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I just...want to be enough...im tired...im tired of begging....it destroying me...i don't think i can go on much longer....

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Please, love me like I matter, like I’m worth the air I breathe

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Healing

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im tired of making a new sh account 😭

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scrolling through pictures and came across the only picture i will ever have of us together. ouch.

im on my period im emotional, why did the universe choose now

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why doesn't my gf like me.

why can't she comfort me.

why can't she at least pretend that she cares that im hurting so fucking bad inside.

why am i not enough.

why am I unlovable.

why can't i just be skinny and attractive and not mentally ill.

i want to scream and claw my skin off.

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like 85% sure im getting cheated on again and fucking ouch.

maybe it's just my fucked up mind being fucked up.

hopefully.

lets go with that.

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I wonder if they miss me, or if I’m just the story they tell when they need to explain why they don’t trust storms anymore

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you make me feel like such a fucking burden now.

ii think its time for us to say goodbye.

there's nothing holding us together anyway.

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When you're out of sight

In my mind

'Cause sometimes I look in her eyes

And that's where I find a glimpse of us

And I try to fall for her touch

But I'm thinking of the way it was

Said I'm fine and said I moved on

I'm only here passing time in her arms

Hoping I'll find

A glimpse of us

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I'm young, I know, but even so

I know a thing or two

I learned from you

I really learned a lot, really learned a lot

Love is like a flame

It burns you when it's hot

Love hurts

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Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

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I never talk about who i'm with now to spare you the hurt ..

but all you seem to want to do is just that..hurt me..

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does knowing me more lead to loving me less?

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