#<- has cotards

[carnage-cathedral]

cool thing about almost being killed violently is that you are never fully convinced that you survived

[misternibbs]

i'll see you on the moon

SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG AAAA

art trade with @bluestarlett !!! fbfjfjjfjd seraph is SO PRETTY I AM SO HAPPY I ACTUALLY GOT TO DRAW HIM :D !!!!!! DHDNFJFJF this is . rendering wise it's kinda ass but yeah I drew him !! thanks for drawing my guy again this was really fun to do :3333

lineart :3

[glitter-stained]

"jason fucks with the family by pretending to be a ghost and haunting them" fics are fun but I would love love love there for there to be a fic where Jason instead of becoming red hood haunts his family and wages psychological warfare about being forgotten/unavenged because he is not aware that he's truly back to life. And why would he? He doesn't feel alive. He feels like a husk of his past self, his eyes have changed colours like a corpse possessed, all he can remember is pain and betrayal and all he can feel is the agony of being abandoned. His memories of coming back are blurry so he just remembers drowning, burning, a woman's eyes widening in terror and "you remained unavenged" then more falling and drowning-how does he know what is the afterlife, the haunting, the nightmare? AU where he was just a little better at getting away and Ra's was just a little too focused on Talia after she disobeyed him and Talia didn't find Jason to give him tutors so he comes back to Gotham on bleeding feet, numb to anything but his grief, 15 years old in a 18 years old corpse, unaware of his growth and terrified of mirrors. So what if slamming the doors or sending phone calls feels a little like elaborate pranks now that he's doing it? It's not like there's a manual for haunting 101. The point is, Jason remembers dying. He remembers his grave and the vague horror of crawling out of it. He doesn't really feel hungry or thirsty, and if he feels his consciousness or strength wither away at times it's probably the tether of his spirit on earth waxing and waning, and sometimes he'll steal tim's drink or bruce's coffee or the excess sandwich dick keeps making for him for some reason and if it gives him strength to stay awake then he's too numb to realize and he has flashbacks and nightmares and wakes up to make desperate phone calls begging his family to save him and then he gets angry and sends the place on fire and by the time bruce traces the phone call there's another burning warehouse or abandoned building and then he stands in the doorway in the dark as they flinch away from his silhouette and this is what it means to be a ghost, he thinks: something flinched away from but never seen.

[xornoth-fanblog]

(This isn't Xornoth related but I had a thought)

What if Jimmy, the character of course, has cotards syndrome? You know, that thing where the person thinks they're already dead or don't exist.

With Jimmy it would be him thinking he's already died. I don't think I have to explain why. I'm not sure how to continue with this but the idea needs to be out there. Maybe he forgets to eat? Why would a corpse need to eat? And maybe it explains why he's a bit reckless, I mean, what's gonna happen? He dies? You can't kill a corpse. He doesn't see any threat as a concern because you can't kill something that's dead before you even take your sword out. What if he forgets to breathe, or sleeps oddly still? Sometimes he gets sad about having died and nothing can convince him he's still alive. For lore reasons maybe he remembers past deaths, and he's convinced the close calls were fatal. Surely I'm not the only one who sees this.

[sainteclectic]

feel like this is a good time to mention cotard's solution has always been soulcore to me. he wants to make his murder look like a suicide because it's not him he's killing. it's not his life, he's not the victim. and he's forsaken the comparisons to the face that he's stolen, he's dirtied the hands that don't belong to him.

somebody's got to go, to be the sacrifice in this endless war. somebody's got to stay, to be the one to try and make the peace treaty. what a contradictory existence, an existence that isn't his at all.

"I'm not convinced that I am - just that I think"

[tridentkickflipper123]

Do you like any of the other Jashlings outside of CCCC, and would you ever draw em one day in the far future? Just curious! :p

(long answer incoming. apologies in advance orz)

I won't lie, I'm kind of like… extremely boring… when it comes to the Jashlings outside of CCCC… unlike with HMS there's not really a far enough degree of separation for me to really envision them as distinct characters? to me they're just like… Chonny Jash and then Chonny Jash again but in a different outfit this time. which I know also applies to HMS obviously, but hopefully you get what I'm trying to say

(I'm aware I'm very much the minority in this kind of thinking and I highly hope this doesn't come across as judgmental or anything. as far as I'm aware CJ is okay with people essentially making different little sonas for him. I think as long as everyone is having fun then things should be okay. I just want to explain my own reasoning as to why I personally don't draw them the same way I do with HMS. this is also the same reason as to why I don't really draw Whole a lot)

THAT BEING SAID!!! I do actually want to make art for his original songs and covers outside of CCCC :} I've planned to for a long time… it's just that CCCC occupies a huge part of my brain space right now, so it's hard to make myself draw art outside of it (especially when I realize like 'oh wait, I could be drawing Soul right now, as if I haven't done that about a thousand times before' and I immediately go do exactly that. which probably speaks lengths of my attention span and self control. LOL)

I've had a couple art ideas for The Forest for the Trees and 20XX which I'd love to get to in the future! though both ideas are pretty ambitious as they also involve 3D modeling, so those will probably take me a long time to even make… orz… but I think they're neat ideas so I want to try my best with them still, especially since I really love both songs a lot

in addition to that, whenever I listen to Chonny's Inferno I always picture a full animated MV in my head… which of course I absolutely do not have the energy to do in its entirety on my own LOL. but I think a short animatic for it like I did with RoE would be fun… and if possible I'd like to animate a little something for his And If I Did, You Deserved It cover as well (the tiny man band version. it's literally so peak to me)

but yeah, all in all I'd love to draw more stuff for CJ's other projects :} I really love his music work in general and I have endless appreciation for him as an artist. and I do think his work outside of CCCC should be recognized more! maybe that sounds disingenuous coming from someone who really only draws CCCC stuff… but I swear I listen to his other music too, even if I don't really bring it up as often

so all in all, uhhh...

TL;DR: Yeah

[undead-affirmations]

I want to make a fursuit that is an ant and I'll dress in gothic lolita with it and it'll be an ant with cotards (ants can get a chemical on them that makes them think they are dead) and I will feel whole.

[o-sunny-day]

WING GASTER FORGETTABLE AU CORE???? WHAT?????

going BONKERS over this song rn it had all the energy I imagine Wingdings will EVENTUALLY have, its the closest thing to “Im Sane” by Axie while not sounding anything like it

just that “all is lost, im going to die” energy with 100,000 MG of adrenaline shot into its veins

I WANNA MAKE MY MURDER LOOK LIKE A SUICIDE!!!!!!

I think this beginning part works really well with Gaster n how I think he’ll be used. The wind (Papyrus/his past life) has caught up with him,

“changed when I did” like they went off and did their own things, lived their own lives. Basically went in COMPLETE opposite directions 😭 Papyrus is everything Wingdings wouldn’t want to be, and Gaster is E V E R Y T H I N G he wanted/thinks he wanted when he was goin coocoo

Then this part feels like Gaster in his early stages still grasping onto an identity before just floating in the void? just feels like it works… Before then accepting this new like and becoming the guy we all know and love *traumatizes Jevil and Spamton*

Lastly these lines are just oozing with crazy Wingdings energy idk what else to say

[yngvescorpse]

Tried to make a bit of a moodboard out of my death?? It’s decent I guess.

[vamp-luvr999]

Somedays, I’m propped up in a chair like I rule the world… other days, I’m just a newborn kitten with puffy eyes, yet to open.

#Eldritchcore

[filedteef]

Content warning for implication of self-harm

Everyone says their skin is so uncomfortable, they wish they could take it off. Then they gasp and try to take your knife when you actually do. Hypocrites.

[atapeworm]

Any other Airbuds ppl?

[therehearsal2022]

I WANNA MAKE MY MURDER LOOK LIKE A SUICIDE! I WANNA GO ANONYMOUS TO IDENTIFY!

[ghostisredacted]

hale gets the honorary "self-ish (album) by will wood and the tapeworms relater" title

[ix-c-999]

I just saw "Rite Here, Rite Now" and it's reignited my interest in Ghost and my desire to make a Ghoulsona.

IDK what the state of Ghost lore is anymore but I'm going to make the Ghoulsona I would have made in 2019 when I first got into Ghost who represents my experiences with mental illness and disability and also explores fucked-up things that I think are cool to write about and would be especially cool if explored in the Church of Ghost.

[mudstoneabyss]

in the mood to binge horror but instead stopping myself and going nuh uh uh mister you've been psychotic enough as is lately. you get one (1) indie horror game video before bed and that's It