I feel like I'm drawning and suffocating slowly in this life , even the things that used to give me joy i try so hard to act happy and joyful doing it just to feel something but I can't maybe i just need a long sleep or a break from this i can't keep up with this
do you want to be unconditionally loved bc you’re selfish or do you want to be unconditionally loved bc all the love you’ve been given your entire life has come w too many conditions
What to do when u feel like u don't want that life anymore it's not how u dreamed of it or wished for, i have s lump in my throat all the time that won't go away and i just feel so sad.
i loooove being delusional. catch me ignoring reality altogether. catch me never being reasonable ever. catch me straight up making up things in my head to cope. delusion is my best friend