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āā¦In any case⦠I was glad that Coach had taken my nonsense seriously.ā
- Keiichi in Tatarigoroshi
user Eeveecurry mentioned the parallel between Satoshi and Keiichi with Irie hearing their confessions


#nezumivastream#my art#higurashi spoilers#higurashi no naku koro ni#keiichi maebara#satoshi houjou#kyousuke irie#// self harm#- referenced#// scopophobia#really upsetting but I always love a mental breakdown depicted sympathetically it means so much to me#also hope the two memes arenāt really horrible whiplash sorry#// upsetting#meme#- under cut#year 2030#fan art#when they cry
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thereās this extremely kind soul of a woman on instagram that makes accessible recipes that donāt require standing, chopping, or a stove and she might just have a permanent place in my heart




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i thought ibposted this but the app wants me dead so whatever
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I literally just made that sketch comic to feel a bit better about it, but I think Iāll stop doomscrolling the Horrortale tag now and maybe stay away from Ht for a bit. Now that the shock has worn off I just feel a damp sort of miserable. Itās so disappointing to see so many people defending Aliza being aged up, but what aches me most of all is I wager the majority of blogs defending sour are children who are into pro shipping because adults in this fandom did not step up and explain positive reinforcement of a fictional relationship with an aged up character with an adult can have real life consequences, and make them more susceptible to groomers. I can block and move on and I have, but it hurts. I and any other adult who still makes Undertale art seriously need to do better now that weāre grown.
Also as an aside, apparently people are harassing Sour, which I ofc donāt condone, but I have not seen any harassment whatsoever only people being reasonably upset. Then again I havenāt been using blue sky much so maybe I just missed it and itās all on there.
#// vent#vent post#horrortale#sour apple studios#Horrortale discourse#-?#this sucks man Iām not angry with any of these kids#and I really think are kids the majority of these blogs just judging from how I gage the emotional maturity#I blocked loads of them en masse but I really wish them nothing but peace#and that no disgusting creeps use their pro shipping as a way in god forbid#// proship#anti proship#as far as Iām concerned Iām holding sour responsible for normalising proship to their persuasive young fans#someone I looked up to so much not just with Horrortale but with their yet#YouTube animations their other projects like the short and sweet game#I even tried to make a short story based on the short and sweet game once when I was like 14#theyāre now someone I feel sad and grossed outabout with just their name mentioned#at the end of the day itās a bad idea to hold any creator on a pedestal sour is a human being who is yeah capable of blindsiding their fans#their audience with shit like this#but itās not easy. it wasnāt easy with Camilla Cuevas and itās not easy now#// grooming mention
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In light of Horrortale hypothetically belonging to the fandom from now on as sub aus/ rewrites
#horrortale#horrortale sans#horrortale aliza#horror sans#sorry if this is a bit melodramatic I just wanted to get it out my system#soft redesign of Aliza post chapter 4 where sheās got boots from papyrus a chopped jacket from sans#a shorter choppy haircut her dress tear are cut off neat#and sans built her a bionic arm#(as in post time skip but before waterfall#// eye contact#// scopophobia#my art#fan art#undertale#utmv#obviously I do not support Sour#proship dni
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Wow the meme aged poorly didnāt it?
Compilation of sans screenshots from new Horrortale waterfall game

#ugghhhhh the more I think about it the worse it feels#I wouldnāt be adding to old reblog if it was art but itās official art#that meant a lot to me#and this is still very raw you can tell lol#Horrortale#horrortale sans#sour apple studios#// proship
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could you explain how horrortale is ableist? i had no idea, and i'm shocked that it falls into those horrible characterisation :(
but if you don't want to, that's totally chill too! you don't owe some anon anything lmao ^-^
since Iāve had a couple people ask, Iām going to provide a slightly more in-depth explanation of why horrortale is ableist. content warnings for everything below the cut: ableism (obviously), discussion of graphic gore, unsettling content, and flagrant mischaracterization of sans undertale.
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#now finally seeing this too#the expression of mental illness in parts of Horrortaleās horror never bothered me personally since I found catharsis in that#but I do understand where that take is coming from 100% and I def cant speak for any schizospecs but myself#and of course this user knew about the proship thing from time ago!! I wish I knew uhhh#// ableism#// proship#anti proship#Horrortale#sour apple studios
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Horrortaleās creator caught proshipping
This just in folks, Horrortaleās creator Sour Apple Studios caught not only proshipping BUT making suggestive art of an original character WHO IS A MINOR
June 1st, the pride month before the fall, the patron unveiled this here post featuring not only Alizaās rear end as front and center but said rear end being on Sans Horrortaleās lap. Thats right, the creator is stepping above and beyond in āwhat the fuckāage by not only inventing a minor character but making self-described mature art about them.
Using my newfound knowledge of how to DO a read more Ive even included the proof below the read more, itās also publicly viewable on the website at this point in time and while the way back machine doesnāt seem to be loading the images you can at least confirm the text matches with these disgusting, distasteful screenshots


#Iām gutted#I actually cant hack it#i was checking for an update I had no idea about this#Iām actually so devastated my favourite Undertale au a staple inspiration for me making art#some people think Sour was pressured into the commission but I donāt see why the commissioner wouldnāt just get blocked???#and sours an adult whoās been a creator online for years I think they have the agency to decide on making aged up kid character!!!#with sans whoās like her fatherrrr#idk if Horrortale will still exist in fan contents and if the story will go on#but to know I wonāt be able to stomach reading the og comic if sour even continues it it just aches me#horrortale#sour apple studios#horrortale sans#horrortale aliza#// proship#anti proship
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youād be surprised at how many doctors will tell you that schizophrenics shouldnāt masturbate, have sexual fantasies or write/draw erotica, let alone date or have actual sex, because it ādistracts them from recoveryā, as if schizophrenia is a two week course of antibiotics and not a lifelong neurotype and disability
#mad pride#actually schizospec#actually schizophrenic#actually psychotic#more incentivisation for the book I want to write I wonāt rest#// ableism#// sanism
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Meme of what user Grifters Bones said last week in the theory time section. Iād really like to make some fan art but I am still in my finals week. I reread the manga arc and Iām really looking forward to seeing the differences of adaptation Saturday morning^^
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Actor Johnathan Joss was just murdered for being gay. On the first day of pride 2025. He was best known for playing John Redcorn on King of the Hill.
I had no idea he was gay but he was married to a man named Tristan Kern de Gonzales (on valentines day 2025!)

They lived in San Antonio Texas where his family is from and he grew up. He was 59.
In Janurary 2025 his home was burned down which made news. It killed some of his beloved dogs. He didnt elaborate beyond he believed it was arson (gofundme is still up and i suggest donating to help his funeral costs and his husband
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Now we know he and his husband had been threatened by several neighbors for being queer. They told pigs, pigs being pigs did nothing before or after it happened.
Yesterday Joss and his husband went to check their mailbox wherein they found one of their dogs skulls (statement from his husband
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As they weeped and mourned in shock, a neighbor, Sigfredo Alvarez Ceja, came out and aimed at de Gonzalesā¦but Hoss jumped in front of the bullet and was instantly killed.
Ceja, homophobia murdering coward, tried to take off but de Gonzales had called pigs who vaguely tried to do something. He was arrested and his bail set for $200k. Or as my sister said who the fuck sets bail for a murderer?
San Antonio.
De Gonzales is clearly mourning, posting pics on Hossā fb page. This one really struck me

This is why we need pride people, and not rainbow capitalism. Please donate to the gofundme and let san antonio cops knows what you think. De Gonzales said multiple neighbors had threatened themā¦id like to see those people investigated for arson.
Go into pride with rage and knowing. Have joy, kiss puppies, dont bow to homophobes. And maybe enjoy a little king of the hill.
#jonathan joss#// murder#// hate crime#// homophobia#// transphobia#-(presumably)#king of the hill#john redcorn#rest in peace Jonathan Joss#gofundme#// animal death#// animal cruelty
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Are you 𫵠pissed off about the Lilo and Stitch monstrosity remake? Do you want to know how you can actually make a difference in supporting the people and ecosystems of Hawaii?
Tourism is a big issue in Hawaii (which the remake got rid of the original's commentary on because it makes foreigners look bad). I'm not gonna promote it, BUT I know that realistically, thousands of people arrive here every single day by the airplane-ful. And the majority of them aren't educated on the socio-cultural and economic impacts of tourism. SO, I'm making this post in an effort to educate visitors. If you or someone you know is visiting or moving to Hawaii (whether by circumstances in or out of your control), here are some suggestions on how you can give back!
You can donate to the Hawaii Community Foundation, which has been instrumental in giving aid to the displaced community of Lahaina after the Maui wildfires in 2023. They also provide scholarships to students of under-represented communities.
If you're interested in visiting Kualoa Ranch, you can do their MÄlama Experience where you get your hands dirty giving back to the āÄina (land)!
There are other organizations you can join to volunteer with, too, like Kupu and MÄlama Maunalua. Check them out; maybe you can help with a beach cleanup or plant native trees! These are both non-profit organizations that accept monetary donations.
Visit the Bishop Museum to learn about Hawaiian history and culture! They also have events focused on sustainability and conservation.
If you're visiting Hilo on the Big Island, go visit the Laulima Nature Center! They're a non-profit aimed at protecting Hawaii's native species, and they even have an online store that ships to the US mainland and internationally! (After I post this, I'm gonna head on over and get myself a manu o KÅ« pin ā”)
A few other tips I have:
DO: Respect the locals' homes. Several beaches and hiking trails have access points in residential areas. Please be mindful to keep your voices down when passing by, and park ONLY in designated parking areas.
DO: Wear reef-safe sunscreen! Sunscreens containing oxybenzone and octinoxate are banned in Hawaii because they are known to damage coral reefs.
DON'T: Approach wildlife, particularly honu (sea turtles) and 'īlio holo i ka uaua (Hawaiian monk seals). Stay at least 10 feet (3 meters) away from turtles and at least 50 feet (15 meters) away from monk seals. If you see someone harassing animals, report them to the statewide NOAA Marine Wildlife Hotline: (888) 256-9840. You can also contact the Hawaii State Department of Land and Natural Resources.
DON'T: Collect sand, rocks, or other natural items to bring home with you. This is to protect the ecosystems and also out of respect for KÄnaka Maoli (Native Hawaiians), who have cultural beliefs regarding lava rocks in particular. Taking lava rocks is extremely disrespectful.
DON'T: Litter! Please throw away your waste in proper trash cans. If you see a bin that says "Ź»Åpala," that's a trash can!
Many KÄnaka Maoli (Native Hawaiians) are moving to the US mainland because the cost of living in Hawaii has been driven up so high (because of people moving here), they can't afford to live in their ancestral home. So, if you are going to visit or move to Hawaii, please:
- Make the effort to support local businesses, especially those owned by Native Hawaiians!
- Educate yourself and your loved ones about actual Hawaiian culture!
- Try Hawaiian food, like poi!
- Learn some Hawaiian words and don't be afraid to ask how to pronounce words correctly!
- Donate to a food bank!
- Watch films and read books written by Native Hawaiians!
My hope is that whoever sees this post will use it to educate themselves, their friends, and their families who are considering visiting.
My background is in sustainability and the environment, so that's what I know to suggest off the top of my head. If any KÄnaka Maoli read this post and have suggestions to add, please do!
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it's good that people are recognizing how insidious it is that the live action lilo and stitch separated an indigenous family and has nani leave hawai'i but I don't see many people talking about how their trivializing ohana is also an act of colonialism. im white so I'm not speaking from a place of authority, but this movie mocking ohana isn't just about betraying the found family narrative. ohana is an indigenous value that this movie explicitly says is not realistic/ has no place in the "modern world".
i've seen some people correctly point out that this movie has an incredibly assimilationist message at its core. that is really exemplified by its treatment of ohana. to say that the concepts and values expressed by ohana are not realistic or feasible or desirable, or to reduce it to the pursuit of personal gain as part of western individualism, is to deny the futurity of indigenous lifeways. It denies respect to indigenous hawaiian culture by refusing to engage with in on equal footing and instead treats it as juvenile or naive rather than sovereign in its own right
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