#-> 5. Right Now

[kyehwas]

HOW SWEET! - track 5. RIGHT NOW

a/n : y/n and akito long distance relationship arc... what will happen to these two star-crossed lovers? find out next time on total! drama! island! sorry i haven't watched total drama in like forever but I still make these jokes 🤧 last minute title change btw, wow

taglist: @stellas-starry-stories13 @sl-vega @bookiezzz

"Y/N?" The creak of a door and Sayaka's honeyed voice made you spin around and squeeze Sayaka as tightly as you could. "Y/N... what's wrong? What happened between you and that guy?"

Sayaka brought you inside and wiped your tears. The rest of the group rushed over to see you, which made you start crying again.

"I'm going to beat Shinonome's ass if he did anything bad to you," Rei threatened.

"It's not that," You sniffled, "It's the opposite. He- He was so nice and stuff, and I finally got to see him again, but now he's gone. He even confessed to me!

"Y/N... what did you do in response?" Mika asked.

"I told him I liked him back and we kissed." You felt embarrassed sharing the memory to your group mates, but thinking about it made you feel so warm inside.

The three girls gasped, their voices overlaying one another.

"If we get our group into a dating scandal, we're fucked, you know that?"

"Oh my, oh my god!! Y/N! I knew it'd happen! You have to keep in touch with Shinonome!"

"You really let some guy who you haven't seen in ages kiss you? Was that a good idea?"

Your now dried eyes were starting to get teary again. You were such a crybaby, get yourself together, y/n! "Please, I can deal with this. Media isn't going to find out about Akito and I, then after this tour, we'll blow up! Project Sekai Entertainment loves us, don't worry."

"Y/N I..." Mika trailed off. "Okay. I trust you. We need to get going in three hours anyways, so maybe you should've said your goodbyes to your man a little later."

Your man. Your man. Your cheeks dusted a pale pink with those words. "I should've." Is all you can manage to spit out. You're starting to regret saying bye to him so soon. "I love you guys so much, y'all are the best. Let's make our fans go wild." You grinned.

"Yeah!!" Sayaka cheered, and so you and the rest of SWEET TOOTH spent the remaining three hours in Shibuya laughing and joking around.

You'd see Akito again soon. You and him both know it.

[astyrra]

joker's 6th part-time job is cat videos

[andi-o-geyser]

ohhh girlfriend is about to be humbled so badly. get glintshore'd, bitch

[beastwhimsy]

more moonlit mane since you all seemed to really like her.... his friends call him wolf or wolfy and despite being absolutely obsessed with wolves she lives in Horse Aotearoa. which famously has No Large Carnivores Whatsoever. SAD!

EDIT: terfs are enjoying this post too much. he's bigender and I'd prefer that you don't interact with me thank you

[kittykatninja321]

If canon verse Dick tried the 5 senses thing on Jason to get him out of a panic spiral it would work but only because it would irritate Jason so much he would immediately snap out of it

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

genuinely is my brain erasing itself or is google/tumblr censoring that post about notre dame and old growth forests.

[14dayswithyou]

HAPPY VARENTINES DAY, ANGEL ! I've been facing some tech issues recently, but!! To celebrate Ren's birthday and Valentine's Day, I'll be releasing Day 5 (the Early Access version) for all the Beta Testers in a few days!

And for those who aren't part of the 14DWY Discord server, don't worry! The public version will be available for everyone to play once the beta testing period is over ^^

[waitmyturtles]

[egophiliac]

Most unhinged moment in TWST Wonderland that made you go:

I love this game.

can I just say the entire front half of episode 7 chapter 8, because everything about it was BONKERS in the most absolutely delightful way. genuinely this might have been the funniest single update yet. we got Idia's directorial debut! big stronk Epel! and. just. gestures to the entirety of SavanaRook. (then Vil went into a spiral of murdering people that culminated in punching the manifestation of his own insecurity in the face, and that was good in an entirely different kind of way, but I digress)

if I have to pick one though, I'm gonna go with Idia's video, because 1) adorable, 2) seriously just look at it, and 3) I did legit have to replay that subchapter on account of laughing over most of it the first time. truly Idia is the artistic genius of our generation.

[phantomtrax]

god damn the sun

[totallyprentiss]

There’s something quietly, heartbreakingly tragic about Emily Prentiss—about the way she’s been yearning to be loved for her entire life, and doing it so quietly, so subtly, that some people might not even notice.

It started young, with the coldness of Elizabeth Prentiss, all polished diplomacy and razor-sharp expectations, offering nothing soft for Emily to fall back on. No warmth. No trust. Just pressure and passports and places that never quite felt like home. She was always the new girl. Always trying to prove herself. Always chasing something that looked like belonging.

And then she was fifteen and pregnant - not because she was reckless, but because she was desperate. Desperate to be wanted. To be liked. To feel anything real in a world that felt so far away from her. She couldn’t even tell her mother. Not about the boy, not about the pain, not about the choice she had to make. That’s where the loss began. Quiet, unspoken, already buried under years of pretending everything was fine.

And then it just.. keeps going, doesn’t it? This pattern of aching. Of reaching. Of being the one who loves harder. Wanting to adopt Carrie not just out of duty, but because she needed to prove to herself that she could love. That she had love to give. That she was more than her job and her trauma and her silence. She wanted to believe she was capable of being someone’s person. But how do you believe that when no one ever chooses you?

Sure, she’s liked. Respected. Admired, even. But she’s never been the one anyone picks when the room is full. She’s the one people lean on, but never the one they stay for. And she carries it all with so much quiet grace you almost forget how much it must hurt. The guilt over Declan, even when she did everything right. The way she watches families from a distance, eyes soft and sad like she’s looking at a life that was never meant for her. The way she looks at JJ sometimes, wishing she had what she has. Maybe it’s just Paget’s quiet acting but it’s there.

Don’t even get me started on that damn moment in Season 15 - Emily staring at the baby stroller by that coffee cart like she’s mourning something she never even got the chance again to have. That one second of vulnerability, of wondering what if—and we move on like nothing happend.

I get it. I really do. The writers want her to be this… symbol of strength, the woman who married her job, who doesn’t need a partner or a family to be whole. And I guess that’s fine! some people really do find joy in that life. But if that’s the road you want to take her down, then at least make it look like she’s okay. Like she’s content. Like she’s not carrying all this silent grief behind her eyes. Because right now? She just looks tired. Dude they even took her freaking cat!

She deserved so much more. She still does.

[bottombaron]

The scarest thing about Nandor being actually smart in all things Guillermo is that this is the reason why he'll never make the move to be with him:

Nandor already knows how he feels about Guillermo.

He's not even repressing it. He's just made peace with it. Because Guillermo was never an option.

Guillermo is human. He'll choose to stay human. He's fleeting. He'll always leave in some form or fashion. Nandor doesn’t choose to act on his feelings for Guillermo for the same reason why he never turned him. It would just be a curse.

[suntails]

counting sheep

[ghostlyaces]

178 days until Byler Endgame

[halflifebutawesome]

Half Life: Alyx is 5 years old today and its HER DAY

[therighthandofvengeance]