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↺ : My muse and the past. (Do they live in the past and struggle to let go of past grievances, or move on more easily, is there anything in their past they want to forget, e.t.c.) 

Jenna has not let go of her past. Growing up in a lab and only having what saves her be an outside force that isn't there for her, specifically, it has shaped how she views the world. There is both a part of her that wants to believe a stranger's kindness is genuine and a part that wishes the world would disappear as it has proven to be full of hurt.

She wants to forget the day she turned old enough for them to select her as the final candidate. That was the day she lost the last of her friends who went through the same trials she did and became aware of what their plans were for her. It was that last piece of hurt.

I don't think she talks about it too much, unless someone asks her. Jenna is good at being a happy individual because she has so much curiosity about the world she was denied seeing, but the people she's not inclined to fully let in.

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Send me a symbol and I will write a headcanon about…  For multimuse blogs, please specify!

𝓕 : My muse’s handwriting. (Is it good, bad, difficult to decipher, do they prefer writing by hand or with the help of some form of machine, e.t.c.) 

✈ : My muse and  traveling. (If they do it frequently and why, if they never left their home town, e.t.c.)

✿ : My muse and nature. (If they are an ‘outdoorsy type’, like the sound of bird’s singing, if they have never set foot in a forest, e.t.c.) 

☼ : My muse’s first memory. (Where it was, who was with them, how this memory makes them feel, e.t.c.) 

☙ : My muse’s favourite food. (Bonus: A memory, be it good or bad, associated with said food.)

♬ : My muse and music. (What type of music they like listening to and in what context, what music they would never listen to, e.t.c.)

↺ : My muse and the past. (Do they live in the past and struggle to let go of past grievances, or move on more easily, is there anything in their past they want to forget, e.t.c.) 

☾ : My muse and sleep. (How much they sleep, how much they wish to sleep, if there is something that never fails to put them to sleep, e.t.c.) 

✧ : My muse and art. (If they have an artistic side or not and why, favourite artist if they have one, e.t.c.) 

❃ : My muse and social media. (If the muse is/would be on social media and why/why not, their general opinion on it, e.t.c.) 

✉  : My muse and others. (If they social and outgoing or more introverted, and why. If they prefer communicating with others face to face or in written form, e.t.c.). 

▶ : My muse and level of education. (If the muse has some form of education, what education they perhaps wish they had, e.t.c.). 

◐ : My muse and animals. (If they like animals and treat them well, do not care for them at all, e.t.c.). 

❒ : My muse and gifts. (If they are good/bad at finding gifts, good/bad at receiving gifts, good/bad at wrapping gifts, e.t.c.) 

☘ : My muse’s relation with their family. (If they speak with each other and how much, if they are close or estranged, e.t.c.). 

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╭┈┈┈┈ ₊˚ෆ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ! ╰ ♡⸝⸝ 𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒

' you fight so desperately. at first, i thought you simply lacked in patience. but now i see it's urgency that drives you. what is it you're after, really? '

' seek pity someplace else. '

' you either find your place or learn your place. '

' now, strike again, and make it hurt this time. '

' you don't need me and i don't need you. '

' don't you dare look at me like that. '

' your place is here and nowhere else. '

' family? death is your only family. death, and i. best get accustomed to the both of us. '

' you'd best learn to fear something yourself. '

' why am i never proud of you? don't take it personally. '

' i'm leaving. try and stop me. '

' should you return again here, i shall keep you safe. '

' well, this is awkward. '

' halt. not one step further. '

' you can turn back like a good little man, or i can send you home the painful way. what'll it be? '

' why won't you give up? '

' we're done here. '

' ever so stubborn, aren't you? '

' you're running from yourself. '

' you don't know who or what you are dealing with. '

' everyone's saying i went easy on you. '

' leave me alone. we've nothing to discuss here anymore. '

' i'm not interested in company, especially from you. you stay the hell away from me while i'm off duty. '

' you're stubborn. and you are going to get me in a heap of trouble before all is said and done. '

' i heard you got yourself into another mess that needed cleaning up. '

' still running from yourself, i see. how's that been working out for you? '

' that is the worst idea i've ever heard. do you understand how little sense that makes? '

' you're being very nice to me, and that makes me suspicious, understand? '

' i don't know what to say, except for thanks? '

' this wouldn't be the first time i was wrong about someone. '

' huh, so that's your choice? '

' i could keep hunting you until you're dead, but there's too little meat on you to make it worth my while. '

' got to say you handled yourself pretty well back there. i can't stay mad after a show like that. '

' i trust, from time to time, you stop to ask yourself how come you choose to fight. '

' the world is not all lies and deceit as you make it out to be. '

' let me save you lots of future suffering: i happen to be the jealous type. '

' i'll break your heart next. '

' a loving heart is a forgiving heart, don't you agree? '

' the truth is i'm a lover, not a fighter. so how about we call this matter put to bed and get on with our lives? '

' perhaps you knew that you were making a mistake. no matter; you'll learn now. '

' where did you go? what did you do? '

' you again. i've told you to stay clear of me. '

' my heart soars, knowing you live. then it breaks, that our time together was so brief. '

' won't you come back to me? '

' i need some time to think. is that all right? '

' i have to tell you-- you look awful. '

' for once, i'm thankful to be proven wrong. '

' do try and live a little longer for me, hm? '

' that was an ill-advisable decision. i'm past quickly forgiving such mistakes. '

' you are entirely too young to have had meaningful experience with loss. pray to me that you never have to learn. '

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She floated over in front of him and gave him a massive hug, pulling him up into the air with her with the power of concentration. “I don’t know what’s making you sad, but if I can help it go away, I want to. But you don’t have to be sad alone.”

Jenna’s going to float up behind him. “Papa, do you want a hug? I can give you a hug.”

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Jenna’s going to float up behind him. “Papa, do you want a hug? I can give you a hug.”

He's really sad right now... unsure why, but he just is...

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Lucifer — Season 1, ep. 8 : Et Tu, Doctor?   {Sentence Starters}

“It can’t hurt to try.“

“I followed the smell.”

“Ah! Speak of the me.“

“It’s worse than I realized.”

“You? You’re really in therapy?“

“Look, she’s helped me, all right?”

“What’s bothering you right now?“

“What’s bothering you right now?“

“I’d save your breath if I were you.”

“Well, that’s your bad luck, isn’t it?”

“Jealousy makes the world go ‘round.“

“Lovely! How can I refuse? Can I refuse?“

“You’re the least reflective person I know.“

“You’re supposed to be on my side, you know.“

“What, you get the sense knocked out of you?”

“You see what I’m dealing with now, don’t you?”

“You finally got your sense of humor back, huh?”

“You’re finally getting in touch with your emotions.”

“I have layers. I’m like an onion. An irresistible one.“

“Usually double teams are much more fun than this.“

“I’m not here to stop you. If you want to jump, go for it.“

“Of course you can. And we’ll always think less of you.”

“You don’t save a marriage by sleeping with other people.”

“Aren’t you supposed to tell me that I have a lot to live for?”

“Oh, I’ve just realized you’re not jealous, are you? You’re just sad.”

“So, personally, I don’t think I’m gonna dig any deeper on this one.”

“Well, if you can’t tell me what I need to know, what good are you?”

“Hey, I’m not sure who you are, but this is not the time for judgment.”

“Well, because these emotions are… bloody inconvenient, that’s why.”

“I mean, why covet something someone else has? Why not just take it?”

“I’ve found women, generally, don’t like a man punching holes in things, yes.”

“That’s awfully defensive. Probably indicates deeper issues, wouldn’t you say?”

“Have you ever seen a therapist? You know, for your pent-up anger and your trust issues.”

“No. I’m supposed to help you process your emotions so that you can deal with them constructively.“

“Well… right now I’m experiencing a very odd feeling. It’s like a fat man sitting on my chest. But not in a fun way.”

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The little girl wrapped her arms around Nikolai’s neck when he picked her up, unable to stop the trembling. Residual smoke came out of her room where the door was wide open, and the room covered in a layer of ash.

“I don’t remember, I don’t remember. I don’t, I don’t think I saw anyone…?” Jenna closed her eyes and for a moment, could remember being asleep in her bed, but then…

“Ow!” A trickle of blood came out her nose. “It’s all gone.”

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"I kinda didn't make it easy on him..." Jenna mumbled once she was calm enough a few minutes later, fully aware that her attitude toward Nikolai's partner was that of a cold shoulder at the worst of times, and a begrudging rival at the best of times. If the other had wanted, she's sure she wouldn't have been allowed to stay.

But now she has a family. She has a home.

An actual home.

She sniffled and spoke really quietly, testing the word on her tongue. "Papa..."

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⤏ send me “plots please”

… and I’ll respond with  3  (or more)  interesting  plots / relationships / connections  I can think of for our muses!   There is  no pressure  for us to write any of them,   but it’s a great starting point for you to get a sense of how I think our muses might interact and what sorts of plots I’m most interested in happening between them  -  so don’t be shy!

for multimuse blogs make sure to specify who you’re looking to plot with

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i don’t like being controlled … sentence starters

“Stop telling me what to do.”

“I don’t need you micromanaging me.”

“You think every choice I make is wrong.”

“That wasn’t your choice to decide for me…”

“Stop ordering me around like I’m your servant!”

“Nothing I do is ever good enough for you, is it?”

“I should be allowed to make my own decisions.”

“Is it fun for you? Nitpicking every little thing I do?”

“Do I have to ask permission to do anything, now?”

“I don’t need you hovering over my shoulder like that.”

“It’s my life. Why am I not allowed to have any say in it?”

“Why should I do anything if you’re just gonna criticize it?”

“You’re not my mother/father/parent. So, stop acting like it.”

“I don’t have to listen to you. I can decide things for myself.”

“Okay, I’m an adult. Stop telling me what to do like I’m a child.”

“Why do you do this? Why can’t you just let me have any say?”

“Oh my god! ‘(Name) do this! (Name) do that!’ Please, just let me live.”

“So, what? Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. What more do you want from me?”

“So, I’m not allowed to do anything you don’t like. And you don’t like anything I do. … What the hell does that leave me?”

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"I get to have a new last name..." Jenna mumbled, starting to wiggle in her spot with excitement. It had been longer than she could remember that something made her this happy. This was so uplifting to her.

Her eyes widened when he told her about what Fyodor had said. She had been mildly distrusting when the two had first met, but she'd grown to appreciate Nikolai's partner. He didn't treat her mean, even got her presents, and was considerate of her when she was on the verge of a power breakout.

The tears were running down her face before she could realize that she was crying from happiness. Anything that wasn't attached to the floor had begun to float as she buried her face into his shoulder and just, sobbed. "R-really?"

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set the scene setting prompts (but a little more specific) from yours truly.

001, a convenience store past midnight.

002, a hospital waiting room at 3 in the morning.

003, a photoshoot outdoors in the middle of winter.

004, an indoor filming set of a detective's office.

005, a new house/apartment filled with unopened cardboard boxes.

006, a swing set in an empty playground at night.

007, on stage in an empty theatre.

008, inside an old abandoned house.

009, an empty cemetery at night.

010, the arrival hall at an airport.

011, the last train compartment that's not full.

012, the roulette table in a casino.

013, on the deck of a cruise ship.

014, a kitchen during a black out, surrounded by candles.

015, a treehouse in the middle of the woods.

016, on the dance floor during a wedding.

017, behind the chapel before the wedding ceremony starts.

018, backstage during the middle of a concert.

019, a crowded club during a bachelorette party.

020, standing in front of a painting at a museum.

021, a small, intimate family barbecue.

022, a gazebo while it's raining.

023, the back of an empty bus.

024, a hotel room with only one bed.

025, an empty balcony while a party goes on inside.

026, a bar just after closing.

027, an empty sports stadium.

028, lakeside while the sun is setting.

030, an empty stretch of road beside a broken down car.

031, in front of a suspicious pool of blood in an empty parking lot.

032, in the crowd of spectators during an underground fight.

033, a plane during a bout of turbulence.

034, on kiss cam at a sports game.

035, at a table during a charity gala.

036, a masquerade ball.

037, a halloween party in a suburban house.

038, the beach in the late afternoon.

039, a dressing room after a big performance.

040, exploring the depths of a mysterious cave.

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