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daucus carota
#landscape#digital art#speedpaint#study#digital painting#hey so theres a few things not quite right with me :)#one of them being my insane perfectionism#and the other day i realised#theres so many weird rules in my brain that im barely even aware of#im stopping myself from painting things i would like to paint because theyre... too easy???#and like anything that isnt a struggle is worthless apparently#but guess what friends :))))))#its actually Allowed to do something that is fun and easy#wild right?#wow#anyway heres this dune landscape that i churned out in under an hour not bc that is easy but bc im really good at drawing lol#featuring my favourite flower#queen anne's lace
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the humble conkroch
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#in stars and time#isat#poorly drawn isat#isat loop#bug tw#insect tw#i guess??????????????#just in case.#thought of this a couple days ago and it wont leave my head. so now you have to look at it#almost wrote loop instead of look. loop at it.#(spoilers past this tag)#something something joke abt how siffrin initially thinks loop is a pest and loop is also nigh immortal. idk#and also how loop views themself as clearly expendable and worthless when they were (and still are) just a creature trying to survive
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Ok ok, my other Tangled hot take is that Cass's villain arc was... good. It was good. Yes, there was some back and forth in S3 between her and Rapunzel that felt stagnant, but so many people like to shit on Cass and her character and completely misunderstand where she is coming from. It's not about the moonstone, or power, or whatever. Cass has a very big hole that she tries to fill by being useful, by being relied on, and that directly clashes with Raps, who has all her life been seen as a tool, as a thing of value, not her own person.
But Cass WANTS to be that tool. What does she say to Eugene in S1? Her father taught her how to earn her keep. So she gives everything to feel useful to Rapunzel and her journey, and is still pushed aside. So when she sees the vision of Gothel, she doesn't think "Oh wow what a shitty mother I had" she thinks "How can I PROVE that I have value as a person?" And despite thinking she's proving it to herself, who she's actually proving it to IS Gothel, the dead woman who abandoned her. If she was powerful enough, strong enough, capable enough, Gothel would have kept her.
And who takes Gothel's place as a manipulative demon on her shoulder.
#tangled the series#Cassandra#tts#rta#guess what fandom gets my fun analysis posts this time#Cass is a great character and I will die on this hill#what's funny is that if Cass DID have moon powers Gothel would have kept her#that would've been too useful for her to pass up#anyway Cass lashes out at her friends thinking being powerful and untouchable will not make her feel worthless.#but she feels worthless no matter what she does#girl really needs therapy#also sidenote so tried of ppl being like 'varian got jail but Cass did much worse things and got off scott free' did you miss the point#the whole show is about rehabilitation over punishment#anyway#really sad more people don't tap into this side of her character even the cassunzel fans#I've only seen ONE author write her in this way
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Hi Killer7 fandom 👋 🥰
I love Garcian Smith and Christopher Mills but not as much as they love each other
#killer7#suda 51#christopher mills#garcian smith#ship: garcimills#killer 7#k7#the thing i liked the most is#Mills kinda foreshadowed his own death in a way#he told Garcian that u dont survive this business relying on feelings#but he cared about Garcian and wanted to tell him the truth#and thats what did him in#but tbh#Mills knew this was sooner or later#cuz like he said#theyre insects and dogs and their lives are worthless#i guess go him it was a matter of#“who is worth dying for”#and to him#Garcian was worth dying for
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live commentary while reading tsc
#id ask you how it feels but I guess you’ve always known what it’s like to be second you worthless piece of shit 🔥🔥🔥#who needs riko when neil is a KINGGG#neil josten#tsc#the sunshine court#aftg#all for the game#e#riko moriyama#jean moreau#not tagging spoilers cuz it’s really not a spoiler
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pretty sure this is a common joke but i wanted to draw something so ka chow
extremely messy but i think it’s fun idk blehhhh
#the matrix#agent smith#matrix#the matrix 1999#captcha#matrix fanart#matrix meme i guess#today i stepped in dog shit for the first time in my worthless fuckijg life#piss on the floor#shit on the ground#my fanart
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Guys can you please give me time lol. I just got home. The update took 45 minutes to install for some reason (wtf was that. That's never happened to me before). Please just let me play through it myself. I know neither of you really said anything but I'm still a touch annoyed. Please, gang. I know you're all excited. So am I. Please just give me a bit of time so I can see the story for myself
Also in brutal honesty my heart breaks to hear Anon #1 say HollySugar is their favorite Beast x Ancient dynamic. Clearly I have failed my overarching mission to preach the BurningCheese/GoldenSpice gospel and it hurts. It hurts so bad. Why would you say this to me
#i always knew I'd die on the BurningCheese hill. guess I'll be dying alone. so be it#(i love HollySugar too but nothing and no one will ever dethrone BurningCheese for me. sorry not sorry gang)#also i spent almost 100k cubes on that worthless costume gacha and NOTHING. NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#legendary costume gacha is a fucking scam just like always. at least give us pity pulls jfc#anyway I'm sorry to these anons i don't mean to sound so harsh#I've had a long day. I'm feeling really ornery right now
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Just a little experiment with the style... wanted to try how the way I color sketches would look on finished line art...
and then I finished it a little more haha!
I think it came out good
#my art#digital art#original character#oc#sona#The Caretaker#not gonna lie I haven't been feeling very good today#emotionally I mean#the lack of commissions is just reminding me that I don't really#have the means of getting money#and I pretty much finished college#they expect me to get a job or something soon#so#idk#I've been feeling very#... worthless I guess?#The weight of many things suddenly falling on top of me and leaving me without a way of getting out#anyways#funny thing! while I was drawing this I was thinking of this one thing that happened#in highschool#some kids where bothering the others as they were coming up the stairs#and I happened to be going their way because my class room was around that floor#and they tried bullying me as kids did to me in those years#I don't know or remember the look I gave them#but I just stared at them and they just backed off and apologized#man I wish I still had ''the stare''
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having a lot of thoughts as usual about sdmi and its portrayal of the cycle of abuse, and how pericles, cassidy, and ricky's foils and parallels to each other there are all both fascinating and deeply tragic.
in particular today i'm thinking about how ricky is an abusive mentor toward marcie, and tries to be abusive toward velma and fails because she has a support system and hasn't been worn down yet, and velma being an example and continuing to extend marcie support and a hand out of her situation is what gives marcie the courage to leave even when it's dangerous to do so, and how pericles spends the series--present day and past--systematically isolating ricky and dismantling his support system one by one, and how everything cassidy stood for was refusing to continue the cycle with everything she had, and how she felt so so guilty and violated and betrayed when ricky manipulated her into it anyway, and how she was willing to die to make it right, and how marcie standing up to him to great effect with her new support system leaves him utterly stunned, and how after that he starts trying to stand up for himself against his abusive mentor and break the cycle, and how he tries to take up cassidy's convictions as his weapon to do it with because cassidy was crushed under the wheels of the cycle but marcie proved it was possible to break,
and how he couldn't do that with his own abuser because pericles has spent his life building a steel cage around him, and tightening and tightening and tightening it without him even realizing it until it was too late, and how fucking devastated he is when it's finally demonstrated him that the door to the cage is closed for good,
and how when he is made complicit in his abuser reaching through the generations to make sure cassidy died for nothing, and that this little girl who gave him hope by defeating his attempt to continue the cycle couldn't escape him after all, it breaks him.
fucking kill me, man. god.
#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#ricky owens#marcie fleach#cassidy williams#sdmi velma#velma dinkley#professor pericles#weeps in a puddle on the fucking floor there's So Much. There's So Much#abuse cw#dyn: i guess i expected more from you#dyn: she was right all along#dyn: when i die i want you to die too#dyn: so nice to meet you; angel#dyn: breaking a few worthless eggs#SDMItag
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i adore how geralt instantly puts his dad hat on around angoulême like I Would Prefer It If You Didn’t Use Drugs and Watch Your Language, as if he has any parental authority over this stranger girl at all.
but then she actually listens, more or less, because while she doesn’t really know what having a parent is like, she knows and recognizes him as the Leader of the Hanza, so it’s like a secret loophole to hack into her character development
#[ ciri in her small voice: damn it | geralt: don’t swear ] MEMORY FROM THREE YEARS AGO UNLOCKED#angouleme becoming sentimental and being like ‘tch yeah… i guess… i guess i kind of see you like…’#(and everyone is thinking she will say ‘a father’)#‘… like a gang leader you know 😔❤️’ (everyone’s brows furrow and they look askance at each other)#i seem to be retreating to square one of my regis and angouleme ideas where the key point of why angouleme befriends him is because#he doesn’t care if she does drugs and allows her to drink until she pukes#angouleme is like 😠😠😠😠 i know you judge me and i know you think you’re better than me and i know you think i’m stupid and worthless#and regis is like 🤨 (speechless…! says not a word! wow—angouleme can do magic apparently)#he just lets her talk herself out…#later she comes to realizations and feels foolish. and he’s like. 👍 (called it)#this isnt always deep. sometimes its just stupid#(referencing my recent poll post)#‘do you smoke regis’ ‘no’ ‘you should. it’s good for the lungs’ ‘…’#flashbacks to: ‘breathe a full lung jaskier and you’ll be healthy too :D’#the elbow-high diaries#oh no why is regis angouleme brainrots taking over again. what did i do. why this
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my professional bg3 villains tierlist
#im so sorry gortash girlies#this is not an attack on you i just personally dont like your dog#i understand his storys probably good and shid but the inherent tragedy of orin just grips me like a steel watcher's fist#ketheric is also there i guess#what makes him compelling to me is moreso that he knows hes a terrible man and believes himself beyond redemption#and he knows what hes doing will drive him further down the dark path but has the mindset of ''back out now and itll all be worthless''#orin the red#orin anchev#ketheric thorm#enver gortash#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#ive rambled so much to a friend about orin#ohhhhh babygirl you are so tragedian#free my girl she did everything but like. idk. let her go
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good fucking lord juno. what the fuck.
#words covered in moss#tpp#the penumbra podcast#tpp spoilers#the penumbra spoilers#juno steel#yeah i listened to both episodes yesterday#this paragraph just about broke my heart neatly in two#crazy how juno was just some guy the first time i listened to tpp but then on my relisten#he became just like me fr#fuck offff with your guilt and overcoming feelings of worthlessness (<== said looking at a mirror)#something something#postmodern recurring dream#this is literally what that was about#aaauagahayaghagh#mecore#i guess
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Wait Merchant you're latino as well? So cool! :D
I am :P my parents immigrated to the country we live in now in the 90s. English is my second language, my parents taught me our mother tongue first (my mom was actually worried I would struggle in school because of it lol. They had a hard time teaching me English because they themselves weren't great at it at the time. I did just fine because I learned English watching cartoons 😂 thank you SpongeBob, I'll forever be in your debt). I've lived my life both here and in our homeland. I visit when I can since most of the family is still back home and I miss them a lot (it gets really lonely here sometimes. All I have for family is my SO and my parents). Unfortunately, it's a long and often very expensive trip lol. But I try
#i don't want to say exactly what I am... I'm not Mexican I'm something else. there's your one hint#maybe someday I'll reveal what it is... whenever I learn to draw better haha#there are drawings/comics/animatics I hope to one day make using music from our country so that would give me away on the spot#as imperfect as that place. i really miss it. i miss my family. as imperfect as they are too#things have really gone downhill in recent years over there. i worry about my family's safety a lot. our government is worthless#i also often miss speaking to people in my mother tongue. i like English but there are things I want to say but can't in English#our language is a very vibrant and expressive one. there are so many fun sayings I want to say but can't#because there's no English equivalent and direct translations make them sound like gobbledygook#my SO is also Latino but he speaks a different language than me so I can't speak mine to him either. just my parents#i miss the food there too. we got the best food dude. i heart my people's cuisine above all others'#i could really go for a certain something right now... if I was there then I could just walk down to the corner bakery and get it. sigh#at least some of the ingredients from there exist here too i guess. some of them#merchant asks
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#thought about trying to write again today#then thought about all the posts i've seen lately about how terrible and ooc and worthless all the fic in this fandom is#and how it's not worth reading unless you already know and trust the author#and now i'm actually thinking i might just remove all the shit i've already written again instead#like. i don't know. i thought this fandom was finally getting past this need to constantly shit on fic#but it feels like it's back with a vengeance again#and i get only reading stuff from certain authors and being picky about what you read#but this is the only fandom i've ever been in where people seem to claim it as some moral high ground#where they have to constantly announce to everyone that actually they see how terrible all the fic is out there#and they wouldn't be caught dead reading it#while also turning around and insisting everyone should create and there should be more engagement#but like. i'm not interested in creating when every time i turn around i'm reading about how awful fic writers are in this fandom#i don't know y'all i'm just so tired and i need an outlet and i miss writing#but i sure don't feel comfortable creating in this fandom#and i know most of that is just a mental block for me personally#but goddamn is it less than encouraging seeing the way so many people in this fandom talk about fic and writers#anyway#might delete later#feeling tired and frustrated tonight#fandom discourse#i guess
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Studying pedagogy basically means spending hours on books telling u how sick and stupid the (modern) educational system is, except it's some guy from the 1760~ telling u that, and he's talking about how students will never learn anything if forced into terrible conditions and that such system will simply turn the "lil prodigies" into useless and mindless machines.
Anyway I have a test tomorrow. Guess the subject.
#our professor was telling us that a teacher has to be patient and ready to give out praises + positive reinforcements#if they want their students to actually put effort into learning#and we were like “yea thats kinda. ur job. so why aren't you doing that”#all hail the italian educational system I guess#raising worthless humans ever since 1859!#education#idk how to tag this#fuck the educational system#pedagogy#yap yap rat
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they cancelled my lady jane
bc it didn't reach the right audience
what fucking audience were they looking for???
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