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God if I lost weight like I lose my money

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i can ""forget to eat"", but my healthy friends NEED sustenance okay

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A lot of the ppl on edtwt and here do not know what it’s like actually being overweight, they don’t understand the desperation and the self disgust.

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You know it gets bad again when you result into going back on tumblr 💀

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having an ed and not even being skinny is honestly so embarrassing

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idk if anyone else has experienced this but since i’ve developed an ED i’ve had this massive desire to be really flat chested?? like i don’t want boobs at all and obviously they’ve shrunk a bit cause of weight loss but i want them to be like non existent? idk if this is just me or what but it’s weird

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also i will say that i fully don’t remember much after i opened the second bottle and it’s actually scaring me

naw not ed related but i drank 2 bottles of wine last night got so fucking drunk i called my mum told her i loved her(???) and i’ve just woken up STILL drunk and i’ve got class today. actually fml i don’t even wanna think about the calories

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naw not ed related but i drank 2 bottles of wine last night got so fucking drunk i called my mum told her i loved her(???) and i’ve just woken up STILL drunk and i’ve got class today. actually fml i don’t even wanna think about the calories

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you can have an ed at any size, gender, age. skinny, normal, fat. male, female, nonbinary. 8, 16, 19, 40. it doesnt matter. anybody can a have a ed

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uni binges are so fucking weird cause i don’t have any proper binge food so i just eat what i can and i stg i just sat in my room and ate a fucking jar of pesto with a spoon plus a can of soup out of the fucking can i’m gonna kms ffs

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turns out the problem with uni is even if i don’t eat that much i am drinking an extraordinary amount so that means i’m usually consuming like 1500 calories a day so im not losing weight and im very unhappy about it

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cassie rearranging the food in random peoples houses is the most correct representation of someone with an ed ever

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having an ED while being a borderline alcoholic has really gotta be the worst combo to exist

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the fact that alcohol has so many calories is genuinely sinful like how am I meant to enjoy my evening when one bottle of wine is over 500 calories????