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Pat the catboy 🐅

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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two rich ladies having a blast

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refseek.com

www.worldcat.org/

link.springer.com

http://bioline.org.br/

repec.org

science.gov

pdfdrive.com

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This a a reminder to not fall victim to the sunk-cost fallacy. Just because you invested time and energy into something, does not mean you should indefinitely waste more time and energy on it, if you decide it’s not what you want anymore. This goes for anything, from books, to relationships, to jobs, to hobbies, etc.

If it’s not serving you anymore, move on.

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i’m fucking dying. it’s been brought to ben collins (the rad new owner of the onion’s) attention that Google AI summary is using The Onion headlines, resulting in this:

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Kaito Kuroba and Edogawa Conan meeting in their civilian identities!

I think it'd be pretty funny if Kaito does a REALLY good job at diverting attention away from himself and not giving any hints that he's Kid (aside from his uncanny similarity with Shinichi) but SOMEHOW what gives him away is Conan's Kaitou Kid radar.

It's not a heist but somehow he feels the chills that he only gets when Kaitou KID is in the vicinity. He investigates where it's coming from. And all hints point toward Kaito Kuroba.

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Drew Gakushuu as Luka from Alien Stage

They're kinda similar, with Luka being the most favored contestant and all (plus they're blonde)

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What a criminal!!!

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Drawing KaruNagi after so long and damn, I think my artstyle aged with me. They look so old (Nagisa are you sure that's you my boi?!)

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I thought about AC and suddenly I got possessed

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Skater boy Karma

:)

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watching s1 of assassination classroom for the first time in 2022. kind of silly

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my fav ship of all time 🎉⭐️

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