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Late night Dazatsu sketches cause y not (I'm procrastinating with my school work)

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Dazatsu honey pie

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One awoke to find the other still up, seemingly reminiscing through old thoughts, and such.

I love neglecting all my duties to draw something completely irrelevant.

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(I mean, it's not *too* irrelevant, as it is set in the same AU I'm working on, but uh, I'm supposed to be finishing an animatic rn, ah well.)

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trying to get back into drawing groove

dazatsunya kitties by @octagava

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I FINALLY FINISHED A DRAWING!! happy late birthday dazai 🙏 :3

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Dazatsu au where Dazai’s a model that’s notorious for being scarily good looking and difficult to work with.

Part of it is him being an arse and the other part is that people talk down to him and cross boundaries. And he doesn’t take kindly to that at all.

Dazai’s agency assigns him to a new designer and he expects the same old same old.

What he gets instead is Atsushi, a young, handsome up and coming designer. And everything he does just shifts Dazai’s world view.

Where so many treat Dazai like he’s some kind of brainless object, Atsushi is one of the few that treat him like he’s human.

Atsushi always makes sure that Dazai’s comfortable. Not once does he ever try to guilt him into removing his bandages or pry into learning why he has them.

Dazai used to always dread fittings but finds himself looking forward to them.

To hear Atsushi shyly and excitedly telling him about his ideas. He explains every detail with such breath taking enthusiasm that Dazai feels like he could listen for hours.

Resting his head on Atsushi’s shoulder during a break and watching him sketch out his various ideas. The way he brightens under Dazai’s praise both delights and saddens him.

That Atsushi could ever think he wasn’t good enough.

The clothes fit Dazai perfectly in more than just the measurements. They capture him, his best features and are surprisingly comfortable to wear.

Dazai jokes about stealing them after the show and Atsushi laughs and tells him to go ahead.

He’s so chill and kind that it takes Dazai completely by surprise when someone else steps too far, and Atsushi gives them hell.

He cuts off the entire shoot and everyone’s yelling at him and it’s complete chaos. But all Atsushi cares about is if Dazai’s okay, Dazai who practically melts under his care and stays with him that night.

He says it’s to ease Atsushi’s concerns but he knows it’s because he’s who Dazai feels safest around right now.

Curled up in his arms and believing Atsushi when he says everything will be okay. Because he’s never let him down and Dazai know he never will.

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The song filled me with determination!

Happy pride month!

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This is so not happening on Dazai' watch

inspired by this post

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Dazatsu Day '25: Secret Relationship

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I fridging hate my broke life . Like wdym I can't have them both??? Aahhhhhh it's a curse it's a curse why must u forsaken me T0T

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It's late but Happy birthday Atsushi!!! Lil Dazatsu to celebrate (side note I'm listening to death bed while doing thing and Im trying hard not to make it angst lol)

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It's late but Happy birthday Atsushi!!! Lil Dazatsu to celebrate (side note I'm listening to death bed while doing thing and Im trying hard not to make it angst lol)

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Actress Dazai and Body guard Atsushi AU 🫶 1920 settings I hope that's right idk if I'm right

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One of the specific tropes that I love (especially when it involves Dazatsu) is when one of them misjudges the other. It's not out of cruelty, but from a place of insecurity they aren’t even aware they have. They think they're seeing the other clearly, when in reality, they're projecting something they haven’t confronted in themselves.

Maybe it's Dazai who assumes Atsushi is too emotionally soft to handle a purely physical relationship, that he’ll blur the lines between something casual and something romantic. Only for it to turn out that Atsushi is far more grounded and emotionally self-aware than he was given credit for. And it's Dazai, so sure of his own detachment, who starts unraveling as his feelings catch up to him.

Or maybe it's Atsushi who assumes Dazai could never care in the specific way he secretly wishes for, only to discover that Dazai feels things more intensely than he lets on. And it’s Atsushi himself who struggles to accept that affection, to believe he could ever be cared for in that way, without strings attached.

So maybe it’s not even the reversal itself that I love, but the way the misjudgment becomes a mirror. The "weakness" they thought they saw in the other turns out to be their own reflection instead, revealing something truer, messier, and deeply intimate about the person who doesn’t even realize it.

It’s that kind of emotional contradiction, softness where you expected strength and strength where you assumed fragility, that makes this kind of dynamic that actually captures me.