borderliner-sapphic

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I want to fall in love again... but my soul is terrified of it.

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I don't know if this is a bpd thing but if I show someone something I like, and they don't like it or have a neutral response to it, I'll stop liking it or I'll just shut down the possibility of sharing anything else with that person.

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People need to realize that if you hang around an abuser or someone who supports one, you are just as bad as they are..

Not "wanting to get involved" should only be used in petty disagreements, not when trauma is a factor.

I've known too many people that will just stay neutral in a situation where somebody is being seriously harmed. Either that or they will say they're on your side while still hanging around that person.

Enabling and ignoring is just as deplorable as the actual abuse and shows a lack of care. Don't smile in my face, pretend to give a shit, and support somebody who harmed me.

[borderliner-sapphic]

should we listen to the tracks in order or does it not matter

i think every album in the world should be listened to in order

[borderliner-sapphic]

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

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One thing nobody tells you about eating disorders is how boring it is to have one, it's just constant waiting, waiting for my next meal, waiting to see the scale go down, waiting to see results, waiting to hit my next gw, it never ends

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What if people know something about me that I don't know about myself? And I'm just a terrible person, but no one is telling me

[borderliner-sapphic]

Gotta love going from “i love life and life is good” to “i should be dead, i want to die, no one loves me and i should kms” and then back to “life is so good right now”

[borderliner-sapphic]

trying to express how you feel and just ruining their mood

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sorry for being distant all of a sudden, it was either that or screaming and crying and saying irreversibly damaging things to you after you ignored my feelings in favour of yours once again (I can't tell if I'm overreacting or not)

[borderliner-sapphic]

I have no one... all of my friendships are shallow asf... no one cares and neither do I

[borderliner-sapphic]

Oop..

bpd is drinking wine, screaming, self h@rm!ng, masturbating, crying, dancing and punching walls all in the span of 30 minutes

[borderliner-sapphic]

bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse

[borderliner-sapphic]

My opinions and thoughts are constantly changing. It's pretty annoying. Lol

[borderliner-sapphic]

Trying really fucking hard not to take all this out on someone

[borderliner-sapphic]

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TRIGGER WARNING: Traumacore and themes of SA ⚠️ ⚠️ ⚠️

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Why am I left to pick up the broken pieces?? Why do I still have to deal with the contamination you gave me?

Fuck you.