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Rant; #1

normally i wouldn't think of posting this on here, probably on my tiktok or something but this is the only social where i DONT have any of my family members added so its the only place i can talk freely 😬

ANYWAYS am i seriously like the only person who gets sensitive about EVERYTHING super quickly?? like sad sensitive plus angry all at once?? cause it seems like it! idk im always treated differently for it so i have to bottle it up all the time and i hate it. im always about to cry for no reason because my mom told me something the night before, or because two weeks ag i hurt myself really badly (like i passed out and slammed my head against the floor) and my parents just kept blaming it on me for not saying anything before i started getting dizzy. plus the fact that i can clearly see my friends having better social lives and better looks and they're so much skinnier and overall just better than me. im not jealous, i'm really happy for them but i seriously cant help but feel mad at myself for not being as good as them but i cant say anything because "i have a good body too". i dont see it like that though. im like 53.7 kilos and i swear i need to loose those 4 kilos before i get any worse because i know i can be better and so does my family. my mom outright told me she "misses when i was so twig-ish that any harsh action against me could break my bones" (which actually happened, i broke my right arm because of how skinny i was when i was younger) and idk it just makes everything worse and the more torment i get the more i have to bottle up like i seriously cant do this anymore

idk i might just be overreacting or i was scientifically made in a lab and the scientists watching over me fucked up bad who knows

peace yall 😛 (run quick before i go insane)

-bobonani

[bobonani]

Random; #4

i was so unreasonably pissed at how giyuu's canon design was so damn plain the my blood pressure went up so here's what i made while angrily ranting to my imaginary youtube channel about how annoyed his design makes me 😛

notice how mine looks better than the original (i WILL draw this properly one day TRUSTTTT)

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[bobonani]

Random; #3

guys. i give up. IM NAAAWT DOING ANYMORE MATH. that bitch can solve her own problems i can't deal with them anymore 💔💔

choose option two guys...choose it..

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how i feel while writing most of my characters' deaths (like 50% of them are minors and 25% of that 50% are dead)

SHUT UP CANDY APPLE COOKIE THEY'RE ALL NESSECARY SACRIFICES!!! YES EVEN THE TRAIN CONDUCTOR BOY!!

holy shit im actually fucking crazyy...

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"Wow! I love planning the book I'm writi-" kill the 12 year old. "What?" KILL THE 12 YEAR OLD

[bobonani]

Random; #2

i aspire to be as pretty as lishu 💔💔💔

LIKE LOOK ME DEAD IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THIS ISN'T PEAK 14 YEAR OLD PRETTY-NESS!!!! I SWEAR ILL BE LIKE AN ARAB VERSION OF HER AFTER MY GLOW UP (im just getting braces and hopefully some new clothes if i ask nice enough) IN THE SUMMER TRUSTTT

yeah okay im going insane...

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[bobonani]

Random; #1

"oh i can't find the right refrence i need so i HAVE TO use ai to recreate the image i have in my head!!!1!11! 🥺🥺"

BOO!!!! i made this reference in like two minutes before my mom could walk in on me not studying

get over yourself and actually put in the effort. work for once you loser.

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[bobonani]

Life Update; #2

I FINISHED SCHOOL TODAY!!! not really its more so the last working day. on like the sunday after the next i have to go to school to take my exams and leave but that's easy so YAY!!! i did t-shirt signing on my fuck ass school uniform and it was GREAT DO RECOMEND! only problem is i'm upset about finishing my literature exam and not having a reason to rewatch course hero videos about lotf for no reason. LIKE I USED TO LIE AND SAY I WAS REVISING WHEN I JUST WANTED TO WATCH THEIR VIDEOS FOR FUN 💔💔💔 oh and i'm most probably gonna be separated from most of my friends because of shuffling next year for fucking pre-ig bro 💔 WHY 💔 eh im not too worried rn anyways i'm more so concerned about wtf happens ti the boys after the book ended. yeah sure the deus ex machina thing happened but like...what now??? why did golding never specify what happened next...💔 i will post what my uniform looks like now later btw!!! like a before and after because it's like a huge drastic change bro 😛 yeah thats it

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Life Update; #1

quick (thought- haha epic refrence) note im going through a shit ton of exams because the british division sucks ass here in egypt and ALSO i have to study over EID. FOUR OF THE FEW DAYS WHERE MUSLIMS ARE SPECIFICALLY ASKED TO BE HAPPY AND POSITIVE ON BY THE PROPHET (peace be upon him) AND I HAVE TO FUCKING STUDY HOW TO CALCULATE THE CIRCUMFRENCE OF A CIRCLE USING PI??? WHAT THE FUCK DUDE 💔💔💔 it's fine tho im studying litrature rn and honestly comparing between

(spoilers btw)

Piggy and Simon's funerals in terms of how nature accepted them into the afterlife and I'm enjoying myself (kind of 😐) anyways wish my luck for this entire month until the eighteenth 😛

literally me 😛

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INTRO!!!! (woo!)

hello hi hullo tumblr!!! My name is hanni and im about 14 yrs old!! (probably...im writing ts in may so im technically still 13 but idc im 14 mentally..) below will be basic info abt me 😛😛 (fandoms im in, what i'll be doing on this blog, etc. etc...)

FANDOMS!! +stupid ass comments under them.. (holy loser..) > The Apothecary Diaries

90% of the time im watching while trying to study and also its just the first four eps bcs thats all the website I used let me download 💔💔

>Demon Slayer

Because everyone has seen that at some point, right?

>Epic: the Musical

No Odysseus the "I'm just a man" excuse isn't gonna save you this time just throw the damn baby away already.

>Lord of the Flies

Because not everyone who was forced to read it in year eight hated it...RIGHT??

>Genshin Impact

NO! NO!!! IM NOT A GOONER LEAVE ME AND MY HB GAMING ALOOONEUH!! AHSHDAHISHDU

>Honkai: Star Rail

Yes I only started playing becoz of The Herta tf are you gonna do about it 🤨

>Percy Jackson AND Harry Potter

YEAH. YEAH IM GROUPING THEM TOGETHER. I DON'T WANT THIS DUMBASS GENERATIONAL BEEF BETWEEN PJO FANS AND HP FANS TO KEEP GOING FOR GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH LONGER I FEEL LIKE THAT ONE IMAGE OF A WOLF KID STANDING IN BETWEEN HIS PARENTS ARGUING

>Yaelokre

I have no idea if they count as a fandom but I love Keith's music and character designs and plot for their characters like im literally Clemie

>Cookie Run: Kingdom

I WILL NOT FALTER!!! -pure vanilla before ministry exams (probably)

Random Spontaneous info abt me 😛 (bcz im the coolest person you'll meet here JOKING I SWEAR)

>Egyptian >Muslim >GREAT AT WRITING (or at least thats what all my -past and present- english teachers say) >Loser (idk if that was obvious tho cause i have amazing aura ik ik) >Can speak three languages (english, arabic, french) + im learning mandarin >I draw alot :D >Also desperately trying to make a fandom out of my ocs (please please please join the community I made for it -yes this is shameless self-promotion idgaf) >Peach Iced Tea Addict™️(im not joking i NEED to have one in hand at all times or else ill break down) >i will INTENTIONALLY refuse to capitalize stuff on this blog (sue me) >Yeah thats it 😛

What I'll be Posting (uhhh)

mostly stuff about whatever I'm interested in, shameless self-promotion for my yt channel (once I start posting on there), drawings of my ocs (though that might go to the Land of the Unseen community idk yet), Life updates and definitely gambling (hsr, crk, genshin) results 😎 no NSFW im a minor that 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 shi isn't gonna be on my damn blog bro 💔

thats all BUH BAI 😛😛

-bobonani