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Hey guys. I just need to let things out right now, and I can't do that on facebook because I just...I have family there and don't want them to see this and don't wanna get on my personal and post it for other reasons so...just ignore this if you feel like, it's not really important. TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, BULLYING

I just feel like things aren't ever going to get better for me..I've felt like this since about 4th grade and I just keep hearing "Things will get better, it'll be okay" but I keep wondering "When will that be?" It hasn't gotten better since 4th grade and it's easy for people to say that it'll get better when it's not them going through it. I've been getting bullied since 4th grade and I'm now almost 20 years old. Money issues are progressively getting worse for my family, and everything is just getting worse, and I keep getting things that were in the past shoved in my face when I finally get through them and it just hurts all over again. My self harm is getting worse too, and I stopped going to therapy because my mom really could care less. She says everything I'm going through is just "a phase" and I'm being "overdramatic" and "stupid" and she doesn't understand how it feels. I have literally no friends except for one and I hardly get to see her or talk to her so I'm alone literally all the time. I have Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and the things that trigger my episodes that go with it are becoming more and more frequent and I can't take it anymore. I haven't eaten the past few days because I can't keep anything down, and I just keep hating myself more and more... Nothing helps anymore and I'm at the end of my rope with nothing to catch me...

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[I've lost track of who I owe responses to. So, like this if I owe you a response and I'll get to it ASAP]

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That's a nice name

Aaron Jones, ma’am.

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"Yes, I'm a tourist. It's my first time here." She explained, her smile never leaving her face. She thought for a moment on his offer before agreeing, "I would appreciate that greatly, Antonio." She told him. Truthfully she knew she would most likely get lost without his help, and he seemed like a nice enough person.

"Nice to meet you señorita Rei" The spañiard returned the warm smile and nodded. "A place to get some lunch? Well, actually there's a coffe shop near here... You are a tourist right? If you would like, I could get you there and show you around too, I know every single place in Spain so there's no problem señorita Rei" 

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And...3, 2, 1 *POOF* Now the Magic Anon is over with

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It's a pleasure to meet you as well. What might your name be?

It’s a pleasure to meet you, Miss. Rei.

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Headcanons Go~

☾: Sleep Headcanon

☠: Drinking Headcanon

♒: Phobia Headcanon

⋆: Sex Headcanon

☮: Random Headcanon

☻: 'Like' headcanon

♤: 'Dislike' Headcanon

☯: Pet Peeve Headcanon

☄: Weather Headcanon

☼: Cooking Headcanon

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Send me a "+" and a character you would like to see me hook up with...

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Hello to you as well. I'm Rei

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Hello, and welcome.

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[So like. Does anyone wanna help me with this M!A? I have to try and seduce people in my inbox until it works]

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Rei turned her head, noticing a young man waving to her. She shot him a warm smile, enjoying her vacation in Spain. All the locals had been very friendly towards her and she knew he was no exception. 

She waved back to him, "It's a pleasure to meet you as well, Antonio. I'm Rei." She said to him. "Well, you can tell me where the best place to get some lunch is." She said happily.

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The Spanish man smiled at the sight of the other girl, he enjoyed meeting new people and turists, and of course, he loved making new friends. He waved his hands towards the young girl and smiled again.

-“Hola señorita! My name is Antonio and it’s a pleasure to meet you. In what can I help you?”

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[GUYS HALP THE DRUNK NEIGHBORHOOD IS HAVING A PARTY NEXT DOOR AND THEY'RE TRYING TO CLIMB IN MY WINDOW AND IDK WHAT TO DO OMG THEY'RE SINGING NICKI MINAJ AND I WANNA STRANGLE THEM. IT'S LITERALLY MY ENTIRE NEIGHBORHOOD HAVING A PARTY AT ALMOST THREE IN THE MORNING]

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[I don't know how to seduce people so forgive the awkwardness, whoever shows up in my inbox]

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Sexual Sunday M!A: You try to seduce everyone that comes to your inbox until you are successful. Lasts 24 hours

[I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS WHAT]

"O-oh.. Uh, alright then" *POOF*

"Let the Sexual Sunday M!A begin"

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