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just thought about both ken & urie being your boyfriends.

they’re both so stoic & cold, i’m frothing at the mouth.

it’s funny because it started with them both wanting you, & eventually coming to terms with the fact that they could just share you.

you love having 2 boyfriends. when one was being mean you could pout at the other & get all the sweet kisses & kind words that you wanted from the other.

if you asked one to buy you something & they said no, no doubt the other would say yes.

it’s so easy being you when you have 2 studs like them to call yours.

best believe they’re obsessed with you, as well. they do nothing without passing it by you. like if they wanna go out with their guy friends, they’re both in bed, cooing to you “are you gonna be okay if we leave for a couple hours, love?” urie asks as kaneki pecks soft kisses down your neck & collarbone.

your letting out sweet moans & nodding your head bc they’re making you feel to fuzzy to be able to actually think of anything.

urie loves teasing you. especially when ken isn’t home, because then you can’t run to him & tell him that your other boyfriend is being “unfair”

urie will fully makeout with you & have his fingers dug deep into your cunny, just to take them out the instant he knows your about to cum.

you cry. genuine tears of.. frustration, confusion, & outright distraught leaking from your eyes. you begin to beg the man to let you cum. even if it means doing it yourself. you wanted his permission because you knew, if he caught you without it. it would be a bad fucking day in your guys’ household.

urie says “no” once & that was that. there was never any negotiating with this man. especially not about things like this. now you have to deal with his lingering touches all throughout the day until FINALLY.

the front door knob twists & in walks your white haired boyfriend.

no exaggeration, he looked so handsome it made your pussy tingle. you scramble over with the largest grin he’s ever seen. “hi my baby”

“hi ken!”

“hey babe..” ken says to urie & urie nods to him, not crudely but gently.

“what’s got you all excited, sweet?” ken drops his head to yours & kisses you a couple times before letting you answer.

this made it no better. you loved the way his lips felt on yours & don’t tell urie but.. he’s always been your most favorite person to kiss. the way you feel like he’s damn near gonna eat you, every time you guys get intimate never gets old.

“you, ken. i want you to touch me!”

ken’s eyebrows lift & his gaze shoots to urie, who’s now trying to hide in the living room.

“give me a second, hun”

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“what did you do?!”

“nothing! i just fucked with her a little bit”

“a LITTLE bit? first thing she says to me is that she wants me to touch her, & you expect me to believe it was a little bit??”

“well?! i dunno. i was bored & horny but i also wanted to give you something to deal with when you came home”

“you’re impossible.”

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“cmon y/n!” ken beckons you to follow him up to the master bedroom. he pushes the door open & leads you to lay on the bed.

“i’m gonna make you feel good, okay? go ahead & take your pants off for me.”

you came 8 times that evening.

posting this lil drabble for now, till i finish up my next ken work! :3

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i need more kaneki stuff please whereareyou🙁 you’re the best writer for him omgosh

FEAR NO MORE!! i’m back in business.

reqs are also always welcomed. :>

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mikasa is def the type to push you past your limits. she swears she can get you to take more than what you know you can.

you’ll be on your 3rd orgasm & she’s still rubbing at your clit cooing to you. “cmon my angel, i know you can give me another one”

your body is jerking & your thighs are closing on her hand. all of which doesn’t stop her from forcing them back open.

it’s when she starts lapping at your heat that you let out a screech. you genuinely think your mind might melt if she keeps up like this.

you’re chanting her name like a mantra, you yourself can’t even tell if you’re asking for more or pleading for her to stop.

she lays next to you only to pull your body on top of hers. “you know what to do” your eyes roll & she smacks your clit.

“ok fine, i’ll give you a real reason to be tired.”

mikasa gets up & pulls a chair up to your full body mirror. she sits down & beckons you over. “come sit”

you try to straddle her & she shakes her head no, “unt unt, face the mirror, y/n”

you do, & her hand slithers between your legs. she’s rubbing soft circles on your clit, picking up her pace here & there just to fuck with you.

she’s being a bully.

when she slips a finger in, you throw your head back & mikasa yanks it back up.

“look at yourself. the whole fucking time.” now her free hand is entangled in your locks while her other is working wonders on your cunny.

your dripping all over her thighs, hips rocking back & forth, breath barely stable.

“you’re so pretty when you’re all fucked out. who did this to you, hm?”

your head drops again & she softly redirects it to your own reflection, “tell me”

“y— you did, mika”

“no one else could ever have you like this, huh?”

“mm mm, never”

mikasa spits on her hand a little extra & finds your clit once more. this time her speed more relentless than the last.

she’s leaving pretty hickies on your back & your neck, whispering how she’s lucky to say you belong to her nd her only.

“this pussy’s all mine, right?”

you nod,

“talk to me baby”

“fuck. yes mika, ‘ts all yours!”

“that’s my girl”

now you’re cumming on her fingers, head laid back onto her shoulder.. your chest heaving up nd down begging for a fucking break.

mikasa’s looking at her work in the mirror.

you looked a damn mess nd she wouldn’t have it any other way.

“can i take a picture of you?”

your eyes shoot open.

“what?!”

“sorry.. thought it wouldn’t hurt to ask..”

i’m so sorry for going mia. i’ve been caught up with navy shit.

feeling more inspired lately tho! ^ , , ^

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Pls pls pls write abt mikasa or touka

i’ll cook something up right away

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girl i have followed you like twice now and tumblr isnt letting it stick so now i have save your blog in my dms because i had to wade thru the kaneki x reader tag like 5 different times to find you 😭😭😭

LMFAOAOOO. i actually appreciate the effort sm. that’s so sweet of u man

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intro post! (updated).

「 about me! ☆

hellooo, my name is ven or xoti (because of my username)! i’m 20. i’m a taurus.. & i thoroughly enjoy being silly nd mentally ill online.

i don’t mind any pronouns but i do go by she/her. i’m black & mexican, 5’4”, in the navy, & i’m kinda weird idk. that may or may not reflect in my writing sooner or later.

i have dark kinks that i’m currently afraid to write about bc i’m not too sure what the traction would be on that- or the response..

though it may seem that i strictly write for kaneki, i am now finally beginning to venture out & include other characters. but i promise kaneki will always stay near & dear to our hearts!

-> characters i luv :3 ; kaneki, eren, levi, mikasa, sukuna, toji, itadori, megumi, nanami, oikawa, suna, kyotani, light, L, ryuk…. & many more.

-> likes ; gaming (i have a RAGING fortnite addiction ehehwjskdjw), reading, writing, drawing, skating, plushies, the colors red & black, baggy clothes, my pet (a pitbull).

-> dislikes ; people with an ugly attitude, people that make smoking their whole personality, GEEK BARS, pick me’s.

-> fav watches ; aot, tokyo ghoul, death note, jjk, kuroko no basket, haikyuu, beastars, elfen lied!

- please please please feel free to send in any requests! i find it so much easier having a lil bit more ideas to fulfill your guys’ wants! plus they help me get my brain workin nd thinkin. i don’t kare who or what it’s about! send as you’d like :)

「 other socials you can find me on ;

insta: xoticate

literally everything else!!!! ; xotication.

face reveal under the cut :3

0.0 hallo!

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i be getting so scared to write some of the things i think of but then i remember that this is my little corner of the internet.. that being said,

imagine a fucken rich kaneki as your bf. we don’t know how he got rich, he just is, so don’t even ask.

but like.. he spoils you rotten. it’s to a point where when he tells you no, you almost don’t know how to act. he has no one to blame but himself.

for example, there’s this one day that you both just decided to stay home & enjoy each others presence. you were laid up in bed, scrolling on tiktok. ken catching z’s next to you. you came across this video of a particular car & this is probably the 5th video you’ve seen of it that morning.

this has to be the algorithm telling you that you need it.

you roll & lean over ken’s figure, he’s fast asleep which is the best time to ask him for something. you begin pecking kisses on his lips & down his neck, all the way down to his bare chest.

“hm?” he hums to you.

“good morning baby!” your sweet voice almost putting him back to sleep. “morning princess.. what do you need?”

you giggle, he’s already assuming you want something. “umm i dunno ken, it’s kinda expensive”

“since when do you know what expensive means..?” his voice is raspy compared to yours. “what is it baby?” he asks you, his hands coming up to play with the fabric of your boy shorts.

“it’s a car.”

ken’s eyes open, for the first time during this whole interaction. he was used to you asking for things by now, but never have you asked him for a car. you never even drive, you’ve been his designated passenger princess for 2 years now. he even has his friends trained to get out of the front seat when they pick you up to join them for whatever occasion.

you woke him up on this fine morning & fixed your lips to ask him for a car before even giving him a kiss. he was a little bit hurt.

kaneki sits up & brings you into an embrace, “uh oh, are you okay?” your question makes him laugh.

“no, are YOU okay..?? gimme a kiss & then ask again.”

you obliged, pulling him for a quick peck. he looks at you, an almost disgusted look on his face.

“you consider that a kiss?”

he rolls his eyes & grabs you by your neck, pulling you in for a more appropriate kiss in his terms.

it’s long & nasty. your tongues are dancing with one another’s & despite having just woke up, he still somehow tastes so good..

a couple more seconds of kissing pass & you find yourself straddling him.. only until you realize what he’s doing.

“kaneki! no sex. i want that carrrrrr ugh”

“mmm.. what car is it baby?”

“a porsche..”

“lemme guess, 911 gt3 rs?”

“yes!! that one”

“tuhhh, only if you let me get you pregnant.”

“WHAT?!” you slapped his bare chest & he cracks up.

“okok, take the black card”

“wdym take it.. i dunno how to buy a car?!”

ken falls back on to the mattress & covers his face with his hand, sighing in defeat.. “sorry, i forgot you don’t buy anything like EVER.”

:3

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tattoo artist ken lets you color in his tats.

“everything looks better with a touch of you in it”

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☆，

had a random thought about both you & ken being at a party. you guys aren’t together but you share mutual friends. & the alcohol was making this man all the more beautiful than he already was.

you guys had been attached at the hip since taking shots together about 2 hours ago. you’re now a whopping 10 shots in, eyes droopy, words slurring, & legs all wobbly.

if anyone asked either of you to walk in a straight line, you both -without a doubt- would fail. ken brings you over to sit on a couch that had been abandoned by a couple to go dance once their “song” came on.

neither of you say anything for about five minutes, you’re just sat there observing the people around you, breathing heavily & blinking slowly.

ken lays a hand on your thigh & squeezes it, as if to get your attention. you give him a light hum & he asks you to look at him.

when you turn your face you almost jolt back because you’re met with his less than a couple of inches away from yours.

“y/n, can i kiss you please..?”

you didn’t even bother answering, you dropped the red solo cup in your hand & plopped yourself right on his lap.

you had gathered a couple of peoples’ attention by now, some recording & others just watching curiously, your lips find his in a hot sloppy kiss.

tongues playing with one another’s & saliva being exchanged between the two of you. ken slightly adjusts you on his lap & you grind down on his, now, very prominent hard on.

kaneki moans into the kiss & you smile on his lips. “feels good doesn’t it, kennie?”

“mhm. wanna feel more of you”

you took it upon yourself to pull away from the kiss, & you slapped his chest. “not here! in front of all these people!” you’re giggling now.

ken’s hands find their way to your ass & they just sit there, “i don’t care who’s watching, baby,”

one of his hands come up & his thumb is playing with your bottom lip, only to push it into your mouth. your lips close around the digit & his dick twitches, “i need these pretty lips wrapped around me now, fuck”

you politely pull his finger from your mouth & stand up from his lap. “cmon” you grab his hand & sober up as much as you can to get the both of y’all up this flight of stairs.

you push open the first door you see & ken sits on the bed, bringing you in between his legs.

“you’re gonna be good for me right?”

“mhm”

“that’s my girl. i’d hate to make a pretty lil thing like you cry anyway..”

blehhhhh.

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sub ken is so cute.

one day you come home from having been out with friends & boy oh BOY did ken MISS you.

he was home alone all day, the second you left.. he regretted not asking if he could tag along with you. you ran around his mind the whole time you were gone & the bulge in his pants just kept growing. it made him feel icky.

ken didn’t wanna text or call you to let you know how he was feeling. he knew you would humiliate him for it, he already heard the words in his head, “couldn’t wait for me to get home, hm?” “you’re so pathetic, all you had to do was be patient” nd now a prominent pout adorned his facial features.

as soon as you walked through that door, he took your hand & led you to your guys’ shared bedroom.

he doesn’t really say anything, he just plops the two of you down & in the quietest voice he says, “can you touch me please?”

:((

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it’s a 3way relationship & kaneki is always covering for you when you fuck up.

there’s times where you’ll have been extra bratty for no reason at all. or other times where you’re just acting out with no good reason, it makes eren wanna bend you over nd make you count to a hundred..

but here comes ken all like “ren look at her, though. she’s too pretty to be getting punished, hm?” he’s running his thumb over your bottom lip & you nod absentmindedly.. eyes looking up at the two men looming over you.

ken pulls you into a kiss & eren feels his dick twitch.

“fuck. okay fine. i have to go handle something. ken put her in check, since you always wanna save her so bad”

he nods to eren & you both watch him leave the front door.

30 minutes pass & you two had moved to the master bedroom upstairs. “getting you in check” consisted of nothing but sweet kisses & laps at your cunny. he’s eating for fun, his heart warm knowing he’s making his pretty baby feel good.

he puts two fingers in & curls them upward, then reaching a hand up to put pressure on your lower tummy. you cry out, “oh my god!”

“feels good doesn’t it, princess?” his thumb is rubbing circles on your clit & you feel yourself getting closer & closer.

just as the knot in your tummy is about to come undone, your body jerks & kennie removes both his hands from your body.

“put your clothes back on, & come back downstairs. okay?”

you were so confused. “but-”

“no buts. don’t even clean yourself up either. want you to feel as nasty as that attitude you keep giving ren, okay?”

he walks out the room, shutting the door behind him.

you’re left wondering, since when did ken get so rude?! :(

unlikely pairs..

hard dom eren & soft dom kaneki.

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unlikely pairs..

hard dom eren & soft dom kaneki.

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i can’t even write anymore. i’m falling succumb to a brain full of NOTHINGNESS.

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not only that but:

“come give me a kiss, you taste so fucken good”

& then he’s sticking his fingers in your mouth to play with the blood on your tongue.

ken carves his name into your flesh & then licks the wounds clean, i fear..

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ken carves his name into your flesh & then licks the wounds clean, i fear..

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☆, deranged texts with ken.

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somno, slapping, mean ken, ruined orgasm.. & so on.

punishments with ken are never fun. he’s so mean. no amount of puppy dog eyes, whining, squirming, crying, or defiance will get you off the hook.

one day you two had been out with friends & he caught you getting a little too touchy with ayato. he didn’t even bother pulling you off of the man. he let you fuck up. he wanted you to, honestly.

now you’re bent over his knee with tears falling to the floor & you’re begging kaneki to go easy on your poor ass.

ken doesn’t give a fuck tho.

“pleas- please kennie, i—‘m sorry. didn’t mean to i promise!”

ken sucks his teeth & gives your ass a hard smack again. “for the last time, shut the fuck up, y/n.”

you whined, almost opening your mouth to protest but ken yanks you up by your hair.

“are you proud of yourself? hm? fucken throwing yourself all over ayato like a slut. you’re embarrassing.. pathetic, even.”

you’re rubbing your legs together at his words. he’s hurting your feelings but he’s making your pussy throb all together.

you again, open your mouth to speak & he shoved two fingers down your throat.

“see, you can’t even follow simple instructions. you’re being bad.”

this made you whimper all the more. your poor little mind couldn’t bare the fact that ken didn’t think you were being good for him. especially when he said it out loud.

“you wanna tell me why you thought your behavior was okay, today?” you shook your head yes & ken finally removes his fingers from the back of your throat.

you swallowed your saliva, “m sorry ken, i just— i dunno, i wasn’t thinking”

ken laughed hysterically. “that’s your fucken issue baby, you don’t ever think. i have to do everything for you. it’s like there’s nothing in that pretty little head of yours, huh?”

you purse your lips, feeling defeated all over again. ken lifts you from his knees, only to throw you down on the bed.

“spread em.” you wasted no time, your legs spread widely & ken hummed in thought. “play with yourself. i want you to make yourself feel good, y/n”

your eyebrows furrowed. ken usually didn’t like when you touched yourself on your own. he always wanted to do the work for you or do it together. you were confused but your hand slid down your body & in between your legs anyway.

ken let you have at yourself for about 10 minutes, you had forgotten what was even happening. you had forgotten that you were meant to be getting punished.

your body was starting to jolt & your manicured toes were beginning to curl, ken knew you were about to cum. your tongue lolling out of your mouth was also a telltale sign. you were fingerfucking yourself into dumbification.

adorable, ken thought to himself. “y/n stop.”

you were too caught up in your own pleasure, you accidentally ignored him. ken leaned over your figured & slapped your pussy. “i said to fucking stop.” the words almost felt like poison as they left his mouth.

ken grabbed your smaller hand in his & pried it away from your cunt. you were whining, begging, pleading even.. your poor legs rubbing together in hopes that the friction would help get you off.

ken pulled your thighs apart, once again. “please kennie- that’s not f-fair! please!!” your eyes began to well up with tears & you displayed the most precious pout ever, it almost made ken give in.

ken shook his head at you & wiped your tears. he stood up to pull his pants & boxers off all at once. his dick hitting his belly button. he found himself sitting up against the headboard & you patiently waited for him to explain what was going on.

“come sit, honey.”

you straddled his lap & you grabbed his dick to help him put it where it needed to be.

you let out a shriek once he slipped himself in, he didn’t ease into you or anything, his hands found purchase on your hips & slammed you down.

“now you’re gonna sit here until i tell you to get off, kay?”

you were confused, once again. you lifted your hips up & ken slapped you, & you whimpered in response. “absolutely fucking not. stay still. you don’t deserve to ride me.”

as much as ken wanted to fuck you into the mattress.. he knew he had to drone out this punishment because you almost never learn. & each time he wanted to forgive you, he reminded himself of your dainty lil hands running themselves up & down ayato’s forearm.

ken was gonna make you sit on his dick until it was unbearable. until he stretched you out just enough to fit his length perfectly.

eventually you fell asleep with his dick in you & he was honestly happy.

you were for in for it. after being reprimanded the first time, you had successfully sat there completely still.

kennie baby thought it’d be a great idea to reward you with an orgasm.

he laid you down & eased himself back into your soaked cunny. he let out a groan, “fuck baby, you’re so wet”

he knew you couldn’t hear him quite yet but he didn’t care, he slipped back out & slapped his tip on your clit a couple times. you jumped a lil but ultimately stayed unconscious.

ken slipped himself back in one last time, “gonna fuck you till you wake up, then i’m gonna fuck you right back to sleep.”

ugh. not my proudest work but i knew i needed to get SOMETHING out there.