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[orbitaldeathwoomy]

@heroesxdemons said:

Happy Holidays! Beebz got Koa some of the latest games and manga, Zas got everyone the latest and freshest clothes on the market and Symphony baked everyone cookies! (Oh no.) Don't worry, this time it was a lucky batch and they tasted great, if you ignored how weird they looked.

"I'm just. Not gonna ask how that kid afforded all that..."

"Neither am I, but it's cool regardless. And look, Zas even got stuff for you."

[Dion is quiet (for once) as he opens his gift from Zas.]

"...Ha! No way! I've been eying this stuff since I saw it in the shops! How'd you know??"

[Cerrin has already torn into the wrapping paper that was wrapped around his gift, and is wearing the hoodie Zas had gifted him.]

"You actually found this in my size?? Thank you so much!"

"........."

[Ursula is silent as she looks at her new clothes.]

"...Sis? Is everything okay?"

"Do I really deserve this...?

[At that moment, Ruby bursts into the room, wearing the outfit Zas gave her and holding the plate of cookies Symphony made.]

"Of course you do! And you should try these cookies! If you can get past... uh... how they look, they're actually really good!!"

"I... don't think I will..."

[melobin]

Who in riize would Degrade u vs who would praise u and who would be a mix of both🤭🤭

-💎 anon

i feel like they’d all have a sense of praising and degrading? maybe apart from shotaro and sohee. i’m just gonna waffle about riize + who’s more into either.

shotaro is more praising, you can’t do anything wrong in his eyes. he wouldn’t think for a moment to degrade you to be honest, unless he was teaching you how to dance and you kept fucking up. but in general he’s more praising, chances are he thinks you’re the cutest thing and will constantly be telling you !! needs you to know how sweet you sound whilst getting fucked.

eunseok leans more towards degrading, but he can be praising, sickeningly so. he can be really mean, likes holding your jaw and making you look at him before he tells you what a desperate slut you are. needs to fuck you silly then laugh at you for being so braindead, how cute it is that you let him treat you as if you’re nothing but a fuck doll for him. but he can also be really sweet. soft!dom eunseok is praising, so praising, in an emotional sense. tells you he loves you, tells you how proud of you he is for literally anything you do. loves telling you how pretty .. “my sweet girl… always looks so pretty with my cock stuffed inside of her”

sungchan is the perfect combination or praising and degrading. could never degrade you without praising you during it .. you’re his pretty little slut .. his precious fuck toy .. so desperate to take his cock but you always take it so well .. he’s forever proud of you for swallowing his cock so greedily when he pushes inside of you. it’s so mean but so loving at the same time, he loves the way you moan and clench around him each time he does it too.

wonbin is more praising than degrading, but he has his moments. he’s not the most outwardly vocal person during sex, his praises come out unintentionally when he’s lost in the moment, drunk on your pussy and having you wrapped around him. “so good baby” into your neck .. “feel so fuckin’ good” the praises come out without him even realising it, just needs to tell you how good it is.

seunghan is another who’s a mix of praising and degrading. on the same line as sungchan .. mean but loves making sure you know how proud of you he is. can’t help himself from being mean sometimes, he loves how you squirm at the sound of him degrading you, how you whine when he calls you his little slut, all whilst using you like you’re nothing but a fuck toy to him. that’s why he likes praising you too, needs his sweet girl to know he’s proud of her despite being so mean.

sohee is praising more than anything. he’s not one to be too vocal during sex so he doesn’t talk too much, but when he does it tends to be curses and praises. comes out especially when you’re sucking him off. “fuck” “so good” “ ‘m gonna cum”. short but sweet.

anton can be degrading, more often than not he’s praising but on the odd occasion he will degrade. his praise is sweet, short but sweet. likes telling you how pretty you look, how good you sound.. sometimes he likes taunting you for how loud you are being. “silly bunny, someone’s gonna hear you” then goes on to push the narrative that you must want someone to hear you “want all my friends to hear how desperate you are? cute”.

[first-boy-wonder]

Okay sweetheart I'm gonna need you to check your temperature.

💎

I don't wannaaaaa move

I'm busy playing mario kart :>

Anyway m fine cuz there's only bleeding when I cough really hard and and they said that's normal so!!!

[npd-advice]

a while ago i got a new therapist and she learned that i very heavily suspect i have npd (i did not tell her. that was my mother. without my consent! yay!! /s) and, a few sessions in, we were talking about my grandiosity and lack of empathy. to keep it simple, she told me it was a result of my childhood and my trauma, and she does not think i have npd. she didn’t outright say it, but she thinks that because my symptoms are trauma responses, i do not have npd. which is literally not how that works, npd is caused by trauma, we all know that. in the moment i accepted what she said to preserve image, and said that i wasn’t more than 40% sure. even though i’m more like 98% sure. and that was that.

i really would like to bring it back up with her, because i would like the possibility of me having npd to be properly explored, and also - for my own pride - i would like her to acknowledge that npd is, in fact, caused by trauma. and my experience is consistent with that. i would like advice on how i should bring it up, without looking insane.

Ooh another case of therapists not listening to their clients... it seems to be pretty common with cluster b, I've seen.

Yeah no your therapist is wrong, NPD quite literally is caused by trauma most of the time. Even a quick Google search can prove that (not the AI response, because nobody should trust AI.) I'd probably ask her why exactly she thinks it isn't NPD despite you displaying key symptoms, and also why she thinks NPD isn't a disorder typically rooted in trauma.

Any input from the notes would be greatly appreciated.

[kaciidubs]

"I can't lose you" with channie? 🥺 - 💎

Content warning; open ended, angst Link to the list if you'd like to send in a quote for a blurb!

"I... I don't think I can keep doing this."

Those were the words that threatened to shatter his reality as he watched you pick at the pillow on your lap.

"What...?"

"This, us, it's... It's becoming too much for me to handle and I-"

"You want to leave?"

You weren't deaf to the silent 'me' that hung on to the end of his sentence, your head snapping up to finally meet his gaze ever since you'd asked if he could talk. "I don't want to, Chris - leaving you is the last thing I could think of-"

"So what are you trying to say?" When you flinched at his voice, he could've sworn he felt his heart crack; he'd never interrupted you like this, anyone like this, but his world was collapsing right before his eyes and he was panicking. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... I just thought we were doing alright, you know? I thought that we..."

He thought that you'd beat the odds. He thought that in his busy, unpredictable lifestyle that he would be able to find someone to love, and have that same person love him in return. He thought that you'd be the one to bring some form of normalcy to his irregular world.

"We were doing alright!" The past tense felt bitter on your tongue, sour and spoiled that had your stomach churning, "I... I thought we were doing alright, too, I thought I was stronger than this but I'm not. I can't get past the thought that I'll never get used to the distance, to the schedules and meetings and times where I won't be able to see you for months - to the feeling that our time together is always ticking down to when you'll be leaving again and I'll just be here, alone. I-I know you're doing everything you can and I love you for that, but... I can't. I can't let you continue to bend backwards for me while I'm sitting here like some ungrateful child who always wants more, who knows I won't be able to get it because I can't handle the compromise."

You mentally curse the hot tear that runs down the apple of your cheek, wiping it away with the back of your hand, though more are quick to follow as your vision blurs.

There are so many things he could say, so many points he could make to refute every word that came from your mouth and make you see that you're more than what you think you are, but the only thing that makes its way through is;

"I can't lose you."

It's selfish, it's irrational, and he finds himself hating the fact that that's all he could say - because it's all about him. All of this is because of him.

"I can't- I won't- I don't know what I'll do without you." He clenched his jaw, fighting against the wavering of his voice as he scooted closer to you, though the distance only seemed to grow more. "Baby, please."

"Y-You'll do exactly what you were doing before we were together, us without the relationship - us when we were friends."

"Us when I wished we were so much more?" Chris urged, helplessness evident in his broken voice, "Us when I was willing to give everything up just for one day with you? When I'm still willing to give everything up, just for you?"

"Us when the pain of watching you leave would hurt less than it does now." You gritted, watery eyes locked onto his own, "Us, when the idea of you meeting someone who could offer you more than I can without the sacrifices didn't keep me up at night wondering if I'm even worth the trouble."

He opened his mouth, his retort hot on his tongue, but stopped as he took in the sheer exhaustion on your features - the harsh reality punching him in the face and stomping on his heart.

This wasn't something that could be solved with declarations of love and promises of doing better - this wasn't something he could fix.

"I love you, Chris," you breathed softly, gently taking his hands into yours - your skin still wet with tears, "I loved the idea of you, the idea of us, but I'm not ready for it - not as I am now."

"I'll wait for you." His hands squeezed yours, trembling and aching to tug you into his arms where he wanted you, where you belonged. "It's only you, it'll only ever be you."

He knows you want to dismiss his claim, you want to tell him that he's being irrational, but you don't; instead, you squeeze his hands back with a smile that does little to hide the pain in your eyes.

"It'll only ever be you, too."

[ask-the-monster-nest-xxx]

😲 (Eiden walking in on Jacob masturbating)

Eiden had left some of the new toys he made in his bedroom and had gone to get some lunch. When he came back to his room, he found his husband testing the toys. He smirked and walked closer after closing the door. "Mmmm, it seems someone is enjoying themselves."

[sweetracha]

been thinking a lot about cockwarming lixie while he's gaming with seungminnie and innie, his mic is not muted and me being all needy and he's just trying to be quiet so they both don't hear what's going on :( - 💎

AHH! Maknea game night?!?!

You get home from work and walk straight into Felix's gaming room/office. He is sitting in his chair loading something on his computer but you don't really care, you just need him. Slotting yourself into his lap, Lix is taken by surprise. Not that he minds it though, in fact far from it. After hitting a few buttons he speaks to you.

"Hi baby, seems like someone missed me" his low chuckle sends chills down your spine.

"Bad day" is all you can respond with before hiding your head in the crook of his neck.

"My poor girl had an awful day, didn't she? Wanna talk about it, love?" His hands slipped under your shirt to rub your back. He knew how much skin-to-skin contact helped you calm down.

Right as you were about to speak, you heard two muffled voices come from his headset. You shot up like a light and turned to look at his monitor. How could you forget it was game night??

"Lixie! I am so sorry! I completely forgot! I'll go--"

"No no no pretty girl, you are staying right here in my lap." His hands anchored you down by your waist. The grip began to tighten as a small whine left you.

"But-"

"No buts baby, How about we make a deal? I'll continue to play my game but you have to stay here with me like a good girl? Got it?"

"Felix? Wait what do you mean?" You were quickly answered by a sensual kiss to your lips that traveled to your neck.

"My pretty thing needs a distraction. Need someone to take all those bad thoughts away. Keep my cock warm while I game baby girl, I'll reward you afterwards. But try to be quiet, we wouldn't want Minnie and Innie to hear, now would we?" The bass from his voice lulled you into a trance and soon enough you were sinking onto him.

Felix unmuted his headset and was immediately met with yelling. All voices shut off however at a faint whimper.

"Felix bud, you okay?" Innie asked in genuine concern.

"Y/n is with me, she had a bad day and wanted some cuddles."

"Tell her we hope she feels good soon!" Seungmin added in.

"Oh I think she is already starting to feel better" Felix smirked as he watched your blissed-out eyes begin to tear up with pleasure.

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[ask-the-monster-nest]

What would eiden do to cheer up his grumpy shinigami

Eiden would offer to give him a massage or maybe they could just talk about their problems. They could go for a walk or anything.

[orbitaldeathwoomy]

@tfsroleplay said: 🌸 for ruby! || Muses & mothers

🌸: My muse talks about their mother.

"Oh, I never really knew my mom."

"But, it's not a super big deal! She just... died when I was really young, so I don't really have any idea of my own about what she was like."

"But my dad... He always said that she was a kind, creative, and beautiful person. She was a little clumsy, and wasn't the best cook, but her heart was always in the right place and she always did her best to help whoever needed it. She was talented too, and a lot of the designs she came up with for her and dad's gear brand are some of Annaki's most popular!"

[Ruby laughs a little.]

"They were so in love, from what he's told me and what I can see from the photos he's shown me of them together. She looked so happy with him, and even though I never really knew her I'm glad I had a mom as great as her."

[melobin]

Who in riize would be the brat vs who would be the brat tamer 😈

-💎 anon

brat tamer. eunseok, sungchan, seunghan

eunseok is just really mean. any chance he can he to punish you he’ll use it. needs to be rough with you in order to get you to be good. he’s really into pussy spanking, always laughing every time you wince and try to squirm away when he does it. he usually does it when you don’t expect it either, makes you think he’s giving you what you want. fingers fucking into you, edging you closer to your orgasm before they pull out and slap your clit, quite harshly too. he’ll do it till you’re in tears, begging for his cock, apologising for acting up so much. always ending your torment with a “see, that wasn’t so hard was it, angel?”

sungchan is so into the idea of fucking you into submission. he thinks it’s cute when you act up and be a brat to him, he sees it as a challenge almost, only almost because he knows how easily he’ll be able to make you bend at his will and be good for him. he’ll lay you on your stomach, pin your arms behind your back and fuck you till you’re crying, he knows how much you’re enjoying it, he knows in a way he’s giving you what you want. but, he also knows it’ll leave you in a state where you’re pawing at his skin and begging for him not to stop. that’s enough for him.

seunghan would be mean in a sweet way. he makes it known you’re the reason he’s being mean, if you weren’t being such a brat, he wouldn’t have to be so harsh with you. he could’ve given you exactly what you wanted but you had to act up and now he has to punish you for it. “you brought this upon yourself baby, you know i’d never want to hurt you” having a small smile on his face, completely lying to you because you both know how much he basks in your tears after fucking you silly with his hand around your throat.

brat. shotaro, wonbin, sohee, anton

shotaro isn’t the brattiest but he has his moment. sometimes he just wants to cum and won’t listen to you if you tell him not too… ruined orgasms are always a way to get him. letting him rut into your hand, making him think he’s going to have a mind blowing. orgasms but squeezing his cock and stopping his movements just as he’s cumming, only running your finger over the tip of it as he cums and whines at how unsatisfying it felt. you quickly assure him if he’s good, you won’t have to act that way with him.

wonbin just wants to be good for you but sometimes his desperation gets in the way of that and causes him to be a brat. he knows he’ll get punished for it and he tries his hardest to make up for it by accepting everything you give him with no complaints. tries not to whine too much but usually ends up whining into your neck with tears in his eyes whilst you edge his cock relentlessly, whispering out little pleads against your skin hoping you’ll give into him and decide he’s had enough.

sohee isn’t necessarily a brat, but he isn’t a brat tamer either. sometimes he gets whiny and will rut his clothed cock against your leg whilst you’re around other people because he’s so needy, whining into your ear about needing to fuck you, pawing at your shirt until you give him attention. all you really have to do is grab his cock tbh rough his trousers and give him a look and he’ll stop, cowering into your neck and letting you lead when he gets to fuck you.

anton varies, a lot. he likes being good but he can’t help but lose himself when he gets too needy, especially when he’s inside of you. service top anton tries his hardest to listen to everything you say to him but the way the wet walls of your cunt squeeze around him distracts him a lot, always ends up fucking into you and cumming inside of you before you tell him it’s okay :( he gets so whiny and embarrassed after, tries to apologise and sometimes you’ll accept it but other times, when you’re feeling meaner, you won’t. teasing him for cumming so quickly and not being able to hold himself back when he’s inside of you :( overstimulating him would sort him right out.

[first-boy-wonder]

If things taste off and you keep coughing maybe you came down with something kiddo? Do you have a fever?

💎

Maybe..

The doctor guy told me that the first time slade broke my ribs, could get icky if i didn't do enough deep breaths- BUT THIS TIME IT ACTUALLY HURT :((

Um um I didn't check?

[npd-advice]

how do i tell the difference between good and bad?

Good and bad is honestly much more flexible than people want to admit, in my opinion. What might be "good" to someone might be "bad" to someone else, and vice versa. I typically say I'm a bad person just because I reject and don't fit into conventional morals.

I sorta just base it off of level of harm, I suppose. Unless it severely harms someone physically or mentally, I tend to not think too hard about it.

(If anyone in the notes has anything to add, please do!)

[pdid-culture-is]

P-DID culture is wanting to go into your headspace and take a break/give someone else a turn fully but you're always just. There monitoring. Even if it's against your will.

- 💎

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[ask-the-monster-nest-xxx]

@ryuzakidemonprince continued rp

Eiden smirked and grabbed the princes hand and lead him to a bar. "I know getting to know each other is great when your getting drunk!" Eiden smirks

[gayhoediaz]

Another sexuality headcanon: How would you describe the gap between what Buck thinks about his sexuality and what it is. Less the gender of the people he's attracted to and more: what he enjoys and doesn't, what he's good at and not, his beliefs about the range of sexual pleasure that are possible for him.

Where Eddie has very little sexual experience, he's fully aware of his inexperience and (thinks he) is fine with it. Buck thinks of himself as sexually experienced, but is severely limited in his imagination about what's possible. Eddie knows what he doesn't know, whereas Buck doesn't know what he doesn't know, if that makes sense.

ooooh this is such an incredibly interesting question i’m immediately setting it to a draft because i know i’m going to have a lot of sporadic thoughts throughout the day before i’m ready to post it.

personally, i don’t doubt that buck is good at pleasing his partners, as fun as that storyline was. even when he was buck 1.0, he had a massive need to be useful, and really i think that’s what made him turn into a “fuckboy” in the first place. i think he is similar to eddie in the sense that he is used to being the one to give. unless it was a really really quick hookup, i think he always ate those women out, because it’s famously one of those things that is seen as selfless, and something that a lot of men won’t do or won’t do often.

i would argue that buck isn’t all that adventurous in bed because he knows what he is good at and he knows what works. (we’re specifically talking about pussy right now because from what we know it seems as if his bisexuality is going to hit him like a truck. but if your belief is that he’s been with men before i would argue a lot of these things would still apply.) he knows how to eat, he knows how to curl his fingers, he knows how to fuck - knows how to not go too fast or too slow, knows how to read his partner’s body language when they want him to go harder or softer, etc.

i think buck is confident in a handful of sexual acts he has carefully perfected over the years, however i do not believe that he is confident when it comes to sex period. because i would argue that people who are kinky and/or confident in the bedroom are happily willing to try absolutely anything (within reason - as in the only thing that would stop them would be them not wanting to do it, but not them wanting to do it, but being nervous to do it, that they won’t be good at it? if that makes any sense?) i think if someone asks him to do something different from what he’s used to, i think he would hesitate because he just simply wants to be good.

i think buck thinks of himself as experienced because he is good at these certain things (and i think perhaps he considers himself kinky because of vanilla-kink like cockrings, fuzzy handcuffs, etc.)

the other day i got an anon that asked me if i thought that buck liked being pegged and without thinking twice i said yes, but now i’m thinking… i don’t know that he has ever tried it? i’m not abt to die on the hill that he hasn’t, because i think it’s one of those things where it’s technically not his responsibility to make it “good”? if that makes sense? at least that would be my thinking if i was pegging a guy who had never been pegged before, i would just want him to relax and make sure he’s okay and having a good time - but that brings me right around to “buck likes sex to make other people feel good and to get their approval” the only way i can see “straight” buck getting into pegging is because he meets a girl who really really wants to peg him and i think that goes for a lot of sexual acts tbh.

i also think most women he has been with just like the women eddie has been with (and i’ve heard this from similar guys irl - buff, masc, etc) just kind of don’t pay a lot of attention to them in general outside of their dicks.

quite frankly, i think buck is going to go through a little bit of a shock the first time he is with a man (whether it’s eddie or not) and i think it’s just from the simplest things like suddenly he’s being… kissed? like a lot? they’re telling him he’s beautiful - not just hot but… beautiful. and they’re palming his dick through his boxers, and it’s not new, sure - but the way they’re doing it is new. they’re doing it softly, teasing him - not to reach a goal of a hard dick so he can get inside them and please them but just… palming him to slowly tease him, make him feel good.

then they’re asking him what he wants, which i also don’t think is common.

and i think buck comes to the conclusion that while he does like to give, being on the other side of things is also pretty good. allowing himself to have enough belief in himself that they’ll still want him even if he takes a moment to just lie back and enjoy himself.

however i also think that once he and eddie get together and he starts to notice eddie getting kinkier and more of a cockslut, buck simultaneously realizes that being controlling in bed is pretty good too - which is also something i think he has never allowed himself to be because most of the people he’s been with have been so much physically smaller than him. but when eddie starts do want it harder, starts to want more - i think buck finds himself enjoying it a lot, and yes a huge part of that is that he just loves giving eddie what eddie needs, but i think it’s also an outlet at the same time, not needing to be so careful all the time (although they’re careful enough of course.)

and i have talked to @queerbuck about this at length, but as far as both of them go, i think they just grow to be absolutely disgusting together, and exploring a million things neither of them have ever considered before and i think it’s going to be beautiful.

[theemporium]

Imagine Little Leclerc gets hurt somehow. Maybe a car accident or maybe something happens with her ex. And Max is freaking the fuck out. He’s so angry at the person who did this to her and so terrified that he’s going to lose her. She ends up being mostly fine… just a concussion or a broken arm or something. But Max is so protective of her and is just waiting on her hand and foot. This whole experience is what opens Charles’ eyes that Max really does love his sister so he stops looking for a divorce lawyer.

-💎

STOP IT😭😭😭I don’t wanna spoil stuff for what I have planned in the fic so we are just gonna talk about this in a total au of an au BUT ANYWAYS

no but little leclerc getting hurt in any way, shape or form would send max over the edge. maybe she was meant to come to the paddock after the drivers but she’s still not there and they are freaking out. and maybe it’s a small accident that causes her to be in hospital and max is her emergency contact because he’s her husband

and imagine this boy telling everyone to fuck off about needing to be in the car as he rushes to the hospital to see her. and charles doesn’t find out until after and when he arrives, he sees max doting over her and feeding her something despite the fact she’s insistent she can feed herself

and it’s just a sweet fucking moment. it’s watching a husband dote and care for his wife who he loves. it’s watching such a domestic moment between them, seeing his sister (who notoriously hates hospitals) feeling at ease beside max who’s making her smile and laugh and roll her eyes and it just eases something in his chest to know that his sister has someone like that🥹