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dearest, nanna,

happy heavenly birthday to the one who helped build me into who i am now, which is you. its been 5 long years since then and each day, each of those 2081 days, i have craved to see you again. to feel your arms around mine.

you were such a huge part of my life. you did so much for me. you helped me walk for the first time, you brought me some of my first books, you looked after me when i was ill. i miss all of those things so much it hurts. i know, i cant see you again for a long time, but im waiting for that one day i can finally hug you. that hug ive craved for so long, whether it's soon or in the distant future.

the past two years were the hardest ever for me to overcome. but, i know you're proud of the progress ive made through this. i know you'd be proud of what ive done during these 5 years. i know you'd be proud of me.

i think if you had never left, if it never killed you, i would've been a happier person. things would've been a lot different for me. i also believe that through my grief for you, ive become a different person and its taught me a lesson in life. that lesson is to always cherish your family, because tomorrow could easily be the day someone you count as family would leave you.

without you here, things definitely have gotten very lonely and low. and if i told you all the struggles ive gotten, you'd tell me the same thing everyone else has said. progress isnt linear. i think i would've definitely opened up to you about everything and i know you would've done your best to help me no matter what. and i believe your spirit has tried to help too and i thank you for staying here in my heart, even if sometimes i havent exactly been the best human on earth.

i think as ive gotten old, grief has stricken me a lot harder and ive realised a lot more things. especially about life. ive realised that i need to surround myself with people because i know i will end up overthinking too hard about everything. i also have realised that family and friends are the two most important things in my life.

family and friends do not last forever. people would probably say that they do, but they dont. your parents are around forever. neither are your grandparents, nor siblings, uncles, aunts and other relatives. which is one of the reasons you should make the most of having family around. you never know whether tomorrow or next week or next month, one of your closest relatives could've died.

i dont feel like i was the best grandchild i could've been. some people may say differently but i believe that i could've been around more. i think throughout your battle, i could've tried harder but i was so scared of everything. i was scared of hurting you more than that illness. but i know deep down, i was one of the lights in that darkness.

thinking about you is one of my lights in this darkness. i like to think i have a lot of lights but you're the brightest. i like to think about a lot of things if you were still alive. would you like my friends? would you support me in my art career? would you like my writing? and a lot more.

this year, i needed you more than i ever have needed anyone in my life. its still hard to grasp the concept that you're gone forever. some days i wake up and i wish i could message you for you to tell me everything is okay. some days i dont want to wake up because i know im living in a life without my nanna in it.

i hope this birthday is the best, even if i cant be with you yet another year, i promise ill be there one year and we can celebrate it together. say hi to grandad and great nanny for me, please? tell everyone that i love them and that i cant wait to meet or be with them again.

lots of love on your special day,

crow (grace) xx

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requested by huzkii

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autumn tomorrow…. best season 🍂🥮🍁🎃🐿🌰🌧

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@staff @support

I’m sure we’ve all see this message in the group chats we’re in:

Annoying, right?

I’m glad we all can agree that removing the group chat feature is an incredibly stupid and horrible move done by tumblr.

I know we’ve all made friends in these group chats, as well as sharing things we may love. Many other things too.

Yet here we are, a little over 6 hours (at the time of this post) until group chats are gone for good, more than likely.

I think we can fight back and revolt against tumblr’s decision. It may be tough, but I think we can do it.

I’ve already seen people in the notes of the post the staff made, but as far as I know, I’ve never seen anyone make a post about it, like how we all revolted against Post+.

Post+ is stupid, we all know that.

But my point is, what if we spread this post around, to the point where the staff can see it and possibly change their minds?

Give reasons on why group chats should come back, and maybe ideas on how to improve group chats as well!

As much as I loved them, there were definitely some missing features.

Or we can start some online petition or something like that.

This may not work, but hey, at least we can say that we tried.

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i look hot

@queenofsassgard @dragonsblowingoutbirthdaycandles @oh-snap-cap @sh3xtalksxtoxang3lsxx @why-am-i-notgerardway

Picrew chain! 🌸🌸

I’m tagging (but no pressure)

@so1987

@notevenaefa

@cosmicdreams1111

@everyone who likes to participate

Here’s the link:

Have fun! 💕

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if you don’t know the difference between a hare and a rabbit you’ve never gazed into the cold wild eyes of a hare and known that if it could speak it would speak backwards

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Give him the ice or things won’t go nice

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If a child abuse survivor becomes obsessed with seeking validation, it’s not because they’re attention-seeking. It’s because they were raised in a world where the abuse they experienced was normalized and/or neglected. Therefore, the need to feel validated by someone who had a healthy childhood comes from the desire to know if what they experienced is problematic or not. We don’t crave attention. We crave the truth.

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