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Highest weight. Ever. Since the first round of prednisone. The round that started it all.

140. How did I get here. How did I let myself get here. Medication weight gain yes. No where to cook. Never alone. Have to function. Sad feelings = bad food. Soda soda soda.

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My favorite part of chronic illness is waking up every day, feeling like absolute shit, mustering every ounce of strength from deep within my soul just to get out of bed, and then being expected to act like a fully functional and capable human being

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Me: I have a chronic, progressive disease, that has no cure.

Ignorant person: Just have faith, don't be so negative.

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I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.

Arthur Miller, The Crucible (via wordsnquotes)

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You Know You Have IBD When...

You stress the importance of monitoring health to your friends and family because you know what it is like to lose your health suddenly.

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An intimate relationship is not necessarily a physical relationship. Rather, it is a trusting, close friendship with another person in which one can be honest without fear of rejection.

Erik Erikson (German-born American Developmental psychologist )

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So many bad thoughts this month the supressed abuse is starting to rear it's ugly head

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Go because you want to go. Because wanting to leave is enough.

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garden by  tulipinadesign

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I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again.

Arthur Miller, The Crucible (via wordsnquotes)

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I need to tumble more.

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Just finished prednisone and am on entyvio. It isn't working 😕

Reblog with the Medications you are Currently Taking for IBD

The purpose of this is to show people how different we are and how many different combinations of treatment we all have. This way we can find others on the same medication as one another and be able to talk about stories regarding them. I will start:

FellowIBDers: Delzicol (formerly known as Asacol) & Mercaptopurine (also known as 6mp)

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Happy Halloween http://failnation.tumblr.com

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Dreamy color palette. 

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