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dess is the knight. here's why
so, i keep seeing people arguing and being unsure who/what the knight is. lots of people saying that it's carol, or that it's actually none of the holidays and is just connected to them somehow. meanwhile i'm 99.99999999% certain it is in fact DESS. and you know what bumped my certainty levels up from like 75% to that 99.99999999%? gerson.
the dark world was able to use his dust to revive him for a time. he was perfectly himself, and he was in this sort of... limbo state of being a darkner and a lightner. but his funeral rites were followed correctly, minus actually burying his urn. so let's ask ourselves: what happens when the funeral rites aren't followed correctly?
what if they CAN'T be? what if the death is so sudden and horrible and her dust is lost? ... what if a fraction of her dust attaches itself to an object that does not correctly resonate with her soul? what if that's all that you have left of her? this incongruent amalgamation of her-but-not-her? do you throw the object away? no, that's your daughter. your childhood best friend. you're going to cling to the little bit you still have of her and try to bring the rest of her back. let the world end if it must; she's more important.
knight carol immediately falls apart for me for two big reasons, and one is simply that this is not what a lightner would look like in the dark world.
this is a lost, twisted being. this is the other side of the scale gerson was on, of near-simultaneously being a lightner and a darkner.
the other reason i can't buy into knight carol is that the knight was already waiting for susie and kris in the dark world while carol was at home grounding noelle. can the woman teleport? exist in two places at once? no. it's just not her.
anyway, plotholes in knight carol theory aside, there are SO many visual clues that the knight is at least a fraction of dess. if you weren't paying close attention - and good chance you weren't because you had bullets to dodge - you might have interpreted the knight's sword as just a sword. and then later, in noelle's house, you run into carol's katana and it's like, woah wait a SWORD?! that is intentional misdirection. the knight's sword is not a Sword. it's a bat.
here i have a handy and very painstakingly detailed chart just for you

real life + in-game katana vs the knight's "sword" vs real life bats. note the bottom of the knight's sword jutting out in one direction and how the real life black bat does the same thing.
katanas are also not wielded with one hand. the correct posture is with two

now, look how the knight swings her "sword":
if you manage to "win" the fight in chapter three, susie attacks the knight head-on, and chips the sword
and, oh, huh would you look at that-
interesting coincidence. also, the knight turns into a baseball-looking ball multiple times
one more thing. this stained glass window design in the church. it's dess standing below the titan she now shares a body silhouette with
(pardon the shaky outlines i refuse to turn on my tablet right now but hopefully that helps you see what i'm talking about if you couldn't at first)
and this isn't even getting into how dess's song is incorporated into the knight's battle theme. we finally met our girl, guys. it's her
#as for why she seems to be doing exactly what carol wants and needs her to do and is more or less under control#none of this means she's like. incapable of thought. or remembering. or knowing that something's wrong and wanting to fix it#and here's a person she may or may not recognize as her mother promising she can fix it. and one of her best friends too#i said dess post would wait until later but it's now actually#deltarune#dess holiday#deltarune spoilers
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happy ten years of stanford pines!!!
i seriously can't believe it's been ten years. i'd love to hear fellow veterans' memories! do you remember where you were when it was confirmed stan had a twin brother? were you a believer in the theory, or were you a skeptic? did you call him stanley? did you think he was dipper and mabel's grandfather? reminisce!!
#gravity falls#stanford pines#not what he seems#i remember exactly where i was and what i was doing#i was in my aunt's house watching the new [REDACTED]#when my friend texted me out of the blue and was like STAN GRAVITY FALLS TWIN BROTHER CONFIRMED
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kintsugi
(no-kintsugi version under the cut)
so we hit 212 followers on monday (!!) and i was gonna get out something soon for that but then between when i went to bed monday night and this morning y'all rocked it up to 224 so uhh happy 224 instead i guess and thank y'all so much!! i'm glad y'all like my humble offerings lol
have another cody because i fear nobody is doing it like him
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#commander cody#marshal commander cody#clone wars cody#my art#i don't trust anybody who doesn't like cody.#if you didn't have a raging crush on him in middle school what are you even doing with your life#see i told you i can do serious stuff and not just dumb memes#but y'all seem to like the dumb memes more than anything else and y'know what i do too so#not like i'm out here trying to get a job as an artist *remembers that that is in fact exactly what i am doing*
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lucanis is a 'I could sit in our quiet kitchen on a grey tuesday afternoon drinking coffee and talking with you about nothing much in particular forever and be the happiest man who ever lived' romantic, not a 'classic tropes and grand gestures' romantic. this is a distinction and conceptual gap I personally feel is crucial to understanding what's going on with him when romanced. for all his almost painful sincerity and clear depth of feeling he's not a very effusive guy by nature, but in the history of time no one has ever, with their whole soul, chest and being, been so genuinely and openly happy to just do laundry and taxes with you.
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rook x lucanis#his enchanting bordering on comical low-keyness in all his dealings and quiet but unflinching devotion is the point!#that is where the joy is stored. To Me. the mutual 'your company could make hell paradise to me' level of just...#*liking* between him and rook gets to me. they're best friends who enjoy doing everything together and also in love.#diversity win two demisexuals living the dream out there and incidentally also sometimes killing dragons together <3#it's less about the butterflies in my stomach excited love more about the calm safe home/best friend kind of love. if you see what I mean#less dramatic and narratively explosive more realistic and soothing and exactly my shit haha#also I think he's autistic and leaning on romance tropes is more like scripting for him (not inauthentic in terms of the feelings#just some 'well as I understand these are the steps to *express* these feelings' not quite spontaneity going on)#but that is very much a personal headcanon and fully vibes-based and no one has to agree with me on it haha#if/when he proposes to rye I don't think he plans it all out or anything he'd just gaze at him in some very mundane everyday situation#and suddenly go '...hey do you want to get married' like he's noting that they're low on onions or something#because he's so utterly enchanted with rook's existence and being anything else seems kind of irrelevant right then#(rye knows him very well and is not particularly taken aback by this. if anything he'd been fretting#over popping the much bigger question of whether lucanis wants to get buried side by side with him lol#(reader... he said yes. and they were gravemates. (oh my god they were gravmates)))
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what if I just made my profile picture a male calico cat or something. hurm
#not a fave#musings#silly#thing is. what image would it be exactly!#idk the fact male calicos seem to crop up A Bit on this blog is humorous to me. I think honoring it would be cute
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TMA Trevor would want TMAGP Trevor dead for being a posh prick. TMAGP gives me the impression that he'd want TMA Trevor dead for being homeless.
#What a down grade honestly#But also it's crazy how different he is#No one else has been this different#Gertrude was basically exactly the same#Basira “I''m reading alchemy for fun since I'm a prisoner here and bored” is probably better suited to education that being a police office#Helens freaky in how similar she is#Gerrys different but he's still an artist living with Gertrude. He seems dimmer but also he got experimented on by MI (unofficially)#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp#magnus protocol#the magnus protocol spoilers#tmagp 28#tmag28 spoilers
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Something I haven't seen discussed yet is not only did buck and Tommy kiss, but they JUST kissed. Tommy kissed him once, just communicating that "okay is this what you want us to do?" And then he set up a real romantic date where he's going to pick buck up at 8 and everything.
Buck who has a shit load of trauma from partners wanting him for nothing more than his body. From always having to be the person adding the romance into every relationship to convince people there's more to him then sex.
Baby boy just got asked on a wholesome date and got promised romantic helicopter flying lessons and he won't even have to drive and goddddvdhebusjabsjsjdnxns
#don't get me wrong#buddie#will always be my endgame#but i have a feeling tommy has the ability to be exactly what buck needs right now.#sweet and curious#and romantic#with someone who seems to actually know how lucky they are to get the chance#911#911 abc#9 1 1 abc
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tbh i agree with this one
#don't get me wrong initially i thought wow imagine if jade asks trey do u like dogs?? and he said yes~!#he'd be the perfect prince eric for ariel-like jade (who privately likes to collect stuff) (as if jade knows which is actually dog)#but something in me feels like no... even tho i want to just say trey is a dog person... somehow it doesn't seem right...#it feels like a dog would tire him out#and dog's predictable love seems a bit unfit for him who likes to hang out with unpredictable people who are like cats ...#especially bcs he was talking about nah i don't care about love that one time when he was talking about baking#so exactly#i feel like his facade shows that he seems to like dogs but in the truest end he actually tolerates cats more#his siblings may like dogs more but if he have to pick one to keep for himself he'd choose cat i think#twst#twisted wonderland#trey clover#fanart#serval cat jade#jade leech#tho who am i kidding#he is a big fish guy#if y'all know what i mea OFC U ALL KNOW WHATT I MEAN-- fhsdhs#gonna get ready to go to class#treyjade#okay bro tbh i don't know the size of serval cat is supposed to be t h a t big#so i just draw him small#but if serval cat does grow to be that big ... that's so j a d e .
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8x18 - Seismic Shifts
#911 spoilers#911 abc#911edit#eddie diaz#eddiediazedit#nessa.gif#911172#svenjalook#usersary#rutual#i don't like the second gif i just can't seem to figure out exactly what it is i need to fix lmao#at least i managed to remove the yellow
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; seeing a lot of posts about this recently so I just want to clarify something :
I, a trans boy, do not pass as a boy. I also, do not pass as a girl.
I am truly only perceived as a gay tranny freak, and that is not privilege.
pt: I, a trans boy, do not pass as a boy. I also, do not pass as a girl. I am truly only perceived as a gay tranny freak, and that is not privilege :end pt
#text post#it's just crazy to me that people seem to think if someone doesn't pass as a man/woman they HAVE to pass as a woman/man#like :] I don't pass as anything people just fucking hate me :]]#the person who called me a freak and a fag was not secretly thinking “but ofc I respect their trans identity that's totally a boy <3”#nor were they thinking i was a woman#they were thinking i was exactly what they called me 👁👄👁#lgbtqia+#queer#trans#trans man#trans boy#queer community#transandrophobia#THERE'S ALSO TRANSPHOBES WHO HAVE THOUGHT I WAS A TRANS WOMAN AND HAVE TREATED ME ACCORDINGLY#like GOD people do not care about the nuances of my identity they care about spitting at me and getting me off the streets ???#t slur#androgynous#genderqueer#genderfuck#genderpunk#NOT TO MENTION THE POSSIBILITY OF#intersex#!?? which just makes all this possibly more complicated#like arrgsgsv sorry for being so aggressive im js pissed#>_>#/nbh
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Crazy to me that people are upset at the fact of people being excited for Devil's Minion stuff in ep 5. "Its not romantic, Armand is gonna psychologically torture that man". My brother in Christ, this is the psychological torture as foreplay show
#also from what little of read of that chapter that seems exactly par for the course#people watching show for freaks aghast and astounded when freaks are watch the show#interview with the vampire#iwtv#armandaniel#devil's minion#char.txt
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one thing about the foxes that will always make me giddy is the team taking shots at their own goals knowing that andrew’s gonna catch the ball
#andrew minyard#best goalie in class I exy#when wymack asks andrew to shut the goal down and andrew is like#give me a number#and wymack says 5 and andrew lets exactly 5 SHOTS IN BEFORE SHUTTING IT DOWN#and after the game wymack goes#what if i’d said one?#and andrew goes#WHAT IF#oh he’s so hot#i know footballers do this too but it seems less impressive#the speed in exy is just a different level than in football (soccer)#when they do this#aftg#all for the game#the foxes
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somethings going on
#it’s been a while and I���m not sure what’s happening#but this does seem like exactly what I would expect from a bunch of archive nerds#the magnus archives#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tma
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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It's interesting (if often frustrating) to see the renewed Orc Discourse after the last few episodes of ROP. I've seen arguments that orcs have to be personifications of evil rather than people as such or else the ethics of our heroes' approach to them becomes much more fraught. Tolkien's work, as written, seems an odd choice to me for not wrangling with difficult questions, and of course, more diehard fans are going to immediately bring up Shagrat and Gorbag.
If you haven't read LOTR recently, Shagrat and Gorbag are two orcs who briefly have a conversation about how they're being screwed over by Sauron but have no other real options, about their opinions of mistakes that have been made, that they think Sauron himself has made one, but it's not safe to discuss because Sauron has spies in their own ranks. They reminisce about better times when they had more freedom and fantasize about a future when they can go elsewhere and set up a small-scale banditry operation rather than being involved in this huge-scale war. Eventually, however, they end up turning on each other.
Basically any time that someone brings up the "humanity" of this conversation, someone else will point out that they're still bad people. They're not at all guilty about what they're part of. They just resent the dangers to themselves, the pressure from above, failures of competence, the surveillance they're under, and their lack of realistic alternative options. The dream of another life mentioned in the conversation is still one of preying on innocent people, just on a much smaller and more immediate scale, etc.
I think this misses the reason it keeps getting brought up, though. The point is not that Shagrat and Gorbag are good people. The point is that they are people.
There's something very normal and recognizable about their resentment of their superiors, their fears of reprisal and betrayal that ultimately are realized, their dislike of this kind of industrial war machine that erases their individual work and contributions, the tinge of wistfulness in their hope of escape into a different kind of life. Their dialect is deliberately "common"—and there's a lot more to say about that and the fact that it's another commoner, Sam, who outwits them—but one of the main effects is to make them sound familiar and ordinary. And it's interesting that one of the points they specifically raise is that they're not going to get better treatment from "the good guys" so they can't defect, either.
This is self-interested, yes, but it's not the self-interest of some mystical being or spirit or whatnot, but of people.
Tolkien's later remarks tend to back this up. He said that female orcs do exist, but are rarely seen in the story because the characters only interact with the all-male warrior class of orcs. Whatever female orcs "do," it isn't going to war. Maybe they do a lot of the agricultural work that is apparently happening in distant parts of Mordor, maybe they are chiefly responsible for young orcs, maybe both and/or something else, we don't know. But we know they're out there and we know that they reproduce sexually and we know that they're not part of the orcish warrior class.
Regardless of all the problems with this, the idea that orcs have a gender-restricted warrior class at all and we're just not seeing any of their other classes because of where the story is set doesn't sound like automatons of evil. It sounds like an actual culture of people that we only see along the fringes.
And this whole matter of "but if they're people, we have to think about ethics, so they can't be people" is a weird circular argument that cannot account for what's in LOTR or for much of what Tolkien said afterwards. Yes, he struggled with The Problem of Orcs and how to reconcile it with his world building and his ethical system, but "maybe they're not people" is ultimately not a workable solution as far as LOTR goes and can't even account for much of the later evolution of his ideas, including explicit statements in his letters.
And in the end, the real response that comes to mind to that circular argument is "maybe you should think about ethics more."
#i had a whole 'nother tangent that i split off into a separate draft#but i've been thinking about why the 'but shagrat and gorbag are still BAD people' thing seems so inane and missing the point#but yeah. i feel like people desperately want to find some justification in tolkien (and elsewhere) for the idea#that doing something wrong to a person will become doing something right if you can find someone who 'deserves it'#and that literally anything can be justified if someone has been defined as a valid target (i.e. less than a person)#(you see this a lot in the whole twitter main character of the day thing - the idea that the problem is directing the firehose#against the wrong person by mistake rather than the firehose itself)#but it's super weird for a novel built on a metaphor about how using the tools of evil for a good end or against existential enemies#is fundamentally corrupting and only further props up what it's meant to oppose#and i mean... the character most like tolkien literally says he could not morally justify lying to an orc and rejects the ring#it's not exactly a deeply buried theme of the book#anghraine babbles#long post#anghraine rants#legendarium fanwank#legendarium blogging#shagrat#gorbag#tv: lotr#jrr tolkien
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