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where are you ☆ multiple x gn!reader
in which the moment they realise you’re gone, and no longer with him anymore. diluc + childe + xiao hcs. ☆ angst hurt no comfort!! you can decide whether reader broke up/died/disappeared ! i might make a part 2 of this,, !! edited .. please ignore childe’s paragraph,, there’s some repeating that i tried to fix multiple times but i’m unable to. i am so sorry
childe loved you. but it wasn’t enough. he wants you back, he wants you to come home with him, on the snow again. would it be that hard for just another day again with him? he wants to know where you are now, so he could find you, and bring you home. whether it be the abyss, the celestia, he’ll go anywhere if it means you’ll come back to him. so he won’t have to admit to his siblings that you’re gone, and he wouldn’t have to accept the eerie silence other than the sobs in his room.
childe loved you. but it wasn’t enough. he wants you back, he wants you to come home with him, on the snow again. would it be that hard for just another day again with him? he wants to know where you are now, so he could find you, and bring you home. whether it be the abyss, the celestia, he’ll go anywhere if it means you’ll come back to him. so he won’t have to admit to his siblings that you’re gone, and he wouldn’t have to accept the eerie silence other than the sobs in his room.
childe loved you. but it wasn’t enough. he wants you back, he wants you to come home with him, on the snow again. would it be that hard for just another day again with him? he wants to know where you are now, so he could find you, and bring you home. whether it be the abyss, the celestia, he’ll go anywhere if it means you’ll come back to him. so he won’t have to admit to his siblings that you’re gone, and he wouldn’t have to accept the eerie silence other than the sobs in his room.
xiao
love to an adeptus like xiao is merely a burden, a burden to his everlasting duty with rex lapis to protect liyue. he swears his life to his saviour, and if it means to live a lonely life, he doesn’t mind. a contract is more important than something as changing as a relationship.
he says, but he fell for you. yet when he needed you the most, you left. a bitter reminder to him that love isn’t for the adeptus. he tells himself it’s fine, that you’ll come back eventually, that you’re just merely taking a commission or that you’re sick. it doesn’t hit him, or maybe it’s the fact he lies to himself so he wouldn’t have the face the cold hard truth, that you’re gone.
but it hits him, a few more weeks after your initial disappearance. he had spent the whole night doing his duty to protect the city of contracts. he wants nothing more but to be held by you, to be comforted by you again. only to be met with silence, no sign of life at the rooftop where he swears you used to sit, waiting for him. he doesn’t understand. he doesn’t want to accept it, that you’re gone far away already.
he tells himself, that it’s fine. but to everyone around him, they can see the evident tears stains on his skin and the even heavier eye bags under his eyes. he tries his best to pretend it’s fine. but on lone nights like this, he sits and stares at the moon, straining his ears to at least hear you call his name one more time, so he could see you one more time.
diluc
diluc is a man of many things. he’s strong, and so resilient in his belief. he puts on different identities, whether it be the man behind the bar at angel’s share on more carefree nights, or the dark knight hero on nights where he swears to protect his homeland. he had many responsibilities, and too little time, and neglected many things in order to finish up paperwork’s or to find the next abyss hideout.
it only hits him that you’re gone, when he comes back to dawn winery after a fight with the abyss mages that left him bleeding and wounded. he comes home, expecting to see you on the couch, sleeping while waiting for him to come home. only to see the house being dark and the only one who came to greet him was just adeline.
it adds to his pain. he has faced many things in life, betrayal from someone he considered his brother. he never expected you to leave him too, and without him noticing too. he blames himself, that you must have left because he never had time for you — you had told him that once. everyone can tell that he’s changed, as if he’s died, and he’s merely living only because his heart is still beating. he’s nothing more than a ghost of his former self, overworking himself so he doesn’t have to notice the chair that’s no longer occupied by you as you once did. he runs away from it all, so he doesn’t have to see that you’re gone.
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xiaosolo · 3 years
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once a upon a time, you were mine
mai! minor ## genshin impact writing blog .. !
tags!
fluff/comfort : #works >__<
angst : #works T__T
but time wasn’t so kind, so all that remains are lines.
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finders keepers ☆ xiao x gn!reader
in which you find xiao’s cat and decide to keep it until he comes knocking at your door one day for his cat. ☆ fluff crack modern au ? <3 probably ooc? not proof read <3
it wasn’t the first time, just a few weeks back, you were walking home and met this cat before taking your last few dollars of the week to buy some treats for it. only to lead for the encounter to happen more and more often, almost as if the cat was searching you to feed it. you noticed the tag on its neck, and always wondered where the owner was and hence fed it whenever it wandered near you.
it wasn’t the first time, just a few weeks back, you were walking home and met this cat before taking your last few dollars of the week to buy some treats for it. only to lead for the encounter to happen more and more often, almost as if the cat was searching you to feed it. you noticed the tag on its neck, and always wondered where the owner was and hence fed it whenever it wandered near you.
it wasn’t the first time, just a few weeks back, you were walking home and met this cat before taking your last few dollars of the week to buy some treats for it. only to lead for the encounter to happen more and more often, almost as if the cat was searching you to feed it. you noticed the tag on its neck, and always wondered where the owner was and hence fed it whenever it wandered near you.
“i’ll take you home for a while, it’s cold outside, guess your owner would have to look for you” the cat meows, as if it was agreeing with you, and follows you into the room. that night, you barely managed to study, but at least you had a cat that seemed to support and liked you a lot despite the occasional hisses for food.
this lasted for a few weeks, lasting through the final exams, until that one day when you went home and found a guy outside your door. he was looking seemingly upset as he ringed your doorbell multiple times.
if you were being honest, and ignoring the fact that he was upset and definitely about to kick your door down for something, you would find him looking cute and charming in a way. the way his hair was styled, to the way he dresses himself despite him obviously throwing on random clothes from his wardrobe. you were sure that if he had came to your house with a better mood, you might just have been tempted to confess to him right on the spot of love at first sight.
“um, may i help you..?” you asked, eyes wandering towards the man outside your door. he glances at you, confused, before clearing his throat.
“are you the owner of the room?”
“yes?”
“why did you steal my cat?”
glances were exchanged, before you realised. the cat that had been following you and that you had taken, seeing that he often wandered around the corridors were unfortunately his cat, though it made you wonder why it took him so long to locate the cat. well, if you assume the cat wanders to your room when it was under his care. you blinked and felt uneasy with his eyes glaring at you, obviously upset about the incident that had taken place, or his missing cat in this case.
“i found your cat, and ive been feeding it! i didn’t know it was yours!” you exclaimed, nervous and anxious seeing that he still seemed unamused. you peeked from the bow you were in to look at his expression, seeing that he looked even more confused and probably upset.
“what is that excuse? finders keepers only apply to objects, not my cat! give it back!” he exclaims, now looking a bit more at ease, letting you grin slightly from the more positive outburst he was making. that is, if you were to compare the amused expression he has on now compared to the death glare he gave you just a few seconds prior.
he was interesting, and you swore you’ve never seen him around before. you wanted to get to know him more, and also to see his cat definitely more often, seeing that it’s been accompanying you during the stressful period of your time. you breathed in and exclaimed back.
“ill give him back, only if you tell me your name! and if we share the cat.”
“tsk. my name is xiao, and for the cat ownership, i’ll think about it”
he says, as he notices the cat rubbing itself affectionately against your legs, clearly showing it’s love for you in front of its owner. xiao sighs, before agreeing to share the cat, much to your delight.
the night ended with a cat-sitting session, and when you see him in the hallway, you think, you wouldn’t have it any other way. finders keepers works for cats too, you smile to yourself.
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