yourflutteringmoth

[yourflutteringmoth]

Scorpio mars / Venus / moon antics.

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[yourflutteringmoth]

Now that I’ve ruined everything I’m so fucking free 🦋

[yourflutteringmoth]

I’m the opposite of a man hater. I’m embarrassingly attracted to and in love with many men

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8th house overlays in synastry

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Eye contact is foreplay

The teasing and denial of sex is part of the fun here — you could want them so desperately but don’t want to give up that feeling of “will we, won’t we?”

It’s a game of who will be vulnerable first

Can refrain from using first names because it feels too intimate in the beginning stages

Speaking to each other in public feels like a sin and by that I mean, you two have to be alone to have meaningful conversations or else you’d rather just not speak at all

Finances and / or self worth is drastically altered after this relationship for better or worse

May never be able to let each other go fully : can have an entire lifetime pass and you’d still be stalking them on socials

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He likes the haunted, subconsciously sexy vibe I bring to the table. I showed up in his dreams and asked him for a kiss or two. In reality I’m drafting emails to him that will never be sent. He doesn’t know it yet but I’m leaving my husband for him. It’s complicated.

[yourflutteringmoth]

5th House Synastry in a Plutonian Relationship

is… making intense eye contact from across the room while you’re both socializing and smiling with other people. It’s “they can have you now, but I’m smiling because I get you all to myself later.”

I personally love the way 5th house overlays play out when you have a lot of Pluto contacts — it gives a lighthearted social flirty nature to something that’s deep and dark and intense. It’s a beautiful blend of two very different energies.

It makes me think of:

• sleeping over at a friends house and staying up after everyone else falls asleep to talk about deep life questions.

• young love that is as possessive as it is exhilarating and fun

• going to the art studio after hours

• experiencing creative highs connected with this person

• making out in the fire escape of an art gallery

• the thrill of the chase, over and over again

• dancing in the kitchen at midnight, drunk and in love

• make-up sex after a heated argument

[yourflutteringmoth]

I love being perceived by him

[yourflutteringmoth]

I only want to dance for you,

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[yourflutteringmoth]

they just had their shower & i’m playing them prefab sprout so. mother of the year award

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Sun square Pluto in the composite chart

This placement in a composite chart shows up when both people desperately need a deep profound change in their life. Something they are currently doing is not working — and the other person has come into their life to shake it all up and metaphorically “kill” off the things that aren’t working.

Because this is a square aspect, one or both of the individuals are going to be resistant to this change or it might come as a huge ordeal to them.

Example: A meets B. A is in a relationship that isn’t working, but they’ve been too comfortable to break things off. B enters their life and brings out feelings of romantic desire in A that forces them to confront their current relationship and end it. Or worse: cheating and scandal, which can lead to an even bigger blow-up for A.

I’ve also noticed that when two people have this in their composite chart, they can be EXTREMELY shy around one another. Avoiding eye contact because it feels too revealing; too intimate. Avoiding conversation because they are terrified of rejection from the other. Avoiding being alone together because it feels too vulnerable.

[yourflutteringmoth]

I can’t wait to see him again.

[yourflutteringmoth]

If you want some basic bitch go to the Whole Foods wine aisle and find her

[yourflutteringmoth]

This song is how it feels to have your moon fall in a lover’s 8th house.

[yourflutteringmoth]

I think I’m going to get divorced before the year ends. I love men too much to commit to just one. I think I love suffering, too. The loneliness calls. My father always told me that life is a solitary journey. I didn’t believe him until I eloped with a man who loves me too much. It’s suffocating and disgusting. I want someone to hate me as much as they love me. I am afflicted by this masochism.

[yourflutteringmoth]

Eyes Wide Shut (1999), dir. Stanley Kubrick