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Vacuüm bag

My brain is like a vacuüm cleaner

I suck up all the information

But the bag is full

And it needs replacement

It’s like I can’t find the store

Where they sell the right bags

They are sold out

And I’m outdated

I need an update

A reset button

Or maybe I should just reverse?

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Yesterday in the past

Yesterday I was scared

Yesterday I was hopeless

Yesterday I thought there wouldn’t be a tomorrow

Today I feel better

And tomorrow will matter ❀

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God Damn

Dear God, How many more souls do you want to take? I think you're selfish by taking so many loved ones. Could you please consider only taking the ones who aren't worth safing for? Then maybe people will have more faith in you. Because you just lost mine...

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Living with this feelings

Like living in insecurity Like feeling the unknown Like living the hardest way Like feeling you're already blown

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A special day

Today is a special day 

A day with new opportunities

I know I will find a way

A way to release my immunities

It will be a whole new way of life

And I'm ready to take the chance

Come and try me with the knife

The knife will no longer hurt, because I just find advance

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Better days will come

Even the hardest times will come to an end at some point You just have to find your own peace Be strong and let the bad things no longer dissapoint So one day you will experience a release It doesn’t mean the bad will never come back But don’t worry everything owns it’s ups and downs Just hold on to the positivity and the bad finds it harder to attack And believe me in the end it will be better then it currently sounds

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It’s fine

Sometimes I wonder if there’s something between heaven and earth Then I think I would’ve heard

But when I think about it happening I get scared I guess you know that, so you just spared

I like that thought and it’s fine It all makes sense now, because it’s mine

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Hungry for fear

It doesn’t matter how hard I try It keeps coming back No matter how often I say goodbye It keeps following my track Like it’s hungry for fear And I have just the right amount It will still appear As long as my fear can be found

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It wasn’t me

I leant my head back and tried to close my eyes

Somehow I couldn’t control it

They wanted me to realize

Realize so I would permit

The image of the past

I remember how happy I could be

It felt like I was my own gast

But then I realised; it wasn’t me

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Darkness has the upper hand

There are good days and bad days

But the bad days always seem to surpass

You can’t find the light in the tunnel anymore

And you get the weirdest thoughts you never had before

I wish I could just ignore

But the darkness really wants to explore

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🐞

In times without inspiration

The missing won't be less

Then I would like to cherish you for a moment

Even with the bitterness

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Hope is so important

Dear Hope,

I want to thank you For me holding on For me being strong For me to find beauty For me to find peace

If it wasn't for you I'd be way more of a mess right now

I want to thank you for believing in me while I couldn't

Thank you

Yours sincerely,

A hopeful someone 💫

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A Life without Purpose

When I get really deep thoughts of life I get scared It’s like it doesn’t have a purpose at all It doesn’t make any sense You just have to survive Make the best out of it And when faith thinks it’s time It will choose you’re death

Am I the only one who’s thinking this?

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Lost

It’s like I lost myself And I keep searching everywhere But It’s like I don’t want to be found It’s like my mind can’t communicate with my body Like they’re speaking another language And sometimes I don’t know what to do anymore, cause I let myself down Me who doesn’t want to help me And that’s how I get lost How I make one bad decision after another And another And another And it won’t stop till my body and mind will find each other again And in the meantime I’ll keep being lost Lost like I lost you…

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It's never too late

Don’t wait for a moment that’s gonna change everything. It will never happen. You are the only one who can change it. Be who you wanna be, cause you’re beautiful the way you are. And don’t let anyone tell you differently!

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The rainbow of hope

When life gives you rain Just add a little sunshine And there will be a rainbow