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Please rip my heart out, throw it on the floor, step on it, punch it, blow it up, rip it apart and spit on it.. it would be more bearable than living this life.

I hope I don’t exist in other universes.. that poor soul of mine is just exhausted and wants to rest.

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Why am I no one’s first choice?

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Guys I have a date this week!!!

(He still doesn’t know I am actually terrified of humans and I’ll probably be the worst gf ever if we will continue to date)

((And he’s like 36 or smth hihi))

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I just want someone to see me and ask if I’m alright.

I feel like I’m not sick enough.

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Cutting while being on your period is another experience. (I can’t stand up too fast or I’ll just faint)

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I think my cuts are too deep, they are still bleeding after 10 hrs, help, what do I do? Or is that normal? They always stopped bleeding after 3 or 4 hrs.

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Got new babies (all fake of course)

10 blades for under 3€ feels good.

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The feminine urge to just isolate myself from anyone and everything I love.

(Btw anyone wanna mutuals? pretty please.)

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While others lose weight when they are depressed I gain weight.

God has his favourites…

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No grippy sock jail for me! Losers really thought they could keep me in there.

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My ex told me when we were still together that he thinks scars are attractive.

Oh honey, I have a lot of them. (probably the only hot thing about my body)

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Just got called emo by a random kid on the street. Thanks for the compliment, bud!

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would you still love me even when I'm a unstable bitch who changes his mood every 2 seconds, is always irritable, is addicted to pain and overthinks everything? 🕴️

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Maybe she’s born with it, maybe it’s her dads fault.

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Why do relationships with older men have to be so complicated?

What you mean he actually talks about why he’s in a bad mood and I can’t be mad at him because he says sorry?

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“You look like you’re about to cry.”

No I just wanna k1ll myself.