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I’m sorry for being gone so long. Admittedly a short while was being busy and some things coming up but a friend of mine committed suicide and i’ve just not been in a place where I want to write. Probably should have said something sooner but with all that’s happened Tumblr has been the last thing on my mind. I will be going back to Discord soon and it’ll be the only place you can find me for the next couple of weeks while I ease back into writing and I need to take my time. If you’d like it then please IM me.

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So I went out to buy a new dog toy for my pup and ended up instead adopting three gerbils who needed new homes. Between natural adulting and spending time with friends, I’ve just found myself pretty busy the past few days because I need to help them settle in too (plus they have the sweetest and most adorable personalities I will literally sit for an hour just watching them play and not even realise how long it’s been) 

I should be back around the weekend but I don’t know when I’ll be posting replies. I have over 20 replies in my drafts, many multi-para and I don’t want to post anything until they’re all done. I’ll try to get them all posted Monday though if I have time to get all 20+ done Saturday and Sunday.

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{{I got a great nights sleep so I’ll be diving into drafts and probably queuing them up since I might be a little busy for a couple of days.Waiting to hear back from a friend if I will be or not}}

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This isn’t an inquiry to my dear mutual xsleepwalkingx, but to the disgusting anon hate, which I also got exposed via dash and now on IM’s since my friend got attacked again: Firstly and foremost: What is your problem? Do you have any problem in your life that bothers you this much, that you need to vent that negativity out on innocent people? Is your mere existence that pathetic (alike you like to tell about others, but dearest, it all goes straight back to you) that you have to rush out crude words in the worst typed manner, just to see if you get any feedback from the mun or are you actually jealous? I was sent a screenshot of your messages and that last one seemed to try to dig at my Lero and myself and that is actually the reason for this post. Did you got that upset that you’re not the one being filled up? Maybe if you stopped being so sour and actually tried to bother to know people and roleplay instead of getting in people’s personal business, you would get it and I got plenty of boys to fill your throat down. Maybe if you had that mouth busy, you won’t say so much shit :) Either way, I won’t lower my level to your own any more, just do know – Even if again, its none of your business – that what happened between muses was consensual, so if they did fuck it was because the muses love one another and that this mun does reply to every one. If you read my rules up, you can see that I am no one with the time to put up with blogs that slack up and lie, so do us a favor and turn your negativity elsewhere or we will find a way to. Bye Felicia.

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(180518) jiu - you & i by noblesse

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{{I might reblog a couple of meme’s today and send things out but I wont be getting to any drafts. I am exhausted and don’t want to ruin threads with a billion errors}}

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“Shh, I’ve got you.” // Mina & Yingyue

SOFT, FLUFFY STARTERS @ofpearlsxgods 

Yingyue knew that this was the life she wanted but even knowing that didn’t stop the ache of homesickness from growing inside of her. She was human, she had friends, she got to experience so much and yet lately she had found herself beginning to miss the home she held among the stars. It was just more peaceful there because while she loved the place she had come to call her home it was much too loud and busy at times. Even with fourteen years to become accustomed to the hustle and bustle of human life she still felt at times that it was too much to handle when she had lived for over a thousand years in peace. It was a feeling that she tried to ignore but in her attempt to pretend that it didn’t exist, it instead grew and grew until she could no longer ignore it.

“I’m s-sorry.” She sniffed as rubbed roughly at her eyes. Mina was always so much fun to spend time with and yet even in her best friends company she couldn’t find a smile to place on her lips. She was ruining their day. Even if Mina reassured her that it was okay she still felt terrible for bringing down the mood but she just couldn’t stop herself from crying. With another sniff she reached out hoping for a hug after Mina’s words. “Then c-can I have a hug?”

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{throwback rip} “Come here, let me love on you for a little while.”

SOFT, FLUFFY STARTERS@eastsolis 

Feng Mian, or Hye as it seemed the world now knew her had known that the life an idol wasn’t an easy one to take. Signing up as a trainee she had been all too aware of the minimal sleep and jam packed schedules that the lifestyle would bring but not even for a second had she let it put her off. The woman had known and yet even with that she hadn’t been as prepared as she had thought when she found herself pulled away from her friends and family for weeks at a time and running on a couple of hours sleep a night. It was a worthwhile torture to achieve her dream and trying to look on the bright side at least she would always be grateful when she finally got to meet the people she had missed.

While her fellow members opted to sleep one of their free days away Feng Mian chose differently. She was tired, yes. Practically falling asleep on the cab ride over to his apartment but the tiredness was nothing compared to the empty ache of missing her boyfriend. As soon as he had opened the door before she was smiling a smile both bright yet tired. “I wont be the best company but I really missed you, Dongsun.” She had to come to see him and while she wouldn’t be the energetic woman she had been when she had been a trainee, just being able to see him and perhaps relax in his home would still make for the perfect day.  

 “Come here, let me love on you for a little while.” 

It was then that she realised she had been stood there smiling, not reaching out to be held in the arms that she had missed so much. Wasting no time with his words and reminder she moved in closer, her arms wrapping around his middle and cheek resting against his shoulder. “I have the whole day free for you to love on me, honey.”

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Soft, Fluffy Starters

“You’re cold, come a little closer.”

“Come here, let me love on you for a little while.”

“You’re one of the only people in the world that looks cute with bedhead.”

“You’re beautiful.”

“You did your best, and that’s all you can do.”

“Hey, don’t beat yourself up.”

“You’re precious too, you know.”

“I love you.”

“Your heart is beating so fast.”

“Your hands are warm.”

“Shh, I’ve got you.”

“I can hear your heartbeat.”

“Get some rest. I’ll stay right here.”

“No matter what, I’ll always be here for you.”

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“Look at you getting stubborn with me right now.” It wasn’t the first time and she knew it certainly wouldn’t be the last, but at least she never minded it much. It was just a part of him like she had her own little flaws he never seemed to question. “I don’t get anything for it but isn’t that what friends are supposed to do for each other? Have belief and all that?” Soomi held belief in all of her friends and especially Hyuk. Perhaps he couldn’t see in himself what the woman did but she was sure he could hold his own in many situations, that including if she did team up with his mother. Soomi too didn’t dare touch the sandwiches just yet and so instead she sat by his side sipping slowly at the water hoping to sober up quickly. “Buttercup was an asshole sometimes. They were also strong, brave and like you said, they had a very good heart. Just accept if I’m Blossom then you’re going to have to be Buttercup or would you really prefer Bubbles?” She questioned before setting her class back down. “I’ll let you know when I know. My manager likes to tell me things last minute but I’ll try to get it out of him.”

“Well, same difference.” After years of eating the same way it no longer really bothered him, in fact it felt more so natural to eat that way or nothing at all. But again, he knows that at the end of the day she is in the right, just as his mother would be - at least in regard to this particular topic. “Mm I dunno ‘bout that. You seem to hold a lot of belief in me, I have no idea where you get that from.” Hyuk mumbles while leaning forward to grab for his glass of water and take a few much needed gulps. Once his head starts to feel a little more set on his head he’ll go for the food but for now it is better avoided. “Buttercup was also an asshole.” He reminds her, though Hyuk is arguably one in some kind of ways. A good hearted and well intentioned asshole - if such a thing existed. Buttercup would be the definition for it. “But you are like Blossom just without the pink hair. Though I feel even that would suit you somehow. Just let me know when you’re free and I’m down.”

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Daesuk hadn’t intended to get incredibly drunk that night, but he had been out with a friend and after he went home, Daesuk decided to call for a cab. Instead of going home, he decided he wanted to see Minhee instead. He didn’t consider in his hazy mind that he would be disrupting her night, his thoughts were selfishly on wanting to see her. “S’a compliment, you’re so pretty.” Once they sat down, he pressed his nose into her cheek and then her hair. “So so pretty. I would love water, pretty lady.”

Oh god how much had he drunk that night? It wasn’t that he never complimented her since he often did but the tone of his words and choice of phrasing felt so different. “And you’re so handsome but still very, very drunk.” Part of her wanted to record a small clip of him to show him the day after but that felt just a little too cruel to do. With his nose against her cheek the woman’s fingers gently caressed his back. “Then I will go and get you some water, okay? Stay here though. I’m scared if you follow me that you’re just going to fall right over on your face.”

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saewooboiis‌:

Once more, he was laughing, then stumbled along behind her for a moment before he caught his footing. “Oh, that reminds me! I need to pick up some rice cakes from one of the ahjumma’s here,” It was said out loud more for himself than the other, but he knew it wouldn’t go amiss if she were to remind him later, too. Youngwon smacked down his t-money card on the turnstile and made his way through down to the subway alongside the other. “Is it going to be far? I’m trusting you, you know. If I die today, it’s all your fault.”

Instinctively she quickly reached out as he stumbled but when he recovered himself she dropped her arm back by her side.“Rice cakes? Got it! I’ll be like a little beeper to remind you.” Well if she remembered herself but she liked to believe she had a pretty decent memory. After he was through she pressed her own card down before following quickly behind him. “Geez, you and your over dramatics. You aren’t going to die. You might just get tummy ache if I choose somewhere bad to eat.” Finishing with a tut she skipped down the stairs and onto the platform.

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"I do think you're adorable and yes I did." Wonho winks.

“I think you’re adorable too but you’re also very cheeky, Wonho.”

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"You do have reason there, sunshine. I am confident on the people I'll gather to listen, but didn't thought of other people that aren't meaning to bring anything positive also eavesdropping as well. I would love if you could help me with that, yes. I will also help you get anything back in place if we do change up to mind, but again, let's see the pro's and con's of both places and then decide." - Lero

“Like I told you in that letter I’m always going to be looking out for you. Maybe I’m over thinking things a little but I’m just scared of taking a risk that way. There are some really shitty people out there.” With a sigh she ran her fingers through her hair to think of how bad people could be but she was soon smile again, excited to think of them moving in together. “Let me know when you’re free and then we can work it out.”

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👫 [also the headcanon thing] for Wonho&Soyeon and Lero&Sunhi

Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

Wonho & Soyeon1) - They send each other texts all the time but 90% of them are just really, really, really bad jokes. 5% are probably arranging meeting up and the other 5% are just normal chatting. Now they’re dating there might be some sweeter texts in there but still mostly bad jokes.2) - Wonho once scared her with a tickle attack when she had been mid drink and she squirted the soda out of her nose laughing3) - While they like to playfully bully each other they are actually very sweet and understanding of each other. A lot of their dates include a lot of skin ship like hand holding, hair stroking, gentle kisses and these shy soft smiles (well the smiles on Soyeon because she’s shy about her first relationship)4) - Soyeon constantly acts like she doesn’t notice when he takes his shirt off around her to tease her but she’s very sneaky in knowing how to look and have him not notice.Lero & Sunhi1) - When Lero started developing a crush on Sunhi he used to watch her stream... a lot and I can imagine he would join in the chat sometimes saying she was pretty or complimenting her in some way. With it being an online name she would never have known it was him2) - Before they got together Sunhi actually had a sweet and romantic dream about him which was how she realised she was actually starting to crush on him. Before then she wasn’t aware how she felt but she just woke up with this tired smile and then she realised she liked oh I like him!3) - Now they live together you know they’re going to leave little notes on the bathroom mirror for each other after they take a hot shower. Just things like ‘I love you’ or drawing little hearts.4) - They do not let go of each other when they sleep. It just isn’t going to happen. They will fall asleep cuddling and while the position might have changed they wake up cuddling too because these two love sick puppies are just so darn cuddly.

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" - and out of it as well." Wonho teasing.

“Did you really just-”