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This makes me feel really sad

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Join me on my journey to self discovery along side my everyday waking day struggle with anxiety and depression

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countless times I pieced myself back together by wrapping my joints with barbed wire, hoping the wounds it caused would mask the pain I felt inside.   bloody bandages do not disguise wounds any more than lights conceal dark rooms; stains only lit up what I tried so hard to keep hidden.   I have started to look back through these memories, sifting through the dust that has settled in the place where you once stood.   some days i try to search for your face in crowds, yet i cant even picture your eyes in my mind. I can’t breathe pressed between bodies in crowded rooms. the air is too dry, yet this desert feels like home.   I know I must move forward, still my eyes keep drifting back to you until it hurts to keep them open. the rest of the world has gone black; your face is the only thing I still picture.   a perfect personification of painful goodbyes.

e.m.b (via poeticallyordinary)

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Can't help wondering what you're thinking Wherever you are Late night movies, careless drinking To cover these scars

And as much as I wanna be with you, I know...

You and me, we're bumper cars The more I try to get to you The more we crash apart, no Round and round we chase the sparks But all that seems to lead to.... Is a pile of broken parts

We're bumper cars Bumper cars The more I try to get to you The more we crash apart

Good intentions, all these questions I'm sitting alone All roads since you are wrong directions I'll never get home

And it's making me wanna be with you, I know...

You and me, we're bumper cars The more I try to get to you The more we crash apart, no Round and round we chase the sparks But all that seems to lead to Is a pile of broken parts

We're bumper cars Bumper cars The more I try to get to you The more we crash apart, oh

This was supposed to be fun This was supposed to be the one Maybe we stayed too long Maybe we played all wrong This was supposed to be good But I know, I know

You and me we're bumper cars The more I try to get to you The more we crash apart, no Round and round we chase the sparks But all that seems to lead to... Is a pile of broken parts

We're bumper cars Bumper cars The more I try to get to you The more we crash apart

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People ask me how the world will end, all I know is that mine will when you leave.

4am (via 4am-reflections)

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Sounds about right. The daily struggle is too real

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1 + 1

If I ain't got nothing I got you If I ain't got something // I don't give a damn // 'Cause I got it with you I don't know much about algebra // but I know // One plus one equals two And it's me and you That's all we'll have when the world is through // 'cause baby //

We ain't got nothing without love Darling you got enough for the both of us  //so come on baby //

Make love to me When my days look low Pull me in close and don't let me go Make love to me So when the world's at war Let our love heal us all // right now baby //

Make love to me (me, me, me, me) oh, oh Make love to me

Hey, I don't know much about guns but I I've been shot by you  And I don't know when I'm gon' die but I hope That I'm gon' die by you  And I don't know much about fighting but I I know I will fight for you  And just when I ball up my fist I realize I'm laying right next to you baby

We ain't got nothing but love And darling you got enough for the both of us

Make love to me When my days look low Pull me in close and don't let me go Make love to me So when the world's at war Let our love heal us all (help me let down my guard)

Make love to me (me, me, me, me) oh, oh Make love to me (me, me, me, me)