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SMALLVILLE | SEASON 1 EPISODE 3 “Hothead”

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alpha clark who, in rut, puts all his body weight on lex and pins him after every knot with his cock burried as deep as it possibly can be inside lex. he can’t afford anything spilling out. still pushing impossibly closer, just desperately grinding against lex’s cervix panting, whining “…so it takes,” and “…give you pups,” into lex’s neck while one of clark’s hands circles over his womb. like his entire life has dwindled down to ensuring lex will be carrying his child.

and for all lex’s squirming and mewling “full,” clark just kisses the back of his neck or his shoulders and tells him “stay, omega,” until he finally settles and clark will reward him by wringing another orgasm from his poor, spent cock and his cunt will clench down so hard clark nearly comes again.

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🐶😼

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uwu

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How do you know if you're a hyperace and not a non-asexual? (genuinely asking)

it varies between people, but for my experience, i found it hard for me to find anyone attractive sexually, whenever i feel attracted to someone i don't see myself having sex with them. but my hypersexuality would make up scenarios of me and my crush and just intrusively put it in my head, giving me unwanted feelings and fantasies about sex despite not having sexual attraction

a lot of people have different ways of expressing their experiences with hypersexuality and asexuality but thats personally my personal experience :)

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Okay, so, random dump.

I thought I was aro for a while because relationships always felt really weird and I’d always get uncomfortable and leave immediately. But, with help from my best friend and her uncanny ability to annoy and worm her way into the very core of your being I realized that I actually just have massive commitment issues. Having said that, I made a few aro and ace friends, and I learned some things!

First things first: Allonormativity is harmful.

If I want to sleep with someone, I mean I want to sleep beside them, to curl up into a ball and cuddle because I haven’t cuddled anyone to fall asleep in as long as I can remember. My earliest memory is when I was 18 months old. It shouldn’t automatically mean that I wanna fuck.

Pleasure is not inherently erotic. Sometimes, a pleasurable thing has nothing to do with sex or sexual gratification and it’s another it’s always taken that way.

Two people hanging out, and hanging out often, does not mean that two people are dating. My best friend talks to me almost as much as she talks to her beef, and we’re not dating. We were but that’s beside the point. People can be friends- people of any gender can be friends. It’s also totally cool if you don’t want friends ☺️

Sex doesn’t always mean there are romantic feelings involved. FWB is a thing that works for a lot of people, and it’s totally okay to get sexual gratification without romantic commitment. Those same two people might seem to you like they like each other as something different than friends, but they’re friends, and that’s how they’re happy. Mind your beeswax.

And for the love of all things holy (me) who decided that being romantically involved is more than friends? Why is that above it? Why is that a pedestal? It’s fuckin annoying and needs to stop.

Romantic feelings can be shared between more than two people! My other best friend is ambiamorous, and he is more devoted to its boyfriend than any two people ever be devoted to each other. I’m salty about it but it’s fine lols. You don’t always have to find everything you want in one person- and that’s okay, I promise.

Lemme know if I missed anything, I would love to learn more!

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hey writers- if you're ever working on a story, and you hear a voice telling you to make all your characters aromantic, or polyamorous, or maybe even both, that's an angel talking. and you should listen

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Peter tries to never talk about his dating life with Tony, not directly anyway.

Tony’s chalked it up to the kid being way too embarrassed. The minute he tries to bring up that MJ girl, Peter flushes a bright pink and stumbles over his words for the next hour. It’s seriously detrimental to their productivity in the lab, he decides.

Plus, he’s never been one for dating advice. He’s lucky Pepper even gave him a second glance after the bullshit he’s put her through. So, he was happy to leave it alone. He lets Peter bring it up naturally in between rants of Star Wars and Spider-Man.

He doesn’t nag the kid. And he almost expects it when Peter eventually brings up going on highschool sweetheart dates with MJ (even if they are to horror movies or death museums…)

His questions start when Peter starts to bring up Ned.

It’s offhanded, and Tony doesn’t pry, but he doesnt miss when Peter calls Ned his boyfriend or the way he flushes the same pink when he talks about them building legos together. Even if just yesterday he had spoken about holding hands with MJ like it was their wedding.

He knew the kid looked up to him. That much Peter couldn’t hide. And Tony had always had a nagging fear in the back of his mind, imagining Peter actually becoming like him. He knew that was a risk when he’d taken the little spider under his mentorship. Now, his greatest fears have come true.

Peter Parker, the playboy.

It, honestly, sends a shiver down his spine.

He reaches his limit when Peter shows up for lab day on Friday, as per usual, gushing about MJ and Ned at the same time. Like nothing is out of the ordinary. Even as Tony looks him up and down, like he’s just grown an extra head.

“What?” Is all Peter says as he quirks his head to the side. His backpack sliding off his shoulder slightly and his shoes untied. Nothing out of the oridnary. Tony bites down on the inside of his cheek. Gods, where is May when he needs to have these ‘talks’?

“Listen kid… You know I was young and dumb, right? You were one of those, err, fanboys or whatever.”

Peter cringes. “I was eight-“ Tony cuts him off with a wave of his hand.

“You made a whole helmet. It was cute. Whatever. My point is— I was dumb. You’re not. You’re smart. Probably the smartest kid I know. And you’ve got a future ahead of you.”

“I hope so?” Peter quips. Tony just sighs. Don’t get distracted.

“You just said MJ was your girlfriend.” He crosses his arms, raising a skeptical eyebrow.

Peter blinks. “Uh… Yeah?”

“Then, not even five seconds later, said you went on a date with Ned. Hate to break it to you kid, but I’m pretty sure that’s, uh… That’s cheating.” He points out with a frown. Peter stands there, unmoving.

In slow motion, Tony watches the kid go from a small smile to genuinely doubling over in laughter, holding his sides and hiccuping. It takes another moment for Peter to catch his breath, standing upright again, still giggling slightly.

“Mr. Stark, I’m not cheating.” He explains, shifting on his feet with a sheepish grin. “We’re polyamorous.”

Now, it’s Tony’s turn to blink, unmoving. Peter can practically see the gears turning in his head. He’s sure if he doesn’t step in soon, a literal 404 error screen will pop up on his mentors forehead. Peter takes a breath and continues.

“We— We’re all dating each other. And we’re all okay with it. It’s not a secret or anything. I promise.”

There’s a long pause of silence as Tony processes Peter’s additional words. Thankfully, there’s no reboot necessary.

“So… You all know,” He finally speaks up. Peter nods. “And you’re all… happy?” Tony asks, a little more hesitantly.

Peter smiles fondly, clearly thinking of the two he had just spoken to a few hours prior. “Yeah. Yeah, we’re all really happy.”

“Huh.” And just like that, Tony shrugs. “Well, next time maybe just give me a heads-up in the ‘partner department’, yeah? Pepper would’ve killed me if you invited both Ned and MJ to dinner and we didn’t set an extra seat.”

Peter’s face lights up, his shoulders slumping slightly in relief. He nods with a genuine smile and the two move on. In a second, Peter is back to ranting about the latest soap drama he and May had binged over the week while he was gone.

That’s all he needed, really. His kid was safe and happy. Sure— Once Peter had left, Tony had spent at least three extra hours in the lab, googling and reading wikipedia. But, ultimately, it was worth it.

Peter Parker was worth it.

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when i learned what "cheating" in a relationship was when I was a kid i was very concerned and confused. i said smth like "but why don't they just ask permission and then they're allowed?"

anyway i'm an aspec poly trans man now

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Has thou considered… Superboy? I love his punk look it’s soooo argh

And when he’s not drawn white as hell? GOOD LORD-

Thoroughly considered!!!

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how can you be a wolverine fan and not also be a multishipper? that man is a WHORE

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being on a aroace spectrum is hard, because even if i don't feel certain attractions doesn't stop me from wanting human connection and closeness. i don't want to date but i need intimacy from something, whether is family, friends, pets, i need to not feel alone with myself.

if i could manifest it, I'd want a partner for life, a bestfriend that will never leave, a permanent roomate to share chores with; an embrace that lasts forever.

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Billy Batson is SO aroace coded to me and it's fun how I missed it for so long

Billy's stories is always about his family and his powers, in differents universes and everything. That's sweet and really cool, probably one of the reasons I like him so much, but I realised that my real thing with Billy is the fact he don't have romantic partners.

I mean yeah, you can mention Courtney or Cissie if you want, but I can't see Billy really in love with them or dating anyone. It's not a ship war thing, it's a aro thing who actually fits with him so much. I can't see him dating, in any age, and that's make me so comfortable

And it's fun If you imagine someone in the league wanting a romantic advice from Capitan, since he's a "adult man" who lived so much, and Billy is just in panic bc he don't understand nothing about it and run away. I really like to see him as a Damian's friend, so imagine him seeing all of his friends having dates and be like "that's gross" but happy for them all the same time, and never thinking about himself having it bc it's so weird

people asking him about any girlfriend and Billy say "and why would I want that?" like at 17 years old

I love you aroace Billy im sorry I lost you for so long

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"what do you mean you read/write romance related fanfiction, but you're aroace?"

because its a nice concept in ✨️theory✨️, not in practice, you silly goose

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Im sorry but being aromantic and/or asexual is such a beautiful, complex identity that opens up almost endless possibilities and interpretations about sex and romance and relationships and struggles within those,

and i will always absolutely LOATHE how both the outside and the aro/ace community itself have boiled these identities down to just "doesnt have sex" and "doesnt date"

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His eyes are burning of rage like two suns