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something I feel like isn't nearly appreciated enough about mob's arc in mp100 is that his background is... Completely normal. I see a lot of people interpreting mob's parents as neglectful or distant based on the few scenes we've seen of them, which greatly baffles me because their few scenes aim to establish his family life as.. completely normative. They have the normal, average quips of a normal family. And I think it's very unique and refreshing because it means mob's troubles and internal hardship isn't a product of his upbringing, it's a byproduct of a traumatic experience and of his own personality and how it coalesces with his psychic powers. And I personally think more media should acknowledge that some people, even with perfectly normative and healthy familial dynamics and circumstances, will still develop very complex internal issues and personal psychology. and on the same note, some people with perfectly normal upbringing won't feel comfortable to confide in their parents and seek an external authority figure to look up to, which doesn't necessarily mean them and their parents are estranged. I dont think mob's (or ritsu's) life have to be unhappy to legitimize or explain the fact he has the personal struggles he does. Embracing normalcy is the main theme of this series.
#vi rambling#mp100#messy post but i just managed to articulate this after pondering it for a while...#among the many issues i have with fan interpretations of mp100 tbh. like.#sometimes. people are unhappy or going through personal battles. because of completely personal reasons.#and i find it so weird that people act like reigen is mob's main adult figure in his life because his parents are neglectful.#reigen very much Is the central adult figure in his life I'll be the first to write a thesis about their beautiful dynamic but it doesnt#necessitate his parents to suck.#personally i think mobs parents know about reigen. and that reigen is responsible enough to not hire a child without his parents permission#bevause come on. he wont be taking risks. it's reigen#but reigen getting misinterpreted in the fanbase is a whole other pandoras box im not opening rn.#mob psycho 100#mp100 shigeo#<- just some tags for good measure#vi.analysis
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my limbus bugs mainly based on characters that may or may not show up later... and one mystery feature for your guessing fun:]
#heads up for uhhhhh really long tags#had half a mind to do a style study/imitation but gave up like. one layer in#i guess i should tag these a bit differently on the chance that they show up later in canon. ill put 'lcb' before their names#as opposed to '[character] lcb' that i use for canon characters#with this ill go back and tag for montag as well#digital stuff#colored sketch#limbus ocs#lcb avdotya#look upon my rodion clone. my beautiful son#they hired the worst photographer (me. colors are scary) in the city for their wedding no wonder that thing's cursed#that wedding dress photo was supposed to be an id photo mockup too but i just kinda gave up. started over with the next one#eyeballed the height measurements sorry if they look off...#lcb dmitri#her. well. you will hear more about her. this is a threat (joke)#lcb knauer#cheetos-flavored sinclair..#trivia: my friend's impression of knauer was “i mean this in the nicest way possible but he looks like a femcel”#personally i think hes cute#lcb beck#clair's college ex. what else is there.#these are mostly so that i can mess around and come up with some designs for funsies.. i havent given much thought to their stories#and in any case most of them are side characters so that'd be a bit difficult#that said. even for the one who's the protag in her source i havent really written anything either... oops#she's good contrast with sinclair the way she's both taller than meursault and also the worst brawler youve ever met#if anyone guesses her source i'll edit this post with a tag:D#well that was fun! i'll probably do another handful of sketches and then never draw these guys again#disclaimer: i got the german off google translate so if there're any glaring mistakes please let me know#i dont know russian either but i got the subtitles from their names so it should be ok.. avdotya's is just rodion's also.#let me know if i got anything wrong still. thank you
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I fear like this is just really, really niche and nobody will get it but it's been living rent-free in my head for the last month so. Hear me out - modern!AU Aragorn x reader/OC fanfiction that is set in a hospital, like Grey's Anatomy or Chicago MD style (just maybe more medical realism). Because hear me out - Aragorn in scrubs? Aragorn casually throwing his hair into a ponytail before treating a patient? Aragorn as this ridiculously competent medical professional? Like hell yeah sign me up.
Anyway, thank you for coming to my TED talk.
#fanfiction#fanfic#lord of the rings#lotr#lotr fanfic#aragorn#aragorn x reader#Aragorn x oc#modern au#tbh I might just write it for my own entertainment#because then I get my fanfic#AND I get to be extremely nerdy about medicine??#hell yeah#throw in some frenemies to lovers for good measure#and probably hurt&comfort#damn I'm just in the tags rambling rn
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hi i saw your tags on my post! id love to take a peak at the list if thats alr :)
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some are multifandom so you might have to dig around [ik pineapplerum isnt very mcyt anymore but the art is peak]
some are cross-platform, some are only on tumblr and some are only on utuve [i dont use twt so i have no idea,, i know three-eyed hex! is on youru e but uve mever seen em on tumblr]
#how do i tag this#ajsks#mcyt#mcytblr#trafficblr#mcyt fanart#if you squint#trafficblr fanart#also if you squint#and just for good measure:#cherrifire#samgatinho is my personal favorite..#they post nothing but bangers#their art of grian witb a guitar is my pfp on a dif website#and isjasz..#isjasz has a prints shop DUDE THEYRE SO COOL#I LOVE THE ART STYLE#+ cwabby is sort of new ish but the art goes so hard. also check out the yt channel theres some great animations on there
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Hello!
If you're not too busy, would you mind listing some of the things you think count as death flags for Mr. Spender?
There's the obvious fact that he's the "old" mentor to group of young protagonists, but what else do you think would count?
OHH BOY ok so I'd think I'm a crackpot for this but since we're talking about Zack "Foreshadowing" Morrison. I have some thoughts
No harm in leading with the (chronologically) first thing that jumped out at me:
This one IMMEDIATELY made me antsy whenever I came back to it after my initial read, and considering Zack has referred to it on twitter in the past as one of their favorite jokes it's definitely not been forgotten about.
Second, the sheer amounts of near-misses, jokey or not, of Spender narrowly avoiding specifically lightning
Again, not much, but it's weird that it happened thrice, latter two of which had real gravitas rather than an one-off joke.
And third, Spender himself. He's repeatedly shown himself to be kind of a self sacrificing idiot, as well as prideful to a fault. Granted, it's both him and Mina trying to take on all the responsibility of saving Mayview and its inhabitants from their fate.. But Spender is exactly that right measure of doesn't-value-himself-enough (chest footprint aftercare or lack thereof), having an obscene amount of power (enables his loner act + pride) and poor judgement that has the capacity to put him at great risk. And it has!
Spender has not only shown low enough self-esteem to view himself as the de-facto scapegoat for the safety of the town, but also prideful enough to make very bad calls that end up in people, often himself, hurt (COUGH FORGE INCIDENT COUGH)
This is all conjecture, but it's definitely enough to make me worried about him :') Even if all this doesn't mean he'll necessarily die he's definitely getting (even more) seriously injured at some point. I love the guy but he's so far doing a horrible job of convincing me he wants to live bad enough to circumvent at least that
#not art#admin answers#paranatural#pnat#richard spender#pts-fic-notes-and-blog#before i continue on with tag ramble i just want to say tysm for leaving an ask!#none of my friends read this so ive been stewing on these thoughts for some months and i loved finally sharing them#this isn't exactly proof but the hijack possession seemingly being the final nail in the coffin for his and isabel's relationship.#idk it feels significant to me. thats one more tether to support kinda gone. someone who knows him well enough to know he's unwell#he seems not exactly content but fr incapable of not burning bridges as he is now. and considering how rashly he acts he REALLY needs those#to not do stupid shit all the god damn time with no buffer other than Lucifer. who for his measured approach to rick's hotheadedness#has honestly shown himself to be pretty lenient and kinda bad at controlling spender's more (self) destructive tendencies? so he dont count#to be clear i love spender to bits but he is dumb as rocks and has all the self preservation of a fruit fly. it needs to be said#also the lightning man... idk its WEIRD like especially on the reread its the thing that most consistently threatens him! it repeats#sure he gets chewed by a bat and banged up by forge but?? he somehow always comes back to lightning. catnine has it out for him#its something i didnt even really put together until i continued reading the flashback chapter AFTER getting this ask and went OHHHGNHF#which the only reason lightning is such a non issue is lucifer's powers. which belong to his sunglasses and not to the spirit in him#so its not like they can't be taken away he's just got a really good excuse for having those on all the time#TAGS GETTING SO LONG. ANYWAYS. i hope this is comprehensible lol
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i made a thing
my friend told me to draw them iceskating so here we are
i couldnt be arsed to do a background raugh. also the dress blue is wearing is was inspired by the dress pink addison was wearing in that cool aurora borealis snowgrave MAP here (GO WATCH IT ITS SO COOL AND AURORA BOREALIS IS A BANGER). idk not my best work i feel like the anatomy looks a bit stiff but i might as well post it bc tumblr nice and wont bully me. im happy with the colour choices tho (i actually swatched the colours to see how they would look next to eachother instead of winging it for once wow). also i spend like all yesterday afternoon working on this and when i was finished i left the file open in case i wanted to do a bg and then MY WHOLE ASS COMPUTER RESET IT HAS NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE WTF. thank fuck krita has an autosave feature but if it didnt i would jump into oncoming traffic.
sketch below the cut bc why not i already have it
i made addispams coat longer cus it was bugging me
#whhy do i always sound so dead when i post art wtf#idk im tired i just wanna post it and gooo#rendering was a massive pain in the ass for some reason (idk why its normally pretty fun)#also i promise that the colours look brighter on my drawing tablet im not just shit at drawing#edit holy shit you guys i was confused why this had literally 0 notes I FORGOT THE FANDOM TAGS OOPS#deltarune#spamton#addispam#blue addison#spamblue#welp that was a bit silly of me oops#pixel art#< ill add that that for good measure
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*holding out my hands completely unbidden and unprompted*
Hey I heard y’all got ocs in here? Ocs hello?? Hot ocs in my area????
hi im gonna pretend i didnt get this asked to me by somebody else before i clicked a wrong button and tumblr erased the whole post. taking this unbiased opportunity to jump into these characters.
i have had these ocs for upwards of 7 or 8 years, who went untouched for a VERY long time before getting picked back up and refurbished as of about 2 years ago. it is with MUCH pride i tell you that they intertwine very deeply with a friend's own ocs (YOU!! WHO SENT THIS!!) and they've helped me build up these characters into something i'm incredibly proud of and ought to share by now
without further adieu: some pirates, some 19th century fantasy (a LOT of fucking fantasy), and like 8 years worth of worldbuilding that i am STILL not done with. enjoy
FIRST of all let me show you who we're working with:
Who the hell is that?
Leo Blackwater (he/him) - 56 yrs, 5'6'', 152 lbs
Captain of the ship The Eclipse.
Widower of 19 years. only recently decided to open his heart back up; she wanted him to be happy, after all. She's a sensitive topic, even now. so any prodding or teasing on the matter of moving on will be met violently.
Bounty hunter. Smuggler. Doing pirate things, you see. Polite old dad, a warm personality to lure you into a false sense of security and turn you in for a pretty penny.
Disabled after a beam cracked and landed on his knee, breaking it. It never healed right, and hes slower for it, especially in old age. Despite this handicap making him more vulnerable, he does not carry much in the way of weapons.
Eldest of 6 siblings. Son of a humble small town fisherman; perhaps not all that glad for his son's criminality, but the money he sends home makes it forgiven.
Father of one, a daughter, captain of her own ship.
Formed his love for the sea at 18 on his father's fishing boat. Never much respect for the Navy proper. But, after being in the right place at the right time and earning the reward money for a highly wanted pirate, he started to get ideas...
Percius (Percy) Blackwater (they/them) - 48 yrs, 5'10'', 150 lbs
Younger sibling of Leo. 3rd child of 6.
Takes up a number of jobs on Eclipse. Took up the role of second in command after the passing of Mrs. Blackwater.
Respects and trusts their brother's choice in livelihood. Begged since they were young to let them sail with him. Didn't realize what it entailed until they were already aboard.
Unmarried. They're a bit busy right now.
Willing to be called uncle by their beloved niece, for lack of a better word.
Betelgeuse Blackwater (she/her) - 30 yrs, 6'5'', 240 lbs
Captain of The Starlight, all-female crew.
Bounty hunter. Smuggler. Learned her way of living from her parents.
Inherited her face and density from her father, nothing else. Prone to brute force rather than wit and cunning. This works for her just fine.
Quite awkward, if she likes you.
Eldest (and favorite) grandchild, an only child, a totally different woman if you see her around family. Towers over father, but makes herself small for a kiss hello.
Was only about 7 or 8 when her mother passed. She remembers what little she has of her fondly, and greets her kindly when she looks in a mirror.
So whats going on?
What a funny question!!! I got no clue. But I'll start by explaining a little worldbuilding lore (cringe explination incoming):
There is magic in this universe. Not one that's denied or marveled at, but exists as much as everything else you dont pay attention to around you. Its as real as gravity. It's a honed skill in some, frowned upon by others, used unwisely by a small (but not unheard of) few. Magic makes itself present in a number of ways; it's hard to find written rules of these things unless you know precisely what you want and what you believe in. In many areas, some small towns appear to be protected by nameless elements and energies. It's more often that you find individuals who put in the work to harness their beliefs into something tangible, all calling their faiths and abilities something different from each other. Again, its not unheard of for individuals to use these abilities for their own poor intentions. If someone like Leo is lucky, bagging a Magic user is worth every ounce of hassle it takes. He seems to get away with feats like this often, though port authority fears him enough not to ask how. The Blackwaters won't admit foul play, though, if you're in the right town listening to the right gossip, you might hear a rumor or two about Betelgeuse's warm touch and a spitfire attitude when shes angry.
So whats up with Leo?
hehehehe.
As aforementioned, Leo has recently made himself a bachelor. He has no shortage of acquaintances and colleagues in his line of business. His demeanor, if you trust it, is very welcoming to new colleagues. He's not looking for something to jump too quickly into, he's happy to take things slow as he navigates romance again after so long.
And then he captures Roark.
Roark Renshaw (he/him) - 68 yrs, 6'6'', 250 lbs (CREATION OF @skelelephant)
World's worst man.
Captain of The Red Hound, took this position by force at the age of 21. The crew that remained after his mutiny had naught the will to defy him, choosing to follow out of curiosity more than anything else afterward.
Professional menace. High-seas whore. Good old fashioned murderer, committer of pirate crimes as you'd imagine. Terribly smug about it.
Unknown origin, unknown motive. He cropped up out of thin air and has made himself a name to be feared ever since, doing a service to the red flag The Hound flies.
For all his force, he is not one easily captured. For all his reputation, he is reckless. He caught Leo at a bad time, unfortunately.
Roark is a household name among most port towns, wanted dead or alive for the better half of his life by the Navy. His nature is not unlike that of a rabid dog, compared often to his ship's namesake. It is a state of being that none have been able to tame him out of, not by any rotating carousel of lovers he finds among port towns or the enemies he finds in equal amount, and one that gives the bounty over his head a lot of zeros. One that Leo, for all his skill, saw as a pipe dream. Leo knew of him, certainly. Roark has been on his radar since before his wife's passing- they'd spoken of capturing him fondly, joked about like some impossible fantasy. But for all his reputation comes bad habits that lower his guard when he needs it most. Stumbling drunkenly out of a tavern one evening, docked unknowingly at the same port as The Eclipse, he is disarmed and captured before he knows it.
This is a victory unheard of. It seems only fitting that Leo Blackwater would bag him, Roark having not expected to meet his match in such a mild man. Before the crew of The Hound have enough notice, Eclipse sails off to deposit the dog that is Roark Renshaw to the navy for a glorious execution, and an even more glorious reward. Leo has the gall to boast this to his prisoner, who seems almost humored. Hes quite charming when hes disarmed, a feature of his that seeps into the cracks of Leo's resolve and that itch the loneliness that he had yet to satisfy. Hes dangerous even with his hands tied.
This is what solidifies Leo's decision to turn him in. A man who so loved to be chased and so loved the rotten attention he recieved, who needed to be put down. It was a thrill, though, to capture the hound himself and be one of few to ever do so. To be revered as Roarks captor would make one want to do it all over again.
By luck or by the hunger for chase that gnawed on Roark and Leo's ribs, Roark finds the moment to escape as hes being escorted off the ship. Leo, notably, makes a piss poor attempt at catching him.
Seen as a dire fluke from the outside, the captains know it was on purpose. They've found themselves amidst a game of cat and mouse, that gives them a small purpose for at least a little while. You bond very closely when trying to kill each other, you know!
So what's their deal?
Well, their deal is that they *make* a deal.
Though Roark might be a big fish in their career pond, he is not the only one. Eventually, always eventually, there is another to challenge Roark's reputation. He wants the pirate out of his way, and Leo could always use another bounty. But hes slippery... moreso than Roark, who lets himself into Leo's jaws on purpose.
So... an alliance is formed. Temporary, of course, they split this bounty and part ways. So they say. But Roark is a charming man, and fulfills the loneliness and search for companionship that Leo wanted... and Leo is collected and steady, more than the majority of Roark's colleagues. They stand out to each other. They're comfortable. Attached.
So... after the bounty is collected they choose not to end their truce. Spend more time together. Work together exceptionally well. Balance each other out, in a way.
So they're together?
GAY AS CAN BE, BABY.

probably the only existing drawing of them Together despite how much we both draw them seperately.
Their alliance spills over into something... fond. Affectionate, even. A few meetups at a port town turn into a lot more working together peacefully. This leads to some... interesting wires to cross between their own respective enemies, interesting wires between one another. They get to know each other very personally in some strenuous circumstances.
Anyways! Now that they're on the table, I feel a little more comfortable to talk about them more. Draw them more. Answer some questions, if anybody has any. I did leave a lot open-ended...
#the heron giveth#the heron speaketh#the heron heareth#trifecta just for good measure#the heron's ocs#i guess thatll be my oc tag now#ANYWAYS. HIIIIIII hes been a long time coming mr blackwater sir#and his darling normal family#worked for a couple days on this i guess its as good as an introduction can get. i can always post more lore and drawings later#would be suuuuuch a shame if people sent me asks. about them. asking quastions. so i can post more about them#and for the love of GOD eveyrbody give erin some attention for roark hes my FAVORITEST BOY. IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD#and erin is my favoritest canadian in the whole wide world. which means they deserve all the attention they can get#im very glad to see leo's progress over being a minor villain in a different overarching story to like. his own little guy. hes a guy now#hes so important to me. put so much of myself in him. i love him so much i hope others will too
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actually i'm mad as hell that all the tags in that ghost poll i rbed are all talking about like "this one is hot so you should vote for her" like....... guys............ that's. not goiing to convince anyone and also why are women always reduced to "she's hotter so she's better" in these brackets when male characters always get people infodumping about their tragic backstory. i'm not voting based on which of them is "the hot milf ghost" or "the throat goat" i'm actually voting based on which character and story i like better and aside from general character design considerations their appearance actually isn't playing into it at all and even when character design plays an aspeect it's not in a senese of "well are they hot" but rather "is this a good design that fits this character" and even then it's barely a consideration. what the fuck, guys
#i get that polly is in a dating sim#so i get that people are making some choice based on how fuckable they think she is since that's what dating sims are about#but that's like. ALL the tags are talking about#except one that said that polly was more ghost than mia. and thene also was sure to call her the throat goat for good measure#can we stop making it about how hot they are and just vote based on the characters themselves it's fucking annoying
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There's this fuckin. Enormous daddy long legs that has been absolutely. Going ABOVE AND BEYOND the call of duty keeping bugs out of my room. He has his little fuckin web right outside my door and there are sooo many little corpses he has dispatched. I appreciate him. So fucking much.
And it is worth noting. I have a really really really bad phobia of insects and arachnids!! Makes me sick, used to be genuinely paralytic, like I go pale and can't move, I'm too scared to touch the page of a book that contains the image of a bug or spider. It has taken me years and years of working on it (and working on a farm which was!!!!! Quite a time in my life) to be able to cope with a fuckin. Daddy long legs right outside my room.
So why!!! For the love of god. Did my little pal decide for the first time ever, to come down and sit on my light switch!! I almost didn't see him before trying to hit the light and would have squished him!!! Listen. The only thing even close to a bug physically being near or on my person. Is the idea of SQUISHING A BUG??? Horrible horrible horrible the actual worst. If I really need them away from me and no one is available to do so for me I will, despite near syncopal terror, force myself to cup them and put them gently OUTSIDE. AWAY FROM MY PERSON. I will put the cup down and run at maximum velocity. I would never squish a bug on purpose that's not a mosquito actively biting me and that's just evolutionary instinct tbh
And now this fuckin guy??? My pal??? Who I am very afraid of but have allowed to live in proximity to me , so that we may have a partnership??? A symbiosis of sorts????? My good friend daddy L????? He tries to trick me into killing him, something which makes me want to scream in terror??????? Sir please??????? We don't need this, no one needs this, PLEASE go home sir
#this sounds insane and its because my heart is going roughly 937 beats per minute in acute terror#from THAT fuckin interlude#fucking hell man#i think all the things i would tag this as are already mentioned as words within the post but just for good measure#spider mention -/#insects mention -/#insect death -/#ik some of yall said its super awful for bugphobes to talk abt killin em and idk if this counts so im taggin it anyways#even tho i am STAUNCHLY opposed to the idea of killing bugs#except when other creatures do it in the natural course of predation. yknow
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Existing in Prime fandom is seeing posts about Nine and 99% of the time either thinking "congrats, you fell for his act" or "...and you just believed what other characters said about him over his pattern of actions?"
#i just be ramblin#not tagging this with any fandom tags#The sequel to this is the sheer amount of people who either wer#were mad that he wasn't evil and irredeemable enough or mad that his 'redemption arc' wasn't done well or mad that he didn't die in the end#And you can just tell how many people either chose to read into him as shallowly as possible or underestimated the writing from the getgo#and then called it bad writing when the show didn't go the direction they wanted it to#fandom wank#Buuuuuut if I complained in detail about all this there'd be no point so I'll refrain#Although I do want to say this. I've found a surprising amount of people act like they're doing this super profound media analysis for#characters or ships. But then the extent of their 'analysis' is basically putting in some screenshots for good measure‚ taking a really#shallow read of the characters/ship‚ and then acting like it's deep or a hot take#Like as an example. Imagine you like a ship. You're happy because so many people are posting analysis of the ship in the show you're#watching with screenshots to boot.#You're expecting profound analysis of their expressions and goals and roles in the story and why they act the way they do.#What do you get? People doing the barest minimum of paralleling this ship to their appearances in other media to celebrate the moments#they've accumulated‚ finding other dubs just to see if they said 'I love you' in that one‚ !#and posting some screenshots so they can say 'omg they secretly care each other🥺'#And of course this is usual fandom behavior. But we're talking this from people who within their own posts or community are acting like this#posting is indicative of them proving just how much canon potential the ship has.#So it makes you frustrated because like. There is substance here that one could dig deep into but no one does while pretending they do
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apart from finding it extremely jarring when people get it wrong ("an aesir" 😔), part of the reason i don't like using un-anglicised old norse in the mcu is actually bc i *like* to keep a clear distinction between the mcu and the myths. like, the mcu is not even pretending to be myth-accurate, that's half the point, and your life will be much easier if you just embrace it.
þórr óđinsson may be an áss, but thor odinson is definitely an asgardian. loki laufeyjarson may be a jötunn, but loki laufeyson is definitely a jotun. and while the plural of jötunn is jötnar, the plural of jotun is - canonically! - jotuns. these are different people and different concepts. why *wouldn't* i use different words for them.
see also: why i don't tie myself in knots to make it possible for thor and loki to have been adults during the viking era and just accept that they were babies; why my default assumption for myth -> mcu equivalence is that there might be vague relevance to themes or characterisation, but basically none of that actually happened.
#space viking tag#marvel comics are a weird halfway point where they incorporate as much myth retelling as possible#but always with some comic book bullshit thrown in for good measure#but. it is important to me that the mcu is NOT EVEN THAT. in the mcu the norse myths are by and large... just not true#and that can be FUN that can be INTERESTING but u have to acknowledge it first if u want to do anything with it...#[smoking wearily] they're not gods guys. even odin admits it
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I like There's A Rumor, but trying to get back into writing it is, just, so much work.
#I spent three hours today just rereading what i've already written#and while 3hrs isnt a lot of reading for me normally#it is an awful lot of time when its my own work#the (still incomplete) timeline for this fic is 230 entries long#thats next on the reread list#and i have#just so many pages of notes about pregnancy and flour baby projects and diet fads#and just so much else#getting reacquainted with all this is just like#a lot#and also#while i definitely dont love all the writing in this fic#there are some bits of it that I think are quite good#and im feeling very anxious about the next few chapters not measuring up quality wise bc im so rusty#ghost.txt#anxiety rambling in the tags
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I'm here again, hi <3 it was zanna's turn in the blender (matt's brain)
a non-comprehensive #very real #very canon family history below
gwilanna made a comment at some point about zanna having remarkable aptitude given her father was a human - so the (tangentially? almost?) fain/magic has to come from her mother. Based on Henry and Agatha, I presume it's either less likely/impossible for men to be sibyls anyway? they get the seer powers and animals.
ANYWAY, Morgan was the last active sibyl - once her husband died, she did her best to instill a fear of romance in every George to come. She did try, but Elaine was her daughter, and Lydia was her grandaughter.
Elaine was pretty rebellious against the whole learning the family trade thing and ran off to fall in love instead. When she died, Morgan took in her granddaughter. She trained Lydia in the natural medicine/divination aspects, but then Lydia fell in love with the first normal man she met (a dental student, no less!!), and everything snowballed again. Morgan's had enough of these love-struck women fr - she stopped intervening all together after that and only got back in contact with Lydia after the divorce.
It's my expert opinion that there's a curse of some kind running down the George line - all the men seem to die far before their partners, and often during her pregnancy. Weird, right? Lucky for Paul, it was slacking that year and he survived to the divorce. Now he can be a gay dentist forever, I guess.
Lydia and Paul were so different that it took fifteen years for the novelty to wear off and they realised they didn't have a thing in common. DIVORCE!! WOO!! Then Paul had a latent gay awakening at 45- good for him <3 He is otherwise boring to the point of irritation. He has no sense of smell. His diet is beige. He owns twelve of the same shirt and trousers. He hasn't changed his grocery list in three decades. He loves it this way.
As no slight at all to her, Becca follows in his footsteps - she gets a normal desk job and meets her normal boyfriend and they have a normal life together. They just probably shouldn't have kids if she wants him to make it to middle-age. Not that Lydia's going to bring that up at any point - why would she? Seems to have stopped all on its own.
Lydia doesn't dislike her children, but she probably wouldn't have had any if she'd thought about it for more than a few seconds. She likes that they exist. They're a lot more interesting now they're adults, and she sends them birthday and christmas gifts every year based on that one thing the girls said they liked at eight years old. Sometimes she gets them backwards.
Lydia's probably some sort of literature teacher, a bit of a recluse in the countryside. She taught Zanna all about plants when they'd go walking around the cottage and fostered her interest in geography. If she found out about Zanna's sibyl powers, she'd have been very proud, and probably killed Gwilanna with her bare hands. David would have concerned her mildly, but she'd have found the died and un-died thing hilarious.
As for everyone else, Paul's father is a doctor and his mother's some kind of heiress - anyway, that's where the generational wealth and the Surrey cottage come in. The dentist salary supports the swanky car lifestyle for his daughters.
Richard... exists <3 evidently i must have had lots of thoughts about him before, given he's been in one of my fics for ages. Did i write any of it down, though? no <3 He's a paediatrician and very nice. Probably at least a little boring if the relationship with Paul's going to work out. The lack of bloodline curses is probably working in his favour. They have a very low-key wedding.
#rangnar rambles#this is also... making me realise i never uploaded tam's full tree so i'll do that at some point. i think i didnt finish the write up bc#i gave him so. many cousins.#i think the martindale side might have a couple more siblings somewhere but everyone on the george side is an only child for SURE#dont you love when i say things with no evidence but vibes? we're well into oc territory i am the Expert here ofc#main goal was just: zanna's her mum. becca's her dad. they both resent this and grow to accept it#i. again. was trying to write a 'zanna goes home for christmas' fic and. well. i needed a family tree okay#i knew the broad strokes but no one had names. not even bestie richard's husband </3#some of the names are little references btw but not very. like. deep references.#dont apply too much of the sources yknow#but lydias from beetlejiuce and morgan elaine and lance(alot) are arthurian. george = st george (dragons)#i actually didnt even do lydia because she has a dead mom.... i just like beetlejuice. and zanna's goth.#likewise 'men dying curse' and david's non-death were an accident that had me go 😨🫵#uhh and i googled 'lydia' found out there's an instance of a lydia being converted by saint paul. so. yeah.#idk anything about christianity as per usual. but: lydia was 'converted' to a normal life. idk. its my ocs i choose the heavy handed symbol#tldc ocs#feels like a tag i need at this point#the fic tag#for good measure. what else did i do but give you oc fanfiction for several long paragraphs#anyway yay ^-^ martindales#oh also jenkins: like howl and his castle that ambulates <4
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I know this makes me some sick sort of freak or whatever but the thought of this wretch dying via centrifugal vacuum laundering is so nice. I try not to indulge the sadist but this one this one felt good. This one felt really good.
#i should let it spin a bit more for good measure just in case#will I go to hell for desecrating the insects corpse?#this thing probably had a right to exist#too bad it was at the wrong place at the wrong time#too bad too bad#really such a shame#a better person might have let it live#a better person might have just felt relief at its death instead of glee#to marvel at the ''how'' instead of the plain ''that''#well worse people than me have gained absolution#I'm not religious but lets jusg ignore thaz for a sec okay this is about the melodrama of it all#partially#i do think this is a really vile character trait of mine#this habit of mine to enjoy the final struggle of poor insects i mean#but it's interesting to know that my reasoning of “kill them so they can't return and do it slowly so I can feel good about it too'' is#the same that some people use to justifiy war crimes#i know I'm reflected enough to stop i know i could just let them leave and they'd be fine outside#but i prefer them trapped under a glass for days so I can watch them whither away#why?#you know? why?#i would never do something like that with people i would never do something like that with small animals as well or reptiles or fish#although i do find it a little funny to see the fish out of water and the way they squirm#in the end i am aware thaz that is cruel and they need to either be killed fast or be thrown back into the watee#why don't i make this distinction with insects and arachnids#because I just don't care for them? I don't care much for fish or geckos either#but I'd never sit next to a street of geckos and drop rocks on them one by one#i would do that to ants#have done so. as a child but still#i guess at the end of the day i just don't see any redeeming qualities to spiders or houseflies or some of the such#which is odd but I've reached tag limit and through such my ability to think about this further
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also free bloodsong of love pics re: 23rd NAMT festival in 2011
bonus lively tweet from joe while rifling around thusly
#had a Moment looking at thumbnails like having to stop & consider my doubt that that was ewm (it's not)#keep encountering these situations where i have to double check Is That Eric William Morris....meanwhile recognized one unrelated actor#then also thx to captions like dennis michael keefe from say; just last xmas? cheri steinkellner our hero? but recognition ended there#bsol#bloodsong of love#joe iconis#john simpkins#rebecca naomi jones#heath calvert#lance rubin#jeremy morse#jason sweettooth williams#carrie cimma#i spent a good few minutes supposing he meant james watt engineer of the more efficient steam engine design in 1776#like oh sure. full steam ahead; why not. much to consider. however upon waybacking the link & checking an actual summary of the musical abt#james watt it's like oh reagan's secretary of the interior. then realized i did also already Know Of him b/c sometimes i have some#familiarity w/granular contemporary natl politics instances of the '80s thanks to bloom county....couldn't say why banana is tagged#why not? for good measure? like yeah put Them in situations i'm Saying. i'm framing this very sketching i'm procrastinating on thusly#for like one minute going ''wheee yayy this is coming so easily'' & then. the tide turned on that. hashtag Banana#also dunno if i've ever looked closely enough at that design like ohh And tambourine ft. skull & crossbones oh that is so sweet#the like bigger Poster with the splashy painty style all very Orange yellow red bright blue is fantastic also. mwah#have you seen the cake decorated thusly for opening i believe....waughh. bloodsong........
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I wonder if a really dedicated collection of book nerds could get those Elaine Duillo style cover illustrations a foothold in the publishing industry again. There are certainly enough artists who can achieve that level of intricacy that a really really popular Trend might be able to do it.
Perhaps any of those bookbinding hobbyists might want to try to go pro and pair up with an artist to refurbish something well enough to hook the really rich art snobs into buying unique, custom pieces for a fuckton of money.
#ignore Morg#It would need to be a book that's extremely popular but too new to really be getting special collector's editions#someone *really* fast might be able to pull it off with a copy of Wicked#I don't know the exact legal situation for selling refurbished books but I think at most you'd need a deal with a used bookseller to be saf#Donating some custom pieces to libraries might garner interest as well#I know that there's usually going to be a subset of hobbyists that at least want to try going professional#and I think this would be both really funny and really good for the economy if it worked and became a Thing#because there's nothing the corpos love more than a trend#and pulling any of them away from the race to the bottom is a very good thing#if nothing else putting artists in a more favorable position will get circulation up and that's the thing that's really good#because the same money is then benefiting many more people#Like. I am a biologist not an economist but I know enough about the subject to understand#that the people cooking the metaphorical pizza are doing a bad job.#It tastes wrong. And different methods are necessary to make a better one.#social issues#kind of#It's clear that social progress going forward is likely going to rely on convincing people who know fuckall about politics#with arguments about the economy. which would likely be best accomplished by pushing circulation HARD as a metric#and using the income of artists as a measure of economic health. Because the fuckalls are only going to listen to the mystical *economyyyyy#Like a fucking oracle or something#So pushing circulation as an easy-to-understand concept and doing it harder than the conservatives do the ''trickle down'' shtick#is probably the best move in general#Hell the argument even flows well with surface logic -#- do you just want a trickle getting through or do you want the whole system circulating? Make it a metaphor about meemaw's heart#I am fucking rambling in the tags but as bad as I am at actually talking to people I am pretty good at picking approaches through writing#So if anyone more persuasive than me wants to start working that angle I would be THRILLED
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