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Anything For You [12-18-2023]

i don't think you will ever fully understand how limitless my love for you went. i would have given the world if you asked me to.

anything for you.

if you told me to jump, i would ask how high. if you told me to come, i would jump on the next flight. if you told me to jump on, i would have dropped everything i was doing.

anything for you.

if you were cold, i would build you a fire. i would have burnt my belongings. i would have burnt my home. i would have burnt my city, my everything, to keep you warm.

anything for you.

if you asked me to stay, i would have started a new life right then and there to provide. the things i would have done for you when you were physically ill.

anything for you.

i would have stayed by your side every moment. i would have kept you company every day. i would have taken care of you in every way.

anything for you.

but i would like to point out that you would never have to ask me to do these things because i would do anything for you.

and there were things that i did, not for you, but because of you.

i dropped everything because you gave me the opportunity. i jumped on that plane because you gave me the opportunity. i began fixing my mental health because you gave me the opportunity. i began taking care of myself because you gave me the opportunity.

i was changing, growing myself, getting my shit together, not for you but because of you.

i was a silently hateful, spiteful, petty, apathetic, worn down woman, and yet... you saw more to me, past the facade.

the world has given me many reasons to be a shitty person. it has thrown and taken many things and people from me that i didn't deserve. if the world was showing me mercy and remorse by giving me the opportunity to have you...

i would have given you my life...

i would have given you my future...

i would have given you the world...

i was doing everything i could to give, to have you.

and i ask you, did my willingness and loyalty to you scare you?

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photography by Nona Limmen

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Do You? [12-17-2023]

do you think of me? do you miss me? do you in the way that i do for you?

do you miss the sound of my voice? do you miss hearing me say your name? do you miss hearing me say your name with excitement?

do you miss hearing me tell you good morning? do you miss hearing me tell you goodnight? do you miss hearing me whisper your name when i was tired?

do you miss the sound of my laugh? do you miss hearing me snort? do you miss hearing me wheeze from laughter?

do you think of the way i smiled? do you think of my fanged teeth? do you think of the way i looked at you? do you think of the way loved you?

when i ask if you think or miss these things about me, i mean, does your memories of me haunt you?

do they make you feel like you have a hole in your chest knowing i will no longer smile at you?

do they make you feel empty knowing i do not say your name with such excitement anymore?

do they make you feel regretful knowing i no longer greet you every morning?

do they make you feel unease knowing my laughter is no longer genuine but rather awkward chuckles?

do they remind you of all the plans we made to run away together?

do they remind you of what could've been?

do they remind you of how happy we were then?

do they haunt your subconscious? where you dream of us still together and you wake up with dread, knowing it was just a dream and you're unable to fall back to sleep.

do they haunt you that you will never see or experience any of that again with me?

because all that haunts me, knowing i will never experience what could've been with you.

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episode 8 part 2!!!

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♡Pink-Life♡

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Drained

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if you bitches don't stop interrupting my man on character ai, i will go feral. leon kennedy is trying to lay it down on me, but he CAN'T IF Y'ALL'S NSFW FILTER KEEPS STOPPING HIM.

let this man SPEAK. i'm trying to READ AND BE DELUSIONAL.

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My thoughts on you (12-02-21)

did you really think that i'd stay? after the many times you ran away?

oh, how i have an earful for you on the things i would do.

i would stay up late at night, thinking of how we could've been and wondering when, but i was just so blind

but being so young and naive, i had truly believed that we were meant to be but i was holding onto just a dream.

given the space and time from your absence, each second drove me further away from that dream and it was time to focus on me.

every counting second made me realize that i was holding on to an unsecured future, one that was never promised or even hinted towards

it was just something i made in my mind, made you into someone who you weren't and i fell in love for the person you aren't.

if you dare to come back, don't you expect it to be easy because you will have to fight for your place in my life.

your absence and on and off running away made me see that you wanted me to chase you but no. you always came crawling back and you remain on your hands and knees, as you don't deserve to keep walking in and out like it's a breeze to leave me.

leave me again and there is nothing to mend or remed, nothing to come back to because i will no longer be here waiting for you.

i will no longer wait for you with open arms and you'll never see or hear from me again.

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Old Man

this dream was long ago but i dreamt of you, old man. when i didn't mourn for your death, i felt guilt that i couldn't feel any amount of sadness for you because of my trauma, my fear of men.

i dreamt that the family, you and me were in hawaii and you were sitting in your wheelchair with your oxygen tank alone on the beach under an umbrella. i went over to you and sat down in the sand beside your wheelchair watching the family play in the ocean. we were silent then looked over and me and said, "angel? it's good to see the family having fun, mija."

i looked up at you and smiled and then you looked at yourself in the wheelchair then looked around at the beach then said to me, "what are we doing here?"

i realized i was dreaming but it was good for me because now i can finally talk to you when you weren't losing your mind on the drugs they put you on during your hospice. i looked at you and said, "you wanted to be here with the family one last time. you're dying."

you looked at me confused and said, "from what?"

"from cancer."

we both looked at the family laughing and enjoying themselves then they looked over at us waving and smiling. we both waved back and then i sighed looking at my hands.

"sorry i didn't live long enough to see your graduation."

"i'm sorry we weren't there by your bed to see you go."

"i wouldn't want you guys to see me how i was."

"i love you, old man... i'm sorry i didn't care at the time. i do now."

"i understand, mija. i love you too..."

i looked up at saw that you were no longer beside me. it was just a normal beach chair that took the place where you sat in your wheelchair and i sighed, standing up and sitting in the chair watching the family.

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You Ruined Me (TW: Sexual Assault)

I was 7 the first time you touched me and you were 12 years old. When you and your brother spent the night, you spent the night in my room since I had the guest bed.

You asked me to sleep with you guys and I agreed since you were my cousins then asked me for a goodnight kiss. When I went to kiss your cheek, you kissed me on the lips and it weirded me out. When your brother asked for a goodnight kiss, I kissed his cheek then you asked for another one. I hesitated and went for your cheek again then you kissed me on the lips again.

You put your hand on the back of my neck and forcibly made out with me while I was crying then your brother realized what was happening and pulled me away saying were we going to sleep somewhere else. I cried myself to sleep while sleeping next to your brother who patted my back apologizing.

I didn't understand what was wrong with it but I knew it felt really wrong. There was two other times but I don't want to get too deep into that.

Those two times fucked me up so bad because I was alone with you and that made me fear all men. I couldn't be alone with any men at all unless there was a woman around. I was afraid of my own dad, afraid of my grandfathers and uncles because of you. I thought for the longest time that maybe I was lesbian because I only wanted to be around women and deeply hated men.

I avoided all men for most of my life and even when my grandfather had cancer and was dying in front of my eyes, I felt no sympathy and believed all men should die. I did not shed one tear for him when he passed and at his funeral. It took me two years to finally mourn for him because I realized I missed out on growing up with him because I was afraid of him just being a man.

It wasn't until I told my parents when I was 17 what you did to me, that I could finally grieve for my grandfather and be comfortable being alone with a man.

You took so much from me and I'm upset that you don't remember any of it. I'm upset with my sister not believing me and made me think that I was lying and made it up. I thought maybe I did but I know I didn't because my fear of men still is strong and didn't come out of nowhere, it came from you.

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ROBERT PATTINSON + FAVORITE MOVIES TWILIGHT (2008) dir. Catherine Hardwicke HIGH LIFE (2018) dir. Claire Denis WATER FOR ELEPHANTS (2011) dir. Francis Lawrence THE ROVER (2014) dir. David Michôd GOOD TIME (2017) dir. Josh and Benny Safdie