Naruto boys insecurityâs
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!Angst!
Characters: NarutođŠ,sasukeđĄïž,Itachiđ„, kakashiđ, kibađș, shikamaruđïž,shinođȘČ,nejiđ,Leeđ„,chojiđ„,gaaraâł,kankurođȘ
NarutođŠ-*
Heâs grown up an outcast so heâs slightly insecure anyways (poor thing). He thinks heâs a bother to you sometimes and gets himself in a slump. You noticed how hes been rather quiet with you, not asking for anything, not begging for cuddles or kisses, you knew something must have been wrong. And it was confirmed when you over heard him talking to himself in the mirror, basically just insulting himself
âWhy cant i just do betterâŠâ âwhy do I have to be so annoyingâŠeveryone thinks Iâm annoyingâŠprobably even y/n. They could do so much better why m-â âNARUTO DONT YOU DARE FINISH THAT SENTENCEâ you bust down the door causing naruto to quickly wipe his teary eyes âhey y/n! W-what do you mean?â âYou know what I mean naruto.â You reach for his cheek to make sure he keeps his eyes on you âyour not a bother naruto. And you deserve me as much as I deserve you! Why are you saying this?â Heâs in full blown tears now, ugly crying and everything âe-everyone already thinks that way about me I-I thought you would think the same after a w-whileâ he sniffs âfoxyâŠdo I need..to show you how much you mean to me?â His eyes widen at the fact that he actually means something to you. For the rest of the night you never left him alone once, you spoiled him so much more that normal which made him feel so much better. He loves youuuuuu
SasukeđĄïž-*
Also was treated like an outcast but it didnât affect him in the way it affected naruto. He doesnât really think heâs a bother, if anything heâs scared that you think your the bother, since heâs so âcoldâ towards you sometimes heâs scared your going to leave or think he doesnât love you anymore. Once it got so overwhelming for him he had teary eyes for hours just thinking about how he acts, he decided he needed to tell you. Once he found you he ran towards you and engulfed you in a big hug. You thought this was adorable or him being silly until you felt something wet on your shoulder followed by a broken breath
âS-sasuke? Whatâs wrongâŠAre you crying?â You could hear a sad whimper coming from him. âI love you. I-I love you so much y/n please donât forget. No matter how I act I-â âI know. Baby I know. I love you too, whatâs this about, your scaring me?â He didnât dare remove his tear stained head from your shoulder âI know IâmâŠmean s-sometimes but-â it finally clicked for you why he was so upset all of a sudden âsasuke⊠your not mean! And I know you love me no matter how you act.â âI..just thoughtâŠno one understands how I truly feel. I just Need you to knowâŠt-that I do love youâ he pulls away from your shoulder to wipe his eyes before turning away from embarrassment. He felt you wrapping your arms around him causing him to jump. âIâm sorry y/n. Iâm just over reactingâ âno donât. Donât say that⊠I think we should lay down. You need to relax do you need me to help you? I know you feelâŠweakâ he takes a deep breath âplease y/n⊠yesâ you both walk together to your bed. Trust me when I tell you he is going to feel a lot better after some comfort *wink*
Itachiđ„-*
He just feels⊠worthless sometimes. He just doesnât feel worthy of good things that happen in his life, aka you. He doesnât feel worthy of you. But he is very open with you unlike others, he tells you whatâs wrong no matter what.
âY/n. I have uhm⊠I have some feeling I would like to share.â âOf course Love, whatâs up?â âIâŠâ You gaze softens realizing heâs going to get upset âI donât feel worthy.â âOhâŠtachi⊠come hereâ you pat the spot next to you but instead he took your lap instead, he reaches in for a hug before speaking up again âtell me you love me. Please. And tell me Iâm worthyâŠâ âyou are the love of my life. And you are worthy of that love. No matter what you think you deserve love.â That is all he needs to hear. Although he gets very upset you can always calm him down. It does happen more often but you do not care. Anything to make him feel better.
Kakashiđ-*
We all know heâs very attractive but that doesnât mean he thinks the same. He doesnât like his scar, he doesnât like the story it holds and he doesnât like the look of it. He can hold back the insecurity in battle because he knows itâs not worth dying because he thinks itâs ugly, but he cant hold back the insecurity on a day to day basis with you, he gets extremely timid with you. You see him with the mask off all the time so itâs kinda funny that you rarely see him without something covering his eye. But you just thought he forgets itâs there so you didnât think about insecurity, but when you walk in on him washing his face he almost instantly covered his eye with his palm you knew something was wrong
âAy? Why you covering that cute face?!â âAha thanks y/nâ he chuckles trying to make you ignore it yet he still kept his hand up âserious whatâs with your hand?â âWell..ah you know..â he points to his eye with his other hand âwhat your scar? Babe I donât careâ he smiles softly before replying âI careâŠâ âtake your hand awayâ âIâd rather not-â âkakashi.â Groans âyes y/nâŠâ he drops his hand and you let out a content sigh âthereâs my babyâ you grab his face with both hands and kiss his scar softly âyou donât find it odd?â He looks away while blushing âno kakashi I donât find it odd because I love you.â He flashes a smile before turning back to the mirror with a weird look still on his face, to lighten the mood you grabbed him my the cheeks to shake his head back and forth before giggling at him. âCutieeâ you comment before kissing his beauty mark then walking back out the door.
Kibađș-*
Heâs sensitive, he may be a big joker but if someone else says the wrong thing he will not be happy, normally the only thing he doesnât like being called is a mutt or a dog. It makes him feel ashamed of him family quirk. Just because he loves animals doesnât mean he is one right? He started thinking maybe he is just a dog. A Dirty, annoying, unfunny mutt. He started to feel like foolish for loving a dog so much, but he canât help it itâs the family he was born into.
He has been rather distant from akamaru, still taking him on mission but recently he hasnât been letting his puppy in the house as much anymore and he gets upset when you let him in instead. âWhy did you let him in the house y/n!â âHis a good boy he wonât chew up furniture if anything you would!â You weâre just trying to lighten the mood but it didnât help âakamaru outside now!â He commands âcome on why donât you want him inside??â âYou donât need two mutts in the house y/nâ this confused you for obvious reasons âtwo mutts? Are you talking about yourself? Your notâŠyour not a dog thought?â He crosses his arms in protest âtell that to my friends, Or anyone because for some reason they all think I am a dog stuck in human form and itâs getting old.â You chuckle nervously âyour not? If your talking about your dog like features and fighting style itâs just your quirk? Itâs not your fault you canât chooseâ he lowers his head âeven you think Iâm a dog sometimes!â âNo baby. I dont I think your a human just with some animal features but most of your family is like that?â âIf you donât think Iâm an animal why do you call me names like puppy.â Heâs stretching, he loves it when you call him that heâs just in a mood âI call you that because you love attention and canât go a day without seeing your loved ones. Plus your as cute as a pup!â His shoulders relax finally realizing he shouldnât be upset over this. âI just feel ashamed of who I am sometimes y/n Iâm sorry.â âDonât be sorry. I love who you are if that makes it betterâ he chuckles âyeahâŠit kind of does make it better honestlyâŠcan you kiss me..?â He smile at his sudden change of mood âof course!â
Shikamaruđïž-*
He knows heâs good looking but he also knows heâs not the best, he also knows your absolutely stunningïżŒ, so it gets to him sometimes without realizing is, he changes his look every now and then to see if it would make him feel better. Maybe make him more attractive to you he hopes
âDear could you turn around please?â âSure shika whats u-â you stop dead in your tracks with a shocked look on your face âyour hair is down!!!â You exclaim, the only time you see his hair down is when he is sleeping, youâve never seen it down when heâs awake âI know, Iâm trying something, does it look good?â You giggle âYou always look good darling, just not use to it thatâs allâ you walk over to grab a handful of his hair which was slicked back but not up in a ponytail anymore. âWell I think you look handsome no matter whatâ he groans âdonât lie to me does it make me look worse?â You give him a nasty look âworse? You say that as if you already look badâŠ?â âWell eh-â âwell what? Your very attractive Shika do you think other wise?â He puts his hands in his pockets âuhm sometimes-â âoh come on!â You grab his face âyour soooo handsome no matter what you do with your hairrrrâ you tease. He continued to make eye contact with you while a smile grows on his face. ââŠcan I put a little braid in your hair?â âNoâ âAw man.â
ShinođȘČ-*
Heâs ok with his looks and doesnât feel like a burden on you, oddly enough the only thing heâs insecure about is his voice. He thinks he sounds funny sometimes and doesnât like how raspy it is, thatâs why sometimes he doesnât talk to you that much. Sometimes all he responds with is either nodding his head or shaking it which makes you feel bad
âWhat do you feel for dinner love bug?â ââŠâ you looked around because maybe he left the room but no, he just didnât respond. âUhm hello???â ââŠâ âare you hungry?â He shakes his head yes âwith words please?â He looks around before responding quietly âyes Iâm hungryâ you giggle not quiet knowing whatâs up with him âwhy are you so timid right now?â He finally speaks up âdo you think I sound funny y/n?â âUh no? Whyâ âsometimes I feel like my voice isnât that pleasing.â âIt sound pleasing to me-â he lightened up at the compliment âreally?â âYes of course!â When heâs insecure he normally gets over it fast, heâs rational and knows when heâs just being silly
Nejiđ-*
He knows he can choose his own destiny, he just wish the preset plan for him was burned into his forehead. He hated it so much, he was disgusted by it and therefor disgusted with himself. Sometimes you find him crying in the mirror over the symbol plastered onto him. But you always let him know that it doesnât define him
You could hear cries coming from the bathroom and you couldnât take it anymore so you decide to knock âsweetheartâŠare you crying?â He knew there was no point in lying anymore ây-yes..â âmay I come in?â You could hear a cracked âmhmâŠâ coming from the other side or the door so you walk in, immediately ïżŒpulling him into your chest. âWhat happened. Did Someone do this?â He pulls away from your chest just to look back to the mirror to cover his mark while his lip quivered. You finally realized what was happening. âGive me your hand please..â he obliged lowering his hand. You grabbed his cheek and gave a very long forehead kiss. âYour worth more than this mark Neji.â You mumble against his head. You decided the best thing to do is go to bed and give him more love so thatâs just what you did
Leeđ„-*
He may seem strong so it was shocking to you when he confided in you about how heâs insecure about almost everything about him (poor thing) he tryâs to stay strong but he canât help but get vulnerable with you
All you were doing was giving him love but he just felt unworthy of it. âMy handsome, strong, perfect boy!~â kissïżŒ âwell I donât know if those words are accurate but thank you my precious!â You huff at his self doubt âdonât say that, your all of those things?â He laughs nervously âI donât think so hehâ âyou are! You donât think your handsome or strongâŠ?â You frown âwell uhm y/nâŠIt obvious Iâm not the best looking, and yeah Iâm strong butâŠI could always be stronger.â He looked down at his feet in shame âLeeâŠtake it back.â âW-whatâ âtake it back. No one is allowed to insult my baby like that, not even himself.â He thought you were just joking until he looked up into your eyes to see the seriousness that laid in them, he could see tears forming in your eyes. âPlease Lee. Take it back.â âI-IâŠI take it back y/n Iâm sorryâ âpleaseâŠdonât ever say things that that againâ
Chojiđ„-*
Heâs always been bullied because of his weight so of course he will be extremely insecure about it and anxious when your trying to love up on him, you knew he was insecure about it and you always told him it did it matter but you never realized to much it really affects him until your further into the relationship and you started to be more physically affectionate, he loves the affection just hates the body that it receiving it. All you were trying to do was hold him after a long day but he seemed so scared of if and you had to ask why
âCmon let me hug you!â âNo y/n..â you pout âwhy not! I wanna hold my fluff ball!â He cups his hands together then proceeded to look at the floor âI donât think holding me is even possibleâŠâ your pout turned into a confusion âuh what do you mean choj?â He pinched at his stomach to hint at what he was talking about since he was to shy to actually tell you âohâŠChoji you donât need to worry about that I donât care!â âI care because it means I canât do certain things! How are you supposed to hold me!â You scoff âIâm confident I could carry you like a baby if I needed too.â âYour just saying that to make me feel betterâŠâ he crosses his arms and puffs his cheeks up out of timidness âIâm being serious Choji! I could totally carry you! Your not as big as you think you are.â He closes his eyes so tears dont form âIâd like to see you try y/n, you wonât be able t-â since his eyes were closed he didnât see you walk over to his side, he only realized when he felt your arm latch around his shoulders and your other cupping around his legs. He open his eyes right in time to realize you just picked him up bridal style. He gasps in reaction, he turns to your face to see not a single ounce of struggle on your face âI told you! Your not that heavy choj!â This Moment honestly cured almost all his insecurity on that subject for a very long time. And sometimes he thinks âmaybe sheâs just really REALLY strongâ he still loves the thought behind your actions. âHeh uhmâŠI guess maybe Iâm not. Thank you sweetie!â âAnytime bubs~â with that you place him back down on his feet and give him a very passionate kiss
Gaaraâł-*
Most of his life he was basically controlling by either others or his inner demon so he didnât have time to worry about appearance. But ever since he finally felt in control of his own life he now worries about his appearance sadly. He doesnât like the mark on his head, he doesnât really like his hair either and feels like his facial features just look wrong on him. Heâs very good at hiding things so you didnât realize until you overheard a conversation with him and his brother, he figured since kankuro is considered attractive maybe he should ask him for advice!
You were wondering around trying to find Gaara to ask him god knows what until you finally hear his voice along with kankuros, you walked behind the door about to knock until gaaraâs question caught your attention. âSo is there anything that could make me more âattractiveâ or something along the lines of that?â âI donât know? Maybe try face paint chicks dig itâ you could hear a sigh leaving Gaara âI donât want to attract âchicksâ I just want to attract y/n.â âWhat makes you think she doesnât already feel attracted to you?â âI donât know, I just feel like if I find myself unattractive maybe she does too.â Thatâs enough, you have to stop this. You knock on the door making them both look at it, you swing the door open and immediately look at gaara which was all it took for kankuro to take the hint âIâm just gunna..gooooâŠâ you and him exchange nods before he leaves. Once the door shut you look back at gaara âwhat was all that?â âOh so you heard?â âYes gaara I heard, why do you find yourself unattractive? And why are your going to your skanky brother for help?â He turns his head to continue speaking âI canât explain why I feel that way about myself, but I went to my brother because I know he is considered attractive to others.â You sit next to gaara and grab his chin to make him look at you. You lean closely to speak âhow could you not love this face~â you whisper almost seductively ïżŒwhile you drag your thumb across his cheek bone. âWhat donât you likeâŠ?â His breath hitched out of fear of spilling his insecurityâs. âI guessâŠI donât like the mark on my head, and I donât like my nose much either, I also donât really care for my hair it makes me look like a clown sometimes.â Heâs waiting for you to agree with him but instead you lean closer to kiss everything he listed, first his little nose, then his marking and then you drag your hand through his hair which made him flushed. âWell I like Everything about youâŠâ he finally makes eye contact with you, with red cheek. He took a big deep breath to reply âokâŠthank you y/n. That makes me feel a bit betterâ you reach in for a hug which he gladly accepted!
KankurođȘ-*
Even though he seems so hot and confident heâs much like his brother, sometimes he doesnât like his bare face. He has make up on almost all day se rarely do you see him without any on, and when you do see him bare faced heâs weirdly shy which isnât like him.
You both were in bed after work and you were just having a conversation, mostly it was just you talking which was weird because heâs normally high maintenance. âI couldnât believe she had the audacity to say something like that, what do you think babe did she have a good point?â âI donât knowâ his head is slightly turned to the side opposite of you which made it almost impossible to see him, he just washed his face so heâs completely bare faced yet wonât even look at you. âBabe? Cmon atleast look at me when Iâm talkingâ âUGHHHHHHHH fine.â He turns to You shyly avoiding eye contact before replying âsheâs in the wrong for saying that honestly-â you laugh âthatâs exactly what Iâm saying!âŠâŠâ you stared at his cute bare face for a little to long which made him anxious âwhat are you looking at y/n!â âIâm looking at your cute facee *boopïżŒïżŒ*â he pulled away from your finger just to cross his arms âwhateverrâ you didnât know at the time he wasnât feeling his best but later he did tell you. But he still loves the compliment you give no matter how insecure he is at the time. Only you can make him feel better tbh
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Tobirama Senju Fluff
Imagining Tobi as an Uchiha's significant other is quite the scenario. He might tease their partner's clan in jestâor so it seems, though his insults aimed at Madara are delivered with earnest seriousness.
He would only reveal his gentle side to you. It would take him a considerable amount of time, and by that, I mean a very long time, to become accustomed to your presence. He had grown accustomed to solitude since the time of war. Hashirama was a good brother, yet he often spent time with Madara. While Hashirama found companionship, Tobi remained alone. So he can't get accustomed to your approaches. Being an Uchiha, he's inclined to doubt your intentions. He simply can't understand why you, a beautiful, young, and cheerful woman, would be interested in someone as grumpy and serious as him.
His emotions are in turmoil. He's struggling to decide whether his feelings are mere attraction or genuine love. Having never fallen in love before, the thought of being in love with an Uchiha feels almost overwhelming. Whenever he sees you speaking with another man, his heart aches, but he can't pinpoint the reason. Whenever you undertake a risky mission, he becomes worried about you, yet he can't explain why.
Hashirama has noticed his younger brother's behavior and often teases Tobirama about his crush, finding it humorous and entertaining. Hashirama attempts to assist Tobirama by encouraging him to converse with you. Occasionally, he might even broach topics like marriage just to see the reaction from both of you.
Upon hearing that Madara was seeking a potential mate for you, he implored Hashirama to intervene. Unwilling to watch you marry another without making an attempt, Hashirama advised him to speak with you directly. But how should he explain it to you? How should he ask for your marriage? What if you reject him? These thoughts would occupy his mind. He would never reveal his nervousness, as his ego is substantial. However, his nights would be restless, consumed with thoughts about the outcome.. He often imagines you in his dream ;)
Eventually, he will muster the courage to invite you for a simple walk. Strolling beside you near your cherished place, chatting about the things you love, attentively listening as you speak of some matters that doesn't make any sense, and gazing at you with eyes full of longing. He would notice you struggling with your hair falling in front of your eyes and would assist by gently tucking those strands behind your ears, all the while maintaining eye contact. This is the ideal moment to propose; he leans in closer, resting his head against yours.
"Y/n...I think I am falling in love with you" he would say sincerely, his voice holding a type of vulnerability you have never seen before. He would wait for your response. If you said yes he would kiss you deeply.
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amazing really the author did an amazing job of writing such a complicated character PERFECTLY!!đđ
Treacherous | Tobirama x Reader | part 1
Synopsis: "love was more so a weakness, a liability, too much of a risk to be worth it."
Characters: Tobirama, Hashirama, you and your clan.
WC: 1.9k
A/N: this entire series is based on Taylor Swift songs and lyrics that will pop up throughout, let me know if you find them :) it's like a fun little game.
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A new beautiful and thriving village stood in front of the two Senju brothers, a village they created, a village that bloomed from such chaos and destruction.
âYou donât have to marry now,â Tobirama sighed looking at his older brother, âyou could wait.â
âItâs important for our bloodline to be passed down brother,â Hashirama smiled. He appreciated the fact his younger brother was trying to avoid the Leaf Village Clan gathering that was happening tonight. It was a monthly event, something Hashirama thought of to make all clans feel equal. Tonight however, Hashirama planned on using it to find a wife. Merely for the sake of the village, the stability of a Hokage family; opting out of marriage of love and choosing a political one instead.
Tobirama knew his brother was correct, their clan was much smaller than it originally was. He didnât love the idea of his brother marrying someone just for the village. He always assumed if one of the brothers had to, it would be himself. He wouldnât have minded that option either, seeing love was more so a weakness, a liability, too much of a risk to be worth it. He did however want his brother to find love, to have the chance to experience love after all theyâve been through.
âDo I get to approve?â
âI would expect nothing less.â Hashirama laughed as he slapped his brother on his back, the two of them admiring the Leaf as the cherry blossoms bloomed.
Tobirama walked over to the Hokageâs tower, saying hello and making small talk with the villagers. His mind thinking about the Leaf Village Dossier on every clan in the village. Maybe if he could look at it before tonight he could find someone for his brother and be able to leave early.
He sighed, picking up the book and setting it on the desk. Pages and pages of every man, woman, and ninja hound in the village; it was going to take him forever to get through, and it did.
Tobirama searched through the entire dossier, cover to cover, and still didnât find someone that he thought would be good enough for his brother, for his clan. With a heavy sigh he closed the book and got ready for the night, already dreading the amount of small talk he was going to have to put up with tonight, already dreading which woman Hashirama ended up choosing.
As expected, Tobirama wanted to leave the event 10 minutes into it but he had one duty tonight and that was to find a wife for his brother. Someone who could care for Hashirama, could lead the Village alongside the two of them. Someone strong, someone who could fight for the village not just in battles but in day to day life. Someone who was gentle and kind, Hashirama deserved at least that if he was marrying for politics.
He leaned against the doorway, watching his older brother cherish the small talk with his villagers. The two of them were different in many ways, so watching Hashirama put aside his ideas and fantasies of love to marry for the sake of politics and lineage didnât make sense in his mind. Tobirama faked a smile when a few villagers passed by him and gave him a quick bow, his eyes scanning the room looking at every girl.
Too loud, too touchy, too quiet, looks like a corpse. Tobirama groaned, was there not one woman in this village he deemed worthy enough for his brother?
âOh!â you yelped, âmy apologies, I should be more careful.â you smiled as you bumped into Tobirama, your arm held down to your side while your fingers were intertwined with your sister's hand.
Tobirama sighed before he looked over at you, dreading the small talk about to ensue, the fake laughs and apologies. âItâsâŠâ he stopped when he turned to look at you. Your eyes shining up at him, a small blush along your cheeks, your hand delicately wrapped around your sisters. Tobirama knew the drawings of the citizens in the dossier werenât the best but he knew he had never seen your face before. He would remember your face, those eyes, the way your lips curved into a smile. â...alright.â he finished.
You smiled looking up at him, the way it took him a few seconds to speak only two words to you did cause you a bit of concern. âAre you alright?â you let out a breathy chuckle, turning your attention to your sister when she pulled down on your hand.
Tobirama watched the sway of your hair as you turned down to your sister, the way the strands of your hair fell down like leaves off a tree. Watched as you kneeled down to your younger sister's level, something he could never picture Hashirama doing to him even when they were kids. Every move you made felt like slow motion, his heart racing trying to catch up.
âI know, weâll find father and then we can leave.â you smiled as your hand delicately ran through your younger sister's hair, your fingers dancing around her soft curls. It was simple but a soothing gesture to your sister.
Tobirama could tell how gentle you were with her, as if you were holding your entire world in your hands. A bond between two people that only siblings can truly understand.
âDo you need assistance?â Tobirama asked, confusing even himself as he just offered to help you, to spend more time with you.
âI think we can manage,â you smiled up at him, âheâs most likely introducing himself to the Hokage.â
Introducing. The reason why Tobirama has not seen you until now, the reason youâre not in the dossier yet, is that you were new to the village. âThen, Iâm afraid you will need assistance, my brother is known for long conversations that can last throughout the night.â Tobirama chuckled, your father had no idea what he was getting into.
âYour brother?â your mouth slowly opened as you bowed to him, âmy apologies my Lord, we moved to the village today, we were not aware.â
My Lord. His mind echoed your word, the tone of your voice. He coughed, âItâs alright, you couldnât have known.â
âHeâs the?â your sister asked you, tugging down at your hand again.
âOh no sweetie,â still blushing, you bent back down to your sister, âheâs not but his brother is.â
âBig brother?â your sister asked, now straining her neck looking up at Tobirama.
âYes.â Tobirama chuckled, he did have a soft spot for kids. He was happy he and his brother were able to form a place where kids can grow up and thrive, not lose out on their youth to fighting senseless battles if they didn't wish to.
âLike you big sister?â
âWell Iâm sure he is much stronger than I,â you laughed.
âBut youâre the strongest.â
âThatâs hardly true.â you gave her a weak smile as you wrapped your hands around hers again, placing a soft reassuring kiss to her hands. You knew she thought the world of you, that she saw you as a mother, that sheâs watched you fight for her and your father but sheâs young and naive to just how strong the ninja world could be.
Tobirama looked at you, wondering just how strong you could be. Surely, you seemed emotionally strong, the kind of strength it takes to raise your younger sibling but physically how strong could you be? He looked around the room, trying to find his brother and your father, the sooner he found them the sooner he could look at your papers. Eventually he located the two of them near the drinks and gambling booth which he shouldâve known Hashirama would be at.
He groaned as he looked back down to you, âI found my brother, I assume that is your father with him.â
You smiled as you stood up and walked over to him, your body grazing him as you leaned over. Tobirama inhaled and involuntarily winced, breathing in a scent that would forever haunt him. A scent of summer, of rain, of blades of grass. If scents could have a color, yours was golden. If scents could have a feeling, yours was warm as it traveled through his entire body.
âYou assume correctly,â you smiled as you placed your hand on his shoulder, âthank you my Lord.â Tobirama looked down at your hand, this simple innocent delicate gesture that frightened his mind, body, and soul.
The three of you walked over to your father and his brother, both shaking your heads at the assumption of the consumption of alcohol the two of them had coursing through their bodies.
âY/n! My darling girls, you found me!â your father chuckled looking at you and your sister.
âForgive me my Lord, my father hasnât had an opportunity for fun for quite some time.â you apologized as you bowed to Hashirama.
Tobirama looked at you bowing to his brother, he remembered how gentle and loving you were to your sister, how quickly youâve adapted to the Leafâs culture. If he knew about the strength of your clan perhaps you would be a good match for his brother, instinctively ignoring the wince his heart made as he thought about it.
âItâs quite alright, we did have a moment to talk before we both got to this point.â he smiled as his hand reached out to you, his fingers guiding you up so you didnât bow anymore. âIâm Hashirama, we haven't a chance to meet yet but it seems youâve met my brother.â
âI have,â you blushed, âheâs very kind.â
Hashirama let out a quick laugh as Tobirama glared at him. Kind isnât a word most people would use to first describe Tobirama.
âCan we leave now?â your little sister yawned, you pulled her up by your arm and held her around your waist, giving your father a pleading look. Tobirama looked at you, how nurturing you were to your sister, how you seemed like you ran the household rather than your father. He wondered how long youâve been doing it, what mustâve happened to your mother, when it happened, your sister was not yet five years old so it must've been recently.
Your father smiled as he looked at the two of you, âWe can continue our discussion another time my Lord,â he smiled as he bowed down to Hashirama and Tobirama. Hashirama agreed to pick it up some other time causing Tobirama to raise an eyebrow and tilt his head at his older brother when the three of you were out of sight.
âTheyâre a strong clan, a small clan just the three of them. Sheâs strong, a water user much like yourself...â Hashirama didnât need to continue for Tobirama to know what he was about to say, âBrother, I feel that tonight we may have found my wife.â
âIs she aware?â
âNot yet but I expect soon. Her father respects her and her wishes, unlike most of the fathers here. Itâs contingent based on her acceptance. You'll like her especially with how similar the two of you are.â Hashirama paused.
âHow do you mean?â
âFrom the way her father speaks of her. Thereâs nothing she wouldnât do for her clan, her family, or for the village.â Hashirama smiled. âSo, what do you say? Do I have your approval?â
No. âYes.â Tobirama swallowed as he looked towards the way you left, âSheâd make an excellent wife.â
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this is so SO SOOOOO CUTEEE AH
Nighttime struggles | Tobirama Senju x reader | One-Shot
Request:Â Hi! I have an fluff idea for Tobirama. Like Tobirama and his wife has 3 or 4 kids and one day kids fing thei parents sleeping. And they dexide to join them. After a couple hours Tobirama wakes up to his whole family cuddling and sleeping peacfully in his and his wifeâs bed. He just make sure everyone is wrapped up and warm and gets back to sleep. And his kids are teenagers, somewhere between 15 to 17 years old. Love ~ Mythy [by @mithology-marveloholickâ]
A/N: Fluffvember Day 2! Hope you enjoy! â„
Pairing: Tobirama Senju x reader
Genre: Fluff! :3
Warnings: -
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Tobirama groaned quietly when he felt something weigh down on him. Or rather someone as he soon noticed. The âthingâ was breathing. He couldnât stop his lips from quirking into the smallest smile. You were always sleeping close to him, touching him in any way. But it had been a while since you were so out of it that you rolled on top of him.Â
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Naruto boys calling you maâam âââ*:ă»ïŸ
!Slightly suggestive!
Characters: NarutođŠ,sasukeđĄïž,Itachiđ„, kakashiđ, kibađș, shikamaruđïž,shinođȘČ,nejiđ,Leeđ„,chojiđ„,gaaraâł,kankurođȘ
NarutođŠ-*
Heâs sassy so ofc heâs gunna piss you off by calling you âmaâamâ making you feel old. Normally when you scold him over stupid things he refers to you as that-
âDid you think about how dangerous that is?!â âNo maâam!â âuse your little head before doing something dumb!â âYes maâam!â âok stop with the maâam I feel like a teacher scolding a bad studentâ âwhat you gunna smack me with a ruler?â Rolls eyes âI will if you donât keep quiet!â âWhatever you say! Maâam~â âIâll be back with the ruler.â âWHAT?!â
SasukeđĄïž-*
He uses it nonchalantly or when heâs being goofy. Like everytime he leaves home you always say âbe safe babyâ and he always responds with âyes maâam.â In a serious tone. He knows you worry that one day he may not come back so he must reassure you!
âBe safe Sasuke. I expect you home by 10!â âYes maâam, i will I promise. I must go now! Iâll see you at dinner darlingâ you whisper âitâs cute when you call me thatâ right before he closes the door (he heard it anyways)
Itachiđ„-*
He is such a good boyfriend honestly. Heâs the kind of guy to do little tasks for you when you ask. So normally when your to lazy all you gotta do is ask him to do it instead!
âTachi, can you please get me some more water?â âYes maâam!!!â Very rare times you ask him to do something without him responding with a âyes maâam~â
Kakashiđ-*
His mouth gets himself in trouble, sometimes he says things that could be viewedïżŒïżŒïżŒ a different way without realizing it. For example he once said you remind him of a frog. I donât know how itâs a compliment but he meant it as oneâŠwhich obviously you didnât know
âARE YOU CALLING ME AN UGLY FROG KASHI?!â âN-no maâam! Thatâs not what I mea-â âNO I KNOW WHAT YOU MEANNNN! YOU THINK IM SLIMY TOADâ you start smiling once you realize how silly this really is âno I swear I meant it in a nice way!!!â âWELL-âŠdid you call me maâam?â âUhmâŠdepends do you not like itâ you chuckle âno I donât mind, itâs cute.â He lets out a sigh of relief âwell I guess Iâll call you that more often?~â
Kibađș-*
Like kakashi his mouth gets him in trouble, exept Kiba does it on purpose to try and get a rise out of you he likes it when your rough ofc that means he just teases as much as possible, but then he tries acting all innocent
Heâs on his knees directly infront of your knees waiting for you to look at him âI know what your doing Kiba. Itâs not gunna workâ he flashes the puppy eyes âwell Iâm not doing anything y/nđ„șâ âso your serious not trying to get a rise out of me?â âNoooo maâamâ you grab his face with your hand rather aggressivelyâis this want you want puppy?â A very quiet âYesâ could be heard from him
Shikamaruđïž-*
He only calls you maâam when you nag him about doing chores or helping you cook, he knows he canât say no but âmaamâ is his only way of back talk
âHey Shika be a dear and take out the trashâ âahhh yes anything for you maâam.â He responded in the most sarcastic voice he could make âwatch that tone babe!â âYeah yeah whatever, such a painâ âIâll show you pain.â A water bottle was soon thrown directly at his head LOL
ShinođȘČ-*
Call me weird but I feel like if he was going to call you something like that he would call you mistress instead but thatâs for another time! When he does call you maâam itâs mostly because he admires your leadership. You guys would be testing battle strategy and when you command him into a certain position you could here his cheerful âyes maâamâ while he runs into position
Nejiđ-*
He only uses it to get out of trouble actually. When he does something he isnât supposed to he tries lying abt what he did
âNeji. Were you in my drawers?â âWhat!!! No maâam that is absurd I would never dig through your shirt drawer!â You look at him with a blank stare âI never said it was my shirt drawer. Time to fess up pretty.â He sighs loudly. âFine yes. But only because I missed your scent!!!â âAwwwwwâŠkinda creepy but cute!!â
Leeđ„-*
Your like his own personal Inspirator. You give him pep talk like every single day and being the energy ball he is he is so hyped to hear about it
âAre you gunna train hard today?â âYes maâam!â âAnd you going to be proud of yourself no matter what?!â âYes maâam!!!!!â âAre you not gunna over work yourself for me?â âYES MAâAM!!!!â
Chojiđ„-*
Again he takes your authority very seriously! So maâam is fitting when your taking charge of every day things. Even if your not trying to be all serious he will always respect your power but he also looks to you for guidance
âHey handsome you said you needed me?â âYes y/n-chan. I figured you could help me with this?â You sigh âthe only way Iâll be of help is if you do what I tell you too, can youâŠdo that?â âYes maâam! Iâm a very good listener!â You giggle âcute now letâs get startedâ
Gaaraâł-*
He has mommy issues and your strong and independent ofc heâs gunna call you names like that and ask for you to take care of him?! You love babying him anyways but itâs always so cute when heâs had a rough day mentally wise and the first thing he does is go to you
âY/n, may we please have some alone timeâŠâ he asked shyly âof course rose, bad mental day?â You open your arms to him âyes maâam. It was hard today.â He comments before hoping in your arms waiting for you to make everything better
KankurođȘ-*
He calls you maâam when your all mad at him for being bratty âbut I was just checking out your new pants!â âYou expect me to believe that?â âYes maâamâ kinda like Kiba he wants you to be rough with him ok. Heâs just trying to tease so you do something about it which you donât because your strong, and itâs funner to just calling him a brat and watching him squirm at the insults
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THIS IS SO CUTE AND FUNNY IMAGINING GROWN MEN GIGGLING WHEN SHE WAVES AT THEM HAHA
Yoooo, what are you waiting for it's gangussy time đĄđĄ đĄđĄđĄđĄ
(This is a joke please please please take care of yourself first for the love of whoever is up there don't overwork yourself đ )
Utmost Loyalty
Yan!Gang x GN Reader
no warnings that i know of, theyre just really really stupid
đ The grocery you usually go to was closed early for the day, poor you had to walk the 2 miles to the nearest store in order to buy the stuff you needed for the week.
đ Living alone was hard work. You worked an exhausting 9 to 5 job that barely provided for your tiny apartment and pet (and your endless merch of your favorite franchise)
đ You were already tired from working today, and now you have to walk an extra 2 miles to get groceries you may or may not be able to afford because you never went to said grocery store before??
đ The grocery was in a pretty sketchy part of the city, with the smell of car exhaust and cigarettes lingering everywhere that you had to cover your nose to evade the scent.
đ You quickly went in the store and breathed in deeply, thankfully the store didn't smell so bad.
đ Besides than you, there were only 2 other people, the store owner and someone in a black suit eating some instant noodles.
đ You went to work trying to find all the stuff you need on your list. Coffee, fruits and veggies, snacks, and maybe some chocolate as a treat for yourself~
đ You pay for your things, unfortunately unable to afford the chocolates, and leave the store.
đ aaaaand now its raining...
đ You rush to the nearest cover, trying to cover the paper bag full of your groceries before hearing labored breathing from the alley you passed.
đ You stop and look back to see a man hunched over, his back to the wall as he winced at a wound he had on his torso that stained his white buttoned up shirt. He looked to have come from a fight..
đ You gasp, almost dropping your groceries. His golden eyes dart over to you and glare at your meek form.
đ "What're you lookin at?" he growls.
đ "You're..bleeding- You're bleeding!!" You start to panic.
đ "Yeah no shit I'm bleeding! What the fuck do you want?!"
đ You scramble away from the man in the alley frightened and freaked out. Out of instinct, you return to the store and ask where the first aid items are.
đ Kagiri sighed, trying his best to hold on while waiting for his gang to arrive and help him out. He just had to be strong. He can get through this. He can do it! He doesn't need anyone!
đ "Sorry! I'm back!"
đ goddamnit..
đ He grumbles at your presence but then realizes you have two bags and not one like you had recently. You put down your groceries and take a few stuff out of the other bag. Band-Aids..gauze..sanitizer..what's going on??
đ "What are you doing?" He asks in a threatening voice.
đ You don't say anything, you focus on trying to patch up his wounds, asking him a few things once in a while like "can you lift your arm please?" or "unbutton your shirt a bit.."
đ And he let you..for some reason...
đ He went from growling to staring silently at you while you worked on bandaging his wounds, like a feral dog being pet for the first time.
đ Now he managed to get a good look at you. You were quite cute, and it looked like you just got off work from the attire you were wearing. Your hands were so soft compared to his calloused ones, and your eyes..one look from you and even the toughest mafia boss will melt from how comforting they are..
đ And before he knows it, you've finished and were apologizing profusely to him for butting in on his situation, he was gonna say something else but you ran off.
đ You finally arrive back at your apartment, your pet cat rubbing against you as you lock your door. You smile and pick her up about to ramble about the hectic day you had until you realize..
đ You picked up your cat..
đ Your hands were free prior..
đ YOU LEFT YOUR GROCERIES!!
đ Silence fills the room before you let out a pitiful sob. Scolding yourself for forgetting your groceries with that mysterious guy, all that money and fresh food wasted! Your cat tries to lick your face to calm you down.
đ You pace around the room trying to figure out what to do now until a knock on your door is heard.
đ You open the door but there was no one there, but you see two men hastily and quite loudly scramble their way down the stairs giggling like middle schoolers. Did two grown men really ding dong ditch you??
đ You sigh and go to close the door, but your cat meows and trots outside and you look down to see her paw at a bag full of groceries..what?!
đ All your groceries were there, plus some extra cans of food, wrapped onigiri..your chocolates? and it wasn't in a dull paper bag anymore, it was in a black tote bag with a gold insignia of a sea serpent.
đ You didn't dare question it, considering the looks of the man who helped you and the part of town you were in, he was likely part of some gang and wanted to thank you.
đ But it didn't stop there...
đ You felt like you were being watched every time you were outside..no, it wasn't a feeling, THEY WERE LITERALLY RIGHT OUT IN THE OPEN WATCHING YOU.
đ It didn't take a genius to spot them. You started noticing newcomers to the places you frequented. Like in a cafe that was fairly quiet and cozy, there were about 5 men dressed in blazers with some kind of flashy undershirt and gelled up hair at the very back of the establishment.
đ They didn't do a good job trying to hide the fact they were watching you with a newspaper.
đ It freaked you out, but you tried your best to ignore them.
đ But it was hard to do that when they started talking to you..
đ "Excuse me, you dropped your wallet.." you turn around and almost stumble over the tall intimidating man right behind you meekly handing you back your wallet.
đ You take it back with a shaky hand and waddle away trying not to look back.
đ If you did, you'd see the big burly man absolutely blushing and squealing as a few other men giddily walk up to him, showing a video of the encounter you just had from across the street.
đ There was also the time you caught them staring dreamily at you when they saw that you started using the tote bag with the serpect symbol as your office bag, it was a pretty nice bag and you didn't want it to just lie around your house..
đ And that one co-worker who's kind of a creep? Never messed with you again. You caught a glimpse of them shivering over the symbol on your bag.
đ Not to mention boxes of groceries that show up at your door all wrapped up in a red bow, they still haven't learned to be more silent when dropping those off..
đ After a bit you start to recognize some of them from their haircuts or the jewelry they always have on them. It made you more curious as to what their deal was.
đ So you decided to search up online with the insignia on the tote bag as your first clue.
đ You find out that its the symbol for a local gang that dealt with all kinds of stuff, robbery, misconduct, public damage..mostly public damage..
đ You manage to find a photo of all of them, you recognize the man in the center. It was the guy you saw in the alley way..
đ Connecting all the dots, you somehow got the protection of a gang because you patched up their wounded boss..great..
đ The next day you spot a few of the gang members again but instead of ignoring them, you give them a small wave before heading off the work. They were left stunned with a story to tell the others that'll make them squeal like little girls.
đ They started becoming less and less distant from you.
đ From watching you across the street to making small talk about the prices of fruits at the store.
đ One by one the gang gets a special moment with you, they were small mundane moments, but they treasured them like a core memory.
đ Word finally got to the boss that you've been very close with them lately, and he decides it's time to confront you.
đ As usual, a knock is heard at your door, and you see them clumsily run away, leaving a box of groceries behind..you should probably tell them you have a doorbell.
đ But it wasn't a box of groceries, it was full of heart shaped chocolates, sweet pink sweets and about 3 stuffed bears, topped up with a bouquet of flowers, as well as a note. You bring the box in and read small card.
đ Dear Mx. L/N, please go to this address tomorrow at 6pm. Don't be late. Please.
đ You can see words like 'We love you' and 'Have a nice evening' and 'we cant wait' messily scribbled out.
đ You arrive at the location at the designated time and look around.
đ The place they wrote in was a fancy looking restaurant that looked like the only thing you could afford was the water..
đ You're escorted to a table in a private room. You can hear the muffled noises of men giggling and talking before you enter and they all quiet down. It was quite intimidating to see them all in the same room, but the scariest part was seeing the boss; Kagiri, sitting in the center.
đ A little Siamese cat with big yellow eyes mewls at you and you pet it. It jumps up to you and purrs on your lap. Around his neck is a red collar with a gold nametag with the serpent symbol engraved on it, and on the back read 'Unagi'. You hear the men awe softly at the sight of the boss' cat getting along with their darling idol
đ Kagiri stands up and smiles at you warmly and by warmly I mean he looks terrifying
đ "It's nice to see you again. I never got to formally thank you for what you done to me." he lifts up his shirt a bit to reveal his healed wound which faded into a scar.
đ You nervously say you're welcome and shake his hand, you can't help but notice him shiver over your touch.
đ He invites you to sit down and eat and you spend the night having dinner and talking with the gang.
đ They try their best to impress you, sitting up straight, puffing out their chests, deepening their voices..
đ It almost seems like they were competing for your attention.
đ Once dinner was over, Kagiri speaks up "Now, about our meeting, we've been meaning to ask you something." he says gently.
đ The large man walks over to you and takes your hand and kneeling..what whats happening..
đ "Y/N L/N..will you be our new boss?" He asks passionately.
đ The gang cheers, pleading for you to say yes, it was like being confessed to by 7 grown men
đ "So? What will you say?" Kagiri asks, with eyes sparkling with hope and adoration.
đ The gang was kicked out of the establishment for making too loud and causing a disturbance..
đ Maybe you shouldn't have said yes..
its done guys, this is probably the most fun ive had writing a fic!! also there may be bonus content about the individual gang members if you guys are up for that ;3
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Naruto | Headcanons | Arranged marriage
Request: Hello bby ily and i am here to bother you with another request about the founders (YES with zuzu u know why đ„ș) iâm a huge sucker for this trope for some reason so â arranged marriage hc? With a shy s/o who does her best to make things work but is just. Kinda intimidated by their new husbando. How would they try to make their darling more comfortable and happy? :â3 ilyyy [by @mina-ships]
A/N: Okay, that makes two of us. ;-; Thank you for requesting! â„ Hope you enjoy!
Pairing(s): Hashirama Senju x reader; Izuna Uchiha x reader; Madara Uchiha x reader; Tobirama Senju x reader
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âą Oh, this sweet cinnamon roll. Letâs be real, if you were forced into an arranged marriage and heâd be the one you would have to marry⊠jackpot, okay?Â
âą Hashirama doesnât care that he has to marry someone he doesnât love. But he cares about you as a person. He is so selfless, heâs more concerned about your wellbeing than about his.Â
âąÂ So, when you two get married, he is determined to make your relationship work. He does everything he can to get to know you, your hobbies, interests, favorite food, music, etc. That doesnât make it very difficult for you to try and make this work, too. You spoil him day and night, wanting him to always be in a good mood.
âą He has no problem with shyness whatsoever. He understands that the situation is very difficult for you. Heâs a very gentle and patient man, so he will try over and over again, until he coaxes you out of your shell. He doesnât expect you to change. You can be shy and introverted. All he wants is to see a reaction. An assurance that his advances and his efforts are not fruitless.Â
âą Sooner or later you will fall for this man. Maybe or maybe not in a passionate âletâs elopeâ kind of way. But you will definitely develop feelings for him. You will learn to value and love him. Not because he forces you, but because he is determined to be the best husband for you. You will be happy in this marriage, even though your life didnât turn out the way you wanted.Â
âą Uchiha-Brat No. 1. A gentleman, still⊠a brat. A very charming gentleman-brat. Okay, letâs get into detail on this. Izuna is not happy about being forced into an arranged marriage. But itâs a necessary evil so he might as well make the best out of it.Â
⹠He is a bit of a manwhore, until you become his fiancée. He knows that it would make you feel bad, but the main reason for his change in behavior is his brother. Madara made it very clear that he wants Izuna to treat you with the upmost respect since he is representing the whole clan in a way. Izuna begrudgingly agrees.
âą Itâs weird for him at first. Heâs extroverted, quite talkative and likes to joke around. And you? You are shy. Very shy. You canât even properly look him in the eyes when he gets you to talk? It frustrates him to no end.
âą He will spend more time at his brotherâs office ranting, rather than trying to talk it out with you. Again, Madara is his voice of reason. Youâre very young, you were ripped from your family into a new environment, married off to someone you donât know⊠you need time, thatâs all.
⹠Izuna notices how you try to make the relationship work in your own way. You keep the house clean, you make the best meals, you make him tea when he starts to get stressed⊠sometimes you even grace him with a small smile. Izuna decides to not give up and just slowly coaxes you to be more open.
âą Feelings will definitely develop at one point. Who could not love that cute face? That goes for both of you. ;) Seriously though, you will grow very close and your marriage will have itâs difficulties, but all in all itâs very nice and fulfilling.
âą Madara knew he had to get married at one point, most likely to someone he didnât know. Ever since he was young he got used to that thought, so when the day came it wasnât really a shocking surprise to him.
âą Much like his brother, heâs quite frustrated with your shyness - for many reasons. Not only because he doesnât deal well with shy people, but also because youâre the clan leaderâs wife. People might randomly approach you to talk to you about stuff concerning the clan, asking for help, etc. They wouldnât trust an overly shy woman. He had to get this shyness out of you somehow.
âą He observes you closely. Youâre determined, talented, smart, charming, hard-working. At one point he starts smiling when he thinks of you. Heâs looking forward to come home every day, knowing that youâre waiting for him there. Itâs weird at first, but he likes the feeling.
âą Over time he helps you to overcome your shyness. He doesnât want you to become someone youâre not. But he wants you to be bold enough to hold conversations with strangers and politicians, etc. Heâs very proud of you when you succeed.
âą Madara and you will grow very close. Even if you never really fall in love (which you will), you two are inseparable. You know you can rely on each other, you work well together and you would never choose someone else over the other.
âą Poor you. Grumpy SenjuTM has no interest in a relationship, let alone marriage. And you will feel it. Hashirama can talk a little bit of reason into him, but.. oh well.
âą He leaves early and comes home late. Conversation? Apart from âthank you for the mealâ and âgoodnightâ - not much.
âą Tobirama takes everything you do for granted. Everything. And at one point he gets used to it. You doing all the work at home, pampering him day and night. He actually enjoys your shyness since youâre one of the few people that doesnât talk his ear off *cough* Hashirama *cough*.
âą Itâs not until that one day that he comes home earlier than usual, finding you in the garden, crying and sobbing heavily. He asks you what happened⊠but nothing could have prepared him for that outburst. You got inside (of course you didnât want the neighbors to hear everything) and started yelling. You didnât mean to yell, but all that built up frustration had to get out.
âą You yelled how you didnât know what else to do. You tried being a good wife, you tried making him happy but he just didnât seem to notice. Or did he just not care? Was that it? Was that really how he was? Ignorant? Cold? Tobirama gulped. He didnât know you felt like that. He just thought that it was good enough as it is. You two werenât fighting and you didnât hate each other and that was already more than most arranged couples could say, right?
âą But Tobirama isnât an ass. Plus, he liked your outburst. Obviously there was more behind that shy facade of yours and that made him curious. He promises to better himself and show more effort in the future. Now, with Tobirama itâs never just words, you know? When he says heâll do something, heâll do it. Even if it takes a while and it doesnât come easy to him.
âą But he will think about what he can do for you. Flowers? Any kind of tea that you like? A new kimono maybe? âŠâŠâŠ.(physical) affection? He shuddered slightly. But he tried his best to make you feel appreciated and over time⊠he didnât like to admit it, but he liked cuddling you? Ugh. đ
âą He definitely catches feelings. He never felt something like this before.. but he grows to like it. And heâs so thankful that you became his wife, even if you had a rocky start and not everything is sunshine and unicorns. He wouldnât trade you or this marriage for the world. And neither would you.
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I love thisđđ
Hellooo hon can i request pls? Can u write for tobirama a one shot where he rejects his s/o but then he sees her with another guy in the village often and starts to realize about hia feelings but its late bc she is marrying this other guy? I need some angst hahahah. Its ok if you don't want to write it! Thank you đ
A/N: Hello anon, thank you for the request! Here's some Tobirama angst. It made me sad to write this but here we are. The things we do for angst. Hope you enjoy.
Warnings: none. Just pure sadness.
Words: Around 1.475
' The Fire Which Didn't Burn '
-"No. I do not love you."
Those words echoed in your mind days after his initial rejection. Over and over again until it was all you could think about. It stung your heart each time you repeated the sentence. The never ending feeling that it was something you did wrong wrecked your mind, it made work harder and rest scarce for a while. You didn't understand. You were sure he felt at least some semblance of love for you, in the end you were the one he truly did let in his company. One he could rely on for anything that he may need. Or did you read the signs that wrong? At that point it wouldn't be a surprise if it was all for business sake, seeing as you both worked together on making the village prosper and bloom.
But that was almost an whole year ago. Even more. Since then you have moved on from the heart ache. Although a few select close friends knew of your pain, you never indulged them with your gloomy moods that came and went. It was a tendency you seemed to pick up from the younger Senju and the years you spent at his side. Not letting anyone really in. Only letting them scratch the surface of it, to know enough to leave you be.
It has been a whole year since the last time Tobirama had spent proper time with you, a whole year since you both sat down to unwind and discuss things amicably. At the confession of your feelings for him he was rather cold, cooly brushing you off and trying to get back into his work. He didn't feel like it was such a big deal then, he believed that it didn't matter as long as you both still remained a good bond. But he was proven wrong. You recoiled from his reach and even disappeared from his sight. His ears seldomly heard of you anymore. It was as if you disappeared from the village all together. Even if he saw traces of your work, your signatures and reports. It was all superficial.
At first this didn't bother Tobirama much, even if he was initially worried about your lack of communication with him. The man was simply so drowned in his work to take some kind of action, to do anything to smooth things over with you again. On certain days, when work was lesser, he would indulge himself in things he did with you once. Only then feeling the effects, the weight on his shoulders due to your absence. There was no more of your reasoning voice, no more laughter, no more endless teasing when the two of you were alone, no more long nights where the two of you shared your worries and even fears. There was none of it. Only distant memories.
As stubborn as he was, he would finally come to terms that he, in the very least, missed you greatly. That he should've done something sooner. Now he felt embarrassed to even try after so long had already passed.
Tobirama had recently started to seek out information about you. Head full of things, horrible things. Were you alright now? Have you moved on?
As it turns out, yes you were alright and yes...you have moved on. You were still working as a ninja, so how you managed to keep out of his sight so much and for so long surprised the silver haired Senju. And when word reached him that you were getting married soon. He was...he didn't know how to feel, actually. You had found another man to love and share your burdens and future with. He had spotted the pair of you once in the village, walking peacefully side by side. Hand and fingers entwined together. You pressing into his side once to give him a quick hug. Him smiling down at you, a genuine, earnest smile which you reflected back just the same. It made Tobirama ill. A deep, gut wrenching feeling over took him so much that he wanted to bolt. As unlikely as that was for him.
Perhaps this was karma. You were his most trusted friend. You understood him at best and at worst times, and you dealt with him when he was being difficult. You were with him at his side even when his brother got fed up with his arrogance. The amount of times you sat at the stairs on his porch, waiting for him to cool off were countless; even your company alone was salve enough. And not to even mention your beauty, you were the rare one that really caught Tobirama's eye, like no other woman has before. And yet, he pushed you away. Perhaps this was his punishment. The maker gave him a chance, a chance to be happy and content and have someone with him and he let it fall and shatter to the floor. Tobirama could only scowl, and he found himself in a sour mood ever since.
He wouldn't admit it but his heart was aching. Was this how you too felt?
-"Tobirama!"
You exclaimed. Shock written all over your features, the basket of fruit, fish and vegetables hooked onto your elbow. Neither of you knew what to say at first. Tobirama was just as shocked as you, regretting not using his sensory abilities to sense you and turn in another direction. Now that you two ran into each other his tongue felt dry.
Your breath stopped in your throat as you searched his eyes, his face for anything that could indicate some sort of reaction. Yet the only thing you found in his scarlet gaze was yearning, and then emptiness once he collected his racing thoughts.
"Y/N. It.. it has been a while."
He spoke, clearing his throat while his heart felt as if it was going to burst out of his chest. The clothes he wore suddenly felt suffocating and scolding. A tangible tension grew between the two of you.
"Yes. It has been...How have you been doing? I surely hope you are getting some proper rest, I heard there was quite a scuffle recently."
Trying to keep the conversation average failed. A frown became prominent on his lips as he only nodded, in a almost mechanical fashion, but didn't respond to the question. You caught his gaze flickering, only for a second, down to your ring finger. Where the silver ring was. A small gem held on the top of it. And you understood, in a way.
"Oh..."
A wind breezed past the two of you, but it didn't feel comforting. It felt chilling and hot and dry all at the same time, like raking hands that clung to the both of you. If you were paying just a little more attention to the Senju, you would've seen the sadness collect in his eyes. Even if his face remained cold and unreadable. His eyes gave it all away.
The conversation ended rather awkwardly with both of you wishing each other well and saying your goodbyes. So many things were left unsaid then. It wouldn't take Tobirama long after that quick encounter to really admit it to himself that he has grown feelings for you, that he was in love. Realizing a year too late. A year he wished he could get back so he could be with you instead of that man. A year that could make it all better, for the both of you. But no matter how many sleepless nights he had, no matter how much he wished and even prayed, he couldn't take your happiness away. He couldn't even dare do such a thing, couldn't dream of it.
Sometimes you would even worm your way in his dreams, his mind visualizing a future he knew he couldn't have. A happy one with you at his side, in a house different from the one he was in now, with enough space for the both of you and even another addition. No matter how much he dreaded those dreams, he let himself drown in the comforts of them even if for a moment. Letting himself experience what could have been. The phantom touches and plush kisses that soon turned to dust in his mouth when he woke. The image of you still dancing vividly in front of his sleep hazed eyes.
Other times he even found himself crying in those dreams, angry, bitter and regretful tears. Clinging onto you in his dreams, pleading to not wake up yet to make it all better. It pained him. That he couldn't have you anymore. You were now married to someone, and that someone wasn't him.
Tobirama saw how happy you were, genuinely. And he wasn't going to take it away just because of his own mistakes.
Now it was his turn to share the pain you went through. He accepted it all. It was now his responsibility. His mistakes.
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I should probably continue this I need motivation TwT
Tw: none
NOTE: this is not edited so there may be spelling and grammar mistakes :(
The rain continued strongly, it could be heard all throughout the night. As we go inside the house of a newly wedded couple, we should be expecting them to not be able to get off of each otherĂąâŹÂŠbut that isnât the case..?
You were sitting down on a rocky chair that creaked every time you moved to shift into a more comfortable position. As you continued writing about your next story , you nibbled down on the pen whenever you had to pause for ideas. The room is warm and has a well illuminated light from the fireplace in front of you. You are a writer, you loved all types of stories, if anyone ever asked what your favorite genre was it would either be historical or fantasy (too embarrassed to tell them the truth)ĂąâŹÂŠ although that was the half truth- romance was your number one favorite genre ! You breathed romance and even wrote books about fictional worlds of your favorite characters you make up in your head.
â I wonder if Tobirama ate yet, he has been working all dayĂąâŹÂŠ heâs a such workaholicĂąâŹÂŠ It's getting late.â
You mumbled to yourself, itâs currently Midnight.Â
This is enough writing for today.Â
You told yourself then went and got ready, did your skincare and removed the robe from your body, revealing the nightgown. You were slowly getting more comfortable about showing skin to tobirama.. Then you opened the drawer, put the book inside, sealed itÂ
âseal shadow jutsuâ
 and went to sleep..except you didnât, you couldnât, the rain was so fierce it felt as if the windows would burst open at any time and thunder would come in. You kept thinking about all outcomes and slowly and without even noticing you scared yourself. You got up slowly hoping not to make too much noise, brought the candle from beside your nightstand and walked to the office.. where Tobirama was.
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HAHA I ACTUALLY LOVE THIS ACCOUNT THE REPLIES ARE SO MADARA
hey madara, what if you got pregnant with hashirama's child and then gave birth to basically a child with sage of six paths power.
Why are all the brainless, dumb cretins infesting my Inbox today? We need some Pest control.
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Thanks for responding to my first request lovely. In your opinion, what type of woman would Indra and Madara date? I cant imagine those two psychos even falling in love fr lol especially Madara
Thank you for requesting this anonđI see Madara is becoming a prominent figure in my blog for which I am very happy. These two men are undoubtedly interesting to write about. And tbh, I couldnât imagine Madara and even Indra feeling in love. They both are too occupied with their ideologies, so much that they have no time for love.
Nevertheless, I tried my best to describe what type of women these handsome men are looking for đâšHope I did justice for the request. Feel free to send more fun ideas!
Indra
Indra is a little old-fashioned as the type of woman he would be attracted to has to be someone who is intellectual, sophisticated, doesnât talk back and knows her place with him. Indra does not love being challenged, especially by a woman, so having a woman next to him who knows how to behave is a very important thing for him. He wants his s/o to be smart only because he is sapiosexual and having smart woman next to him turns him on different levels. A genius man needs a genius wife (in his opinion)
He is also into women who can take care of themselves and dont fully rely on a man. Since he would be busy with running leader activites, planning the next fights with Ashura, training his soldiers, etc, he wants the woman next to him to take care of herself and her responsibilites without relying much on him. If he sees her running errands, giving orders to others on what to do, he will become even more attracted to her.
He also loves women who take care of themselves and arent messy. Of course, he realises that taking care of your skin, clothes and appearences in general is not always an easy task, especially when they have kids in the future and they are running around, but he still expects hi s/o to be presentable always. Not necessarily with full face of makeup or fancy hair styles, but still looking presentable.
Indra HATES women who talk back. If his s/o talks back to him, he would not mind showing where her place is, by putting her in a harsh genjustu. He can always find someone else to be next to him, but he is so connected with his s/o already that it would hurt him a little bit looking for someone new. So his s/o has to learn to not disobey him and talk back, or else he has a perfect punishment for such acts. And to add more, punishing his s/o with a genjutsu is a very pleasurable experience for him(very sadisticâŠ)
Last but not least, Indra wants a woman who is willing to have many children and dedicate her time to raising them into fine, smart, educated people. His lineage has to exceed Ashura's, so having as many kids as possible is the best solution for Indra. (Also he would not let his genes goto waste, No way in hell. His ego wont let him do it)
Madara
Unlike Indra, Madara likes women who can be pretty challenging, especially in fights. The excitement he feels when his woman challanges his ideas about the world is undescribale. He enjoys listening to his love's passionate ideologies about the world, patiently waiting for her to finish s he can crush down her each and very point. He enjoys being in verbal fight with his s/o more, than being in an actual fight in a battlefield.
Madara is also someone who would not date a commoner. In his eyes, he is a God, and next to a God has to be someone who is close to his level. A commoner would be too afraid to even be next to him, while a woman of aristocracy would look perfect next to him. To add, Madara always knew that his status as a nobleman would guarantee him a noble wife when the time came , so the idea of a marriage with a commoner was always off putting and even insulting to him.
One similarity Indra and Madara share are their desires for having a wife who takes care of herself. Madara is a clan leader, so he always has to look presentable in front of everyone. His wife also must look presentable. If he notices some imperfections, like a small strand of hair falling on her face, Madara would scold her and make her go back to the room to fix her imperfect hairstyle. He doesnt care if it hurts his s/o. She chose to be with him, so she has to take his harsh criticism on every subject. This harsh criticism might change only when she becomes pregnant.
On a softer note, Madar wants his s/o to not only take care of herself, but take care of him too. It is no secret that his man has long majestic hair, and taking care of it is a pain in the ass. He wants his s/o to massage his scalp after each shower/bath, to rub essential oils all over his skin and allow him to relax on her lap. This is pure bliss for the man, something he dreamed about for years and having his s/o do it, makes him happier than ever.
Despite being a cold, ruthless man, Madara wants his s/o to be kind, gentle and sweet, Yes this man wants his s/o to be fully opposite of him. He wants to see her be close with everyone in the compound, be they kids, elders or even members from his own clan. He of course gets extremely jealous when he sees his s/o all smiley with a random men from his clan, but he also realises that this is what he wanted his s/o to be like, so he should not complain.(He still scares the poor man off later on, making sure his s/o doesnt hear about it)
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naruto men having withdrawals after breaking up with you and realizing how much they still miss you (you know, like a fool đ) - boruto era shikamaru.
kakashi is a man of habit, he's used to waking up first and making breakfast. he doesn't realize the mistake of cooking for two until the plates are done and he calls out your name, saying breakfast is ready. the silence is like getting dropped head-first into a frozen lakeâ cold, merciless. before you, kakashi was used to this life, he was used to being alone and it's so very easy to pretend that was enough when that's all he's ever had. he never knew better, never knew what company, intimacy felt likeâ but now he does, he knows how warm and how happy his life could be, how it was, and he can't bear how lonely and lifeless this feels.
madara's mind is loud and sleep is never easy to come; there's always something to worry, something to think or something his mind forces him to remember and relive again. so, more than anything, from whatever little sleep he gets, he always look forward to waking up. specifically, to you. he cherishes the peace it brings him, to feel your breathing, slow and steady, and see your serene features, the feel your skin. he reaches a hand to your side of the bed, expecting the touch, eager to feel the warmth of your skinâ his eyes are closed and still heavy from sleep, but there's a warm and gentle smile on his lips. it drops in an instant when his fingers wrap around nothing but the sheetsâ cold and empty. it's like his heart sinks in his chest and all at once his throat gets dry, his eyes sting. his fingers curl around the sheets where your spot used to be and even if he tried to, he wouldn't be aboe to stop the tearsâ because this pain he feels is overpowering, it's cruel.
shikamaru doesn't care. if anyone even mentions you, he doesn't care, he's moved on, he doesn't care. he says it, repeats it to himself and to whoever needs to hear it, over and over. he doesn't care, and yet, he still catches himself clinging to your shirtâ the only piece left of you in his house, you forgot it when you were packing and shikamaru never bothered taking it back or to tell you to come pick it up because he doesn't care. he doesn't care that his chest hurts and his fingers tighten around the fabric, and his vision is blurry from tears he refuses to let fall because fuck, your scent is fading from the last thing he has of you and he doesn't know what to do. he doesn't know what to do with the overwhelming pressure he feels in his heartâ he cares. he cares so much, he cares too much. he doesn't know how to be himself again without you.
tobirama is doing well after the break up actually, he'd even dare say betterâ his work no longer piles up in his desk from getting distracted by you, for wanting to give attention to you, his missions go smoothly and so efficiently. it's almsot scary how good at getting over you tobirama is, it's like he's never even loved you in the first place, like he was just waiting for it to end. because surely, someone as unaffected as he seems could've never felt something for you, right? oh, but each person has difference vice, a different way to strangle their pains, and tobirama drowns himself in work until he passes out. he can't think about you if he has no time toâ if his mind is forced to keep making decisions, sign important papers that could benefit or damage konoha, go on high risk missions so he has to focus completely on something that is not you, or worse, the lack of you in his life. but it doesn't work forever, at some point, he's alone in his house and it all comes crushing down on himâ he falls to his knees and it's so, so hard to breath. he tried so hard to not miss you, to pretend that he could not miss you. but he's a liar, he's a fool, he's never loved anything more than he loves you.
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this is officially my number 1 tobirama fic
Hello, it me again ;) here to try one more time for the Tobirama arranged marriage scenario! They didn't consummate the marriage and start to develop feelings for one another!
Okay so this is longer than I expected. I tried to give it enough plot. I think about this all the time so I had so many ideas. And we discussed it being a female s/o so I used she/her. HOPE ITâS OKAY FAM. This is probably my longest scenario to date
Tobirama Senju
The ceremony was basic, and private. Only family and a select few notable members from their respective clans attended, and it lasted half the time a thorough ceremony should have.
Hashiramaâs vision of a charming wedding for his brother quickly lost life. Tobirama refused the mere thought of an arranged marriage at its first mention; he would not be married to some stranger from a clan which had opposed the Senju for decades. He let Hashirama have his union with the Uchiha, but he would bow to his elder brotherâs delusions no more than that, and for something as frivolous as marriage, no less.
Yet Tobirama found himself regrettably swayed, in the end. It took weeks of pleading on Hashiramaâs part. Depicting the prospect of the marriage as something logical and beneficial would be the only power that Tobirama acquiesced to. If acquiring resources and specialized workers for Konohaâs growth meant an alliance, was it not worth it?âso Hashirama presented it in such fashion. Tobirama was inclined to agree, though less inclined to concede that it would be his marriage on the table.
Had the clan been any less profitable, Tobirama would have refused and never spoken of the issue again. But the fact remained that there was little to lose and a monument to gain from the alliance. That would be the sole saving grace. It was the only fleeting comfort that quelled his mind during the tedious ceremony, though it quickly failed to do its job as the minutes dragged on and introduced a sinking feeling of doubt into his conscience.
Tobirama could see the discomfort in his brideâs eyes during the ceremony, the way they flickered ever so slightly to her father in the crowd, as if aspiring for his sudden change of heart that would rescue her from her dismal fate.
At one point, Tobirama thought she looked on the verge of tears. Sullen tears or angry tears, he didnât know. The latter didnât sound unlikely; he had heard that her compliance was no easier wrought than his.
Their shared disdain for the union should have eased some of his concerns. He wouldnât have to worry about offending her should he not provide intimately like a husband should. If they could come to a civil understanding, then it would pave an at least refined path for the rest of the marriage. The eternal, unescapable marriage.
But civility would not be an effortless task. On the wedding night, she made that transparent.
âI wonât do this,â she told him mere seconds after walking into their bedroom, her expression hard, voice overcompensating for the pressure with confidence. âI donât want to be touched. Iâll spend the night outside if I have to, but I canât do this.â
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âCry and scream all you want.â
So, uhhâŠIâm feeling like ruining my heart rn sooâŠ
SHIKAMARU X READER!!
Summary: Three months after Asuma died, your own father was killed in action and naturally you go to your best friend for comfort, but Shikamaru, lost in his own grief fucks up and tells you something that kills your friendship then and thereâŠ
TW: Heavy mentions of death, blood, and also thereâs some underaged smoking (Naraâs behalf), I go kinds off script of the actual arc and shikamaru a huge jackass to you. Oh, and cussing.
âIâm sorry to be the one who tells you, but your fatherâs dead.
you looked at your fatherâs teammate, you saw her as an aunt, but to hear her saying this, looking like she herself should be dead, you couldnât believe it. âThereâs no way. My father could have been Jonin commander if he wasnât so lenient with Shikaku.â Your fatherâs teammate sighed, âI had a hard time believing it myself, Y/nâŠI held him as he died, kidâŠand that was my moment of realization. Heâs dead,â she said, âAunty, thatâs not trueâŠplease say itâs not.â You turned to your fatherâs brother, âUncle-â âI would know if he was alive or not, child. And from now on, your under my custodyâŠâ ââŠUncleâŠAunty, who did it? Could you at least tell me that?â The teammates looked at you grimaced and said a name you had grown to hate.
âHidan. The same person who offed Asuma.â You breathed in and then breathed out before you nodded with a smile, âAlright, let me pack my stuff and Iâll be over, Uncle.â Your uncle sighed heavily, âRightâŠâ he mumbled, walking off. âWant some help, mâdear?â Your âAuntyâ asked, âNo thanks, AuntyâŠâ she nodded and left you at you door step.â You shut the door and muttered, âNow itâs two of us who want revengeâŠâ
Halfway across Konoha was a young Nara, sitting on his porch, smoking a cigarette. He took a deep drag from it. His gut was telling him something bad happened to you. âItâs nothing, idiot.â He grumbled to himself, walking inside with his still lit cig. âWhat do you think your doing in here? Get the hell back out side! Bad enough your father smokes indoors!â Yoshino yelled to her son, he glared at her before saying, âShut up, woman.â He would have received a smack across his face for that if he hadnât caught his motherâs wrist. âDonât even try it.â He said, letting her go. She stood there, stunned at her somâs newfound behavior. âShikamaru,â his father said, his son turned around and smirked, âYes, beloved father?â
why he wanted to bring pain to those he loved? He had the sinful need to see them hurt as badly as he was, it was wrong and it brought tears to his eyes at night, but once he started, it was So easy to keep doing. âY/n here.â Shikaku muttered before walking over to his wife, giving his son he cold shoulder. Shikamaru rolled his eyes and walked to the front door. âHey.â He said to you, cigarette long forgotten in his mouth. âGet that disgusting stick out of your mouth.â
Shikamaru smiled, âNo.â he said, blowing a great cloud of smoke into your face. He laughed has you coughed and waved your hand back and forth in front of your face. âListen, babe. Iâm busy, so come back another time, yeah?â âNo, I need to talk to you, Shika.â He sighed before saying, âFine, letâs take a walk.â And he stepped outside. If his parents asked where he was heâd prolly just say ducking you or sum.
In the woods, you started venting to him, and Shikamaru had only been listening to half of it but then you said, âAnd my dadâs dead,â and he turned around so fast you walked right into his chest. âWhat?â He barked out, âYour fuckin dads been offed!?â He shouted, scaring a flock of birds out of a nearby tree. âYes, have you been listening?â âWell, if Iâm about to ask who did it wadya think, woman?â
you looked at shikamaru and sighed shakily. âHidan,â you said and them moment you did the lid cam off of shikamaruâs emotionsâ can.
âTHE FUCK YOU MEAN, âHIDANâ!? YOU THINK IS A JOKE!? YOU KNOW HOW BADLY I WANT TO KILL THAT MAN!â
âTHE FUCK YOU YELLIN FOR, BITCH? AND DO YOU THINK ID JOKE ABOUT MY DAD DYING!?â
You and shikamaru continued to argue and honestly he was scary, the vein in his forehead a very visible whenever you spoke and his iris had gotten even smaller somehow. You were also showing signs of being close to tears, your voice was cracking and shaking like hell.
and then it happened. You started to cry as you yelled at him.
âYOUR SUCH AND ASSHOLE, SHIKAMARU! HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO ACUAE ME OF LYING ABOUT MY FATHER DYING? DID I ACUSE YOU OF LYING WHEN YOU SAID ASUME DIED?â
âNO, BECAUSE WE HAD A BODY TO DRAG BACK AS PROOF!â
âWELL SO DID MY FATHERâS TEAMMATES, YOU ASSHOLE!â
âQuit the fuckinâ tears, bitch.â He said, but then he immediately felt horrid for saying it. âWait, no, I. Sorry, Iâm sorry.â He said, pulling you into a hug, he held you as you cried-or tried to at least.
you punched him in his chest and shouted out a lovely string of insults.
âTHAT FUCKING HURT, Y/N, WHAT THE FUCK?â He shouted, acting out on his anger and slapping you across the face, âYaâknow what?â
He leaned down, cupping the cheek he had just slapped, âYour a fucking weak ass crybaby bitch, Y/nâŠâ
âGo ahead,â he whispered, âCry and scream all you wantâŠâ
you looked at him and your tears stopped. ââŠIâm done. I fucking donw with you shikamaru, I thought you were a good person but now I see I was wrong. Your nothing but a fuckinâ asshole of a jackass who tease pleasure in hurting other.â
And with that, you turned into a cloud of smoke, leaving shikamaru standing there, on the verge of tears.
He sat up in bed and heaved out a great sigh, âFuckâŠâ âfuckâŠâ âFUCK!â He shouted, temari sat up and asked, âWhat?â
he looked over at her and shook his head, âNothing, go back to bed, it was just a dreamâŠâ
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tobirama x uchiha reader confession
*this is a confession by tobirama when he saw y/n with the other guy*
You felt the cold breeze caress your hair as you walked beside the Hyuga man. He was your fiancé, but not your choice. Your brother Madara had given you enough time to find a husband on your own, but you had failed. You had failed because the only man you wanted had rejected you. Tobirama Senju, the second Hokage and your colleague at the Senju Development and Research Center. You were the head scientist there, a brilliant and beautiful woman admired by many. But none of that mattered to him. He had broken your heart, and now you were alone.
Received message. Here is a possible rewrite of your content: You felt the cold breeze caress your hair as you walked beside the Hyuga man. He was your fiancĂ©, but not your choice. Your brother Madara had given you enough time to find a husband on your own, but you had failed. You had failed because the only man you wanted had rejected you. Tobirama Senju, the second Hokage and your colleague at the Senju Development and Research Center. You were the head scientist there, a brilliant and beautiful woman admired by many. But none of that mattered to him. He had broken your heart, and now you were alone. You felt his fingers twitching to grab your hand. âFine, take it,â you muttered, giving him your hand. âWhy did I agree to marry this guy?â you thought. Your eyes widened as you saw Tobirama ahead, chatting with some villagers. âOh no, letâs go back. Madara must be worried,â you said, tugging your fiancĂ© in the opposite direction. You hadnât seen Tobirama in two days, ever since he turned you down. âMina!â Tobirama called out in his stern voice. You froze, covering your face with your hand. âWhy me?â you groaned. Your fiancĂ© looked at you and Tobirama with a puzzled expression. Tobirama walked up to you and stared at you with his piercing red eyes âUh, yes, Mr. Senju?â you said, avoiding his gaze. âWho is this guy youâre with?â Tobirama asked, sounding more curious than he should. âHeâs my fiancĂ©. Weâre getting married soon.â You said, trying to sound confident and crossing your arms. âYouâre getting married? Now? Why so sudden?â He bombarded you with questions, his voice betraying his disbelief. âYes, Iâm 25 now. I donât want to die alone,â you said, looking him in the eye. âBesides, this guy is really nice,â you added, lying through your teeth. You saw Tobiramaâs reaction. He was shocked, even though he tried to hide it. You felt a surge of satisfaction and amusement. Tobirama clenched his jaw and looked away. He couldnât believe you were getting married to someone else. Someone he didnât even know. Someone who didnât deserve you. He had rejected you two days ago, thinking it was for the best. He thought you were too good for him, too pure and innocent. He thought he would only hurt you with his cold and harsh personality. He was torn. He knew Senju and Uchiha were enemies. But he couldnât ignore his feelings for you. He had to talk to you. âMina, please, listen to me,â Tobirama begged, his eyes showing pain. He couldnât let you go. âIâm sorry, I donât have anything to say to you, no-â You couldnât finish your sentence as he lifted you up by your waist and carried you away. Your fiancĂ© was outraged. He tried to stop Tobirama, but you did too. Tobiramaâs glare threatened your fiancĂ©. âPut me down!â you screamed, kicking his chest. He pressed you against a tree, his eyes locked with yours. âMina, please, hear me out,â he said, his voice full of regret and sincerity. You usually would have interrupted Tobirama a thousand times, but this time your heart told you to let him speak. You stayed silent as he held you against the tree, no way to escape his hold. âI-IâŠIâm sorry. Please donât marry that pale-faced jerk. I know, I know, I turned you down. Thatâs because you were too good for me, I was a fool. I thought you deserved better than me, which you do. But I-I canât stand seeing you with someone else. Please donât marry him,â he said, his words stumbling out of his mouth. He was the man who never got nervous or stuttered in his life, but this day he couldnât express his feelings clearly. He just wanted you to know that he loved you. You saw the love in his eyes. You couldnât resist him anymore. âAre you sure?â you asked softly. âIâm sure. I donât want to lose you. I want to be with you forever. Just please stay with me,â he said, his words making your heart flutter. You smiled and kissed him. His forehead touched yours. Your arms wrapped around each other.
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What Should Have Been Expected
Tobirama Senju x Petite!f!Reader
Note: This is a completely self indulgent fic. I am literally under five feet so the reader will be portrayed as such.The reader is artistic, loves singing, painting, crocheting, cooking and being generally joyful. Sheâs a foil to Tobirama, especially because she hates formalities and enjoys deep, meaningful relationships (not to say that he doesnât, its just a different approach). I think this is going to turn into a series - at least I hope. Definitely more than one part though.Â
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Warnings: none
Summary: Arranged marriage AU (strangers). Exploration into how Tobirama would fall for a woman who had an opposite personality.
Part II
You had only met your husband the day before you were to be wed. The meetings between your father and Hashirama had decided the union of your clans would be enacted by marriage between you and Tobirama Senju, seeing as Hashirama had been recently married to strengthen their alliance with the Uzumaki clan.Â
In that single meeting with your future husband, all your nerves were amplified. You had known he was a straightforward, solitary, emotionless type of man from the descriptions your step-mother and father had given you, but you had expected him to at least be more pleasant; you would be together the rest of your lives, after all.Â
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the way this is TRUE AH
Tobirama x Sensitive! Reader
TW: female reader, bad grammar
It all started with a book- a book written even before the warring states era- about a forbidden, tragic love. No one would have guessed that Tobiramaâs vast library would hide such rare treasure, but here you were, reading the piece with teary eyes. It hurt, physically âas your eyes were burning from the tears- but most importantly, it hurt your soul.
Your marriage with the younger Senju was an arranged one, though, you two were respectful with each other, and as time has passed, you two kind of became friends... maybe a bit more. Tobirama soon realized you were just as intelligent as he was, and this fact reassured him, that despite this marriage was not a love-marriage, it could work. Â Sometimes you caught the silver haired man staring at you âlike you were one of his studies- but when he saw you looking at him, he averted his scarlet gaze elsewhere.
He let you use his library, even if he wasnât in the house, so you spent majority of your free time sitting at the desk, reading studies about jutsus, herbs, and history. These topics were interesting, but your life was not, and you desperately craved for anything that could give you just a peek of what itâs like to be...loved. Hence you furiously looked through the books and scrolls, hoping that maybe...perhaps by accident, the rational man has something that wouldnât fit his perfectly arranged collection.
The book you found was clearly old, although it was in perfect condition, like all of Tobiramaâs books and scrolls. It seemed to be untouched. You breathed in the scent of ink and paper, already feeling tingly that finally you could find something to enjoy. Not exactly half an hour later your husband âwho decided to come home earlier that day- found you in the library, sobbing. His first thought was that something tragic must have happened. He rushed to you in an instant, worry clearly visible on his face. Sharp scarlet eyes observed your body, looking for any type of injury or changes in your chakra. When he didnât sense or see any extraordinary could he muster a simple âWhy are you crying?â though his voice was hoarse, expecting something horrible.
âHe died.â You cried, hugging your knees closer to your body. Tobirama looked confused. As far as he was aware, your family members were alive and well. Were you talking about...someone else? âWho?â âSato san.â You looked up at him, as he was towering over you. âFrom the book. Iâm sorry, I just...â The younger Senju likes logic and rationality, and doesnât like to deal with feelings, you were aware of that. When you started explaining yourself did you realize that he would probably believe you were stupid, irrational, too emotional âthe latter was true- but you couldnât help yourself.
Unbeknowst to you, Tobirama felt relieved, his breathe became even, his heartbeat slowed down. So it was just a book and nothing had happened to you. âI see. You donât have to explain yourself.â Was his sole reply before leaving you in the library. Truthfully, he had never felt such worry for someone, let alone his wife. When he saw your tear strained face, he was about to murder someone. Anyone who ever did something to you. When he heard that someone has died, he was about to take you to his study room and bring back whoever it was. But âfortunately- you were crying about a book.
With a sigh he sat down to look through another report: another clan wanted to settle in Konoha, he needed to check who they were, about their techniques, knowledge of jutsu and their past. Heâd do it tomorrow; since it was already dinner time and Tobirama was well aware that neglecting you would not lead to good. The Senju wouldnât like to admit, but he grew attached to you. You were attractive, intelligent, and seeing your vulnerable side awoken something primal inside him: the urge to protect. He still needed to figure out his feelings âthis fact scared the living shit out of him to be honest- but he was willing to try.
Todayâs dinner was fish âTobiramaâs favourite. You liked to âpamperâ the man occasionally, showing that you cared, in exchange he tried to make your life as easy and problem free as possible. But after todayâs fiasco, you didnât dare to look him in the eye, afraid of finding judgement in those beautiful scarlet eyes. Tobirama didnât question why you decided to be quiet, when usually your voice filled the silence, too afraid to say something wrong.
You went to bed that night feeling extremely disappointed in yourself, you shouldnât have cried in front of him, but...who wouldâve thought he would come home earlier. Your lips trembled, you needed to escape the darkness of your room, your husband must be in his study like always, so it was easier for you to sneak out to the library.
The book was there on the desk, untouched. You wanted to curse it, as tears were streaming from your eyes. No matter how hard youâve tried, they didnât stop. You put back the book to its place, swearing youâd never touch it again, then found a scroll about how fire jutsu works and how to master it. The information was useful for you, since you mainly used water and air jutsu; but after a while you fell asleep on it.
In the morning you found yourself covered by a thick blanket, and there was a book next to the scroll. As you opened it, a letter fell out:
âDear Y/n,
Enjoy your next adventure. This book is a happy one, I donât like to see you cry.
Yours sincerely,
T.â
Does that mean...? He doesnât hate you? Doesnât think youâre incapable? âThank youâ You whispered to no one, and dived into the book.
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