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china :D but china also bans a lot of stuff

i'm going to china for a month

So uhhhhhh i won't be able to use tumblr, yt, discord, etc. :(((

But i promise i'll be back :D

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Former Number 1 Hero - Dawn

Guess who’s LATE to the party.

lol, sorry, sorry. But i couldn’t help myself to the pun. She’s already dead by the time the story starts.

Her design is so pretty, i love her.

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guess who refuses to go to bed even tho its 4:30 am already

i wanna rant about my characters in an essay format for absolutely no reason at all lol

The character: zenith

Zenith's story is about forgiving urself and choosing your own path, and deciding your own worth.

Zenith was born with an ability to control others with his voice. He wasn't able to turn off the ability, and it was always there. He always wanted to be a hero, using his ability for good.

His father called him a monster. And he wasn't the only one to call zenith a monster. Everyone around him did. When he he was responsible for the death of several classmates... And shiseki prison take him from his home, he began to believe the words of others -- that he's a heartless, control monster villain.

He continued to believe those words, resulting in him sewing his mouth shut (it's a magic world, dw about him eating. He got his work arounds) and chooses to suffer in silence. Because that's what people tell him he deserves. And what he believes he deserves. From the echos of his father's words now engraved in his mind as his own. To the pain shiseki prison gave him.

Gseth was his first friend, and the person to fight for him. And yet Gseth died protecting him because he wanted to see his baby sister.

People kept dying to his hand. Truly believing he's cursed, he tried ending it. He went to war, hoping he'd be one of the many that fell. And never once.

He grew up learning he was unlovable. That piece of me is written into his character. Feeling like a burden.

But the truth is that he's not a burden. He's not unlovable. He's not someone that doesn't deserve a life.

When he joins the hexweavers, his gf's father shows him just how easy it is to love him. Giving him a home, care, the bottom line. Showing him that he's not so hard to love.

That's when zenith finally started to gain confidence in himself and his own character. Now, whenever his father's voice rang in his head when using his voice to try and convince Riley not to leave, he ignores them. Declaring his own worth.

He's not defined by how monsterous of an ability has. But by his character, motive, and use.

and so are you.

You decide your own worth.

I don't know how needs to hear it, but you are so easy to love. You don't unlovable. You aren't a burden. Just keep at it, you'll find your people. They'll put new meaning to life for you. And you'll find your own truth worth.

<333

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i got bored

as i've mentioned before, i'm a suspecting system.

But as u can tell by the title, we r bored and busy procrastinating on work. 😅😭

So here's a mini introduction to the people that live in my skull rent free i guess.

We are most likely a osdd-1b system. Which means we have lower amnesia barriers tjan someone with DID.

Host - remi

He/him

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Co-host and protector - copper

He/him

Whatssup guys. I'm alive. I like copper and teal. I'm the only one with a backbone :D. I enjoy calling out creepy old fvcking men on their behavior. And i'm described to look like a 20 yo smoker. 1, i don't freaking smoke. 2, i'm like- 17 bro. (Not bodily)

Gatekeeper - watcher grian (yes, ik)

He/it/they

I'm not supposed to be fronting often.... Because i tried to do something cause i was over stimulated.... And uh.....

These guys keep telling me to get rid of memories they don't like.. but uh... yeah.

I have uh.. backstory 😅

Caretaker protector and gatekeeprr - xisuma

He/they

I don't front much either. I just chill and watch. If i do front, i don't really talk. I like writing what i want ti say

Trauma holder - rune

Doesn't actually have a form-

Inda just an entity.

Scared of mirrors and their own reflection

??? - ragnes

The resident system mystery guy that has disappeared from our brain before we knew we were possibly a system

Thats all yall r getting lol

Byeee

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Number 1 Hero - Yukino Hakucho (correct version)

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Number 1 Hero - Yukino Hakucho

Isn’t see a beauty?

she’s my favorite snow queen xd

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don't harass content creators about the life series

don't harass content creators about the life series

don't harass content creators about the life series

we're all excited about the prospect of a new series, but it will come when it comes.

let's allow creators to be excited about other projects!!! let's support creators with their other projects!!! let's channel our excitement into something like art or writing and not harass content creators about the life series

thank you for coming to my ted talk

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GUYS I JUST PLAYED BADMINTON WITH GRIAN MINECRAFT????? WHAT THE FUCK?????

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Supppppp

U guys may have noticed i haven't been active lately.

I'm working a project for a close friend irl and their graduation.

I'll be active after. Laterre :D

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new profile pic

New banner

Alt versions of profile pic

Background

The speedpaint is on yt, on Xx-Phoenix of Light-xX

Enjoyyy

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new prof. Pic

i'm currently making a new prof. Pic. Cause this was originally just a placeholder 😅😅😅

As for the banner, idk if i can let go. I'm very sentimental about random crap-

But it'll likely get changed too. I love my current banner tho

It's a really awesome design made by @palatteflags a couple years ago.

Have fun yall

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that’s meeeeeeeee :D

i made that ^^

try to match the members :3

Lin SMP members watch you

Made by Remi

!PLEASE DO NOT TAKE OR USE!

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rest easy lewcifer

Some oc art :D

lewcifer doesn’t have any blood brothers. He was an only child.

there was Cloud, the one he saw as an older brother. Who turned out to betray him. After Lewcifer’s death, they learned cloud betrayed them to protect them. And died doing so.

and then there was Jason. That promised to protect him with everything he had. In the end, it was he (lewcifer) who gave up in the fight.

the butterflies represent death. The two bigger brothers represent cloud and jason. The older brothers. The smaller butterfly represents lewcifer. And the lantern represents lewcifer’s soul. The boat was made for him by jason

The shooting stars represents the hopes and dreams of wanting to protect each other.

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scott and watchers

Sry the quality is really bad

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ls anniversary art coming soon

im a slow artist with mh qwq.

Please be nice

Art is being made

Mighttttttttttt take me forever tho tvt

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guyssssssssss. I make art :D

watch it on yt :D

coming soon

A New SMP

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Martyn in the world of my book?

I made martyn if he was in the world of my book :D

The kanji on his pants translates to sound monster

name: Martyn Littlewood

nickname (a name earned out of respect for martyn as a person. Or out of fear of their might. Or perhaps infamy.): sound monster

humanoid species: formerly human. Currently a clocker (yes, ik. It’s in my book. Its inspired by LiL. But there’s some different elements to it.)

occuptation: spy, hero, and hired gun

typings:

sound

time

wood

minis (mini abilities):

superhuman hearing

speed

blood ability:

Tick tock boom

(If set in the right conditions can make their enemy (or ally) a walking time bomb. Draw back? It can make his dizzy. And if he takes it too far or uses it too much, his organs can explode.)