#<- this tag is technically for random shit but actually i only use it for memes

[aspec-spirits-and-such]

i feel like if you search up that "inside you there are two wolves" meme it should just show u pictures of reigen arataka

like this

[diorsluv]

casual , part 9

“ i have anger issues ”

series m. list previous chapter

( socialmedia!au )

yourusername

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yourusername hughes-a-palooza ⁉️

tagged: lhughes_06, jackhughes, _quinnhughes

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username58 WE NEED WEEKLY HUGHES A PALOOZA POSTS

→ yourusername idk about weekly bae..

→ username47 at least monthly please 😭😭 yourusername

colecaufield quinn?!?!?!

→ _quinnhughes oh god

→ yourusername LMFAOOO

→ trevorzegras more blackmail 😈

_quinnhughes mom didn’t let you and luke sit together on planes for a reason

→ yourusername i accidentally spill coffee on him once and then all of a sudden i’m banned from sitting next to him 😔

→ lhughes_06 it was not an accident.

→ yourusername YES IT WAS??

→ jackhughes rosie i watched you PICK THE CUP UP and pour it on his lap

→ yourusername I LIE ABOUT A TON OF SHIT BUT I NEVER DID THAT????

→ _quinnhughes wtf no she just separated you because you were annoying as hell

→ lhughes_06 oh

→ yourusername erm…

username32 STOP the toy story costumes are too adorable

username77 BABY QUINN

username91 omg i need to see all the baby photo albums right now

adamfantilli so when were you gonna tell me you’ve been cosplaying since you were 3

→ yourusername it’s called dressing up for halloween 😐😐

→ adamfantilli which is technically cosplaying

→ luca.fantilli bro why are you so obsessed with cosplaying

→ rutgermcgroarty do you have something you wanna tell us adam???

→ adamfantilli 🤐

→ g.brindley4 is that why i found a red and white wig in your closet the other day??

→ yourusername MY HERO COSPLAY?? 😭

→ markestapa todoroki cosplay is insane

vivianliu ADORABLE ADORABLEEE

→ yourusername 🫶

edwards.73 the costumes r cute

→ yourusername you seem super thrilled!!!!

→ edwards.73 cuz they’re cute but you’re cuter

→ yourusername oh 😨

→ markestapa this is quite public if i do say so myself

→ lhughes_06 🤢🤢

→ mackie.samo i actually threw up reading this

→ edwards.73 mackie you’re quite literally sick right now

username85 i want my kids to be like this

username13 jim n ellen got us with the good pics ‼️

_alexturcotte did you and jack always match costumes??

→ yourusername our mom switched it every year but jack was the best costume twin 😔😔

→ _quinnhughes okay our lorax and onceler costume was good though

→ yourusername …….no!

→ colecaufield who was the lorax???

→ yourusername take a wild guess 😑

→ _quinnhughes you lost rock paper scissors fair and square yourusername

username68 BABY HUGHES PICS ALERT 🚨🚨🚨

dylanduke25 i like how you and quinn NEVER have pics together

→ yourusername i have yet to find a picture of only us in an old photo

username49 WOODY AND JESSIE AHHH

rutgermcgroarty when will you post the pics of us 😔

→ yourusername rut sweetie they’re my BROTHERS i have to post them occasionally

→ yourusername and also i just posted us???

→ rutgermcgroarty you have an entire album of us.

→ yourusername i have one for vivi too and i barely post me and her 😰😰

→ rutgermcgroarty SIX. HUNDRED. PHOTOS.

→ mackie.samo 600????

→ rutgermcgroarty 694 to be exact 😒

→ markestapa SO BASICALLY 700?!?!?!?!

→ colecaufield what happened to the other boyfriend

→ dylanduke25 yk rosie if i didn’t know who your not-boyfriend is, i would think it was rut

→ rutgermcgroarty ..duker that’s not a good thing

→ dylanduke25 i know

username62 i will be dressing my children up in toy story costumes thank you.

markestapa i’ve never heard him scream in agony so loudly before

→ yourusername wait what??? what happened to him

→ markestapa you and your little “best friend”

→ yourusername WE’RE JUST BEST FRIENDS THO

→ rutgermcgroarty yeah that’s all there is

yourusername

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yourusername went on a cooking rampage tn 🫢

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edwards.73 that food looks pretty good im not gonna lie

→ yourusername yeah this random guy made it for me

→ edwards.73 random???

→ yourusername mhm it was so weird.. he had the key to my apartment and everything

→ edwards.73 man i think that’s pretty unsafe rosie

→ yourusername it’s okay tho i thought he was cute so i let him stay ☺️

→ edwards.73 oh 😳

luca.fantilli LET HER COOK 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

→ yourusername aaaaaand you’re blocked

→ markestapa LET HER COOK 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

→ rutgermcgroarty LET HER COOK 😝😝😝😝😝😝

→ dylanduke25 LET HER COOK 😈😈😈😈😈😈

→ mackie.samo LET HER COOK 😼😼😼😼😼😼

→ yourusername you’re all HORRIBLE

→ luca.fantilli 😘

→ markestapa 😘😘

→ rutgermcgroarty 😘😘😘

→ dylanduke25 😘😘😘😘

→ mackie.samo 😘😘😘😘😘

trevorzegras goddamn big back lemme have some

→ yourusername ⁉️⁉️⁉️

→ jackhughes u just got clipped bro

→ _quinnhughes 📸

username75 is that… HIM??

username90 bae stop actin like you don’t know we know it’s ethan

username23 AWW cooking date so cute

_alexturcotte oh are those brownies for me 😁

→ yourusername you n trev r always trying to steal my food bro 😒😒

→ _alexturcotte what can i say ur a good cook

→ yourusername U CALLED MY PASTA SHIT

username6 stop the plating is so gourmet

colecaufield you and luke’s gf are like the same person

→ yourusername LUKE??? GF???? WHENNNNN?????? lhughes_06

→ lhughes_06 thanks a lot cole

→ yourusername EXPLAIN

→ jackhughes you know her veeeeeery well

→ yourusername VIVIAN?!?!?!

→ vivianliu oh god no 😭😭

username44 cole’s stirring up the family drama

username19 damnn those cookies r looking good girl

→ yourusername i tried to perfect my recipe 😈

rutgermcgroarty name drop the guy rn

→ yourusername dude ur acting like ur the one in the pics 🙄🙄

→ rutgermcgroarty who said i wasnt

→ yourusername i did.

→ lhughes_06 is this supposed to be a tactic to confuse everyone

→ rutgermcgroarty we’ll never know 🤫

mackie.samo when was the last time you willingly ate pizza

→ yourusername tonight 😐

→ mackie.samo because he made you do it……… right??

→ yourusername NO he just wanted to do it so i did

adamfantilli wtf rosie i just looked at the boys gc and hes literally obsessed with you

→ yourusername um 😃

→ adamfantilli NOT LIKE THAT

→ adamfantilli but he’s just being a big pussy rn

→ yourusername that’s what they’re all saying 🙄🙄

→ edwards.73 DUDE you gotta stop leaking the gc convos

→ luca.fantilli fr it’s unacceptable

→ yourusername stfu luca u sent me screenshots like two days ago

→ rutgermcgroarty TRAITOR luca.fantilli

→ yourusername and u just gave me ur phone to scroll through rutgermcgroarty

→ mackie.samo as the spokesperson i’d like to say we’re kicking u all out

→ adamfantilli NO PLEASE

→ rutgermcgroarty WE’LL DO ANYTHING

→ luca.fantilli WAIT PLEASE FORGIVE US

_quinnhughes so as your older brother it’s my job to steal your food

→ yourusername 🫤

→ _quinnhughes and we’re playing the wings tomorrow so i will be stopping by and stealing half the stuff in your fridge

→ yourusername thanks for the warning asshole

→ _quinnhughes any time u little shit

→ jackhughes hey that was my nickname for her 😞

→ lhughes_06 i thought i was the little shit????

→ vivianliu how did you guys manage to go from posting each other to arguing over who was the little shit 😭😭

username7 forearms 😵‍💫😵‍💫

liked by yourusername

username30 get urself a man who will have cooking dates with u 🙌

lhughes_06 u make enough food to feed the entire family

→ yourusername mom taught me well 🤗

→ lhughes_06 but u literally never fed me when we lived together??

→ yourusername yes. i. did.

→ jackhughes lukey says u “NEVERRRR” fed him

→ yourusername HOW DO U THINK HE GOT SO FUCKING TALL

→ _quinnhughes mom and dads genes

→ yourusername bc i’ve been feeding him HALF of my food every time he walked into the damn room

→ yourusername SINCE WE WERE 14

→ jackhughes ur not wrong

→ yourusername no shit

username13 girlll im tryna cook like u

username9 cutiessss 💕

username27 babe ima need u to hard launch alreadyyy

vivianliu rosie.

→ yourusername vivi.

→ vivianliu i know you cook and bake when you’re stressed or anxious

→ yourusername whatttt no

→ vivianliu is it about him 🤨

→ yourusername no!

→ vivianliu mmmmmkay

notes ) she’s a bit of a short one BUT HERES TO THE STARS’ SATURDAY NIGHT WIN AND THE WIN FROM TN ‼️ the stress was fucking insane and my heart was BEATING but we did it 🙏 a celebratory chapter if you will

tags: @dancerbailey3 @hughesfein @loveforaugust @alwaysclassyeagle @love4ldr @inhoodmood @bunting58 @crazycat-ladys-blog @smoooore @bunbunbl0gs @lilasianmeat

[scozthewoz]

the mercs and their aim

i've returned from my journey to the mountains to learn from the ancient monks. i am a better man now. oh yeah, and i have more headcanons

scout ▪︎ absolute dogshit aim. even if you manage to get him to stand still, he doesn't measure his shots whatsoever and - in the case of his pistol - will unload the whole clip into whatever he's shooting at relying on probable chance that he'll hit it at least once.

soldier ▪︎ also horrible aim. much like scout, erratic, random, and inaccurate. possibly worse than scout in fact. there's a resson his primary is something that produces large explosions. he doesn't try at all, he thinks the spirit of america will take the wheel and the power of patriotism alone will guide his righteous bullet where it needs to go. it doesn't. he won't learn his lesson.

pyro ▪︎ not very great aim - and the mask does not help. there's no way she can see well at all through that shit. he doesn't enjoy having to focus in his shots and prefers the blisssful sweeping destruction of the flamethrower. better than scout and soldier though. when they lock onto a target, they can pretty reliably hit it.

demoman ▪︎ horrible. he's got zero depth perception on account of the missing eye, stacked on top of the double vision and uncoordination that tags along with being constantly drunk. once again the only reason he hits things is because his primary is explosion based.

heavy ▪︎ considering most of his guns fire ten thousand rounds a minute with a sweeping range, he is not good when it comes to aiming one singular shot of something. he's used to mowing things down with little technical effort on his part. however, i imagine he's also had an interest in non-miniguns and knows his way around one, so he isn't totally hopeless. he'll probably get it in the ballpark.

engineer ▪︎ with machines that do the work for him and his primary being a gun that scatters, he's also unused to having to actually aim at things. HOWEVER! he can be pretty good. he's a country boy, he grew up shooting bottles in the backyard! he's become sort of reliant on the sentries, and he needs some warming up before he can really get accurate with it. the muscle memory is there.

medic ▪︎ pretty decent. i imagine he's nearsighted, so even with his glasses his accuracy gets worse the farther away his target is. without his glasses he's complete ass. he's quite unpracticed considering he doesn't have to aim much, but he can reliably hit a target within the ballpark at least, and he knows which spots will hurt the most or kill the quickest.

sniper ▪︎ he's a sniper, aiming is his job, and he's godly at it. he can hit things that are far away & moving with considerable accuracy. he has incredibly keen eyesight and when he locks in, the whole world dissapears except his target. it applies in other areas too. he'll throw something into the trash can and make it 100% of the time. if he tried basketball he'd swish the net every single toss, even from across the court. don't even fucking try him at darts. not only the best aim on the team, but possibly the planet.

spy ▪︎ extremely good aim, though not on sniper's level. he usually has a certain area on the target in mind, and he will hit it an overwhelming majority of the time. however, his focus can be broken very easily. if he doesn't have quiet and stillness, it's much more difficult for him, and his accuracy decreases a lot. he's not good with moving targets, nor ones that are super far away. very reliable overall though.

[tanoraqui]

Dungeon Meshi Liveblog: Endgame...

I have no real notes on the 'escape from the dungeon' sequence, other than that it IS going to be fun to have an epic 'galloping away from total urban collapse/tidal wave' sequence in the anime.

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This is technically accurate-ish but also totally not, nobody but Laios (and we the reader) knows what happened in that final confrontation, and I wonder if he'll tell them? He has no reason not to, other than it being...deeply Weird(TM) in the way that only Laios really is.

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Namari expresses many feelings, including love, through violence, and I respect and appreciate that.

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I tagged this before, but: future royal advisors lmaoooo. (I know Shuro has his own princedom to rule, but not yet, okay, and even once he inherits, lbr every time he visits Melini for diplomatic reasons, Laios is going to be like, "Shuro!! :D Come to dinner! Do you have any ideas about [infrastructure taxes/crop rotation/vigilante assassinations/etc issue of the day]?")

(Note 2: I also know his name is "Toshiro" but the characters haven't stopped using the mispronunciation, so I'm going with what's dominant in the story.)

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He Suffers for this friendship :)

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CHILCHUCK IS BEING MEAN TO HIS FRIENDS AGAIN! NATURE IS HEALING!!

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THEY'RE BESTIES YOUR HONOR!!

Fun fact: this specifically, screenshot at 4:46am, was the point at which the combination of visibly lightening sky, mortifying threat of my roommates waking up early and seeing me still up, and the fact an eager Shuro/Laios hug signalled that clearly everything was going to be basically happy from here on out, all combined to make me finally close my laptop and get ready for bed...whereupon I read the rest of the comic in bed, because I REALLY needed to see Falin safely rezzed, for my own peace of mind.

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Hell yeah time to eat! our! girl!!!

And btw, shoutout to Laios for, indeed, eating the Winged Lion. King shit. (/Yaad voice) (ah shit, is someone going to have to break it to Yaad and all the other villagers that their "prophecy" was a demon's manipulations? Or has Yaad picked that up by now while traveling with Izutsumi?)

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Kabru: You know what you were doing, right?

Laios: 8|

Kabru: Never mind, don't answer that, so I can sleep at night ever again. Actually, never answer that, especially in front of any sort of press and/or foreign nationals.

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I really like how the orcs aren't offering Laios kingship so much as sanctuary. The underground here is theirs, because nobody else ever wanted it, just like nobody ever wanted them. If Laios is going to be arrested by elves if he stays above ground, and Pattadol and Flamela with their oh-so-polite and flattering invitations trying to do, then he's an orc in all but name and form, and he's welcome among them for the rest of his life.

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Laios: I need you to help me eat my sister!

The rest of the party, as one: We know this sounds insane and we're sorry about that.

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HIGHLIGHTS OF THIS PANEL:

Marcille resignedly headlocking Izutsumi so she doesn't maul anyone in response to being swarmed

Shuro, under duress, defaulting to strangling Laios (again)

Laios rolling his eyes because he's so accustomed to and tired of everyone reacting overdramatically to his perfectly reasonable requests

Kabru just rubbing his temple. He has a headache. He's so tired that he's not even trying to talk anyone down from anything.

Chilchuck closing one eye like maybe if he pretends to be asleep he doesn't need to be involved in this.

Holm nervously saying that he can't because he keeps gnomesher (gnome kosher)

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[happy sigh] politics!

I just love love love the 'all the random disparate allies you made along the way rally together at the end for an epic battle to defeat the big bad" - except the big bad is already defeated. USUALLY the way that works is:

Core hero party faces pre-plot climax interparty conflict, then resolves it

Rally disparate allies made throughout the journey to fight the Big Bad (note: allies may rally themselves; still counts)

Fight Big Bad first as a group, then winnow/isolate down to core party, then down to single Main Protagonist who faces and defeats the Big Bad in a character foil-heavy, extremely thematic final confrontation

Everyone lives happily ever after, the end!

In Dungeon Meshi, however, it was:

Disparate allies made throughout the journey rally together to...help the core hero party deal with their pre-climactic interparty conflict! (Marcille's monster army - which does still come down to the core party, of course)

Core party, then isolated to single Main Protagonist (Laios) faces and defeats the Big Bad in a character foil-heavy, extremely thematic final confrontation

Rally disparate allies to accomplish what Laios explicitly says was the TRUE goal all along: reviving Falin! (Via eating as a group because that's live! understanding! connection! life!!)

Everyone lives happily with continuous hunger, because that's what it means to live ever after, the end!

I JUST THINK IT'S NEAT

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It is sooo notable, though by this point unsurprising, that the elves' chief consideration of the consequences of all of this is that "things" (magic, international politics, etc) may end up "harder to keep under control."

My personal theory/headcanon-until-proven-otherwise is that mana levels above-ground will simply never fully subside to their dungeon-era levels again, and dungeon mana levels will be correspondingly lower - it'll all even out, basically, though underground will still have generally higher levels. This means:

there will be more monsters on the surface, especially large ones

magic will be easier for all races (though limits on how much they can hold at once will remain)

"dark" ancient magic, which (I headcanon) is particularly defined by an assumption that there is a Shit Ton of mana to draw on, will become easier and thus more common...which is okay because "need huge power source to draw on" is no longer the first step on a slippery slope to "let dungeon demon consume the world."

corollary: Marcille is going to live her best damn life studying and innovating with the above

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This micro-interaction is so sweet. Kabru isn't even talking to Laios, but he's still keeping him in mind, and he so casually says "my friend."

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TO LIVE IS TO WANT!!! CONTINUOUSLY! YOU JUST GO ON!

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It's so great and interesting how much the Canaries care about Mithrun! It'd be so easy for him to just be their royally-imposed boss, or their weird mascot that they have to take care of, and both of these things are part of the dynamic. But they also all care about him as a person! Fleki was smothering him like a doll a minute ago, but the instant there's real hope for his life, she's jumping on it breathlessly! They're all suggesting hobbies he could take up, and standing around rapt and breathless waiting to see if Kabru's speech works to get him back on his feet!

There's definitely parallels to be made with Laios here, in terms of adventurin party rolling their eyes affectionately at their leader and saying, "yeah, we WOULD follow this total freak into hell. That's our day job, actually. #onlysomeregrets".

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Mithrun... /single tear

I just wanna see this panel in color SO BAD, though. The green grass, the pale brown earth and the paler birch trees, and the semi-translucent ice fracturing the dark red dragon meat, with Mithrun's pooling green cloak and these 2 guys standing amids all of it... It's going to be so striking.

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I've decided that the one (1) headcanon I'm holding in total defiance of explicit canon is that TO ME, Yaad was the original concept art where's she's a fairy princess in aesthetic, the perfect princess-in-the-tower for a brave knight to rescue and so earn the right to kingship of the land.

She still ends up possessing her grandfather's body, to be clear, and having this and every other conversation. It just intensifies the "I survived 1,000 years of being a ghost by focussing all my hope on THIS TROPE and you are going to play it out!!" Sure, marriage isn't an option anymore but that's fine, that wasn't the most important part! If Laios doesn't know how to govern, then she (in her grandfather's body) will teach him! Or else!!!

TLDR Yaad's gender is Princess and I will not be taking counterargument unless it's very compelling.

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Lol @ how 1 of these guys is the actual, legally appointed ruler of the island and 1 is the top local crime boss, and everyone, even Laios, know they're on equal footing (at best - the Island lord is not a competent man.)

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Kabru of Utaya, PR Professional :)

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This really is a fun little chapter, with Izutsumi's struggle to figure out what to do next mirroring Laios's. She's wandering freely, insisting on her own freedom - and nobody is arguing with her! Everyone takes it for granted, so much that she feels a little unwanted! While every conversation she walks into involves responsibilities to others.

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Holy shit, forbidden civvies!Chilchuck. He has his sleeves rolled up and collar open and everything, sluttily baring his collarbone and a hint of chest hair... He's even implicitly about to get his forearms blood-splattered, while doing a domestic chore and explaining the importance of responsibility to his teen(?) adopted catdaughter. If he still looked like the 50yo tallman with 5 o'clock shadow that he equivalently is, he'd be the hottest sexyman on tumblr right here.

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Even though it has vegetables! Because it's made with love and life!!

[boolger]

I’m dangerous ☆ chapter 5 ☆ COD fanfic

Originally posted on my AO3, where I post all my stuff. Always read the tags of my fanfics. MDNI

[Chapter 1] ☆ [chapter 2] ☆ [chapter 3] ☆ [chapter 4] ☆ [chapter 5]☆ [chapter 6]☆[chapter 7]

☆ fem!reader x Kate Laswell ☆ explicit. MDNI. ☆ 5/10 ☆ 2,808 words

☆ Summary: You were a hacker and had been a thorn in the side of the 141 gang for a while, in particular as you tried to find out who the famous leader, Watcher, was. But they refuse to be blackmailed and won’t pay you.

So, to prove that you weren’t just bluffing, but were a serious threat to them, you kidnapped a random woman that you saw coming out from one of their meetings, figuring she was a secretary or girlfriend or something.

Oh, how wrong you were.

☆ Tags: au mob, gang, kidnapping, blackmailing, dub-con, angst, smut, death, grief/mourning, hacking, non-con drug use, bondage, spanking, kissing, rough sex, inaccurate portrayal of mob, more will be added.

Note: TW there is non-con spanking in this one - while reader is turned on, there technically isn't anything sexual happening.

“Who did you tell?”

You blinked groggily up at her, confused at what was happening.

“What?” You mumbled.

You were ripped from the bed, for half a second just impressed with how easily Kate did that. That was until you collided with the floor, letting out a cry as pain spiked through you.

She stood over you and oh. Now you understood fully how she got to this place in life. 

It wasn’t that you hadn’t been afraid earlier, because you knew now that Kate Laswell was the famous Watcher. It was just something else to actually see.

Standing above you in her grey suit, high heels on each of your head, anger clear on her face; the gun pointed down at you was not even shaking one bit. 

There was a coldness in her eyes that had been so different from when you had kidnapped her yourself. In a way it was odd to think that this was the same woman.

Horror filled you. It wasn’t that you hadn’t realised Kate was dangerous, but still, still hit differently in some way. 

Death could be mere seconds away, it was only a question of Laswell pulling the trigger. Then your body would shut down like a broken piece of technology, never to be turned on again, missing its core features. She had said it herself, hadn’t she? 

If I don’t kill you before, that is

“Who did you tell?” She repeated, voice raising a little, a strand of hair out of place. 

“I - what do you mean?” you asked, weakly raising your hands in front of the gun muzzle, as if it would do anything to stop your death, in case she chose to end you, “I haven’t told anyone about anything!”

“You’re a fuckin’ liar,” she hissed angrily, one foot kicking away your hands, “How else would somebody else know about the arrival of my shipment friday?” 

You stared up at her, in between your fingers, feeling tears well up in your eyes, “How the fuck should I know? I haven’t told anyone?”

“Oh, so they would just happen to know, huh?” she snapped, as she bent over without any problems, the muzzle of the gun suddenly pressed against your forehead, as she almost screamed , “who did you tell?!”  

“I DIDN’T TELL ANYONE,” you screamed back, barely realising you did so, “MAYBE IT’S BECAUSE  YOUR IT-SECURITY IS SHIT!”

Kate Laswell’s blue eyes stared down at you; she was barely blinking, you weren’t even sure if she was breathing. Then she rose, straightening up, gun still pointing towards your face and even though it wasn’t pressed against your skin anymore, it was like you could still feel it. As if it caressed your skin, whispering a death threat that echoed in your mind.

“If I found out that you have anything to do with this, Fae, and I mean anything, I’m killing you on sight.”

She stepped over you easily and you tipped your head to the side, watching her high heels as she went out the door, snarling about something you didn’t even bother to listen to, while putting away the gun.

The tears kept coming as you curled on your side and cried. Staying here would no doubt result in anything other than your death.

You didn’t turn as the sound of another person entering the room was heard.

“Dinnae cry, bonnie bird,” Soap comforted - or at least tried to, “She dinnae mean it, boss lady is just stressed - dinnae fash.” He squatted down next to you, giving your head a little pat, but you didn’t turn around to look at him.

“We gotta go, but I’ll get ye some new clothes first, eh?”

You nodded.

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They were gone that night. The food you were given hours ago by a staff member, was cold by now, untouched by you. You weren’t going to dare, you didn’t want to be drugged again.

You slept on the little couch in the room, not caring that you were too tall for it. The idea of waking up, with Kate Laswell who had just promised to kill you, wasn’t really a pleasant one. Not that you actually had anything to do with it, though.

You just didn’t plan to stick around and find out if Laswell was serious or not.

The next morning you didn’t eat the breakfast that the staff member gave you, despite how lovely it looked and smelled. The lass who gave it to you and picked up yesterday's dinner was nice enough to point out that it wasn’t poisoned or anything. You merely answered by asking your own question.

“When will they be back?”

“In less than an hour or so, I think. But - I believe Miss Laswell would prefer for you to eat breakfast.”

“Okay, thank you.”

The idea of getting all your meals delivered seemed so… unnecessary to you. Though your own cooking skills were limited, you at least made food yourself. 

Soap had given you a hoodie and a pair of sweatpants yesterday - your own. Which meant they had gone through your stuff and while Soap grinned as he knew you realised, you wanted to throw up at the thought. 

You looked outside the window. You just needed to get out of the house - and somehow past the fence and then it wouldn’t be far to a crowded area if you weren’t wrong. You looked down at the bushes. It wouldn’t be too bad now that you weren’t in shorts anymore - as long as you didn’t break anything.

You didn’t touch the actual food you were given - but you did touch the fancy cutlery.

With a quick movement you opened the window and located the censor - ignoring the blasting sound as you moved, using the sharp knife to pull the censor free. 

You knew they would check on you soon, so you desperately stabbed at it until you -managed to get it open, pulling the battery from it. The alarm stopped and as you closed the window, you heard people at the door. You merely sat down on the broken little censor. 

You winched at the sight of the two big men, who looked like security, but tried to look as apologetic as possible.

“- Sorry. Needed some air.”

One of them looked properly annoyed at you. “Don’t do that again!” 

The moment they left and the door locked you looked directly up at the security camera - then you flipped it off. Opening the window fully, no alarm stopping you this time, you counted towards ten but jumped at nine. In the half second you gave yourself to lay in the bushes, you realised how fucking easier everything would have been if you had just stuck to blackmailing rich cheating people - or maybe been a better kidnapper. Alas, you got up, grumbling as you looked around, moving quickly.  

Then you darted across the lawn. You had never been a runner and you weren’t wearing any shoes, but you gave absolutely no shit. 

Crawling over the fence though? Nope. You weren’t ready to experiment with those sharp points, no thanks. And squeezing through it? Not happening. What was happening was a car arriving apparently - and you hid behind one of the thick pillars near the port, out of pure panic. 

The moment it passed you, you darted out from behind it and through the port - ignoring the screeching of the tires and yelling as they spotted you just a moment later.

While you weren’t a runner, you sure weren’t going to sit around and wait to be killed either. You just turned down the way too fancy road in London and ran .

Escaped. Fleeing. Bolted. Cleared out. Booked it. All the fancy different ways of saying that your bare feet hurt as they hammered against the road, your lung stung – and you were moving faster than you had in a while.

You also very much wanted to throw up. People were staring at you as you passed - but you weren’t going to stop a stranger, no no. You just needed to hide , no need to get random civilians into this mess. Everything was dreadful enough as it was.

Hurrying through some smaller alleyways, your mind already had a tiny plan of how to escape - find a place with a lot of people. Blend in, take underground to somewhere … but you didn’t have any methods of paying. And with your build, as much as your body gave its full potential right now, jumping over wouldn’t be an option.

Fuck.

Keeping low for a while it was, then. Maybe you could borrow - either with or without the person’s permission - a phone.

Your lungs were burning, your skin already collecting a nice layer of sweat.

Fuck being out of shape. If you made it out of this whole thing, you would try to at least be able to run without feeling like you were going to die any second. 

If you managed to get out alive.

Your feet were throbbing at each step. You didn’t even want to think about what you had stepped on.

As you looked over your shoulder, you saw a behemoth of a man together with two others in the distance, trying to get to you. You darted onto a different road. Barely able to hear the sound of tourists and people buzzing in the bigger streets.

Just a little more.

The moment you hit the crowd of people you weaved in between them, desperately trying to pretend you hadn’t just been running for your life and was close to keeling over from exhaustion. As you got further into the crowd, you slowed down and soon you were walking in between people, trying to pretend you weren’t barefoot and terrified. Your lungs burned, as if embers filled them to the brim, pain shooting through your legs at each step. Salvia filled your mouth while you walked, threatening to make you throw up.

It was as if the world stilled around you as you kept following the stream of people - as if it agreed that you had been through enough. The many faces of strangers that passed barely noticed you. You melted into the current of tourism, letting yourself become nobody. A person that passed you on the street while you were on vacation, someone whose face would never be remembered.

Free. Your body was burning and in pain, but you were free like a bird, having just left the cage and the captivity behind an–

“There you are, sweetheart.” A rough voice said, as an arm was thrown over your shoulder in an almost friendly manner, but the grip on you was too strong to be anything but danger, “A real sprinter, eh? Gave the guys a run for their money.”

You swallowed hard, eyes flickering around desperately, doing anything but looking at him, the urge to scream instant but the moment you opened your mouth, you felt a familiar muzzle press against your side. Even with fabric in between, the gun was a clear threat.

“Don’t be silly,” John Price warned and though his voice was happy, you knew he was serious, as he steered you, “c’mon now, she isn’t in a good mood as it is.”

As you watched a big, black car with darkened windows stop at the road a couple of metres from you, you reconsidered making a scene - wondering if Price would actually shoot you, if the shot would be immediate. You finally dared to look over at the man having a grip on you that he pretended to be a friendly one as he steered you directly to the car. He gave you a grin. He was dressed in “normal” clothes, a beanie on his head, scarf hiding some of his face, dressed as if he was any other civilian - as if the two of you were lovers, on the way home, as if you weren’t being steered towards what you were sure would lead to your execution. 

You stopped in front of the side door of the car and heard it unlock, fear unlocked inside your mind too, unable to focus. Either you would be brought back to the cage - or to an early grave.

The door opened and Price took a hold of your neck, more or less just pushing you inside, a grunt leaving you as you fell on your knees on the carpet - only to see a pair of high heels in front of you. You looked up, on your hands and knees, taking in the Watcher .

Kate Laswell’s hand shot out, gripping your hair and pulling you up next to her, ignoring your cry of pain - and to your horror, John Price didn’t just close the door behind you. No, he joined the two of you, closing the car door behind him, the doors locking once more.

He sat down on the seats opposite Kate Laswell - because of course they had a fancy car like this, where the guests were sitting opposite each other, a black screen behind Price, keeping the chauffeur from watching you. You didn’t even get the chance to comment on it however, because then the car moved once more - and Kate pulled on your hair, hard.

A pitiful whine left you as she manoeuvred you, pulling you over her lap and then pushing down on your back, not saying anything as you struggled and began to protest. A pair of bigger hands suddenly pulled on your arms.

“Wait-wait-wa–”

Click . 

Price sat down again, the handcuffs around your wrists, making your hands useless behind your back. Confusion filled your mind as your face was pushed into the seats, body draped over Kate’s lap - and then a well-manicured hand took a hold at the hem of your pants, pulling them down.

“No- nonono, I’m sorry Kate - I did–” “SHUT UP!”

Your face was pressed harder into the seat, body flinching at her sudden yell. 

“You’ve already created so many fuckin’ problems,” she continued, voice eerily calm again as she pulled your sweatpants down, hand then resting on your panties for just a moment, “all you had to do was stay .”

Humiliation filled you, your brain not allowing you to lay still, Kate’s hand tightening in your hair. You almost bare ass was exposed to her, stretchmarks and everything. Price was just watching the two of you, having pulled  out a cigar.

“I’m sorry, please don't, I was sc–”

Your panties were pulled down so suddenly that you barely registered it, before Kate’s palm collided with your asscheeks. The sound that left you was a mixture of a surprised squeal and scared wail.

“Told you to fucking shut up too - stop squirming!” 

You couldn’t see Kate’s face, but you could hear the dark annoyance in her voice. One hand gripping your hair tightly, the other starting a painful pattern as it repeatedly collided with your soft ass. Making it jiggle a little as the skin burned and you squirmed. The words of apologies and begging that left your mouth at first were replaced with whimpers and cries. As each hit made your poor skin redder and warmer, sending so many emotions through you that you felt like a computer program on the edge of crashing. The worst part, besides the pain?

… The fact that you liked it. The fact that her mean words and harsh spankings made your need for Kate somehow grow even more, how you felt your pussy grow wetter each time her hand connected with your skin.

Though, despite your unexpected turn-on, you sobbed from the pain and shame. Tears and drool dripped from you onto the seats beneath you, as you kept your eyes closed. Small pitiful begs left you now and again. The number of spanks had passed 20 a while ago. 

Your sobs eventually dried up, only small moans of pain leaving you, body having gone limp. When it finally stopped, it took you a couple of seconds before you realised it. Instead her hand was resting on your burning ass, her other hand gently petting your hair. A part of your brain registered the fact that the car had driven far too long, which meant she had prolonged the ride, merely to spank you.

She leant down to whisper in your ear.

“You won’t do that again, will you, Fae?”

“N-no,” you answered weakly, not wanting to open your eyes. The car smelled of cigar smoke and you could hear Price let out a pleased hum. Like a vicious dog, loyal to its master, even as it watched her beat up a stray. You felt her hand squeeze an already burning cheek, making you add “I won’t do tha-at again, miss Laswell.”

The cheek was released. Her hand in your hair moved down to dry off a few tears.

“ Good girl ,” she praised.

[yourstrullyme]

not to be weird or anything (I will proceed to be extremely weird) but uh I saw some random tags on on a post that you reblogged and now I really need you to write a fic where Cait goes looking for Jinx and finds her and yells at her to go talk to her sister okay bye

LMAO no need to apologize we embrace weird in this house

ooh man i need that fic too lol but rn i dont think i can do much im a bit busy with life but i can offer an idea of what it would look like under the cut maybe?

so like i picture it being like a few years maybe, and maybe vi's okay with it, but Cait isn't, because Cait is sure Jinx didn't die. she gets the fish guy (i think his name was steb?) to help and at first its a pretty intense search, but then it dwindles and eventually they just keep an eye out for weird stuff like maybe there's a new mechanic in some far away city that's just praised for their genius, or maybe there's a new weapon that's making some other nation's army the winner of every battle, y'know? just stuff that screams jinx was here.

and to be honest she's sort of lost hope too? like she's had her moments of rage against jinx because how could you do this to her? how could you leave her? how could you do all this and then leave? why did you survive but not stay? but also she's had time to think, to understand.

She talks to ekko about it. not that she thinks jinx is alive, no. just like vi, ekko's had enough. he tried mourning her, going through the steps, trying to find some closure, but the pain just wont leave. so he works on keeping her memory alive and in doing so deals with his regrets and mistakes in his own way. but she talks to him about her, too. just, jinx. who she was, how wrong cait was about some things, how right she was about others. her regrets, too. ekko can empathize. he also gave up on her.

so one morning when steb tells her there's been a sighting cait's just eating breakfast with vi and they're laughing about the toast vi likes to make - a mixture of butter, marmalade and avocados (idk what kind of shit they eat for breakfast in piltover sue me) - so she doesn't really register steb's interruption until vi asks about it and steb looks worried between the two. cait doesn't lie, vi would be able to tell anyways and then she'd just be hurt. no, she simply says its work and leaves. it technically is. jinx is still a wanted person in piltover, technically.

she takes an airship to a city she's never visited before. it looks like the perfect mixture between piltover and zaun. there are no great buildings or statues, no grand bridges over polluted waters; but also no trash-infested streets, no beggars in corners, no policemen abusing children.

steb's 'sighting' was actually a news outlet informing its readers that a new form of long-range transportation was being worked on after a woman had invented a seemingly 'totally efficient' battery - no loss of energy of any kind. steb was sure it had to be her. caitlyn not so much. not because it didn't match - it did. more so because of a loss of hope but rather a fantasy she'd been having for a while now. jinx, out and about, maybe on a market or just strolling through a city, happy.

she reaches the address steb gave her and finds a small bar and, immediately, she knows she's found the right place.

'the last drop' reads the sign over the door. caitlyn clenches her jaw, suddenly alert. the fantasy that had become jinx over the years is suddenly overcome by the memories of her. what if all cait'd thought was just a way for her to cope? what if jinx is still...jinx? what if she still hates her? caitlyn vaguely wishes she'd brought her gun, but it's no use. she's here now and, whoever jinx has turned into, she hopes is willing to, at least, talk.

it's the middle of the day so, rightfully so, the place is empty when she goes in. only a singular lonely figure stands there, at the bar, drying glassware as she hums along to the song on the jukebox.

"Jinx,"

[justmystyles]

Could you write something about Harry and sn just talking? they could be talking about some celebrity gossip or someone in their circle of friends

Cantaloupe

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pairing: Harry Styles x plus size reader

*i say it's a plus size reader, but it is not something that i focus on explicitly in my fics, because your size should not define you. it will only come up if it comes into the story organically.*

word count: 841

summary: in this one shot/flash forward from the Now You're In My Life storyline, you and Harry recap the big news from your family's Thanksgiving dinner.

a/n: i have a million other asks and things i should be doing first, but the perfect idea came to me when i read it, and the story just flowed from there.

i also feel like i need to explain the title a little. first of all, i suck at/hate naming fics, second of all it's a Harry fic, why not give it a random fruit name? finally, there's this really terrible dad joke that has been running through my family for my entire life (even still to this day). if cantaloupe is motioned, or seen, it's a rush to see who can be the first one to say "can't elope tonight, dad's got the car!" anyway, that joke, and the fruit of it all it just felt right.

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You and Harry walked to the car without saying a word, he opened the passenger door for you before moving to sit in the driver’s seat. 

“Wow,” Harry finally broke the silence as he was backing out of your parent’s driveway. 

“You’re goddamned right wow.” You replied, still trying to wrap your head around it. 

“I thought bomb drops like that only happened on television.” 

You had just left Thanksgiving dinner with your family, where your sister announced that on her recent vacation with her fiancé, the pair had eloped, before jetting off to their Hawaiian honeymoon. 

“I thought they were joking,” you said. “Then they brought out the photo album.”

“I know, I’ve never seen you make a face like that,” he chuckled. “It was actually pretty adorable.” 

You slapped him lightly on the thigh. “I just… I never in a million years expected that.” 

“You really had no idea?” He glanced over at you before returning his eyes to the road. 

“How could I? They announced their engagement, and were feeding us all this bull shit about wedding planning.” 

“Well,” he interjected. “Technically they did plan a wedding…”

“Shh, nobody needs your semantics.” You joke before looking over at him curiously. “Why? Did you have an idea?” 

He shrugged. “I mean, the trip did seem a little suspicious. They usually only pick one place when they travel.” 

“Yeah, but you have to go through California to get to Hawaii, so I just figured they were killing two birds with one stone.” 

“That’s because you’re so sweet and naive, princess.” 

“Heyyy,” you whined.

“What? It’s one of the things I love most about you.” He reaches over, interlacing his fingers with yours. “I just had a suspicion.” 

Your eyes go wide. “Harry Edward Styles,” you gasp. “You thought my sister was eloping and you didn’t tell me?” 

“No,” he corrected. “I had a suspicion. It’s different. “Do you think your mother will ever forgive them?” He asked, changing the subject. 

You let out a deep breath as you consider his question. “I… I mean sure. But she won’t get over this, talking about it will always be a touchy subject.” You look over to Harry, who spares a quick glance as he’s driving. “I’ve never seen her look so devastated. She’s been talking about my sister and I getting married for as long as I can remember.” You let out a chuckle. “My dad on the other hand…”

“Yeah, he seemed to take it well.” 

“He’s just relieved that she’s not going to hit him up to help pay for a wedding.” You both laugh. 

“What about you?” Harry asks. “What do you think about it?”

You shrug. “I mean, I get why they did it. She’s not out to everyone yet, so it makes sense to want to just have it be for themselves.” You sigh before continuing. “But selfishly, I’m kind of bummed. That was my only chance to be in a wedding party.” 

Harry looks at you curiously. “What do you mean?”

“She’s my sister, we always said we’d be each other’s maids of honor. I don’t have any close enough friends to be asked to be a bridesmaid or anything, so I just don’t get that experience.” 

“You know that’s not true, right?” Harry says, squeezing your hand to comfort you. 

“I love you for trying to make me feel better, but it is true.” 

He shakes his head. “No it’s not. You’re going to be the most important part of my wedding party.” He smiles softly before lifting your joined hands and placing a soft kiss on the diamond ring that he had placed on your finger a few months earlier. 

You’re silent for a moment, observing Harry and his dreamy smile as he keeps his eyes locked on the road, his hand softly stroking your thigh. “Puppy?” 

“Hmm?” He hummed in reply, squeezing your leg gently, as he pulled up to a redlight.  

“Do you wish we were eloping?” 

He looks over to you with a sly smirk. “Princess, the sooner I get to make you my wife the better,” He lifts his hand, cupping your cheek. “But I wouldn’t be doing my job as your future husband if I didn’t give you everything you’ve ever wanted. And that includes the dream wedding you’ve been planning since you were a little girl.” 

Even in the dark car, Harry is able to make out the blush that spreads across your cheeks at his words, making him chuckle. “See, now when you talk like that, how could I not want to stand up in front of every single person I know and declare my love for you.” 

“I know, that’s why I said it,” he teased. “I don’t want you getting any silly ideas about eloping. We already have some very lovely, very non-refundable plans.” 

You let out a bark of laughter at his words and slap his shoulder. “Way to kill the mood.”

“No worries my love, I’ll revive it the second we get home.” 

[electronicnutcycle]

"I've always loved you" ll steven Adler x fem!reader

Description: You have being in the band GUNS 'N' ROSES ever since the start , you've also been in a relationship with the drummer , steven for a while now also. One night at a party where you were severely intoxicated, you cheated on him . After a while you and steven decide to make amends and get back in a relationship

Pairing: Steven Adler x reader

Warning(s): Mentions of accidental cheating , swearing , ANGST!!! but the end is fluff.

I had joined the famous band GUNS 'N' ROSES as , well before it was a famous or well known band , as a keyboardist and had been apart of the band for awhile now. After a while i had formed a connection with the main drummer of the band , steven Adler. After a few years of being in the band and getting to know steven , we got in a relationship. For a few months we kept it secret , but after awhile we technically didn't announce our relationship , but we didn't didn't say no when people asked.

Later on , as the band skyrocket in fame and my relationship with steven also skyrocketed . The incident happened where at a party , it really was a blur , but it was where practically everyone was either extremely drunk on various types of alcohol or copious amount of drugs . I , who also had copious amounts of alcohol in your system , to the point where I could barely stand and on the brink of unconsciousness . At some point I happened to "hook up" with someone . I don't remember who they were , nor do I care to .

After the whole incident went down and Steven found out , Let me just say , it was MESSY . We eventually broke up and I was surprisingly allowed to stay in the band . Even four months later , in the current day , I still feel a pang of guilt of something i don't event remember doing. But every since then something else has been building up . Every since I found out steven was talking badly about me behind my back , the thing I've been feeling and was building is hate . And I would get it if he was talking about the breakup and stuff , but no he was actually talking shit . Ever since then the feeling of hate had been brewing and it was actively make me talk bad about him behind his back .

One cold afternoon after practice , I was just getting ready to leave after staying late . But as i grabbed my bags and locked up the studio , I saw Steven waiting a few meters Infront of the doors . "what do you want?" I sighed out not wanting to deal with him "well , i just wanna talk" "I said I'm sorry man , I was like really drunk I don't even remember it" I barley mumbled out before feeling tears fill my eyes . "I just wanted to , umm" Steven started to say before trailing of , "great! , the one and only Steven Adler is to shy to speak to my face!" I spat at him . "Just hear me out! , please just give me a minute!" "fine" I grumbled as I gestured for him to sit down with me as I sat down on a bench next to the door.

As he sat down next to me , we started to talk .And as we started to talk into the night my hate for him started to melt and fill with the same admiration and love that I had for him as when we were dating , we both explained our sides of the story and apologized. A few weeks later it felt like how we used to be , we laughed together , hugged each other tightly again and most importunately , we fell back in love with each other and a few months later we got back together.

tag: @kay-random

A/N: I hope everyone likes this fic! , i worked really hard on it and i hope for all the writers across tumblr and other writing sites that they can get out of their writing bock and they can keep writing works of art! <3.

[mistermalaprop]

You know my crossbee loving ass wants to know how your Crosshairs is with the Bee Team! What is his reaction towards them at the start when Bee calls the shots and how dies he react to the RID15 Drift?

You have no idea how shocked I was to see this in my inbox.. Stranded AU on a random Thursday...

So, this actually has a couple answers!! I have a few drabbles and a full oneshot for Crosshairs' interactions with Team Bee. I did a collection of sketches where Bumblebee and Crosshairs met (and how Crosshairs joined the team). I'll post the writings separately, but i'm not sure about the drawings.

Crosshairs with Team Bee + What is his reaction towards them at the start when Bee calls the shots? -> Crosshairs... uh... well he's pissed. Annoyed. Snarky. Projecting...

That's how he shows himself, anyway. He's exhausted. He's just watched all his friends and comrades die and gets respawned in a world where they're all (he thinks) alive and... too friendly. Too kiddy. Too close to humans again...

Crosshairs acts like he hates them all, trying to keep them at arm's length. Especially Bumblebee and the humans.

Crosshairs keeps his cool with Strongarm because she's the Strongarm, there is no one else to compare her to. He hates enforcers and stays away from her when possible. He finds her and Sideswipe childish, though.

Sideswipe-- ah, the little shit. Crosshairs is more like a reluctant mentor to him. Whips him into shape, teaches him how to use his weapons more efficiently, and even races with Sideswipe to keep him supervised (yet also getting his feelings/thoughts out). Crosshairs didn't know much of his (bay) Sideswipe, so he can keep both versions separated. Crosshairs tries his best, but he can get a bit tilted because the little shit reminds him of himself at times.

The only member of Team Bee he doesn't outwardly hate is-- surprisingly-- Fixit! And Grimlock, technically. He treats them both alright enough and listens to Fixit the most because he deems Fixit as the group's real commander (due to his medic status).

Grimlock is dumb and Crosshairs can respect it at times. He mainly likes using him as bait though, surrendering Grimlock to Bumblebee (one green mech or another green mech) so he can stay behind and sunbathe (dissociate alone).

But... Bumblebee? Crosshairs... backtalks Bumblebee often. He doesn't consider Bumblebee a Bumblebee. Crosshairs refers to those who have the same names as his friends back in his world as "other." So, basically, the Crosshairs and Bumblebee dynamic hasn't changed—all that's different is that Bumblebee has a voice and is actually higher on the chain of command.

Crosshairs will straight-up ignore commands if he deems them stupid-- what's Bee gonna do? Crosshairs has already died.

(Team Bee doesn't know that-- they don't know a lot about him at first)

How does he react to the RID15 Drift? -> ... not great. He's sad and fucking angry because he doesn't know how to handle himself. He looks at Drift and all he feels is guilt. Which doesn't make the life debt Drift has for Crosshairs any better-- because he's forced to be with this...

this...

...he's not an imposter, Crosshairs knows that, but fuck does he want to believe it.

uh, anyway--

I did write that episode where Drift first showed up with Crosshairs in it-- so, uh, I'll tag you in that to further explain their meeting! I remember writing it and being so proud of it.

Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to talk about this-- I'm so happy :,)

[cozymochi]

Hey! I hope this question isnt intrusive, but I was wondering if u were ever gonna mention that last guy from this post

https://www.tumblr.com/cozymochi/723965319937425408/asking-because-i-forgot-to-include-it-in-my-other

Or if he was already mentioned before (I might have missed it) or if he’s dead😞

(lol look how different Tia used to look)

Oh yeah, him. I assure you he’s still around and I have since moved his WIPs to procreate and remade most of his assets. Like… I wanna say months ago.

THAT BEING SAID- he isn’t not going to show up at some point. At least… that’s the current trajectory as of writing this sentence.

However, between that post and now a few things have changed. That guy was actually made long before Nyoka, it just so happened the latters assets and “finalization” ended up y’know. Crossing that public bridge first. Least of all the initial unexpected reception to the guys who did happen to show up prior.

And as a result of that, it made me rethink how to approach the others who hadn’t been publicized yet. Aside from random supporting character types, that guy was the only one who still hadn’t managed to be “finished.”

Understand this: None of these guys were ever originally made to be seen publicly (exception being the “blue” wip from months back.). Not even Tia the prefect. They were entirely private with only really one other person’s viewership in mind. Notwithstanding Emilio’s technical “debut” in a longfic. Everyone was just kind of… bare bones “what you see is what you get.”

I don’t really get into the process too much but know that since posting that snippet, and actually getting a sense of how the initial waves of people seemed to respond— he’s been stuck being retooled considerably and has since mmm… mostly tapered off to become a less “present” figure in-universe.

That, and as much as I don’t think anyone else would scrutinize it, there were aspects of his original premise that me and @/oddberryshortcake (cuz there’s frequent collaboration) found 🤔🤨. Nothing serious, but we’re the type to heavily scrutinize and think about aspects that probably don’t matter to anyone else. He’s a lot better now, I think.

Considering how major the changes were, it’s probably a good thing he didn’t show up.

I bring it up in tags sometimes, but even the main 3 guys have changed considerably vibe-wise since their initial postings. I count my blessings knowing to at least some degree my shame still makes me not reveal everything at once (most of the time).

If there’s one thing that bugs me, it’s that I kind of hate having my finicky changes over characters occur publicly and accidentally create contradictions with their info, but there’s really not much I can do when I wanna change or revise something after the fact.

I either just, y’know… do it anyway, or commit to something I’m not entirely happy with because it’s already out there. It’s nigh-impossible to update every person ever on changes since, I mean. Not everyone makes the fact they see something known, nor would that even be reasonable to try controlling.

^ Dumb and unreasonable thought process as these are free to view OCs who don’t exist in the material to begin with I receive zero monies. “Take it easy, it’s just a drawing” ahh shit.

I don’t think any person likes having a delayed “No, wait I change my mind” publicly though. Everyone’s constantly evolving in some way.

I don’t know. As if now he’s still being retooled and is only worked on occasionally. Then, after being changed to be a less “present” figure + TWST not really elaborating on the in-universe particulars of this new position, it kind of leaves bro at an unclear impasse.

While I do like where he’s at now, it certainly doesn’t give him any opportunity to be “present” or involved anymore in-universe. So now a new problem opens up.

Unfortunately for me, new info also =/= new art, and I’m the only person doing that part. As far as experience goes, that’s like the vast majority of what anyone is going to recall.

(Me two seconds after rambling for paragraps about how the intricacies of written information is the bane of my existence—)

GLAD YOU’RE CURIOUS, I’m sure there’s at least 5 people out there still waiting but I really wouldn’t try waiting or building anticipation.

Maybe at the time when I posted that I expected a quicker turnaround, but mind even Nyoka showed up almost a full year later. Who could have predicted that. Bruh was supposed to show up before that snake.

This kind of stuff takes me forever.

He’s not dead, just not a priority. If for whatever reason he is truly “finished,” he’d just show up out of nowhere with no real fanfare like the rest of those guys did.

I just can’t really say when. He’s just not ready. Not sure what else to really tack on 😭

TL;DR: Was going to post him, changed my mind thanks to being finicky and he’s currently in retool hell until my stupid hand wants to cooperate.

[trevination]

Also 5, 14, 17, or 19 for the creation behind any of them!

5. How did you choose their name and why? Was it simply based on vibes or is there any specific meaning behind the name? Are the reasons behind their name different in- and out of universe?

literally like. all of their names are just based off vibes LMAO. obviously some r like heritage based and stuff but lots of them r just. what vibe do they give. what fits them. let me tell you, sometimes it takes like 30 seconds and other times a MONTH. like we names jay (jena's greaser) in like 5 minutes but it took up like 3 days to name jesse (cole's greaser). it took us A MONTH to name dean (dre's greaser) 😭

14. Do you have any quotes tied to the character, either from the story itself or from another source that fit them?

the first one that came to mind were these from my first ever writing about these ocs lmao

charlie -- “I ain’t a fighter, Micah. I’m useless right now and seeing you all beat and bruised makes me feel sick or somethin’.”

micah -- “I’ve done this a million times alone and I don’t need no one to fuckin' lick my wounds for me.”

17. Are there any motifs or symbols associated with the character? How are they represented, in their design, personality or in some other way?

hmmm. javi has his anchor necklace that he wears in the show when he's on as a greaser!! that's the biggest thing i can think of rn. but it just like... represents who he is, his heritage, his family, all that stuff. there a whole thing where during a rough patch (which oh boy. there's many) the necklace breaks and he's just devastated and keeps it on his dresser, but after him and nico finally get together, nico spots it and gets it fixed for him :(

oh also!! jesse has his camera :) it's the only thing he has of his dad's (he left a long long while ago and his mom only talks about him shittily) so he cherishes it, barely ever takes it out, etc. if it were to break... he would lose his shit lets just say.... but it represents. idk. how unhappy he is? lost? feeling like he don't belong anywhere with anyone? his mom and her random boyfriends always yelling at him, never feeling like he's close with no one like others are, the shit happening with lucuas later on.... at least he still got his camera. he's terrified to actually look at the photos his dad took on that camera though. he still hasn't

19. What is your general favourite thing about the character? What is your least favourite?

how can i even chose ?? i rlly think one of my fav characters is charlie. like. time and time again, he's beaten down and he just keeps on pushing on bc what else can he do? like he does through so fucking much, and he keeps that kindness and love in his heart. and when he finally breaks, when he's traumatized and wounded and depressed, he's got his people to fall back on, even if it takes him a while to allow himself to do so.

i think my least favorite thing about him... god can i even choose??? i would say like 'he's too trusting of everyone' but like i don't hate that about him, it just pains me because it causes him so much pain. even the technical flaws about him, i don't hate them because like. we put them into his character, we created him :( i will say though! i hate how stubborn micah is ^_^ cause oh my goodness his stubbornness and anger issues cause so much shit. ESPECIALLY because tommy and rosie are exactly like him and it causes so much drama (teenage rosie.... oh my teenage girl <33)

I LOVE YAPPING YAYYYYYYY ^_^ tagging the gang once again sorry for the spam ily @wassupmygays @elisadoreyou @farawayfromtulsa

[zzombiecleo]

what love could get this vicious?

i'm only like 2 hours late technically? whoopsie daisy! here's day 4 of yuri week! obligatory @mcyt-yuri-week, please enjoy this (or not, its not everyones thing)! check it out on ao3 as well!

fandom: life series smp characters: ldshadowlady, zombiecleo, mentioned bigb+ others ship: ldshadowlady/zombiecleo additional tags: major character death, graphic depictions of violence, alternate universe - superheroes/superpowers, superhero ldshadowlady, villain zombiecleo, emotional manipulation, manipulation, manipulative relationship, unhealthy relationships, unrequited love, murder, revenge, grief/mourning, mental instability, brutal murder, theyre both fucked up in this one!, drabble, mcyt yuri week, toxic ass fuckign yuri (affectionate), soemthing something revenge something something two graves summary: a grief-stricken hero hunts an unrepentant villian — mcyt valentines yuri week day 4: grief/revenge

LDShadowlady, superhero extraordinaire, is, according to everything Cleo knows, usually quite a nice and polite hero. Sweet, bubbly, but capable of dealing with threats easily when needed.

Unfortunately, her friend BigB never seemed to have quite perfected that skill.

Probably why it was so easy to kill him, actually.

Look, Cleo is well aware that she’s a horrible person! It’s her whole thing! She’s a villain for a reason, people! Killing someone who betrayed her the way BigB did is really not that big of a deal. She has done domestic terrorism before, murdering one random hero is not her worst crime. Yet, it seems that it’s the one that LDShadowlady has fixated on. Or, rather, the one Lizzie has fixated on.

Maybe she’s just upset about Cleo’s whole ‘tricking you into finding me sympathetic, making you fall in love with me so hard that you start spying on other heroes for me and then murdering your best friend in front of you after I got what I needed’ thing. Actually, not gonna lie, that does sound like the most likely reason Lizzie is currently on a one woman hunt for Cleo’s head. Attached or otherwise. In Cleo’s defence, what kind of hero actually falls in love with a villain. Also, the little shit deserved it. Maybe if he didn’t leave her for dead, they wouldn’t have killed him.

Joe always tells her she’s very vindictive. He also often tells them it’s one of their best traits. So, realistically, this is fine. This is fine.

Okay, so maybe the whole ‘pretending to date her’ thing was a teeny bit mean, even for them. Especially when she did it to one of the top heroes in the country. Cleo is, to be honest, screwed. Completely and utterly screwed. Apparently grieving and vengeful superheroes don’t tend to be very delicate when it comes to dealing with threats like, let’s say, a villain ranked #5 most wanted in the country. A villain like Zombie.

Cleo is standing on the roof of an apartment building, a cool night time breeze blowing her hair back, the only sounds the distant cars far below. It rained earlier so everything’s wet and they’re left to stand. She’s pondering all her life decisions, trying to figure if it was worth it. Just as she’s deciding that yes, revenge was in fact worth them being hunted by a pissed off hero, she hears a faint splash of something stepping in a puddle behind her.

Spinning around, she’s greeted by pink hair and a tear stained face. Lizzie. Fantastic. Just wonderful! Everything is fine!

“You!” Lizzie snarls, “You bloody monster!”

“I mean, I think that’s very subjective.” Cleo says, desperately wishing they actually told her friends where they were going today.

“Oh my gosh, I-” She stops and smiles, something dangerous and just a little unhinged hiding in her expression, “You know what? I really want to see you die!”

She launches herself at Cleo, not even bothering to use her little flower power to attack, going in with her bare hands. They smile and dodge. Despite the lies, fighting with Lizzie always felt like a dance. This will be fun! As long as they don’t die, obviously.

Lizzie swings wildly at them, nailing a solid punch on her jaw. Her eyes are wide with prominent bags and she doesn’t seem to be wearing her comms or the legally required camera that all heroes should have. That’s not good. But it’s fine. It’s all fine.

“I can’t believe I trusted you! You lied to me and I trusted you! I-” Cleo backs up and Lizzie slips in pursuit, grabbing their leg on her way down and dragging them along, “I bloody loved you, do you get that?! How could you?”

Lizzie climbs on top of her, keeping them on the ground and murmurs “The worst part is that I still bloody do! Because I’m stupid. And you’re beautiful. And you knew exactly what to say every time. I can’t believe I fell for you, for all your stupid lies!”

Cleo finally struggles free and throws Lizzie off of her and takes several steps back, wishing they kept comms on them.

“When you- When I saw you k-kill him, it didn’t quite hit and my first thought was about blummin’ heck, it was about helping you cover it up! You charmed that bloody badly, trained me like a blummin’ dog!” She stands, her costume dirty and wet, hands shaking, and they take some more steps back, “Can you even imagine how much I loved you? How much I still do because you know, I told you, that I hate letting go of people? You bloody monster. Did you ever even care?”

“LDShado-”

“Don’t! You know my name. I know you do, Cleo. Don’t be shy now.”

“Fine. Lizzie, then. What I figure is, I figure you’re real mad right now and- Well. You have the right to be, okay? I messed up, is what I’m saying. But I promise th-” They just wanted to buy some time, spout some of that bullshit Lizzie loves and get out. Clearly they didn’t say the right thing, not this time. No charming their way out now.

“No! No, no, no!” She lurches forward and grabs Cleo by the shoulders. “Oh no, you don’t! If you won’t say anything important. Then- Oh my gosh, then I suppose I can just cut to the chase!”

Lizzie pushes, far harder than they’ve ever felt prior and they land on the ground. Hard. Lizzie flips in her in a smooth move and grabs the back of her hair. They struggle but she won’t let go and the realisation strikes that no, everything is not fine, and that they never said bye to Joe when she left earlier and she left Scott on read and Stress was meant to drop by tomorrow and-

They realise the last thing they’ll ever see is the dirty concrete. The last voice they’ll hear is someone’s who loved them far more than they even thought of her. Will her friends even know what happened? There was so fucking much Cleo wanted to do! They wanted to tear down all this corrupt bullshit and have fun doing it! But now-

“I’m gonna avenge BigB. And myself. And my bloody heart! All in one!”

Nothing will come of any of it now, will it?

Then Lizzie pulls their head back and slams it into the concrete. And then does it again. Again. Again. Again, again, again againagainagainagain-

When the authorities arrive all that is left is a woman wailing and the unrecognisable remains of someone she thought was her forever.

[alexwritess]

STAY THE NIGHT

the following contains mature themes!! 18+ ONLY (mdni)

Sypnosis: You and Spencer have been going out for the past couple months but what happens on the night he asks to make it official?

tags: spencer reid x fem!reader, brief mentions of Unsubs, oral sex (f! and m! receiving), piv sex, degradation, praise

You were getting ready for your 4th date with Spencer. The both of you had been going out for the past couple of months and your bond had been growing closer than ever. Spencer texted you last week asking if you were free this weekend because he wanted to take you out again considering you hadn’t seen him in a month, him being a super busy FBI agent and all. In his text, he said to dress casually so you rummaged through your closet trying to pick out an outfit that both you and him would like. You ended up going with some olive green slightly bagged cargo pants and a black long sleeve crop top. After putting on your clothes, you stood in the mirror debating whether or not you liked what you had on.

“Maybe accessories will complete the look” you thought out loud to yourself. You put on a dainty gold chain with a four leaf clover pendant and some gold hoop earrings before giving yourself a nod of approval after having looked in the mirror for a second time. As you were slipping on your platform boots, you heard a knock on the front door of your apartment.

“Shit” you whispered as you made your way over to the door and opened it. Behind it stood Spencer, holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers. Sunflowers. He looked at you and smiled.

“Hey, you look beautiful” he said. You eyed his outfit as he completed yours. He wore a green and brown patterned sweater with medium wash jeans and brown converse. His wavy hair looked fluffier than ever and he was wearing glasses.

“Thank you, you don’t look too bad yourself” you responded, smiling back at him.

“These are for you” he handed you the bouquet and your eyes probably lit up from how beautiful the flowers looked.

“You mentioned that you loved sunflowers one time while we passed by a field of them. Also did you know that only 28.33% of people have claimed sunflowers as their favorite flowers? I guess I can say you’re quite a rare breed”

All you did was smile at him because you loved when he’d drop random facts or stats about whatever it is you guys could be talking about.

“These are beautiful Spencer, thank you”

“You’re very welcome” he smiled innocently.

“Alright, you ready to go?” he asked and you nodded. You stepped out of your apartment and locked your door. Even though you’d been technically dating Spencer for the past couple of months, being around him still gave you that rush of adrenaline. Everytime you were with him, you always felt like you could always be your most authentic self.

“How’s work been?” you asked, breaking the silence as you both got into his car.

“The usual, frustrating and interesting. You’d be surprised how many of these unsubs could actually just use a little extra TLC from their parents to stop them from actually becoming serial killers” he chuckled. “Anyways, let’s not talk about my job, what have been up to since the last time I saw you?”.

You sighed. “I haven’t been up to much, I’ve just been working a lot”. One of your favorite songs came up on the radio and you proceeded to turn it up. Spencer usually only listens to classical music and you’ve been trying to put him onto some of your artists but he won’t budge.

“So where are we going tonight?”

“You’ll see” a smirk you knew and loved appeared on his lips.

“Ugh, fine” you said, rolling your eyes sarcastically.

He finally pulled up in a parking lot and you looked around confused.

“Spence?” you called.

“Oh my goodness y/n, just trust me”

“Close your eyes” you did as he said. You felt him grab your hand and lead you in a certain direction. You walked for what felt like years.

“Spencer I’m scared” you nervously spoke.

“We’re almost there” he simply replied.

You took a few more steps and stopped.

“Okay open em”

You opened your eyes and were met with the most beautifully decorated picnic. He got all of your favorite snacks and a charcuterie board.

“Oh my…Spencer this is beautiful” you uttered before kissing his cheek.

“You like it?”

“I love it”

“I knew you would, come on”

You and Spencer sat down, ate, and drank for hours while talking and laughing about different things like the things Morgan would say to him when he went into the office looking even a smidge too tired or JJ and Emily’s comments about how incredibly nerdy he can be. You could feel yourself falling for Spencer. He was a kind hearted gentleman, extremely smart, and not to forget he’s smokin’ hot.

-

After your date, you helped Spencer pack everything back up into his car and he drove you home. He pulled into the parking lot of your apartment building and it was silent for a bit. He stepped out of the car and walked over to your side to open your door.

“Such a gentleman, thank you”

You both walked through the main doors and into the elevator.

“I had a really good time tonight” You said.

“So did I” he responded as the elevator doors opened up on your floor.

“I think I may have had a little too much wine though” You chuckled.

“I did too but I guess I have a bit of a high tolerance”

“Hm…I'm not sure that’s a good thing, Spence”

He laughed and shook his head.

“Yeah maybe not”

You turned around and looked at your apartment door.

“Well this is me”

“Tonight was lovely Spencer, we should definitely do that again”

“Yeah, I’d really like that. Um…which kind of brings me to my next thing”.

“You know we’ve been seeing each other for the past couple months and I’ve loved spending all that time with you which is why I’m asking you if we can make this official”

“Um..I’m gonna need time to think about it”

He nodded. “No, yeah I understand, I wouldn’t wanna put you under all that press-”

“I’m messing with you Spence, I’d love to be your girlfriend”

“Great, cause my heart almost stopped for a second there” He said before dunking his head to place his lips on yours. The kiss quickly escalated and it was like his hands couldn’t help but roam your body. You swiftly opened your apartment door and Spencer eagerly shut it behind him. You began walking backwards not breaking the kiss until the both of you eventually fell onto your bed. He pulled away and simply looked at you. You scanned his eyes trying to figure.

“What’s wrong?” you asked, caressing the side of his face. He shook his head.

“Nothing, you're just really pretty”

“Thank you” you responded, placing your lips back on his own. He reached for your waist and pulled your top over your head, tossing it to a random spot on the floor. You did the same with his sweater. You felt his hands creep lower, undoing the button of your pants so he could remove them. He went back to kiss you on the lips, only more tenderly this time.

“You’re sure you want this?” he asked, his eyes fixated on yours. You slowly nodded.

“I need words, sweetheart” You almost melted at the sound of him calling you sweetheart.

“I want this…I want you”

At the speed of sound, he peeled your underwear off your body and plunged his tongue deep inside you. You let out a breathy moan. He curled his tongue and grazed his top lip over your clit causing you to grip a handful of his hair.

“Fuck” You moaned as your back arched and your eyes rolled to the back of your head. You felt two of his long veiny fingers slide into you, you almost screamed due to your body being subdued by his touch. As your high arose and your legs began to shake, he pulled his mouth away from your dripping core.

“Why’d you stop?” You asked eagerly.

“Because I wanna watch you cum around my fingers” he smirked, his fingers beginning to push in and out of you. You were in a haze from how good he felt that you could barely think straight.

“You’re close aren’t you?” he asked in a low raspy voice.

“Yes” you said breathlessly.

“Cum for me, princess” He said, keeping a steady pace and rubbing your clit with his thumb.

“Holy shit…fuck!” You moaned as you reached your orgasm.

He planted a soft kiss on your forehead before kissing your lips.

“I love watching you get off” He whispered, looking straight into your eyes.

“I love that you know what gets me off” You responded. He lightly chuckled.

“It’s easy to tell”

“Did you profile me?” You asked.

“I might’ve”

“So what’d you learn?”

“Well…you’re dominant in different aspects of your life, you’re a lawyer at a top-notch firm, you’re the oldest child, and you provide for yourself…but there’s more to you, deep down inside, there’s a girl that just wants all that power taken away because it gets a little too much sometimes”

“So how’d I do?” He asked and you shrugged.

“You just read me for filth” You chuckled. “I seriously don’t know how I feel about that”

“I can prove it to you” He said.

“Fine”

He laid you back onto the bed and attacked your neck, possibly marking you. You reached for his pants and undid his belt. He pulled away from you and undid his button, pushing his pants off his tall frame. You switched positions, his back now leaning up against your headboard. You pulled his boxers off and were met with his throbbing cock. You grabbed the base of his shaft and slowly circled your tongue around his tip, teasing him a bit. You then took as much of his length as you could into your mouth and stroked the rest with your hand.

“Oh, you’re a fuckin slut” He groaned. You could hear heavy breathing and light whimpers leave his mouth as you continued pumping his length in and out of your mouth. You began to tease his balls as your mouth and tongue only focused on the tip of his cock.

“Fuck, y/n” he whimpered.

You let go of him with a ‘pop’ sound and smiled up at him.

“Come here” He said, kissing you and pulling you on top of him. He swiftly slipped 2 of his fingers inside you and curled them back and forth.

“Oh shit!” You screamed. He then took his fingers out and aligned himself with your entrance. You slowly sunk down on him, a gasp of pain and pleasure exiting your mouth.

“You okay?” He asked.

“Mhm” You nodded. With that, he slowly guided your hips up and down as you began to get lost in pleasure.

“Oh my fucking god!” You screamed out, increasing the pace. You gasped, lifting off of him just a tiny bit.

“What's wrong?” he asked.

“It’s too deep”

He bit his lip and shook his head.

“You can take it” He said, lowering you until all of him was in you. He guided your hips again. He then brought your head down to his shoulder.

“No I can’t” Your voice quivered.

“Yes you can, take it like a good girl” he whispered in your ear.

All you could do was moan as a response.

“There you go, taking it like the slut you are, you’re a good slut for me right?”

“Yes”

“Yes what?”

“Yes sir”

“Tell me what you are”

“I’m a good slut for you, sir”

“Good fuckin girl”

“Fuck, I’m getting close”

“Just a little longer”

“I can’t…shit, please. Spencer I need to cum, I need to cum with you ins-inside m-me”

Your eyes rolled to the back of your head. You gripped his shoulders as you tried to hold yourself back. You pulled your head out the crook of his neck.

“You wanna cum for me, baby?”

You nodded your head. “Use your words”

“Y-yes I w- wanna cum for you”

“Cum for me, princess”

As soon as you heard those words, electricity flowed through your body. The room fell silent and all that filled it was yours and Spencer’s breaths as you both came down from your highs. He looked up at you with those puppy dog eyes you knew and loved.

“You okay?” he asked, caressing your cheek.

You nodded and kissed the palm of his hand. “Yeah, more than okay” You responded and he smiled.

“I’m glad” He said before sweetly kissing your lips.

“It’s late, we should get some sleep”

“We?” You asked.

“Yeah, unless all I was to you was a booty call”

“No, oh my gosh I-”

“I’m messing with you” He laughed.

“Don’t do that” You hit his chest, laughing.

You got off of him and laid down.

He wrapped an arm around your waist and kissed your shoulder before you both drifted off to sleep.

[flashnthunder]

Miscellaneous tag game

@grumpy-liebgott and @sharkboyandlavalieb tagged me <333 and i am of course a million years late

Favorite place in the world you’ve visited?

inside the us i would say maine, i love the ocean/forest combo it's got going on

Something you’re proud of yourself for?

coauthoring several medical research papers as an undergrad, which is like my one and only flex and it's a nerdy one

Favorite books?

new hampshire- robert frost, the art of being human- michael wesch, ajax- sophocles (yes, only one of these is technically a book ik)

Something that makes your heart happy when thinking about it?

it might be cheesy to say music, but music and my friends <3

Favorite thing about your culture?

from the midwest US (so there's not that much), but i was raised very much in borderline appalachia and the older i've gotten the more i've come to appreciate that as part of how i was raised, so i would say quilting! i was taught to quilt by the women in my family and i still cherish the connection to them through that

When did you join the HBO War fandom? What was the first show you watched?

band of brothers in 8th grade, my history teacher would play it for us and i'm pretty sure he used it in place of actually teaching but he was a real one and also a drill sergeant so i don't think anyone argued with his methods

Have you read any of Easy Company’s books? If so, which ones were your favorite?

have NOT read any BoB books, but i have read most of the ones that inspired the pacific + a shit ton of pacific memoirs in general

Favorite HBO War character and your favorite moment with them?

lip and luz with the dud shell, bull watching out for the younger replacements, the officers in the eagle's nest, and just in general all of episode 8

Do you make content for any fandoms, if so; what sort of content?

band of brothers, top gun, the pacific (hypothetically), mota now it looks like, way back to my roots would be star trek and also whatever was going on with bandoms in hs that is a dark time

Favorite actor/actress and your favorite film of theirs?

oooh idk it changes, but last year i was on an ethan hawke kick- 'adopt a highway' and 'first reformed' are two he's good in (obligatory dead poets society mention ofc)

Favorite quote/s that you wish to share with others?

"Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light; I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night." - sarah williams

Random fact your mutuals/followers don’t know about you?

so bad at fun facts uhhh. uh. i am double-jointed in my hands.

If you’re a writer, do you need a beta reader (say yes so I can be your beta reader 🤭)?

i have NEVER had a beta reader and i am simply too scared to ask how it works because i'm not sure anyone should have to be subjected to my writing process but!! always willing to give a new thing a shot

Three things that make you smile?

my dog when she stretches in the sun, swimming in a creek in the summer, sitting in the car with my best friend while it rains

Any nicknames you like?

izzy! i have liked it well enough to all but legally make it my real name, other than that izzy-maye from people i'm close with, or iz/izzers when people are in a hurry

List some people you love to see around on tumblr!

@andromeddog art makes me go feral, @mutantmanifesto killer art that is living rent-free in my mind, @ewipandora MWAH you already know you make my day better on here, @onehelluvamarine has me kicking my feet giggling when they're in my notifs, @terresdebrume lovely writing <3

What would you do during a zombie apocalypse?

foolproof 3 step plan, ready for it? 1- find a good ditch 2- lay down in the ditch 3- just let it happen

idealistically i think i could go chill in the woods for a semi-significant period of time and be alright

Favorite movie?

logan's run (comfort movie, questionable 70s sci-fi), the hunt for red october (always feeling very big feelings on this), arrival, apocalypse now, fury, dead poets society, alexander (like the 4 hours version because im insufferable like that) the old star trek movies

Do you like horror movies?

i love horror movies WITH people you will not catch me watching them on my own, but 100% love love getting to sit on someone's couch and watch one

Tagging:

(no pressure and apologies for any double tagging) @ewipandora @blood-mocha-latte @deputy-buck @lamialamia @blurredcolour @saturnwisteria @staud + anyone i tagged in my answers and forgot to tag down here, or anyone who just wants to do it :)

[concealeddarkness13]

Fate Story Powerpoint (aka: Holy Shit I Have Finally Finished This Powerpoint)

Yeehaw, I have finished the Powerpoint for the Fate Story! So, hopefully, this will be fun for everyone else to read! Here are two other worldbuilding posts for the story: 1, 2. Tagging: @pen-of-roses, @maple-writes, @drabbleitout, and @grailfish!

[Image Description: A page titled: Fate Story

AKA: The story that took over We Stand United, We Fall Together, and I am having fun just daydreaming about it. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Overview

This is a world that doesn’t know about the Celestials

It’s got enough problems of its own

There are three countries that are important for this story: The Arcadian Empire, Terithia, and Liliquen

Guess which one is the antagonist!

And you’re probably wrong! It’s technically none of them!

Turns out that there was a fated way that this story was going to go, but something (I’m not sure what) happened to push this world off the path

Which means that a lot of parents survived on a day that they were supposed to die

Which changes what happens to their children a lot

Fate (the being) wants to bring this world back to its fate

But that would mean that Polaris would take over the world and either force the people to work for them or destroy the world

So, the one person who can now see the strings of fate has to go to the original antagonist of the story and help him

Which the antagonist totally just wants to fight Fate because he wants to win, that’s the only reason, he certainly will not grow to like the more moral characters at some point during this story

Tons of characters, but they’ll all be fun

There is magic, mostly just random, that everyone has, but there is elemental magic, with four elementals (storm, fire, ice, earth) being required at all times, with the elementals being super powerful, and naturals that have elemental magic that is weaker and doesn’t affect as much. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: The Arcadian Empire

The empire that’s trying to take over the continent

After the previous emperor was killed by unhappy citizens, it’s actually become a much better place to live

The emperor’s son, Vyxis, took over and made a lot of reforms

He still wants to conquer the whole continent though

And now that he knows how it’s all fated to end, he’s even more determined to win

If it’s determined that a citizen has some powerful magic, they’ll be persuaded to work for the empire. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Terithia

The government is very hands off with its citizens, barely requiring anything of them and just really letting them live their lives

Recently, however, the leader has decided that magic is the root of everyone’s problems, so it is now a requirement for citizens to go to the capital at a certain age and getting rid of their magic

There’s a storehouse of all the magic they’ve collected

If it’s suspected that someone is hiding their magic and trying to keep it, they’ll be arrested and subject to painful tests to see if they have their magic. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Liliquen

This country has a big emphasis on the arts and personal freedom

While Terithia is more secluded and keeping to itself, Liliquen has actively been fighting against the empire

The leaders are twin sisters named Requiem and Soliloquy

While they value their citizens’ personal freedoms, they don’t extend that courtesy to outsiders

So, if a very powerful outsider came into the country, Requiem and Soliloquy would try to capture that person and use them as a weapon in the war

They’re slightly better than the leader of Terithia, but still very focused on their goals over anything else. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: The Characters

I’ll be doing something slightly different this time

For each character, I will talk about their fated story and their canonical story, with the fated story being what Fate had in store for them and the canonical story being what really happens now that the strings are cut

There will be so many characters, please bear with me

I love them all. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Alex

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

Alex lost her parents when she was very young, and she was treated like a burden when she became a ward of the government

So, when the Arcadian Empire gave Vespa, the city she’s from, an ultimatum for them to stay free from the empire, that they need to send a woman to marry Vyxis, Vespa sends Alex

She’s just happy to be useful

In the Fated Story, Vyxis becomes obsessed with Alex, and she gets the help of Ryu to escape and try to stay away from Vyxis

In the end, she grows stronger and more confident in her abilities to fight back

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Basically the same thing happened in this one, at least at the beginning

Vyxis decides to marry Ishnir, so he releases Alex from her requirements to marry him

She convinces Vyxis to let her stay in the palace so she can try to do something useful, like learn the empire’s secrets

She still meets Ryu and falls in love

She has abysmal self esteem (like she rivals Chess in low self esteem)

She will become more confident in herself, but I think she might also warm up to Vyxis and actually like him well enough by the end. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Ryu

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

She is the oldest daughter of the emperor, but she ran away to join the resistance against the empire

She returns to help Alex escape

She continues to fight against the empire and is one of the people who is instrumental in defeating it

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Again, her beginning is very similar to the Fated Story

Except she doesn’t hate Vyxis like she did in the Fated Story

She’s honestly on good terms with him instead

She still is ready to help Alex escape, but because Alex wants to stay, she helps Alex in the palace instead

She’s a butch lesbian

There’s a darkness in her that scares her and reminds her of her father. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Vyxis (My Trashcan Son)

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

He is a trans man, but in the Fated Story, he never publicly revealed that and transitioned, so no one knew this

He took over after killing his father and trying to force Alex to marry him

He becomes obsessed with Alex, and eventually, even his most loyal commander leaves and betrays him

His magic is that he has a monster form, and he has to regularly consume magic to keep it from controlling him

In the Fated Story, he lets it take control of him in a desperate attempt to still win

Which doesn’t work, and he’s killed

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Because Fate has been broken, his mother lived, and he felt comfortable enough to come out to his parents and transition

After his father died from discontented citizens, he makes plans to marry Ishnir and make reforms in the empire

He is a lot more open, especially having someone he loves at his side, he even tells her about his magic, so now she regularly gives him some of her magic to consume to keep the monster from taking control

He’s calm and collected, and he’s determined to win this time

He only really loves his mother, Ryu, and Ishnir, but he might be able to care about the other, more moral characters by the end of this story. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Ishnir

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

She is Vyxis’s most loyal commander, doing all of his dirty work

But when she realizes how obsessed he has become about Alex, she leaves him and betrays him to the characters fighting against the empire

Because she’s hurt a lot of them and they can’t trust her, they imprison her and have her executed

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

She is there for Vyxis opening up and trusting more

He especially trusts her and decides to marry her both for political gain and because he loves her

She is aromantic and bisexual, so she wouldn’t say that she loves Vyxis, but she deeply admires him and is very loyal to him

They have an arrangement where Vyxis can be more romantic during sex but not during other times, so they both can express their feelings in a comfortable way for each other

She is no nonsense and blunt, dealing with all of the everyday problems with running an empire

She is always silently judging others. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Shane

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

From Terithia, but was tricked into joining the empire’s army

He didn’t realize this until he lost his best friend in the army

He escapes and has to contend with everything he did while also having to deal with his dangerous magic

Might or might not have died in the Fated Story, trying to atone for how he had hurt others

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Still pretty similar, but when he got back to Terithia, he was captured, and his magic was taken away

He runs into two ex-soldiers who adopt teenagers to help protect them

He joins them in protecting the teenagers and trying to atone for what he did

Probably won’t die? End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Vaia

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

She was rejected by her hometown because of her magic, and the national government of Terithia took her in

Because they wanted to use her for her visions that she saw every night

She was trapped, but she escaped with some friends and made her own path

Became independent and confident in her abilities

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Still was rejected by her hometown, and Terithia still took her in

But instead, they take away her magic, but still keep her captured for some reason I haven’t figured out yet

When she escapes from them, she stumbles upon the storehouse for all the magic, and she drinks some of it to spite them, so now she’s ultra powerful (her hair even turns rainbow colored, so you know she’s powerful)

She just wants to live her life free from the empire and from Terithia, but now she’ll really be on the run. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Kirsa

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

She’s the storm elemental, and her parents didn’t know about this magic and think that she’s “broken”

Good thing a “very nice person” named Shaye comes along and promises to fix Kirsa

Turns out Shaye is the heat natural, and she tortures Kirsa to try to get her to submit to the Arcadian Empire, even burning Kirsa’s face like Zuko

She escapes with the help of Evander, the lightning natural

She has dismal self esteem, thinking that she’s broken, and it doesn’t help that the people of Liliquen who are fighting against the empire treat her like she’s a legend

She does find a found family and heals and fights against the empire in her own way

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Pretty much the same beginning

But at the start of the story, Shaye has been condemned by the empire for her awful methods

Kirsa still sticks with Evander, and they run to Liliquen, but they try to stay free from the government

The Arcadian Empire is also still pursuing her, but using her twin brother, Shesten, to do so, instead of Shaye

Still has abysmal self esteem

Hides that behind jokes and sarcasm. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Aro

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

As the fire elemental, they were pursued by the Arcadian Empire

With the help of Kirsa and Evander, they were able to stay ahead of the empire, usually

They stick to their convictions and don’t give in to the empire

They’re honestly scared of their magic

One of the few certified cinnamon rolls of this story

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Fairly the same

I don’t think they’re gonna think that the empire is all that great ever, lol

And they’re still gonna try to stick with Kirsa and Evander as much as possible. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Blair

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

So, first, I have determined that Blair is a trans man as well!

He is the son of some nobles of the Arcadian Empire, so he always saw it as a privilege to work for the empire as the ice elemental

In the Fated Story, he realizes that it’s not as good as he thought it was, and he defects

Found family with Kirsa, Aro, Evander, and Wren

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Fairly similar, except that he is even more determined to stick with the empire

He’s a big flirt, usually more talkative than wanting to fight with his magic

Very charming and convincing

Unsure if he’ll ever be persuaded that the empire is not good. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Wren

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

I have determined that Wren is a trans woman!

She was also the daughter of nobles in the Arcadian Empire, so she doesn’t question working for the empire as the earth elemental

She was a team with Blair, and they were so good together

She was convinced that the empire was bad, and she defected with Blair

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

She is even more determined that the empire is not bad

Very similar with Blair, unsure if she will be convinced otherwise

She is quiet and prefers to fight over talking

If she’s not with Blair, she’ll be practicing

They’re best friends but don’t feel romantic feelings toward each other. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Evander

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

He is the lightning natural

He was the son of servants of the palace

When he was young, the emperor took him from his parents and tortured him until he realized his magic

Then he was tortured more to convince him to become a weapon for the empire

He was finally able to escape, and he vowed to never give in

He rescued Kirsa and is determined to rescue the other elementals

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Basically the same there

He will probably be convinced to at least work with the empire to fight against Fate, but he won’t be happy about it

He’s serious and works himself too hard, cue the image of him staying up too late and pushing his glasses that are too big up his nose while he tries to read by candlelight

He treats Kirsa like she’s still a child and doesn’t like it when she swears because she’s “too young” (she’s 20, and Evander is 25)

Constantly exasperated by Kirsa’s antics. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Shaye

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

She is the heat natural

She was used as a weapon by the empire, and because she believes she’s a monster, she would have it no other way

She believes, as a monster, she’s supposed to wreak as much death and destruction as possible

She has made it her life’s goal to torture Kirsa until she gives in to her

She is finally killed by Kirsa and her found family close to the end

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Pretty much the same, except when Vyxis becomes emperor, he denounces everything she’s been doing and orders her to be arrested, so she’s on the run from the Arcadian Empire too

She is honestly the most villainous of the antagonists, just wanting to cause destruction because that’s what she’s supposed to do as a monster

Most likely will still be killed by Kirsa and her found family close to the end. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Espa

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

Honestly, they just knew basically everything about everyone

Seemed weirdly knowledgeable even when they shouldn’t know something

They didn’t really show any magic, but they were a great shot with a gun

A little shit then and in also in the canon story

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

When Fate’s plans were derailed somehow, they got the ability to see the strings of Fate, so they know how it was supposed to go and how it was supposed to end

Because of the fate of the planet after these events, they went to Vyxis to try to help him change fate

They initially really don’t like Vyxis, but they tolerate him, since he’s their best chance for saving the planet

But they’ll probably warm up to him eventually

Still not sure what their magic is. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Shesten

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

He is Kirsa’s twin brother

Honestly unsure what he does in the Fated Story

He probably immediately joins Liliquen in fighting against the empire and unfortunately remains estranged from Kirsa

I think he does, even in this one, hate what his parents did to Kirsa and wants to reconnect to her

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

He instead gets captured by the empire, and Vyxis learns about what Shaye has been doing in more detail, and Shesten is instrumental in getting Shaye condemned by the empire

He almost sees Ishnir and Vyxis as parental figures and wants to make them proud of him, so he becomes an assassin and tracker for them

His magic has to do with the shadows (unsure what yet)

He’s tasked with tracking down Kirsa, and he’s torn since he knows she doesn’t want to be used by the empire

Clearly, I don’t know tons about him still, so all of this is subject to change. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Keir and Arik

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

I still don’t know enough about these two to put them as separate characters, lol

They were both soldiers, with one of them fighting for the Arcadian Empire, and the other fighting for Liliquen, but they both realized that this war is bullshit, so they defected

They find orphans, especially powerful orphans who the countries will want to use, and basically adopt them and keep them safe

They are also in love

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

Basically the same, lol. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Nyx

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

He becomes the leader of Terithia, but both of his parents are still alive, so he’s more well-adjusted

Not as paranoid, but still controlling over the people he wants to use

And is very demanding of his unreasonable expectations

Asshole who gets a lot of people killed

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

His parents actually died on the day they weren’t supposed to (while most other parents were supposed to die and didn’t)

This has made him very paranoid, and he eventually blames magic, so he is determined to rid the continent of magic

Might still get a lot of people killed. End Description]

[Image Description: A page titled: Requiem and Soliloquy

The column on the left is titled: Fated Story:

I don’t honestly know much about them, but they’re the twin leaders of Liliquen

They’re continuing their parents’ fight against the Arcadian Empire

In the Fated Story, they get so desperate, that they use their citizens as well to fight against the empire

And they’re rightfully called out for using people as weapons

The column on the right is titled: Canon Story:

In this one, they just stick to using outsiders as weapons

Still not good and will still be called out about it

The characters fighting against the empire still try to avoid them since they see outsiders as weapons against the empire, mostly. End Description]

[bitepire]

Have my introduction, I suppose.

This is largely (but not exclusively) a kink blog. If you're under 18, fuck off.

I'm a trans man, in the technical sense. He/Him for casual use. Kink dependent pronouns further down. Really, my gender is goth vampire bitch.

Faggot bisexual. I lean heavy towards men and more generally mascs, but whatever. Tumblr is not a space where I plan to be picky. I'm not really looking for more lovers, but a flirtation is fun.

Vers switch. I don't really play with strangers though. You need to actually be worth my time. No, I don't want you to be my bloodbag. You look desperate, and you don't understand the point of this at all.

In terms of asks: send whatever you want. I'll answer or I won't. Don't take me not answering personally. If I want you to take it personally, I'll let you know.

Don't send me messages unless we have some kind of rapport. Conversation is not really my forte, and you'll probably be disappointed. Sending me posts you think I'll like, such as bats, hot posts, or goth shit, is A OK though.

@swooningshadow is my Boyfriend and my Master. I'm his pet. I'm his boyslut and I'm his girlthing and he's forcing me to become his dog. Among other things. He's very good to me.

I'm part of a system. Other blogs belonging to this system are @ratslutcontainment and @autumnhauntress and we all follow from @ratbastarddotfuck (Rat's blog, not mine). We do/will engage in plurality-based kink (Blurplay, as coined by Rat) and probably will post about it occasionally under the #blurplay tag.

Things you'll see on this blog include but are not limited to:

Vampire shit

- Blood play, biting, feeding, killing, turning, hunting, being hunted, you know. Vampire shit. It/Its pronouns can go here when I am particularly rabid/monstrous.

Perv shit

- Ageplay, incest, grooming, manipulation, rape & all types of CNC. Being rented out to old perverts to use is a frequent fantasy.

BDSM

- Intense sadomasochism/pain play, control, gear, this one feels pretty self explanatory. Fuck Me Up. Or let me fuck you up. Fuck it, let's do both.

Other shit

- Forcefem/crossdressing (she/her/it), corruption, I'm being forced into being a dog so petplay may pop up, gore & violence, I don't know man. Fag shit. You know how it is.

Also, mostly a kink blog, but not only a kink blog. Other random shit may pop up. Discourse avoidant.

Have fun.