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How to show emotions
Part V
How to show grief
a vacant look
slack facial expressions
shaky hands
trembling lips
swallowing
struggling to breathe
tears rolling down their cheeks
How to show fondness
smiling with their mouth and their eyes
softening their features
cannot keep their eyes off of the object of their fondness
sometimes pouting the lips a bit
reaching out, wanting to touch them
How to show envy
narrowing their eyes
rolling their eyes
raising their eyebrows
grinding their teeth
tightening jaw
chin poking out
pouting their lips
forced smiling
crossing arms
shifting their gaze
clenching their fists
tensing their muscles
then becoming restless/fidgeting
swallowing hard
stiffening
holding their breath
blinking rapidly
exhaling sharply
How to show regret
scrubbing a hand over the face
sighing heavily
downturned mouth
slightly bending over
shoulders hanging low
hands falling to the sides
a pained expression
heavy eyes
staring down at their feet
Part I + Part II + Part III + Part IV
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but you can't keep holding on like this.
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It sucks being right about something you wanted to be wrong about.
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every time i sit down 2 watch a horror movie i think of that one tweet :/
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first game to ever scare the shit out of you? horror or not.
#the first resident evil games#had my heart pounding as a kid#i wasn't even playing i was watching my uncle who was a teen back then play lmao
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i don't want to talk about the violence i don't want to talk about the shape of the bruise i don't want to talk about how it sounded or what it felt like or how afterward, for hours, i had three sharp words banging around in my head in a cartwheeling spike - i just want to say it was something that hurt and to hear back i'm sorry it hurt you, do you need help feeling better? i just want to lie down without being asked to lie open and show where the hurt came from and to give birth again to the shadow memory, watch it ooze again across the floor to dance in the wake of my feet.
i do not want to argue with strangers on the internet who have no stake in the matter, telling me that kind of violence is often overstated. i do not want to argue. i do not want to keep getting older with this painted under my chubby bicep and splashed down my side. i do not want to hear i am playing the victim when i am the victim. i do not want to be a survivor, i just want a life in a green patch without having to endlessly sublimate the glass i have chewed, over and over, pouring sand out of my mouth into the wrong hands - i just want to be happy on sunday.
i do not want to talk about the violence and why the bell of my body is always hollow! i know it is hollow. please stop asking about it. i have spent so many hours trying to explain how it fell apart. i need to rest now. i need to take my meds now. i need to wake up and be someone who can have the quiet back without flinching in response. i know you don't believe it happened that way, why would you? you are someone looking for the clever ending; where you somehow win my narrative by showing me i am not allowed to be hurt by what happened. and i am just a person. i have already lost everything.
#thanks stel for sending it to me#yeah i relate to this post very much#i wrote a bunch of things in the tags but then i deleted them again bc honestly whatever man#bottom line is: same#i wonder when i can finally rest#life
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#life#me sorting through 10+ years worth of life documents and being filled with something akin to mourning#been at it since 1am and it's 3am now and I've cried for the first time in MONTHS because nothing fucks me up more than the#things documented here#I've gotten better at handling my pain though#i can recognise that but at the same time the core person of who i am never changed#like even little fetus me was a smart fighter :') too bad she had no power#and I've always been so tired#just a part of my life documented here throughout the years and it's just... sad and tiring
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My first ever uquiz - where do you belong?
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Caption: [My entire body is a no-no square. Please. Don’t. Touch me. Umm... or look at me. It makes me uncomfortable. Uh talk to me. Don’t refer to me either. My pronouns... aren’t.]
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