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Afternoon glow

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things that make you go hmm

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JJ House / Bokey Grant Architects Photos © Clinton Weaver

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Expansion of Barrocas House / Carlos Castanheira Photos © Fernando Guerra | FG+SG

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omg

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another day, another dairy free yogurt alternative . #sodelicious #coconutmilk #vegan #breakfast https://www.instagram.com/p/CDl1o-hBEP8/?igshid=1bmt6iveduvw0

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to sit down and attempt to write is one of the most difficult experiences. you can be teeming with emotion -- raw with it, even -- and still not find the words to articulate the intricacies of your own thoughts. 

the ability to find the words is the gift. 

the ability to untangle the anger from the despair, the joy from the love, the love from the lust, the lust from the loneliness. it’s an art. 

the art of taking the emotion that seeps from every orifice of your body,  the emotion that consumes you entirely, that breaks your mind down like a parasite, that feeds your life but also controls it, and turning it into something to be understood.

it’s the art of allowing your mind to be ripped apart in the process. the ability to find the words is the gift.

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i dont think you understand how much it hurts to think, so much that i don’t want to think anymore. i just want to sleep. sleep isn’t painful; you can’t hurt while sleeping and you can’t hurt others either

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buzz

dad wants to  know where I've been. I haven’t ordered contacts or glasses yet; funny how  I would probably be dead if it were five thousand years ago.

do you think of  me at all or of somebody else? i’d like to know, I think, but sometimes I’m not sure because why haven’t I asked you yet?

so much work

more of life should be your own. sunday at a tiny café table, solitary for maybe an hour is not enough for me to feel like I am a part of my own existence

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honestly ron is excused i’ve turned on people for way worse reasons than ‘a Jealousy Necklace was controlling my brain’

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I’m goin back to 2010 y’all want anything