doesnt equal less value. doesnt mean less human. often for self, we dont feel conscious. we often stare off or look at nothing and nothing at all in brain. lot of times we dont think, and other times think and daydream lots, but still no respond. lot of times cant even use own aac when needed most.

dunno how to describe for us, it just nothing

and not responding or doing anything at all doesnt equal ignoring you or “no”. often do want something but body does Nothing, so it assumed “no”.

For Yom, we often Are in our own world. perception of world so different. no less human. Not made for your world. Dont think or breathe same

still deserve love, even if not pleasing you. Been told many bad things because brain don’t communicate at all lot times. been assumed “bad person” because dont respond

This is all the time, not just selective mutism for I

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everyone different, we are not fact for all. always ask when comfortable.

for us, it best to not force us to do anything, or keep asking “what wrong? what u want me to do?” when not responsive, cuz often can’t respond at all. it best to just make us feel safe n comfortable. so sick of ppl talking so much

[plz reblog]

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that whole fantasy trope of werewolves and vampires hating each other pisses me off every time. it's like lgbt exclusionism you feel me. like I bet the real ones think it's dumb. they're out there going guys we're all children of the night. in their eyes we're ALL unholy abominations. bet there's posts on darkcreatures.net like vampires and werewolves are actually kissing on the lips rn

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“but it wasn’t that bad”

did it hurt? did you feel scared? unsafe? were you embarrassed? humiliated? terrified? did you feel confused on why? does it keep you up at night? do you avoid being in a similar situation? did you cry? did you want to cry? who told you it wasn’t that bad?

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fuuuck my stupid gay tail all the ideal dogs point at laugh at my dumb faggy tail

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Annoyed at alterhumans who write things like "only humans do politics" or "only humans make up these stupid social rules", you know, shit like that.

Not every alterhuman is a feral animal. There are aliens, elves, faeries and many, many other kinds that actually have civilisations and cultures, that, newsflash, come with politics and social norms and similar things. And even among feral animals, many of them are social animals, with complex rules and structures and roles, and yes, politics too, sometimes. This take that only humans have these things is just plain wrong.

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Holothere flag

/pt. holothere flag /end pt.

So, we decided to make a holothere flag that would be aesthetically pleasing for us. Color meaning:

Sea green (background): all-encompasing nature of the holothere identity

Grayish green: those who "just are" holothere

Grayish blue: those who are physically nonhuman due to disorders

Dark purple: those whose holothere identity is somewhat spiritual

Licorice/off-black: the unknown vastness of possible holothere experiences

Dark red: those who struggle with their physical nonhumanity

Blood red: putting an emphasis on experience of nonhumanity as something also physical

Orange: those who find joy in their physical nonhumanity

Gold: pride

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I think we need to normalize using "people" as a species neutral word.

Like idk in my brain the word people just doesn't automatically = human. To me it's just a way to signify intelligence and individuality, and to emphasize the need for respect towards another creature, not specific to any one species.

Dogs can be people, mice can be people, dragons can be people, humans can be people, birds can be people, elves can be people, robots can be people, and so on.

It's also (in my opinion) just much easier than always saying "beings" or "individuals" when referring to varying assortments of creatures.

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spiritual alterhumans

(i fucked up and needed to remake this poll, sorry) (also i again fucked up it should be walk in soul but alright...)

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I’ve been doing more deliberate research on clinical cynanthropy & clinical lycanthropy (cause’ lycanthropy has more particular articles on it), and it has actually made me notice WAY more stuff about myself being a dog than I ever have before.

In a few of said articles and passages, I’ve noticed that most of these other zoanthropes’ roots for understanding themselves to transform has an influence in religious delusions, and when described in more western cultures, it is described in a negative manner.

-I’ve always known myself to be cursed, hence why I am a dog (as a way to be punished), but I have never really thought much thinking of it until quite recently. There was a case of a man (from an article I read) who dealt with clinical lycanthropy, and he figured apart of it to be from him having communication with a demonic figure. Thats uncannily similar to how I feel with my dog-ness. I feel deliberately that the devil cursed me.

There is also a mention in the article of the individuals family having history with Bipolar, which is also something my family has history and current situations with. Still figuring out my exact psychosis-related diagnosis, but it wouldn’t be bizarre if it was a form of Bipolar Disorder this whole time.

(The article I brought up is “Clinical Lycanthropy: Delusional Misidentification of the “Self”.)

I also read an article of clinical lycanthropy in a 12 year-old, it mentioned how lycanthropy in medieval and renaissance times has been afflicted with “satanic forces”. Which, literally what happened to me (besides the fact that I am a cynanthrope, not a lycanthrope)

There was also this passage from “When Doctors Cry Wolf”, listing the most common told symptoms from those experiencing clinical zoanthropy.

I started experiencing this symptom from my transformations more prominently lately, so seeing that text totally caught me off guard.

Reading more and more about who I am has done huge measures to making me feel more confident and happy with who I am. It gives me a sense of security. I’ve always known I am a Cynanthrope, but seeing it written out like this makes me feel so good.

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"my brain said"

Translation: an alter said something funny that I must share with you

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People think being a mosasaur therian would give me that apex predator brand confidence but the problem with being a big, confident predator is that there is often a bigger, more confident predator somewhere around and when you're in the ocean "around" is very comprehensive

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yeah

pretty average therian meetup

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Primal zip has dropped!

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Dragons as a literary metaphor for greed/capitalism: ❌

Dragons as rare intelligent megafauna/keystone predators: ✅