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𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[ID: February 1. Nothing, merely tired. END ID]

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The Crucible by Arthur Miller

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"I don't think love is always a good thing, I don't think I wonna be with anyone. Sometimes it doesn't feel like a good idea. I love her. She's the only thing that makes me happy, and that's sh*t. Because no one person should be responsible for your happiness."

-Marcus(Ginny and Georgia)

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"It isn't your fault, accidents are just accidents. I will be miserable for some time now but I won't be in despair thinking my life is ruined. So go. Don't even look back, and leave. When you can finally get rid of that guilty look on you face, come back to see me."

-Yi Chan (Twinkling Watermelon)

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"It's not much of a life I'm living, so when I die which I must do, Know I've lived long enough the sole of my shoes are all worn out. I've watched the world end so many times and started al over again in the morning. I've sang sorrow songs to the crowds and lost faith. When I die, fear my sorrows might haunt cause I'll leave no regret will be left behind."

-Kaizen

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"I wonder what it would've been like if I stuck around. I'm ashamed you can see what I've become. It's even harder when I'm awake, I can't take the jokes anymore cause I miss the way you smile but I hate to look back to who you were and still are , something I didn't have but didn't lose."

-Kaizen

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"I think there was something in our past lives, but in this one we don't have the In-Yun to be that kind of person to each other "

-Past Lives

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If I have to continue living even after this, I hope I wither away quickly so I don't have any lingering attachments

-Kaizen

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"Love stayed away for months losing parts of me I didn't know he had

There were other places I was supposed to be but my plans didn't matter

All I could think about is when love would return and he would barely recognize me or not even remember my name

I was the other woman but nothing close to a woman

Love had songs that reminded him of his other

they were songs I didn't like to listen to."

-Kaizen

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"i cost a girl her life because i was afraid to love her..."

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" Darling do not compare you're different Do not compare No other way is yours." -Kaizen

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"What happened to me

The last time I saw her she was thinking of dying

my sense of wonder is a little tired

She lived, I exist

She meant and she said

The mess seems like chaos but it has an order to it."

-Kaizen

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Ocean Vuong, from “Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong”, Night Sky with Exit Wounds

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"Surviving is never beautiful, it is not heroic like they tell you in fairytales and movies It's dirty, It's tears streaming down your face and sobbing in your dark corner. It's blood in your hands and in your face, it's fear and feeling of numb at the same time. Don't preen yourself for being a survivor, you lull yourself to sleep with stories of a life where you have never been forced to fight in the first place." -AH

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"Who's the real you The person who did something awful or the one who's horrified by the awful thing you did? Is one part of you allowed to forgive the other." -X

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"I don't ask you to love me always like this, but I ask you to remember. Somewhere inside of me there will always be the person I am tonight." - F. Scott Fitzgerald (Tender is the Night )

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"What is grief if not love persevering ." -X